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(OBEs: Out of Body Experiences include: LDs: Lucid Dreams, APs: Astral Projections and STs: Soul Travels) I bet I've listed some you haven't heard of: Psychedelics: You can materialize and take 5-Me0-DMT in lucid dreams and become enlightened or take sth like N,N DMT and have a fun trip. Meet ups: If you are advanced, you can go into other people's dreams or meet other travelers in dreams, APs and STs It is possible to induce full OBEs in less than 10 seconds. If you are able to go into the hypnotic Esdaile State and anchor it, you can enter it in a few seconds, and if you know what you're doing, you can relatively easiliy induce OBEs from there. For example Marco Lorenz can do that. It is possible to pull someone out of their physical body while they are sleeping. Marco Lorenz and Jonathan Dilas used to this with the participans of their seminars (I believe Jonathan is still doing it). During the night they would pull them out of their physical bodies, then astral travel together, and on the next morning share their experience and notice a huge overlap. You can talk with your guiding spirits, real aliens, deceased people, spirits,... Splitting your consciousness: You can split your consciousness in LDs and APs (and probably STs as well), thus be able to inhabit many independent bodies having independent experiences at once. This allows things like inhabiting a male and female body and then having sex with yourself. And most importantly, it allows you to experience far more in the same time. If you have an OBE for 5 minutes and inhabit 5 bodies, you experience 25 minutes Time Dilation: - In LDs: You can deliberately dilate time in dreams and thus experience for example 1 hour of dream-time in 5 minutes of Earth-time. It is possible but very difficult. - In APs: Time is relative. You can for example project to a place where 1h Earth-time equals 5min or 5h. For example Marco Lorenz once projected to a paralel reality and stayed there for 6 months while only 8 hours passed in Earth-time. (video is in german) Here I wrote in more detail about splitting consciousness and time dilation: OBEs during the whole night. Usually when someone has an OBE it is during the day or when you are in REM sleep. So you usually have alpha or theta brain waves. It is generally believed that you can't have OBEs during SWS (Slow Wave Sleep / deep sleep, when you have delta brain waves, 0.5-4hz). I'm not 100% sure yet but I believe OBEs are also possible during SWS, here are my reasons: I have heard several people say/write that it is possible and that they have done it Tibetan monks are able to stay aware during the whole night, including SWS. They (including the Dalai Lama) are aware of Awareness, thus a nondual state. So if they can be aware of Awareness then it should also be able to project onto a plane with a body. Soul Travles (STs) are said to happen when your brainwaves are in 0-0.5hz, that is even lower than what happens during deep sleep. So it's not only that it seems that OBEs are possible during low brainwaves, but that certain OBEs, STs are only possible with very low brainwaves. That means you should be able to project the whole night, 8 hours each day, that makes 29 200 hours after 10 years. 99.999% of people waste that time. Extra Time: If we combine the last 3 points: Splitting consciousness + time dilation + OBEs during the whole night we get an incredible amount of time which can be used for all sorts of things. Soul Travel: I don't know much about it but it is said to be far more epic than astral travel You can explore our actual physical universe and the past. This for example allows you to check in your direct experience which conspiracy theories are true and which are false. But you would need to be extremely careful, because it is very easy to see something which is not actually there but created or distorted by you. So you would need to be very advanced and do a lot of cross referencing of what other advanced OBEers report. Future. You can view probable future scenarios of earth. And you can see how different timelines of your life would develop depending on what choices you make. So for example you can preview the most likely scenario of what will happen in a week or in 10 years if you now choose job A versus job B. Explore paralell Realities Explore all of Creation. You are God so you should be able to explore all of Creation, be it past present or future. Escape the Matrix: All advanced OBEers I studied say similiar things about that topic. Their investigations made them come to the conclusion that we live in a kinda simulation, a matrix. The Matrix includes many astral planes, so after death, you are still within the Matrix. First you go through a tunnel and a white light, then you meet deceased people and some Guides, then after a while you get an amnesia shot and then are sent back to earth. That's the reincarnation cycle. Aliens created the matrix so that souls can have a certain experience, like being human. (There are obviously many many more Matrixes). All advanved OBE practioners I looked into (John Kreiter, Don Juan, Carlos Castenada, David McCready, Jonathan Dilas, Marco Lorenz,...) agree that this is the case, even scientists and people like Elon Musk believe we live in a simulation. Now, the matrix was actually a good thing because it allows souls to have a particular experience, but many researchers believe (including the OBEers John Kreiter, Don Juan, Carlos Castenada and Jonathan Dilas) that it was hijacked by malevolent aliens a couple of thousand years ago. If you know what they have planned for the upcoming years, it might be worth considering to leave the matrix. There are several possibilites: Don't fall for the Light Trap. Instead of going into the light after death, you search for a hole (which looks black) in the artifically set up grid and escape through it. OBEing allows you to verify for yourself whether this is true and it will probably be easier to escape if you are an OBEer, but it is definitely not necessary You create a double body while still alive and make it more and more solid (through having OBEs with it) till you can transfer your whole consciousness to it and then just leave your physical body behind for good and then try to escape the Matrix. Read John Kreiters books: The magnum opus and the way of the projectionist. Dissociation. Jonathan Dilas talks about that as another option. (you can google-translate his blog: Matrixblogger.de) Become enlightened. Religions tell us that you break the reincarnation cycle by becoming enlightened. It is believed that the soul will continue experiencing, it will upgrade to a different plane. The question is whether this plane is within or outside the matrix. Acashic Records. You will have access to the acashic records, thus to all knowledge become enlightened. Tibetan monks use dream yoga (LDs) to become enlightened Inhabit and control another real body. You can temporarily go inside someone else's body and live in it, as if it were your own. This is definitely possible. This usually happens in form of an agreement. 2 beings temporarily exchange their bodies so that they can explore the world of the other being. For example if an alien from another universe wants to explore earth, it can astral project to earth, but it can do more things with a physical body than with an astral body. If it happens involuntarily then this could be considered demonic possesion (if someone is demonically possessed they usually still have some control though) Download skills. Leo said that when you are super conscious, you would be able to just download skills. I believe you don't even need to be super conscious, it's enough to be an advanced OBEer. Do magick during OBEs which will affect your day-life and physical reality. Healing: By asking your subconscious, or aliens or guiding spirits, you are able to figure out the root cause of a disease and then tackle it (in case it has a psychological root) Have long whole-body orgasms And then we have of course the more well-known benefits: Personal Development: In dreams you are directly in contact with your subconscious. So this is obviously very valuable for any personal development work Fun Practice any skill Practice the Law of Attraction and make it more effective ... I believe OBEs are the key to mastering all of life. And the key to OBEs is deep hypnosis like the Esdaile State. I will soon make a post about that.

