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Enlightenment is said to be the ultimate Truth, irreducible, self-evident and nothing can be more obvious. That means if Enlightenment somehow falls on someone's lap who never had an idea such a thing existed, it should be crystal clear what is happening and where he is at. But the Enlightenment stories of people like Eckhart Tolle, Ramana Maharshi, Jed Mckenna (just to name a few) kind of say otherwise. These people were generally ignorant about the whole non dual thing. When they got Enlightened either by accident or by the natural introversion of their mind, their initial response was probably not ''YES! I've known the ultimate nature of Reality, there is nothing else to know'' ; but more like '' wtf has happened to me?''. They would later spend years looking for answers to what actually happened to them in various philosophies and when they come across non dual philosophy, then they would confirm that these scriptures are verifying their present experience. So does it mean that this whole Enlightenment business has to be done like Advaita proposes? Namely putting up the hypothesis of Ultimate Truth, followed by honest philosophical inquiry, followed by the direct realization of the hypothesis? It makes me wonder about the very first few people who got Enlightened. Navigating after Awakening must've been so alien to them. I know trying to talk about post-enlightenment is barely possible and waste of time in most cases yet I'd appreciate it if some light is put on this matter from one's own experience. PS: By Enlightenment, I do not mean a glimpse that came and went as if nothing happened but a permanent shift after which there is no going back. I mean the point where the 'victim's' whole life turned upside down in some sense. @Leo Gura @Shanmugam @Saumaya @Azrael @cetus56 and every other Enlightened fella here I forgot to tag

