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  1. Hi there, I feel like I am losing my mind, and I am still afraid to let go. Could someone please let me know if there are steps I can take, spiritually speaking? Thank you
  2. This thing has been circulating for a couple of years, and it's cheaper now that it's Christmas. I can get it at Best Buy for 200 dollars (and that's Canadian dollars, so that's pretty cheap). Does anybody own this headband? Apparently it analyzes your brain waves during meditation much like EEG readings, so I can see some benefit to it. If you don't know what I am talking about, here is a link to the product: And here is a website I found from someone who has used it:
  3. Do you think that I should restrict myself from certain things in life, or is it healthier just to indulge and let things play out by themselves? Thank you in advance
  4. Hi there, I have question, please answer if you can. Do you think I need to buy a test kit for DMT? Or is there a way to tell that I got the right thing. I just don't want to be snorting something one minute, and reaching for an ambulance the next minute. Thank you
  5. I have a few loved ones in my life, and I get frantically scared when, for example, my mom is out late, and she hasn't responded to my texts, or same situation but with my girlfriend. I genuinely want to make sure they're okay, but I also get an uncomfortable fear on me that something bad might happen. So my question is if it's a good thing to be worried about others in this context?
  6. I've been thinking about mushrooms, but I am a little taken aback that they could have long lasting mental problems. Anyone has some negative feedback on psychedelics? It doesn't have to be as severe as HPPD. Anything you can tell me will only educate me, so thank you.
  7. Hello, I hope I can get your help, I am stuck in my spiritual work, and I think I need to try a psychedelic. Could you tell me which one is good to try? Unfortunately, I don't think I have access to 5-MeO DMT, but anything else? Thank you
  8. Thank you for the words of wisdom. How do I know that this cycle will stop? It hasn't stopped in the past, so who is to say I won't go my whole life disappointing myself at every corner? Me. How can I love myself, and I am not talking about the shower kind of love?
  9. Hey, long time no see, a lot has changed. I am at the point where I don't care whether I have sweets or not. I just let the uncertainty take its course. What I noticed is that days where I binge are spreading out. Last time I binged to my heart's content was maybe 3 weeks ago. Loser for me means someone who either doesn't even start things because he is too scared or too lazy, or someone who does start things but doesn't follow through, and even if he does, he still feels like a failure. I don't know how to see myself as an accomplished person, I think therein lies the dilemma. Very well said, thank you. Basically, I should always look inwards for values, not in the outside world. However, I sense this force that I can only describe as "doubt" no matter what I do or where I go. It follows me around like a ghost, and I can't seem to get out of the box. If I could stop this process of doubting myself every time I look inwards, perhaps I could get out of the mindset. It's just not happening. I don't know why. Thank you, I will look into it. Well, sometimes I feel like running away or giving up, and when I feel like a loser, it's almost a relief that I don't have to try anything. So I guess you could say that it makes running away or giving up feel good.
  10. I don't know how to strip off the label "loser" out of my head. HELP! I have this great doubt on my mind all the time. The worst part is I don't know how to shake it off. Are there any techniques or exercises?
  11. WHAT I HAVE DONE SO FAR I have registered for my math classes. WHAT I NEED TO DO The next big thing will be developing a studying habit, attending class, and trying my best to do these classes. THE NEXT STEP Finish Calculus and Advanced Functions Grade 12 math classes.
  12. WHAT I HAVE DONE SO FAR Decided I want to become a pilot. I don't have any education, any experience....NADA. All I have is the determination to do this. WHAT I NEED TO DO The first thing I will be doing is going back to high school to complete Calculus and Advanced Functions (Grade 12 Maths). I will need a minimum grade of %65. THE NEXT STEP Register for these classes in an adult high school.
  13. I have a fear of success and a fear of failure. I am scared to work for my goals because I am scared things will get hard and I will quit. Please tell me if there is anything I can do? Do you have a similar situation that you would like to share with me? And how you overcame your own demons? Thank you!
  14. Sounds like schizophrenia more than anything else