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We are enslaved by anything we do not consciously see. We are freed by conscious perception.

- Vernon Howard

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For 2 months or so, I've been tripping acid weekly. The doses so far have been between 115uq-345uq. Every time I trip and meditate I feel like I "break through". The whole universe makes perfect sense and it's so simple. However when I come off the trip I lose the insights. Im always hoping that perhaps this time something sticks but it never does. My trips are basically spiritual entertainment for me now. Id like to bring something back. Any suggestions anyone? I usually trip in my bed with eyes closed. After the peak I usually start getting too uncomfortable and start moving around and the profound part of tripping is over.

 

Im 22 and I go to college. I hate it but I hate working even more. Im also an internet addict, a porn addict, I eat like trash and im pretty lethargic. Last 2 weeks however ive started hitting the gym, cleaned out my diet and I'm drinking less. Send help pls!

Edited by TheWokestMan

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First psychedelic trip ever: 6-10 mg 5-Meo-DMT

Yesterday, my first attempt  failed because I apparently did far less than 5 mg. Nothing happened. I had increased heartbeat but maybe I was just excited. I was afraid that the substance was not 5meo.

Today, I did around 6-10 mg of this stuff. I cannot say precisely because my SmartWeigh Gem50 is giving me different readings every time. But it should not have been more than 12mg I think.

I used Leo's plugging method, the only difference is that I couldn't find micro scoops in Canada, the ones available are ~$50 per pack which is nonsense. I got a milligram scale instead. Because I don't have $500 for a scale, I got the best cheap one for CAD40 from Amazon.ca. 

I plugged, came downstairs and laid on my bed. It was 11:55 am. By 12:00 I started to feel the effects. By 12:10 the intensity increased significantly, and around that time was the peak of the experience. By around 12:25 the effects subsided, but continued very mildly for at least one hour. 5 hours later I am still feeling the effects, as if my brain is pulsating in my head. It's as if I took a high dose of lion's mane (which I did before). I am wondering if I will lucid dream tonight. 

I hadn't eaten since yesterday lunch, so around 24 hours by the time of the trip. Still I definitely felt nausea building up, though not to the point of puking. I felt the effect similar to hyperventilation (shamanic breathing?). I used to do Wim Hof's breathing, it felt similar. It also felt like being drunk or having fever. If I attempted to stand up I would have vertigo.  

By 12:10 the effect intensified so much as though my focus got super concentrated that I was afraid to look around. I put on my sleep mask so I missed that part. I kept repeating "I surrender". When I looked around, it did look lighter or more colorful, though it may just be my imagination. I started to see rainbows on the wall on which light was falling. I also looked at the window, and the light was super bright. 

The only insights so far is that this stuff definitely works, it's not just lip service. Also, it's kind of familiar in a strange way, like something I already experienced but in a more intense way. I did feel like my ego was numbed down but definitely not disappearing. The feeling was similar to Wim Hof's hyperventilation in this way.

I know that I must proceed further, but feeling this thing at work I'm a bit scared. I am now living with 2 other people (they get up at like 1pm) so I trip when they are asleep. I can't just do a breakthrough dose with them around, because I am afraid I will scream etc.

I just watched Leo's skepticism video on his blog, so I guess I am facing the ego game now :) 

That's it so far.                       

      

 

 

Edited by Adilbek

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Has anyone tried the Martin Ball bilateral energetic therapy approach with psychedelics?  How's it gone? 

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The other day I did an LSD trip and had a really profound insight about the holy trinity and how to read the bible as a means of self actualization. The big realization that I came to was that Jesus is YOU. You are God the son. It does not matter if he did exist in the past or not because the only person that exists is you and the only time that exists is the present. You are God manifested in the flesh. And the Holy Spirit is pure light. Pure unconditional love. In order to experience the pure unconditional love of the holy spirit, you need to believe in yourself. This makes the bible your diary. I figured out while I was on my trip that going through the bible and reading anything that Jesus says in the first person as if it was me who wrote it provided some extremely profound insights. Most bibles have all of the things that you/Jesus said in red so it makes it incredibly easy to go through.  If any of you guys decide to try to use the bible as a self actualization method let me know how it goes/ any insights that you have. 

Edited by Josmiljko

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