Never make babies. There must be only 500 million people living on Earth otherwise all of you die. Electric is coming from Earths magnetic field. Do not use electric you are consuming Earths magnetic field. We are living in electricity that stacked around Earth. Sunlight can decay and it can become magnetic energy. As Earth consumes sun light it generates magnetism and it gets bigger and stronger. Also Earth can make energy by destroying atoms like nuclear fusion stuff. Basicly humans are stealing energy from Earth. Most of energy is consumed by industry, factories, machines, motors, engines. They say climate change is HOAX, they say rich people are not evil, they say government always here to help you. Do not trust; go insane and save the world from liars. They will say electric is infinite and it is not coming from Earth; who cares; we can kill all life on Earth whenever we want. And if Earths magnetic field shrinks, you will die because of it. Earths magnetic field doesnt effect Earths core. They also told you there is no god, Earth is not alive, science is real, ghosts doesnt exist, aliens are not ruling the Earth. Cant you see, you are a slave and everyone else is lying to you. Basicly USA completely under control of invisible vampire demons that came from Saturn. You are just a slave. Youtube, Facebook, Google, TV all filled with lies. Secret censorship, making your account invisible to people in internet. And if you write something to internet they put you in prison and secretly murder you. Tap water is poisonous, everything filled with chemicals that making you stupid. You are a slave and even food you eat made for making you obeydient. You know what, we dont care. Afterall i am immortal and you are just emotionless animals. Even you die; i am living at the core of Earth; nothing can kill me. Pentagram, satanism, Venus, Saturn, Illuminati, triangle, G. Okey; When Earth revolves around sun 8 times, Venus revolves around sun 13 times and in this time Venus passes Earth 5 times and Venus draws a pentagram around Earth. And this is called Venus Pentagram. Basicly 13 is sacred number of Venus. 8 is sacred number of Earth also Natzis and werewolves used 88. Now did you understand that satanism is a real religion and it is religion of Venus and Nasa knows that. Saturn is 6th planet if you count sun it is 7th planet. Saturn have got blue pentagrams at its south pole and north pole. Saturn ate its own satellite and ancient greeks knew that because they had got super natural powers. Saturn has nearly 62 satellites. So if you see ring, hexagon, 6, 7, 60 stuff, cube (cubes are secretly hexagon) that just means Saturn. And it means they are working for alien entities they are evil; they hate Earth. 65 million years ago Earth stole core of Venus, Mars, Moon and all of this planets lost their magnetic field and because of life is electric all of this planets completely died. Today people of Venus living on Earth and they are blue and low ones greeneyed people. Most of them have got rh negative blood. All green eyed people are very racist and they all member of a secret organisation. They belong to Europe. Arabs, africans came from moon. Allah is actually god of moon. Chinese, turkish people came from Mars. Mars always helped to Earth. Earth mostly ignores the humans because nearly all humans idiot or evil or obeying to aliens. If a planet doesnt have magnetic field that planet is completely lifeless. Life is magnetism or electric they same thing. When Earth became one with Venus, Moon, Mars. Suddenly Earth got bigger and continents started to move and they are cracked so continents formed suddenly. And Earths gravity is increased so big life forms became unable to move; and they died. Only small dinosaurs survived and they became tiny animals. Before union Earths gravity were so weak so nearly everything were able to fly, glide, jump, climb because of that you are seeing very big flying dinosaurs and feathers on land dinosaurs. Basicly even Trex was a bird. Even biggest dinosaurs had feathers. Today this dinosaurs cant even stand because their body are too heavy for their avian light weight bones. Also humans are island chimpanzees. Humans evolved in water and they were eating clams and all other stupid defenseless sea things. Dont you know humans are best swimming chimpanzees. Humans dont have hair so water just slides from your skin also you dont have penis bone so your bodies are lighter. And all structure of female genitals same with Killer Whales. Basicly humans carry Chimpanzee, seal, killer whale, dolphin DNA bcause humans adapted to water. Also some humans lived underground and survived by selling gold for food. In underground you are safe from cold climate. Some people said humans mined gold for alien entities; in ice age humans were starving to death and they gave gold to aliens for food. Humans mostly behave like hamsters; they are greedy, they want more, they rape, they are cannibal, they are lazy, they get fat. Rich people always wanted to rape all women but people were getting married when they are 11 years old and everyone had a husband. So rich people said you cant get married until you are 18 years old and rich people still rape 13 years old girls because laws and rules only for slave humans. So you cant have sex with 13 years old girl but rich people can. Also everyone else is trying to sell their daughters to rich men so people are trying to enslave each other. Everyone want paper money and people are killing each other for getting rich. Rich people have got hundreds of wives and if you have sex with women they say it is rape, it is abuse but when rich people insert needles to your tits it is okey because they pay to you paper money for it. Also rape is illegal and women are asexual, women are lesbian, women are coward; so how will you have sex with women? Because of rape is illegal women are not having sex with us because women only has sex 4 times in a month and they only drop 1 egg and they only have got 80,000 eggs. So if we dont force women to have sex; each men will need 30 women to have enought sex because men masturbate 5 times every day. While men is having sex 5 times in a day women are only having 1 time sex in a week. So you are very stupid and today we have porn we know how rich people are doing with women. So i dont want to watch porn anymore, i want to be rich guy that hired the porn girl and i dont want to be rich; i just want the girl. So game is over; this is end of your happy days. I am a human. I have got human rights. I want to rape everyone else because i have got feelings, i filled with love and i am very healthy. So just like a healthy hamster; i will force everything to have sex with me because this is in my DNA, it is in my nature. Your laws are stupid. You live my life and get satisfied, i will live your life. I will have sex with your sex partners and you will be the guy who is masturbating and getting insane because you are stupid and i am god of the Earth. Science is a lie. If electronsc are revolving around atom than why they dont want to touch to atom; why do they revolve around atom and why they are able to move to a different atom; you know electrons can transfer to another atom this is how electric moves. Also many people talked about aliens, vampires, ghosts, demons but science still saying they do not exist. What about double slit experiment, quantum mechanics, mandela effect? Also scientists are talking about time travel but does time really exist? If time is exist doesnt that mean super natural things are real? What about parallel universes, are they really exist this things are very stupid and scientists really believe to them. They said there is 12 dimensions in universe but this dimension stuff doesnt exist. Science is illogical do not trust to science. Scientists always lie. When they say mystery; it means it is fake and they are lying to you. Medicines are bad for health. They are clonning humans and killing clones for taking their organs so rich people can live 120 years even they drink alcohol and take heroin. Would you kill your clone for taking his organs so you can live longer? Or would you eat your clone? Also they are making boring video games so you get a job and get married instead of playing video games. And intentionally making HD video games so you have to buy an expensive computer for playing that game. They dont want poor people to play video games or get addicted to it. They also made human slaves with blue blood. This slaves have got computer as a brain and their movements under control. They are basicly robots that made of human meat. And they made robot soldiers but this robots killed friendly soldiers so they didnt completed them. Also robots can get hacked and stolen. And what happen if you plant poison bomb in someones brain; he has to obey to you otherwise his brain will melt and he will die. They done all of this. Area 51, secret government places you get shoot if you go. As you can see government dont let you to know some stuff. They all lies. What you believe real becomes real. You can create humans and animals by using quantum mechanics and your observation. If you see ghosts or delusions that means you have got super natural powers. Use them to destroy. Also i have got ability of knowing everything, being smarter than everyone, detect super natural beings, create weak useless magnetic ghosts, bringing bad luck, causing machines to get broken, being stinky and warmer than other humans, blocking super natural abilities of vampires. That was the lore of real universe. Good luck to you in your adventures 1331 88 MEW 44 907 8 8 JUNO

@Outer I heard that as well. But he was in a state of total bliss for that period, and there was no desire to do anything arising in him but to just be. And when desire arose he got up and left. This is surrender. Something almost alien to my own mind.