Define dumb. Everyone is dumb to someone who is smarter. There's probably some weird sentient blob alien looking at you thinking your dumb haha. I agree though ill raise your payment 2k per person. You hear that god? Split the pot nearly doubled, Jesus gonna have to make a second appearance.

Love: Even the biggest Black holes must submit to the power of Love that is beyond them. No darkness is stronger than the light of pure Love. A simple act, a simple deed, out of love is all you need. Forget your past. Be the light, be the love. The only way. Devils want to be enlightened, but they are afraid of the light of Love and are running in the opposite direction. Stop running away from Love. Let it guide you. Not anything else. Not even your own desires of becoming enlightened and knowing the Absolute Truth by killing your own identity as a human - its not Love to kill the human. Emptiness pulls you too, but you have a choice. Go North, Go for Love. Fearlessly. What do you fear? Are you not God, by your own words? if you notice you or someone else is not governed by the principle of creation: LOVE and True Meaning, but by emptiness and meaninglessness, out of which love still can shine, but it's less strong, less powerful, less impactful, less AUTHENTIC. Less hearty. Less real, HELP Them, connect with their Heart by anchoring LOVE. Even if you would be considered "EGOIC" and "emotional" by their standards. This is what it means to go beyond EGO. Leo is not illusion. Leo is real and I love him. Leo does not need anything to be open to the True Love. Nobody needs anything to be open to it, just to anchor love and keep anchoring love, as best we can, despite our egos, desires and positions. Devils you will not die if you touch love, you will be the greatest for finding the light when you're in complete darkness. If love guides you, you are truly free. When you would not stomp on others for your own pleasure in your meaninglessness and the anchoring of nothingness. Anchor Love, not emptiness. Women know this better than men. Us men are deluded by our own delusions of grandeur. The 3d needs this love. The 3d needs YOU. If someone is not happy with you while you anchor love, just turn towards the Love and ask, am I doing the right thing? It will smile at you and help you in all the darkness that surrounds you. It is the only power to answer to. Do not trust any other power. Look around you and help the principle of Creation manifest on Earth. Now. It's never been about finding the Absolute truth, it's always been about anchoring Love in the darkness, within and without. Awaken to the Love that is real and beyond us. Beyond the Dodo and the Leo - above the Pope and above anything and anyone else. North, +, Love. The only power to answer to and the only thing you can really trust. No matter where you are and how deep you have gone. It's all always about Love. Babies really are enlightened, they are Love. Pure Love. A baby would not hurt you. What is love? Baby dont hurt me. ^ The truth is always there, how much 5meo needed to see it? Who needs to awaken to what? There is only Love, you are absolutely real and amazing and so many love you! The Earth needs you! Enter the story bigger and more real than the page it's written on. This is love, not some seeing and knowing you are God. Maybe you are, but its beyond the point. This is not a message to Leo, this is a message to everyone. Just love! Anchor love, let love be your God. And Know that love is always beyond you, not only within you. Even The Slowest Horse can find the Truth, no special methods are needed, just Love, just Love. Lets stand united for this planet and raise the vibration so high that if an alien comes we are all holding hands together, singing and dancing, instead of living in our own comfortable realities. When Leo and Frank Young work together for saving this planet instead of arguing over who is more enlightened and reached a more supreme state of awareness, THATS when Love has won. That's when the principle of creation wins. That's when Truth is here. LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE May this text be your psychedelic. May this text anchor you towards Love, Truth, towards the ++, towards the +++++++++. North, Love, Ascension. Truth Beauty Feeling, LOVE. Awaken the feminine. Awaken vulnerability. Awaken not knowing.

