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  1. @SirVladimir stop trying to make me cry ๐Ÿ˜ญ Nah, never stop. ๐Ÿ˜… @Dodo go to work ๐Ÿ™ƒ
  2. I did dream last night. About Scott, who was my best friend in kindergarten through fifth grade, and then ghosted me from the whole group when a new kid showed up. (that all happened supposedly in the past of this particular dream of continuity.) I dream about Scott and the new kid, Matthew, often. Here and in many of my dreams, I have forgiven all of them. In some of my dreams of them, they are even nice to me. In some, they try and disclude me any chance they get, more akin to how things transpired in this dream of continuity. Anyway, I don't remember what we were doing. I'm writing this now at night, like a dummy.
  3. Haha you must know me or something ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Also thanks to @SirVladimir for the inspiration in wording this post. His book is awesome and he's much better at the fourth wall speech than I.
  4. I love conspiracy theories. My husband and I have been listening to coast to coast (or anything Art Bell related) for 10 years, nearly every night. He loves it and I've come to appreciate the funness of the conspiracy theories. (that being said I don't really listen to it any more, I try and tune it out as often as possible.) What many people may not realise is that Art Bell and George Noory frequently state that they aren't asking people to believe any of it, but that they are simply giving people a place to tell their stories, and the listeners are free to believe or not. So then it's not so radical to enjoy hearing them without really believing them. But as far as your dream goes... I'm curious about this archetypal "empire/rebellion" storyline which keeps popping up in various dreams. Sometimes that empire is disguised as a type of enslavement, sometimes being enslaved in one's own mind... (gasp) (star wars, the matrix, haggling with someone at the market ๐Ÿค”) ๐Ÿ˜‹ I like how you avoided the void. You just wanted to keep dreaming! Nothing wrong with that at all. I don't blame you, lucid dreams are very fun, and a complete change can be infinitely scary. Im not sure what I would have done in the situation, but of course that's silly to say... ๐Ÿ˜‹ This is how silly a dreaming mind can be, even a lucid one... If only you had remembered that you can hold someone in your senses without seeing them or hearing their voice, your friend wouldn't have passed into the void and come back changed. Perhaps if this scenario manifests again, remember that you can hear them walking behind you, and smell their cologne, feel their presence, and taste the pheromones. Then next time you may not lose your friend. Happy dreaming ๐Ÿ’ค๐Ÿ’ค Oh and I like the idea of promoting more excellency in this forum. That's exactly what is needed. Just putting a little fertiliser on the roses... ๐Ÿ˜‹
  5. 1.What where you doing before the thread was opened? Anything important? I was watching a movie. Today is Thanksgiving and we had a very small family gathering at my mother in law's. Afterwards, I came home, took a nap, and then got up and watched a movie. 2. How did you get there? As far as watching a movie, I got out of bed to let the dogs out, and turned on the TV. 3. Do you really know if you were doing anything before opening this thread? I'm here right now, at least. Regarding right now, all those events are memories. There is nothing concrete to document any of it. What memory states can never truly be what happened, and memory is always strange. I'm here now, I guess. 4. If applicable, what did you block out to focus on the check in? Well now I'm taking a bath and focused on the music rather than the running water. 5. Am I dreaming? perhaps I AM. what's a dream anyway, but a word and concept... a dream..
  6. So is everyone looking forward to year one?
  7. @abrakamowse Thank you!! @Arzola ๐Ÿคฃ @Rilles LOL๐Ÿ˜‚
  8. @Rilles no but I'll def watch the video and see. Thank you! @Natasha thank you! Still not finished of course ๐Ÿ˜‹ this one is taking forever ๐Ÿ˜…
  9. Stop what you are doing right now! That's right, stop. ๐Ÿ›‘ Now. Now press play on one of these tracks if desired, or you can play any music you'd like: Place all awareness on this text and limit all 'mind movies' only to what you're reading. Good. Melt into this thread. Nothing else matters. You are here, now. This is your daily awareness check in. For the next few minutes, please place all attention on what is happening RIGHT NOW. For example, right now you are reading this text. In fact, you are now one with the text, as it penetrates deep into your focused mind. Now add to your awareness the feeling of your skin. Is the environment warm, or cool? Feel the outer layer of your skin. Breathe slowly and just feel. .... Breathe in.... .... Breathe out.... Now, slowly bring the awareness of your skin inwards. Deeper and deeper until you can feel all of your body, inside and out. Very good. Just breathe and feel it. If you lose this full body awareness, start back on the outer layer of skin and work inwards again. Hold this awareness until instructed to let go. Whether you see it or not, a bright golden light is flowing from this text and into your body, energising it with love. Breathe in slowly and deeply. Your bated breath and the golden light of love floods every cell, wrapping you in a warm and fuzzy blanket. 10. ๐ŸŒŽ 9. ๐Ÿ’– 8. ๐ŸŽ 7. ๐Ÿ™ˆ 6. ๐Ÿ™‰ 5. ๐Ÿ™Š 4. ๐Ÿค” 3. ๐Ÿคฉ 2. ๐Ÿ˜‡ 1. ๐Ÿ˜˜ CLICK HERE .... And now let it all go. Breathe and relax, gently returning to the familiar world. To complete this check in, think back to what you were doing right before this thread was opened. Each time you perform this daily awareness check in, please answer the questions below by leaving a comment: 1.What where you doing before the thread was opened? Anything important? 2. How did you get there? 3. Do you really know if you were doing anything before opening this thread? 4. If applicable, what did you block out to focus on the check in? 5. Am I dreaming?
  10. Math problems do get solved all the time, at exactly the rate they do. Why disrupt that?