The Sumerian clay tablets attribute the story to Enki (belonging to a group of alien beings called the Anunnaki who came to Earth from Nibiru, a twelfth planet in our sun system with an elliptical orbit) who genetically modified beings on earth.

I've never been interesting in what I view as "supernatural stories", it doesn't matter if it's dualistic religions, if it is UFO's, if it is David Icke's theory on lizards that run the show, or if it is any other spiritual conspiracy. I just view it all as nonsense. But for some reason Enki stands out in this category that i normally view as nonsense, it seem to have some truth to it, not just a stupid made up story or conspiracy like those UFO stories and other crap. According to Enki, the world turns, and the life scenarios of all people eventually turn into scenarios that are undesirable, if not in this lifetime, then in future lifetimes. Enki, the chief scientist of the alien invaders, stated: “for what shall come to pass by what had passed shall be determined; and what was destined shall in a cycle be repeated” (from the Lost Book of Enki, by Zecharia Sitchin). The world, the cosmos, and history turn. There are cycles in nature, on the wheel of life, which repeat through history. It is because of this cyclical turning of the wheel of life that most people, if not all, will eventually get to the position I'm occupying right now and will be able to see, from this vantage point, the truth of what I am saying. I am hoping that the message I’m trying to convey right now will help others gain some clarity in their time of confusion Should we look closer into Enki you think? It might shed some light to the full picture of reality and help us dissolve and get rid of some confusion. What is your opinion on Enki? What do you know of him? And do you believe it all? .

@cetus56 question for you please since all of reality, even our current "normal" and "day-to-day" sober states are a hallucination then does it mean that if i get a monster/alien/demon appear infront of me during meditation or something then it will look 100% "real" as the people around me currently do? and if that's the case, then how does one "surrender" to that... ? like just becoming aware that it is nothing but a mind-trick? but since what we experience is what is "real" - how can i negate the experience of a dark entity which i am seeing in-front of my eyes and heck, that thing even touching or harming me ? is that not equal to me denying or accepting a "real-life" happening . let's say if i am being robbed at gun point. ? in writiing this question a thought/potential answer came to mind that it isn't negating the experience - it is accepting that it is happening? dont resist/panic. stay calm and accept? smile in the face of the demon? i suppose that smile can only really do something if it's genuine at that point otherwise fear cannot be hidden from your own mind i guess ...

@Charlie_B I know so little about Ayurveda, but this is not an alien topic ^^ Great link, thanks Edit: I'll research this field, and do my "test and try"

@Soulbass Herbal infusions are very good if you use the right kind of herbs that suit your body . But, before you opt for herbal infusions try to identify your body type. Below link can help you do that with a quiz. This is just a basic guide to identify the doshas of your body. Depending on doshas, you can choose the right herbs for you. Otherwise a wrong herb can aggravate your doshas and create unnecessary problems in the long run. If you are serious about finding the right combination that works then Its better you do some research further, before settling for an infusion as all infusions doesn't work for everyone alike. May be I'm proposing an entirely alien topic for you, but hope that it helps you make the right choices. https://www.banyanbotanicals.com/info/ayurvedic-living/learning-ayurveda/vata-pitta-and-kapha/ Good luck.

people have completely forgone their form I usually like to share how I experience enlightenment, especially in regards of the constant visual evolution, one that is sober, fueled by inner chakra activation or in other concepts the inner dmt release its come to a moment where people look like what I would have imagined an alien to look like, if I ever imagined what I would feel seeing the body of an alien a divine alien body, alien yet human, sometimes fantasy like, it sometimes feels like I'm in lord of the rings, sometimes in a science fiction world, sometimes in heaven the visual rendering of human bodies including my own is constantly changing, intimately tied to the clarity released and remembered every moment, in sync with feelings and vibrations life becomes a movie, a dream, an imaginative creation everything we have imagined in movies, in fiction, the atmosphere, the feelings, the possibilities, the energy, the creations, all that is native to us and once the illusion between fiction and reality evaporates the dream of life reveals, begins that is my personal opinion, my personal experience enlightenment is so vast, there is definitely a lot of joy and excitement and fun in it, and love

I don't want people's opinions, only speak of you have a well rounded, experiential knowledge of the difference between thinking and becoming aware (if there is one). What is it that "awareness" brings to the table (that "thinking" does not) that seems to cause us to wake up from the matrix of our own mindlessness? What is the difference between 'thinking' and 'being aware'? (No strange, alien vocabulary, keep it basic and easy to understand, I'm not familiar with all the existentialist lingo yet.)