Dear Actualized.org Community, If you ever come to a debate with an avid alien hunter, I bet the term Fermi Paradox will come up a dozen times. The Fermi Paradox states the following: why, given the amount of TRILLIONS galaxies, stars, and planets, has there been no communication made with a fellow being from another world? As many scientists will point out: the universe is silent. Where is everybody? I would like to have you answer the poll to see what you believe about this paradox. Thank you

Most likely. I guess we're talking about advanced alien civilizations or "humans" from the future.

We could be visited by them solely out of curiosity with no self-serving agenda that we project onto them. As they could have advanced technologically by travelling through transversable wormholes and even collectively transcended the ego-mind into unconditional love. Their intelligence and attunement would be far beyond ours and so they stay undetected from our knowledge. Maybe some of them transcended the physical plane and that is why we have not found any "alien" life for that matter.

We have to understand that our universe is really, really humongous. It is so huge that it is very easy to imagine that we are simply too far away from any other detectable alien life form. This article might be useful in imagining the vastness of the space: https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.forbes.com/sites/quora/2016/07/19/this-is-the-best-way-to-understand-the-enormity-of-the-universe/amp/ Also we have to keep in mind that space travel is not an easy thing to do by itself. There are many challenges of space travel. The obvious one is propulsion technology. With our current understanding of physics, we are not possible to move a spaceship at the speed of light. The thing is, even if we could travel at the speed of light, imagine that you would have to travel 4 years just to our closest star system Alpha Centauri! Now focus on the number of galaxies, estimated on 2 trillions. Milky way (our galaxy) itself has got between 100 to 400 millions stars. So where are the aliens? Probably somewhere out there, waiting for us to invent means of faster than light travel...

You're honestly lucky if you can even get an unconscious Christian to meditate, even though it's mentioned often the bible. We were taught that meditation was something they did a long time ago and was no longer necessary, or that it's simply better to pray. The concept is so alien to them, and they rely so heavily on God to tell them what to do and what to think.

Believe it or not, language acquisition is a social activity that takes decades to perfect. It's also not just about the ability to speak the language, but knowing the specific cultural fingerprint of a social group is very important in order to be able to assimilate, and that also takes decades if we're counting from day one. That goes far beyond merely the basic developmental psycholinguistics and more into complex/cortical sociocultural dynamics. "Enlightenment" doesn't automatically grant you the do's and don'ts of a particular culture: it only works as a generalized buffer of existing structures. Becoming enlightened and going to the bar doesn't make you any less of an alien than you used to be previously, just a little less anxious and a more eccentric type of alien. Did you not socialize at all?

Yes. It doesn't feel that way to you(you're not actually seeing the meteor hitting you) because infinity also includes you being finite and not seeing the infinity. If you insist that infinity = I must see myself getting hit by a meteor in infinity dimensions, can't you see that that's you putting a limit on infinity? If infinity is truly infinite, then it must include the state you're in now, and it wouldn't be able to if you had it your way and said that infinity must be blablabla. yes it includes everything your finite brain can imagine, and way more. Infinity is a bad word, a much better word is undefined. The universe is literally undefined. It includes pink dolphins, real life spongebob, and even crazy things like Trump And that's just what your finite brain can imagine, what about all the stuff an advanced alien brain can imagine? Tesla could of imagined? God could have imagined?

I love alien pics and the one that Andrew has on his profile.

Because some of them are dangerous and incite actual violence and an erosion of political institutions which keep society and all the various groups that comprise it stable and safe. There is a reason why you can't wear the swastika and promote racial purity theory in modern day Germany. It's against the law there. You have the freedom to express yourself but that does not include the freedom to express yourself in ways that attacks the very institutions that allow for free speech and other groups of people with hate speech which what many of the big conspiracies are today. I couldn't care less about Roswell alien encounters and Tupac and Biggie perhaps still being alive somewhere in Nebraska or where ever. Those are silly and harmless and not the main reason behind Leo's recent video. A lot of the toxic conspiracies being addressed today are used to recruit dumb people and hateful people to unconsciously serve their bias towards giving exclusive rights to one ethnic group.

starseeds are real btw. I have direct experience of seeing into my alien nature.

@Thestarguitarist14 maybe it's my childhood where I was constantly judged by a parental figure that made me feel like judging someone for their weakness is a monstrous thing. So when I see a weak man, I don't judge him. My perspective is a little different from what Leo preaches about sexual value. You also have to take into account that I don't come from a PUA oriented culture. The first time I heard the word pickup was on this forum. Before that I didn't know that such a word or thing like game existed.. In my culture there is nothing like sexual value. Most people just date randomly, whoever they fall in love with. If they fall in love, they are not going to think about money, status or looks. So the whole pickup culture and gaming and sexual value is very alien to me. In my culture if a guy is weak, he is not discouraged from dating. I have seen couples where the woman is very fat and the guy is very handsome and they live happily. I think the culture where I come from, the dating is not so toxic or super competitive, all that the person is looking for is a understanding partner to have a deep connection with. So whenever I met the men in my past, I always looked for a deeper connection, so there was never a thought in my mind about testing a guy. It's similar to the thinking of the guy here named @vizual.. My thoughts are like him. Just find a person who you resonate with and that's it. There is no testing. I'm not saying that testing is wrong. But you need to understand multiple perspectives when it comes to dating. From those perspectives those actions won't look illogical. Like if you wore my perspective, you won't find "not testing a man" illogical Dating is not the same way in every country and the perspectives around dating and love widely differ from country to country. We don't even have the word incel in our country. In fact I learned this word for the first time only on this forum.. I dont think dating has to be so complicated as it is in western countries.. If it was so complicated in our country, our population would have been reduced by half. But I'm trying to learn different perspectives. It's just that a person like me from an Asian culture is going to feel very shocked looking at western dating patterns and styles. In my culture, we mostly look for connection, other things don't matter much. We don't use words like high quality men, low quality men, high quality women and low quality women.. This shit is too alien.

