The other day I did an LSD trip and had a really profound insight about the holy trinity and how to read the bible as a means of self actualization. The big realization that I came to was that Jesus is YOU. You are God the son. It does not matter if he did exist in the past or not because the only person that exists is you and the only time that exists is the present. You are God manifested in the flesh. And the Holy Spirit is pure light. Pure unconditional love. In order to experience the pure unconditional love of the holy spirit, you need to believe in yourself. This makes the bible your diary. I figured out while I was on my trip that going through the bible and reading anything that Jesus says in the first person as if it was me who wrote it provided some extremely profound insights. Most bibles have all of the things that you/Jesus said in red so it makes it incredibly easy to go through. If any of you guys decide to try to use the bible as a self actualization method let me know how it goes/ any insights that you have.