So I was reading this book called the Law of One (Full length PDF can be found here) and I found it to contain some valuable information. It was also an eye opener for me to see how my level of open-mindedness has increased drastically in the past few years, but with that came the fear that I was being too open-minded. A quote came to mind: "It's good to keep your mind open, but not so open that your brain falls out". The book is written in a question/answer format between the questioner and the alien race "Ra" speaking through a woman. This was rather easy for me to accept however I found it troubling that I could never really know for sure, save for some personal experience with channeling or the people involved in the book. The main goal of Ra was to communicate the Law of One which is basically non-duality so in that aspect there was a lot of good information. The part that was really challenging to believe, but equally challenging to disbelieve was when they would talk of the "Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator". Its basically an organization of around (in their words)five hundred planetary consciousness complexes who have gone beyond our third dimension and into the fourth fifth and beyond. Essentially they exist to serve other beings in their process of spiritual development. Ra talks about how they evolved through the second third and fourth dimensions as a "social memory complex" on the planet Venus, as well as talking about many other races and things happening in space. For example they discuss the "Orion group" which is a particularly malevolent group that they claim cause all sorts of problems here on earth. This kind of information is rather abundant, as is information about many other cosmological events. I found it much harder to make use of this sort of information due to the fact that I cant just pick out the wisdom like when they were talking about non-duality. I would first have to buy into the whole alien confederation stuff before I could do so. My gut feeling is that this is a genuine example of someone channeling an alien race, and I would love to use this information to widen my knowledge of the happenings in this reality. Just like learning about what's happening in Iraq, Pakistan, or Palestine, I would think it beneficial to know about what's happening with other planets and other races. Because of the fact that I have no direct experience with this matter I feel like I cannot really make use of this information, as much as I would like to. Come to think of it I really don't have any experience with the events in Palestine either. I guess the main purpose I have in bringing this up is to get some other opinions on what to do when you come across information like this. Should I believe this information just like when I learn about a different country? After all they both seem to be hearsay until I have direct experiences. I understand the acquiring more beliefs is counter-productive to enlightenment work however I am currently at a stage where I find much joy and meaning in figuring out the little pieces of the universe we find ourselves in. If the information contained in this book is factual then our understanding of our place in the universe will change dramatically. Should I proceed as if true and follow my gut (like when I learn things about foreign governments and societies here on earth) or should I dismiss it due to the possibility that it is just a made up story? Does anyone have any experience with Ra? Or people involved with the book? Are there other sources that confirm what the book is saying? Anyway I highly recommend reading this book regardless because it really does contain some valuable information about non-duality and advancing yourself as a human :). I appreciate any feedback anybody has to offer