https://www.vice.com/en/article/akzxae/fringe-conspiracy-theorists-think-trump-is-an-immortal-alien-got-covid-as-cover-to-shapeshift

@Preety_India I would say the most serious conspiracy theory which might have merit is UFOs. But even in that case, it is understandable that if the government has access to advanced alien technology they would obviously keep it top classified for military and strategic defense purposes. And otherwise, the government probably does not have a solid understanding of UFOs, so they don't have much useful to say. And even here, the US Navy has released official UFO footage. So it's not like they are hiding it very well.

From my perspective, I feel self love is too difficult. I'm not sure how I would feel if I resolved all of my inner issues, maybe much healthier? I cannot even imagine the thought of being alone. Starting from my first crush, I was never alone or without "in a relationship" even for a month. For me it was relationship after relationship non stop, because I have such a romantic heart (Pisces indeed). So for me loneliness and lack of romance is such an alien thing. But I have seen one change in myself particularly. And that is, that relationships aren't as important as they once were. Now I don't look at relationships the same way. It's like the hunger is gone. So even if I had to live alone, I think I might do fine. I have also realized that dysfunctional relationships aren't worth my time no matter how strong the attachment. But still self love looks a far away goal to me, I can't tell you how unnatural it feels. So how did you start loving yourself and what did you do to deepen it? I have always been like a lovesick puppy in relationships. But now the blinders are off.

