TheWokestMan

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@Aaron p Thanks for the response. I've also thought about the enlightenment being an unconscious thing. I'm hoping that my trips are molding my nervous system to be more accepting to enlightenment or sth like that. I'd really like to get my hands on 5MeO but I'm too scared about customs. Anyways have a fun journey.

For 2 months or so, I've been tripping acid weekly. The doses so far have been between 115uq-345uq. Every time I trip and meditate I feel like I "break through". The whole universe makes perfect sense and it's so simple. However, when I come off the trip I lose the insights. I'm always hoping that perhaps this time something sticks but it never does. My trips are basically spiritual entertainment for me now. Id like to bring something back. Any suggestions anyone? I usually trip in my bed with eyes closed. After the peak, I usually start getting too uncomfortable and start moving around and the profound part of tripping is over. I trip in the evenings so no one would contact me. Is there a difference if you trip when you've stayed up like 12 hours already or when you've just woken up? I'm 22 and I go to college. I hate it but I hate working even more. I'm also an internet addict, a porn addict, I eat like trash, drink too much and I'm pretty lethargic. Last 2 weeks however I've started hitting the gym, cleaned out my diet and I'm drinking less. Send help pls!

For 2 months or so, I've been tripping acid weekly. The doses so far have been between 115uq-345uq. Every time I trip and meditate I feel like I "break through". The whole universe makes perfect sense and it's so simple. However when I come off the trip I lose the insights. Im always hoping that perhaps this time something sticks but it never does. My trips are basically spiritual entertainment for me now. Id like to bring something back. Any suggestions anyone? I usually trip in my bed with eyes closed. After the peak I usually start getting too uncomfortable and start moving around and the profound part of tripping is over. Im 22 and I go to college. I hate it but I hate working even more. Im also an internet addict, a porn addict, I eat like trash and im pretty lethargic. Last 2 weeks however ive started hitting the gym, cleaned out my diet and I'm drinking less. Send help pls!