Hi, and thanks for taking the time to read this. I'm writing today because I feel very troubled. I've been troubled for a long time, but today is especially bad. When most people use the word "enlightenment" it seems to me they have an idea of someone like Eckhert Tolle or The Buddha, who find themselves in states of such incredible bliss that they're content to sit and stare at the clouds. But I've also read a lot of stories about people who believe themselves to be at least somewhat enlightened, and feel very alien and alone as a result. If I'm at all enlightened I'd fall into the latter group. My entire life I've felt different from other people. Mostly I've always been inclined to think for myself, and it seems to me that the vast majority of people aren't. I've had many wonderful opportunities throughout my life. Most people would say that I was dealt a pretty good hand in life, as far as opportunities go. I had parents who cared enough about me to send me to a good college, though I never wanted to be there, and blew that opportunity. I was fortunate to land a good job in my early twenties, and if I would have stayed with it, I'd be really doing well today, but I found it unfulfilling, and left it. I later went on to develop a successful internet business, where I really had things made, and I threw that away as well. There are plenty of ways I could be making money now, but the truth is that I have no desire to be part of the human world. No amount of money is meaningful to me, and there's nothing I really need. I have very few material attachments; almost none, and I like it that way. I just don't want to be part of the rat race. The more I learn and grow, the less I want to be part of the human world, and that's where I am now. Every day human existence seems more futile to me; I mean the idea of slaving and competing for things that you don't need, and you're just going to lose someday. So I find myself simply killing time, hoping something will happen to change things, but nothing ever happens. I might offend some people by saying this, but most people appear no different than animals to me. They do all the same things animals do, and the vast majority of humans just go along with the rest of the group, like any other herd animal. And very few humans ever really think; once again they just share a brain with everyone else. I could go on about the human race but I don't think that's necessary. I'm hoping someone will understand what I'm saying. It feels like a real curse to me to be someone who's at least somewhat awake, and surrounded by so many people who aren't. It feels like a bad dream I can't wake up from. A question I have is, once you've come to truly understand what's happening here on planet earth, especially as it concerns humans, why would you want to be part of it? Why would you want to be part of an economic system that makes most people slaves...grinding away to provide for their basic needs, while barely getting by? Why would you want to be part of a world so controlled by consumerism? And if you choose not to be part of this world, what are you supposed to do? Sure, you can do good deeds and help to make the world a better place, but as long as so many people remain unconscious (and there are getting to be more and more unconscious people, as our population grows) you're just spraying water on the flames. The key word for me is "alien". I don't literally believe I'm an alien from another solar system, like some people do, but I might as well be, as different as I feel. This leaves me with the perspective of an outsider, watching and shaking my head at the stupid things humans do; as they work their way towards their eventual annihilation. I'm very well informed, and aware of what's going on in the world, and I'm going to tell you that this world isn't becoming a better place. Anyone who believes this world is becoming a better place has their head in the sand. I believe our world is heading for serious trouble, and when that trouble starts, we're going to see just how animal-like homo sapiens can be. In short I feel like I'm trapped on a train headed for a serious crash. I'm alone, amongst billions of people who look just like me, but aren't like me, most oblivious to the reality of our situation. It reminds me of certain nightmares I've had, when I was trapped in hopeless situations, and waking up was the only deliverance, except that in this case, I can't wake up. What I mean is that I can't exit this reality, and enter one more desirable, as one does in the case of waking up from a dream. I've been searching for a long time for someone who genuinely feels the way I do. I'm 100% alone in my situation, and it would be nice not to feel so alone. If you really deep-down understand the angst I'm feeling, feel free to drop me a line (send me a private message), because I'm guessing you could use someone to talk to as well. Thanks, and all the best!

,the unique essence of people is seen, so interestingly alien yet familiar when I look at people I have that same feeling as when I was a kid and I discovered a new pokemon that mysterious fun wonderful discovery of a creature, of infinity, so different, such fun and odd shapes, such a treat! people look so small now, in an innocent way, it feels like I'm a fantasy world, and sometimes it feels like Im in a science fiction movie, a super futuristic one when I look at a video, a movie or a picture its like its happening right now its a dream come true, and its the beginning I hope sharing this helps make imagination grow