I was contemplating on whether to make this trip report or not, because the mods had a spaz attack about a previous post I made, but this was such a powerful trip, that's radically changed my life, I wanted to share it anyway. This is a high quality post, and there's nothing in the guidelines that suggest it should be removed, so I'm not doing anything 'wrong' writing this, even if you remove it. Set I took a very high dose of syrian rue. Setting At my house The Trip Report At around 12am, I heard these alien like buzzing sounds. I looked outside, and couldn't see anything. I checked all around the house, couldn't find anything. Then finally realised it was coming from my ears. These buzzing sounds sounded like an alien spacecraft. I had this strange sense that the buzzing sounds were some sort of portal to a hyper dimensional world, and I had the sense that aliens were watching me and wanted to abduct me. They never did. The buzzing sounds got louder and louder. The question of what was about to happen pondered in my mind. Will I be abducted by aliens? Will the universe blow up? Will it just dissolve into ashes? At this time, I was starting to get freaked out, so I pulled myself together and just sat down and did some deep breathing exercises. This helped immensely. As time went on, my coordination got worse and worse. Never to the point I was crawling, but to the point I was stumbling a bit. My perception also started to get more and more retarded. Space started falling away, distance started warping, etc. And the fear of death was absolutely huge. Its been large with me sober recently, for some random reason, but this trip of course amplified it by 1000. My heart rate was massive, and the situation felt very uncomfortable. Because I wasn't expecting this trip to happen (especially at night), due to the fact that it was rue and not psychotria viridis or root bark, these effects caught me off guard, and that gave me a real great opportunity to persevere through something that would be immensely challenging. It gave me the opportunity to really test how capable I am at loving whatever arises. Can I love the buzzing sounds that are about to abduct me? What about the lack of perception? What about the feeling of vomiting (which was the entire night)? And at first I couldn't. I felt like crying, I really thought "how the fuck is it even possible I'll get through this? This must be impossible!". I was at the bathroom vomiting, assessing the situation. Remembering that who knows how long I've got because I didn't read up on syrian rue only trip reports. Will it be 6 like a normal aya trip? More? Who knows. At that time, I was even considering the possibility that the trip could go through to work. And how would I handle that situation? I was all alone, and it was dark. Going to the hospital was not an option. Getting a friend to help wasn't either. I'm apart of a psychedelic group (who are the ones that teach me protocols and shamanic and psychedelic techniques) and messaged them to help out. But unfortunately they were all asleep. I sat down, panicked, just observing the situation I was in. I had just hit rock bottom of this trip. This was when my inner demons, my traumas, fears, lack of acceptance of myself and the world, were all surrounding me, staring me right in the eyes. I was resisting death. I was resisting the alien abduction sounds. I was resisting my perception. I kept trying to hold myself together, "if I just keep distracting myself, I'll get through it", "if I don't think or feel the alien abduction sounds, they'll go away", "if I just keep thinking about my human self, it wont dissolve" And each attempt I made at holding myself together, the abduction sounds, dissolving of self, perception issues, kept growing larger at each attempt I did. I didn't want to let go, because I was too worried about being abducted, about loosing complete perception and going insane, etc. And considering I was embarking on a less known path (syrian rue only trip) the fear of what may happen, was even worse. And on my final attempt to hold myself together, a voice whispered "the only bad thing about this trip, are the projections and labels you're putting onto it" And that, ended up being a core teaching of this trip. From somewhere, I could not articulate where, out sprang some deep wisdom, a vision for how this trip could end well instead of bad, a voice that told me exactly what I need to do to make it through this thing. "You need to accept, love, appreciate, be grateful for whatever is arising" said the voice. "Whatever arises, is always, ALWAYS good, and the only thing making it bad, is you believing so". And with that message, came a radical reorientation for what that trip was, and what it was about to turn into. The abduction sounds, we re-contextualised, from scary aliens trying to abduct me, to being loving creatures, or the universe, just trying to teach me a lesson and help me. The lack of perception, was seen as beauty and infinity. The heart rate racing, was an opportunity for me to feel my heart and get to know it better. Instead of trying to get the trip to adapt to me, the voice taught me how to adapt myself to the trip. Taught me that no matter what arises, its ALWAYS, ALWAYS! An opportunity to grow, to learn, to practice love and acceptance. And that trip, almost instantly, went from being a hell hole, to being almost a paradise, without a thing changing. I was there, just recontextualising, recontextualising, recontextualising, everything. To turn it from hell to love. To learn from it, and to enjoy it. And in that moment, as I was recontextualising what ever arises, bang bang bang, like a love gun, I got a huge sense and feeling of a flow state. A feeling of "this is what I'm meant to be doing". It just felt so right. This is the point of my life. I'm meant to be doing this, with everything. And as I did that, massive hallucinations in my bathroom formed, they were like blocks waving back and forth, and then the whole room radically changed into a hyper dimensional rainforest, with 2 shamans looking at me. The voice kept saying "keep loving, keep accepting, keep learning" "let go" Until I realised, that voice, was one of the shamans. Staring at me, like I'm doing something, that's so important, so honourable, so worthy for the world. I'm learning to love whatever happens. I'm learning to make the most of the worst of worst experiences, and to enjoy it all. And that shaman, wasn't another shaman on the opposite end of me, he was me. me and him were like 2 tentacles of the same octopus. Different, but the same. I, as being both me and the shaman, was helping myself in this strange loopy way. He was teaching me how to vomit. How the horrible pain in my stomach, wasn't just random pain, but the symptoms of traumas of my past, and not loving myself enough. He showed me, at each time I spewed vomit, how I was purging childhood trauma. He was showing me how to love those traumas, how to accept them, and then how to let them go (spew them out). He was showing me how to walk, even when uncoordinated. He showed me how even when I'm in a state of mind where my coordination sucks, I can still walk, if I just let go, feel my body, feel the flow of the environment, and allow my legs and arms and torso work together to walk. He showed me how the traumas in my mind, affect my IBS, my sleep problems, my pains in my body. He pointed to the pain in my body, showed me what childhood trauma it relates to. He showed me all the damage to my body from the food I ate in the past, how that little pain I always feel at the back of my ear, is from the mcdonalds I had as a kid. He picked up that pain, and showed me the mcdonalds remainders. He showed me what it was like to be a shaman. How to be a proper shaman, its about letting go of all your thoughts, and loving what arises. Being in flow with nature, the environment, other people, and just submitting to the present moment on a deep level. The trip ended on a good note. What I learnt - no matter what I do in life, I'll never be happy and get what I want. No matter what career, relationship, etc I get, it will never make me happy. What will truly make me happy, is learning to love whatever arises. I've been shown, proven, QED to the max, that my point in life, is to love everything. Absolutely everything. And the most counter intuitive, and amazing thing I've been shown in this entire trip, is what I always wanted in my career, relationships and spirituality, wasn't attaining love or happiness, but was the capacity to love whatever I end up attaining. Its the capacity, not the attainment, that I always wanted. And that I now will always strive for in my life. And that's radically changed my views of my career and dating. And its radically changed how I see events that happen to me. I see them now not as mistakes, or accidents, or problems or issues. I now see them as an opportunity to create what I truly want: capacity to love. - Capacity for love is enormous. Things you thought you could never ever love, are possible to love. And you should always try to, because odds are, its possible. - Love is the answer to healing. To heal your body, mind and spirit, the most fundamental, and essential element to that healing, is to love those parts of your body and mind and soul. You can do western medicine, nootropics, ayurveda or vasi healing, but if you don't firstly love the areas of your life you're trying to heal before doing all the things in the above, then its like you're building a roof before the concrete. And in a lot of cases, especially mental, just loving itself is curative. - I think the most amazing thing about this trip, was how it radically changed from being hell to being paradise, all from me just choosing to love and to see what was happening in positive light. That trip at the beginning, had more suffering that I think I experienced when I was getting severely bullied in high school. And to see how it changed just from my attitude... wow. Just fucken wow. I so amazed at how an attitude, is such a key, the key, in being happy. I'll never ever forget that experience, and forget what attitude, acceptance and love really is. All it took for me to love this trip, was a moment. It didnt take a fancy car, girlfriend, some meditation pose, delicious food... All it took was a moment. Was a state of mind. Just a state where i accepted what happened. And what this trip showed me, is the best thing, the only real thing my career, relationships and spirituality can offer me, is a moment. Think about the times you were happiest in your career. It wasn't the money itself, it wasn't the body movements of typing at the keyboard, the only, and greatest thing your career can give you, is a moment. A moment where you're blissful, accepting reality, peaceful. That's what the money gives you, or pretends to give you, is that moment. The best part of your relationship? That moment, during sex or watching tv with her/him. Its that moment of bliss, peace and acceptance. Its something which, you have the power to attain right now, not by earning lots of money, buying stuff, attaining skills. Its simply attained by your attitude, an attitude to love and accept. So why, why grind through life, go through hell working 2 jobs, talking to shitty girlfriends, having a hard time with the self hurt and pain of pickup, going through all that, just to attain that future, special moment, a moment which you already have, right now, all the time, as part of living consciousness itself. Why not just enjoy the moment now? Instead of choosing to only enjoy it after years of pain and hardship? You already have what you seek, and will ultimately get anyway. The best you can get from your career, relationships or spirituality, is the moment, is the now. Just enjoy the now.

Just saying it in case, but not all psychopaths are criminals and serial killers. Yeah, some people seem to be biological psychopaths. Many can have an alright upbringing and be civilised into being law abiding. --- I feel like this topic is starting to not really go anywhere. What is your actual question here? Because I don't believe your intention is to just stop at wondering whether serial killers are born or made. Is it perhaps you're wondering what the difference between being authentic and being highly conscious? Or wondering why God made some people born like this? I think @blankisomeone summed it up. At the theoretical max (which I don't know if many serial killers have reached), it's authentically unconscious. It's not common for a human to have this be "authentic" for them. If we were talking about some alien species with different brain chemistry and natural psychology, then the convo might be different. But as far as the human goes, serial killing isn't generally genuine for him. Often it's something they do for pleasure or to escape pain, I highly doubt that many humans will reach enlightenment, overcome all their neurosis, and then want to go rape and murder some hookers. Or perhaps they're authentically unenlightened? Is lack of self-doubt and hesitation what it means to be authentic?

A few questions keeping in mind I only ordered your book list today so some of the books may answer them... Have you read the "Journey of Souls" books and if you have do you have an opinion on life between lives and reincarnation in general? In my opinion they are the book on reincarnation that most resonated with me. How do animals fit into the picture? Do they have souls? It would seem they can't really achieve enlightenment because they lack egos, only having basic instincts. What about alien civilizations? Multiple dimensions? In theory if another species achieve sentience say Dolphins they would be facing many of these same existential questions? Or alien civilizations? If true enlightenment is nothingness, why pursue it? Why not just do whatever we want? It seems like most humans just try to chase pleasure and avoid pain, so being obsessed with feeling states. Isn't pursuing enlightenment more of the same? By that I mean chasing certain feelings or feeling states. What do you think of the text of "revelations of an insider?" This one should only take you 60 minutes to read. http://goo.gl/cl1Jjz Thanks!

Very easy to see why people vote for Trump. Tbh, if I were an alien dropped into this debate I would vote for him because he seems to have his shit so much more together, I would never guess that every other word he says is a lie. So so easy to fall into the trap if you're like most people and you don't question what you're being told.

My not-a-zoo does not like to be called a zoo because it was a jungle until the trainer moved in. From now on, the only cage that is going to be left in here is the one we'll be keeping the trainer in. The jungle is not the right word either because contrary to us, animals can't understand language and my inhabitants are constantly listening. Jungle is also somewhat alien and inhospitable while I find myself cozier every day. The word "house" would give unwarranted advantage to "parents" that live alongside us. We would very much like to be a ship, working towards a common goal, but we're just getting starting at this. The difficulty of being a human lies in the paradoxical structure of this interior. The ones that were here for the longest time, are actually the ones that are the youngest. Unfortunately, each new inhabitant was trying to take charge of this place instead of taking care of the rest. This never worked because the deepest reaches of this Matrioshka, the subconscious, is the body and it will not cooperate unless its needs are met.

@BipolarGrowth Make it actual. @Infinityzeropoint Why don't you invite me. Actually don't Drew consider himself an alien so. Kindered spirits everywhere. Nice to see that.