This will be a story about my experience with developing psychic abilities. I am only doing this for educational purposes. I do not recommend anything I did. Also note that everything I say is not provable. I am only recounting my personal experience. I am now 22. I have changed a whole hell of a lot. I follow a very heart centered path now. Keep an open mind here. Reality is weirder than you could ever imagaine. When I was about 13-14 I started getting into Black Metal. Which lead me to Satanism. Like many young man I felt weak and wanted something to feel powerful. I was heavily bullied at school and needed something to feel strong about. I do not associate with Satanism at all anymore. My parents are atheist and never taught me about religion. When I realized I was gay my dislike of Christianity grew very intense. I hated religion (but somehow found myself in a even crazier religion - let’s just say I was at stage blue/orange in this time of my life). I started pouring over the Joy Of Satan website. The website looks like it is something right from the 90s. Please note I was not aware of their anti-semitic nature until later in my life. I was more concerned with their spiritual teachings. I do not endorse them what so ever. I would say only look at the site for entertainment purposes. I will not link it here. On their site they had a list of meditation to open chakras, energy meditations, and meditations to open psychic centers. When I found this I went to town on them. I meditated everyday. I erracted a huge Satanic altar and did rituals. I tried to summon demons and open portals. I got very good at meditating and doing the visualizations. Maybe because I honestly believed in what I was doing. Most kids went home to play video games I went home to worship the devil and try to see demons. I at one point tried to literally sell my soul for better musical ability. I laugh at this now. So, through all of this work I was able to see my aura. After many attempts I was able to see a blue energy emanating from my body. I was also able to meditate myself into a highly euphoric state (like that of cannabis use). My rituals were filled with energy. I developed a keen sense of intuition. At first it was interesting and my rituals became more intense. My sister (who also into this stuff) was able to speak to me from a distant without saying a word. She also told me that should could hear bells after she opened her psychic hearing. One day after I came home from school. Something very scary happened. It felt like there was someone else in my head. I felt like I was being attacked. I thought the evil of the world was coming to kill me. I could hear voices that were not mine. This prompted me to stop what I was doing. I had the biggest ego backlash every. I became a hard nose rationalist. I turned away from spirituality. I went on a binge of self destruction that lasted years. I didn’t want to feel like I was part of an unseen world filled with beings that might want to hurt me. I turned to drugs to basically numb myself of these extrasensory feelings. This does not prove there is a heaven or hell. This does not prove that there is alien force trying to get you. This honestly proves very little. Now I am left with some things. I did have a full Kundalini awakening at age 15. I sometimes have the feelings of a presence (ghost, angels, whatever else). I have been able to channel different things. I can occasionally see my aura. My third eye goes crazy sometimes. This stuff is not for everyone. It can be quite intense. I can’t really tell you how it exist. When I did these things when I was younger I was not very heart centered. I was full of fear and powerlessness. I guess I did it for all the wrong reasons and it bit back at me hard. Now my spiritual path is very deep and intense. I have had several profound awakening experiences. I have even experienced my own death several times. I feel the truth is not really speakable. In the silence I know all I need to. I do not pursue this stuff anymore. I work on my chakras every now and then. I do see it as a sidetrack to a spiritual practice. I would say don’t chase after this stuff. It will reflect back to you all the negativity you harbor. If you do so do it out of love. I thank Leo for bringing me back to a pure spiritual path. I am now 22. I am going to college for Sound Design. I am working on being a musician. I am the happiest I ever been. Sober and very health conscious. I blessed to be where I am now. Thank you for reading this. May you be blessed

Why? Whether you are all fooled or you are into this... All this enlightening bullshit comes to opening your body for soul exchange - in common language: possesion by demon/alien/satan- whatever! I neded to be exorcised to get rid of it! Jesus Christ is the way! Dont get fooled! You are manipulated by very, i mean very inteligent beings! They are so smart and sneaky! Theyll start to separate you from Jesus, then they separate you from friends, then theyll try to separate you from those who you love - all this enlightening process is designed to manipulate you so that you allow for this. Then desparately youll be looking for salvation and guess what ‚pursuit enlightement’ - First it feels like you are getting nirvana, then your whole life is getting more and more well arranged, then you are getting spiritual experiences that feels like wakeing up. (Its unconcious devil contract. They are climbing through energetic spine from the base to your brain. If they get into your brain then its ‚game over’ - they got your body (guess). The nirvana feeling is impregnating your spirit with ‚it’ - i guess. If your free will is distorted by ‚something’ then its attached to you! Its not normal. Read possesion syndromes if you have some then pray to Jesus Christ and talk with exorcist. THEY are waching biological pairing to get the right targets since ages. If you or your parents saw light orbs on the sky then be aware of it because you might be the target. They planed to get me before i was even born! Its alien hijacking of conciousness and body! This spiritual notion is mind program to get you all fooled! They want to conceptualized ‚reality’ in such a way that you belive you are god! NO! You you are part of the God! THEY are separated from creation-from God and they want to get back to it using us! This whole awakening process is to separate you from the true God! Cant belive its hapening! Its important - Dont open your eyes when you feel to wake up! Pray to Jesus Christ and get in contact with exorcist-youll not belive what you were holding/or what hold you (i was sceptic too)! They somehow are afraid of Jesus Christ. If you spell his name loud and your body start shakeing vibrainting etc then its like torch getting lit to your salvation - keep it lit and get rid of this energetic parasite through Jesus Christ with a help of exorcist. @Leo Gura i honestly dont know what is in your case since you are using psyhodelics and maybe you werent hijacked, but please reconsider talking about this till it will be to late for all of ‚spiritual developers’. Its very dangerous and you are not even aware of the danger which is very real. There is plenty videos and relations of what i wrote - its real. Please dont play the chosen one by something ‚higher’ - its dumb thing that is propagated unconciously also to fool you. Please spread this message and give your relation if you experienced/noticed that too! Its all alien trojan horse. Be aware of the moon and the grey aliens and their flying orbs! In the name of Jesus Christ the one and only true Son of God that came to bring salvation to us please take this message to your heart till it will be to late in the last days for those who were fooled... I was into this ‚conciousness/new age’ things too so ill understand if you call me crazy or ‚not enlightened’ or Christian beliver - few months ago i would do that too... please be vigilant Christian. If you have no control over your body and you are ‚observer’ then you were fooled.... There is free will!

Hello my friends at actualized.com forum, I'm studying the self-help subject for almost 3 years. I watch a lot of Leo videos. read a lot of books and practice techniques like affirmations, meditation and graduate. I have a problem that bugging me and don't give me rest, maybe you will be able to give some good advice. In my childhood people were always laughing at me the one of my eyes is bigger then the other one, even my friends were doing this and gave me some hard insult. The all thing influenced me and made me fall to depression. social anxiety. fear with the other sex and self-hatred. every time that I thought that my depression is gone someone was coming and gave me a nasty comment that will knock me out into depression again. I need you to understand that the real deference between my eyes wasnt that bad, the deference was there but I guess it wasnt that severe like I thought. Bad friends and people made me belive that im so abnormal or an alien When I became 21 years old I decided to change my eyes with cosmetic surgery (tarshorpy if someone heard about it) The surgery went down successfully and now a days my eyes are really symmetric and no one can tell the difference between them anymore I worked on my self and got over my depression and social anxiety I did better with girls and all, but.. from that surgery I got another problem - the eye that was surged got a very little scar on the side of the eye. This scar is driving me insane, for more than 2 years I'm thinking about it for almost every single day. I compare my eye to other people eyes and always remember this scar again and again I need you to understand that no one ever noticed the scar even not my girlfriends, it is something that only I can see. I went back to the doctor and he also told me that the scar is so little that no one can see it, but it didn't help I cant get my self out of thinking about it. I have tried everything in order to deal with it - I'm meditating for more than a year straight without missing a day and im doing affirmations and graduate practice for half a year I tried breathing exercises and talked to my friends. from my work on my self I start getting here and there some peace from this thought for week here and there but this thought is always coming back this cosmetic surgery is reversible so i can reverse it back and undo the scar but then im afraid that I will go back to suffering from the childhood issues and i understand that inner issue wont solve with outer changes. What do you think I should do??? im also thinking that if im doing affirmation that are specific for my problem I will be feeding the "devil" thoughts. Thank you!!!! .

Ok, so for most of today I’ve felt this weird kinda of refreshing emptiness, it feels weird to feel different in the same places you always are... It seems that I feel differently each time I walk from the studio to the house. There is infinite hope, but pressing acknowledgement of the dissatisfaction I feel towards the level of progress I’m making... I am aware that I ACTUALLY CAN have everything I want spiritually as well as materialistically, but there is an invisible barrier... a barrier that is clearly understood to be emotional (I find this as I meditate) I meditated this morning as soon as I woke up for about 14 minutes... it was strenuous but dude you’ll get there MATE you will one day be meditating for an hour a day, and experiencing the effects. You will be able to EXPECT shit you want to happen JUST like you currently expect to be an awkward fuck, making an alien outta yourself, not expressing your true self. You have the power- and I don’t give a fuck what anyone thinks- to induce happiness in EVERYONE you interact with, by just relaxing. Funny shit comes when you feel comfortable in the situation. What seems to make you feel uncomfortable? (All of which are actually as completely natural and divine as bacon) • Fucking incest. • Engaging in the social hierarchy, actually being the hotshot in the room, and in doing so being able to reveal the true nature of everyone in the room (choosing to boost everyone’s self esteem) • Understanding that at the most simple level reproduction is powering everything everyone does • That I am not actually being arrogant when I have the thought ‘I can make friends with, attract, and have sex with ANY girl in here’, I can actually CHOOSE. Who else but real alphas and rapey betas feel they can choose who they mate with? Even repa’s can only choose females that they can physically access But yeah anyway I’m on the studio couch at the moment, the piss I accidentally pissed on it is starting to rot or what ever, the smell is strong I got my guitar back the other day, so now I can record that song (I could’ve anyway really couldn’t I?) I am wary not set any limit on bad boi davvy dav to: only be a musician, all mastery is, is being able to use something to sufficiently express yourself, like how you become a slave to a devil as it possesses you, fuckin possess the guitar how to find genuine, down to earth musicians? Be genuine and down to earth This means live true to yourself which means you can express how you feel Also- no fap bitch I’m on like 2days, on probably my 20th try, it’s get hard af once your favourite genre becomes alien porn. As soon as I give myself 5 seconds to observe my mind activity it’s just whirring audio memories like the chorus of happy house, and I know there is invisible video memory overplayed of even my keyboard as I type. I am fearful of getting shit I want because I’m fearful of the emotional discomfort I might experience to get it- 2 years ago I would have said shut the fuck up to myself you are fuelling the problem by believing it is integrated into you. What is YOU? Let go of being just this person, there is nothing you are not, you are the smell of piss I am so insecure ^^^^^^ ‘I’??? You’re believing again... human, be freee imagine if I said ‘you don’t have to give a fuck about David anymore, him, his neighbours, his friends and the global population are gonna live their lives and you get to watch’ Meditate meditate ate meditate meditate meditate meditate meditate one last thing- when you truly express yourself, I bet you’ll find that you’ll get people reacting like ‘oh damn, he just said exactly what I was feeling!’ ‘He understands me’. This is because the greatest illusion of all is true: what everyone believes they are... IS THE EXACT SAME (non)THING!!!! a shitty green Volvo and a nice slick black Volvo are both Volvos literally, when you see people walking down the street, the psychological apparatus you are using to be aware of them is identical to what they are using to look out at the passing Volvos Until tomorrow ??