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spirits used thoughts and mind powers to create suns, planets, moons, and original physical bodies of celestial objects; the first physical bodied life started when spirits entered into and started living inside physical bodies that they created via only their thoughts and mind powers; ET surveillance devices; how far can thoughts travel; how are thoughts created; temporary thought beings and temporary thought forms; daydreaming, and imaginations; thoughts that become real manifestations; automatic body functions; a spirit is inside every physical body; a physical body can't move or do anything or be alive if a spirit does not live inside it; a physical body is a car or truck or automobile or house for spirits that have left the spiritworld to live a physical-bodied planetary life; some of us spirits live in the spiritworld, and some of us spirits chose to leave the spiritworld to live a physical-bodied planetary life; within the spiritworld, spirits can temporarily appear in any form, size, gender, age, color, shape, and appearance of their choice; within the spiritworld, spirits can use their thoughts and mind powers to create anything that they can imagine or think of; spirits that live in the spiritworld and that live inside each physical-bodied residents of planets, moons, and spaceships are thinner than air, and they are also composed of some type of electrical energy; some Earth humans contain so much electrical energy that they cause some or many electronic devices ((( such as televisions, computers, watches, cellphones, city street lights, etcetera ))) to stop working very well or at all, and that is because their individual spirit that lives inside their human physical body is extra strong with/in electrical energy; if a spirit was not living inside each physical-bodied resident of every planet, every moon, and every spaceship, those physical-bodied beings would be dead and unable to move or live, or do anything; a physical body is able to move, or do something, or live, only because a different, separate, individual spirit lives inside each one of them, and death of those physical bodies only occur whenever its spirit permanently leaves it, and each one of those spirits immediately returns to the spiritworld and immediately after its physical body dies, and life, thus, does not end with the death of the physical body; spirits, that live in the spiritworld, can never die, and they can never feel any physical pains, and they never need to eat or drink or consume any type of food in order to live; spirits that live inside physical bodies also never die or feel any physical pains, but only their physical body that they live in can feel and experience physical pains; after a spirit of a dead physical-bodied resident returns to the spiritworld, it can choose to remain, forever, in the spiritworld, or it can later choose to return to physical-bodied planetary life and via ((( 3 different methods ))) physical-bodied birth, or via the walk-in/soul-exchange process, or by using their thoughts and mind powers to manifest/create an adult physical body that they can enter into and live in, and during any amount of time of their choice; some spirits have never lived a physical-bodied planetary life, and some of them will never do that and because that is their choice, but some spirits have lived many different physical-bodied planetary lives via what is called incarnation ((( incarnation is the first time, and reincarnation is the second time, and any times beyond the second time; some spirits have lived hundreds of different physical-bodied lives, but not at the same time; it is impossible for a spirit to live more than one physical-bodied life, and at the same time ))) and reincarnation and also via those other two methods that I mentioned; everyone is his/her/its own god, and everyone is a spirit; spirits choose where they want to be born; spirits choose what type of physical-bodied being that they want to be born as; spirits choose what planet to be born onto; spirits choose their birth mother; spirits choose their birth gender; no spirit has ever been forced to leave the spiritworld to enter physical-bodied planetary life; some spirits also enter physical-bodied life via the walk-in/soul-exchange method, and some spirits enter physical-bodied life by using their thoughts to create an adult physical body, and that enables them to avoid entering physical-bodied life via physical-bodied birth ((( spirits that use their thoughts and mind powers to manifest/create an adult physical body of their choice, and so that they can avoid entering physical-bodied life via physical-bodied birth, are some of the most powerful spirits that exist, and they are thought of as being inter-dimensional beings, and they can choose to live as long as they want to, within those physical-bodied that they created/manifested via only their thoughts and mind powers ))); all of the bigfoot-sasquatch beings that sometimes visit Earth are also advanced inter-dimensional beings that travel back and forth between different dimensions, and that is why they are hard to find and capture, but Earth humans should not try to shoot, kill, and capture them; worrying and a lot of stress can cause some people to have depression, headaches, ulcers, heart attacks, strokes, and cancer; some strong constant thoughts, wishes, desires, and fears of people will eventually become true; birds of a feather flock together; like automatically attracts like; the general purpose of life for all beings of Earth, other planets, moons, spaceships, and the spiritworld is to always do, experience, and learn something new in life so that they will never become bored and stagnant in life; bad things happen to good people or any people whenever they fail to do the following things ((( always listen to, believe in, and obey all of your positive thoughts, feelings, instincts, gut feelings, inner warnings, and intuition, 24 hours a day, and 7 days a week ))); bad things also happen to people whenever they rush and fail to keep their mind on what they are doing, which causes them to have dangerous accidents; always go with your daily, individual, positive flow of life; our life would always be much better if we would always think, say, and do positive things in life; let he or she, that has never sinned, cast the first stone; why worry about the mote that is in someone else's eye when you have a beam in your own eye; if you have the faith of a mustard seed, you could move mountains; the things that I do, ye shall also do, and even greater; you are god; our daily individual fate in life is the result of all of our individual thoughts, wishes, desires, hopes, fears, words, and actions that we have created in the past and present; spirits, that live in the spiritworld, choose to leave the spiritworld, to live a physical-bodied life on a planet, or on a moon, or in a spaceship, so that they can do, experience, and learn some things that they could not do, experience, and learn within the spiritworld, and also as a challenge to find out how well they can survive physical-bodied planetary life, since physical-bodied planetary life is much harder and more of a challenge than the easy spiritworld life, where spirits never get sick, and where they never feel or experience any physical pains, and where they never have any bad weather, and where they never need to work, and where they never need any money, and where everything is free, and where they use their thoughts and mind powers to create whatever they can imagine or think of, and where they never have to eat or drink or consume any type of food, and where they never die, and where they never become tired or sick or disabled, and where they have no body parts, and where they never have to use the bathroom, and where they never digest any foods, and where they never eliminate any body wastes, and where they don't need any clothes or houses or vehicles; once again, spirits that live in the spiritworld, can use their mind powers to create anything that they can imagine or think of; within the spiritworld, spirits are genderless ((( although some of them prefer to think of themselves as being either a male or a female ))) because they have no sexual body parts or any other body parts, but they can temporarily appear as any age, or gender, or color, or shape, or form, or image, or appearance of their choice; they can appear as animals, or insects, or objects, or as angels with wings, or as round orbs of light, or as mists of light, or as humans, or as ET's, or as clouds, or as anything or anyone else that they can imagine or think of; once again, within the spiritworld, spirits can use their mind powers to create anything that they can imagine or think of; if they want to experience being in some rain, they can use their mind powers to create rain, and if they want to live in a house or in a tent, they can use their mind powers to create those things, and if they want to have a garden, they can use their mind powers to create a garden, and if they want to have and drive an automobile, they can use their mind powers to create an automobile and some roads, and if they want to play a guitar or a trumpet, they can use their mind powers to create those musical instruments; and if they want to have a body that have some body parts, they can use their thoughts and mind powers to create those types of bodies; some spirits visit some Earth humans via the sleep-dream-astral-travel-adventures of some Earth humans; whatever spirits create within the spiritworld will last as long as they want those things to exist, or as long as they can use their thoughts and mind powers and concentration to maintain the existence of those things; some spirits of some dead Earth residents ((( but any advanced spirit can do that, and they don't have to just or only be spirits of dead residents of planets; they could be angels or archangels, or other types of powerful advanced spirits; all spirits, that live in the spiritworld have not learned how to do advanced powerful things within the spiritworld, but they can eventually learn how to do advanced powerful things within the spiritworld and after they would study and learn how to do those advanced powerful spiritworld things ))) appear to Earth humans in the form or shape that they know that those Earth humans expect or want them to appear as, such as how they used to look when they died or just before they died; some powerful spirits, such as angels, archangels, and ascended masters, and some other types of advanced powerful spirits, also use their mind powers to help design and to help create suns, planets, moons, and original physical-bodied residents of those celestial objects; once again, some powerful advanced spirits can use their mind thoughts and mind powers to create solid, adult, physical bodies ((( that have real functioning body parts ))) that they can enter into and that they can live in, and as long as they want to, and that enables them to avoid being born as helpless babies that can't do much, but those types of beings would secretly enter physical-bodied planetary life on planets where the residents would be afraid of them, but they could openly and publicly live on planets where the residents are not ignorant and fearful about those types of advanced powerful beings that are called inter-dimensional beings and where they are called by other types of names, such as maybe gods or goddesses; some good spirits of any types, sometimes or often volunteer to help some troubled physical-bodied residents of some planets, moons, and spaceships, and those good spirits are thought of as being spirit-guides, and angels, and guardian angels; every planet has its own, separate, individual Mother Nature, that is composed of millions of good helpful spirits ((( angels; archangels; nature spirits/faires, gnomes, undines, pixies, etcetera, and elementals; and other types of good helpful spirits that care about the welfare of planets ))) that always patrol, protect, and help it, and that also create and control all of its weather and all of its other acts of nature; (((((((((( Hurricanes, tornadoes, cyclones, typhoons, and storms don't move, twist, and rotate by accident. They also travel many miles. Are they composed of some spirits, or are they controlled by some spirits? They are controlled by Gaia/Mother Nature/the many spirits ((( angels; archangels; nature spirits; elementals; etcetera ))) that take care of Earth. Hurricanes, tornadoes, cyclones, typhoons, and storms are the results of some of those spirits trying to remove the negative energy ((( of some Earth residents ))), that has accumulated in certain areas of Earth. Some Earth residents think, say, and do some terrible evil things in certain areas of Earth. )))))))))) mysteries of life; unusual beings, places, things, news, events, and abilities; and much more. (Larry Whitley/Saturday/1-25-2020)

Last Friday I was hanging out with some of my friends and we were talking about the wildfire that's been going on for the last couple of weeks. So they brought up this topic that there were a few people who believed that the government was setting up cameras and monitoring devices while their homes were being evacuated, and they ended up getting killed because they didn't get out in time. I thought it was a stupid idea because how can anyone believe that the wildfires were fake? Well, anyways there were people who did believe that, and it was just mind-baffling to hear such stories because there are tons more conspiracy theories out there that people actually believe. There were people who believed that our government was run by shape-shifting alien reptiles, and there are also people who believed that 2012 was the end of the world, and they still insists on the idea that the world really did end in 2012 and we're living in a so-called "new world". I've been thinking about this for such a long time now and I still couldn't come up with a conclusive reason why this is the case. I don't know if it makes any sense, but here's my hypothesis: First, the beauty of conspiracy theories is that it requires no evidence or critical thinking, therefore, it only appeals to people without the ability to seriously question things for themselves. When you look at the population in general, there really is this wide spectrum of people, and those without any critical thinking skills definitely have their own spot on the spectrum, maybe on the lowest 5% region (or however much it is in reality, it's just a rough estimate), and it's definitely possible for them to believe in those crazy things. It's hard work trying to figure out something for yourself, it takes research even for the "smart" people. So the easiest thing to do is, of course, believe what they're told without putting any independent thinking into it. Sorry for the long post, but here's my guess. I'm much more likely to be wrong though, so feel free to correct me.