Ok, so for most of today I’ve felt this weird kinda of refreshing emptiness, it feels weird to feel different in the same places you always are... It seems that I feel differently each time I walk from the studio to the house. There is infinite hope, but pressing acknowledgement of the dissatisfaction I feel towards the level of progress I’m making... I am aware that I ACTUALLY CAN have everything I want spiritually as well as materialistically, but there is an invisible barrier... a barrier that is clearly understood to be emotional (I find this as I meditate) I meditated this morning as soon as I woke up for about 14 minutes... it was strenuous but dude you’ll get there MATE you will one day be meditating for an hour a day, and experiencing the effects. You will be able to EXPECT shit you want to happen JUST like you currently expect to be an awkward fuck, making an alien outta yourself, not expressing your true self. You have the power- and I don’t give a fuck what anyone thinks- to induce happiness in EVERYONE you interact with, by just relaxing. Funny shit comes when you feel comfortable in the situation. What seems to make you feel uncomfortable? (All of which are actually as completely natural and divine as bacon) • Fucking incest. • Engaging in the social hierarchy, actually being the hotshot in the room, and in doing so being able to reveal the true nature of everyone in the room (choosing to boost everyone’s self esteem) • Understanding that at the most simple level reproduction is powering everything everyone does • That I am not actually being arrogant when I have the thought ‘I can make friends with, attract, and have sex with ANY girl in here’, I can actually CHOOSE. Who else but real alphas and rapey betas feel they can choose who they mate with? Even repa’s can only choose females that they can physically access But yeah anyway I’m on the studio couch at the moment, the piss I accidentally pissed on it is starting to rot or what ever, the smell is strong I got my guitar back the other day, so now I can record that song (I could’ve anyway really couldn’t I?) I am wary not set any limit on bad boi davvy dav to: only be a musician, all mastery is, is being able to use something to sufficiently express yourself, like how you become a slave to a devil as it possesses you, fuckin possess the guitar how to find genuine, down to earth musicians? Be genuine and down to earth This means live true to yourself which means you can express how you feel Also- no fap bitch I’m on like 2days, on probably my 20th try, it’s get hard af once your favourite genre becomes alien porn. As soon as I give myself 5 seconds to observe my mind activity it’s just whirring audio memories like the chorus of happy house, and I know there is invisible video memory overplayed of even my keyboard as I type. I am fearful of getting shit I want because I’m fearful of the emotional discomfort I might experience to get it- 2 years ago I would have said shut the fuck up to myself you are fuelling the problem by believing it is integrated into you. What is YOU? Let go of being just this person, there is nothing you are not, you are the smell of piss I am so insecure ^^^^^^ ‘I’??? You’re believing again... human, be freee imagine if I said ‘you don’t have to give a fuck about David anymore, him, his neighbours, his friends and the global population are gonna live their lives and you get to watch’ Meditate meditate ate meditate meditate meditate meditate meditate one last thing- when you truly express yourself, I bet you’ll find that you’ll get people reacting like ‘oh damn, he just said exactly what I was feeling!’ ‘He understands me’. This is because the greatest illusion of all is true: what everyone believes they are... IS THE EXACT SAME (non)THING!!!! a shitty green Volvo and a nice slick black Volvo are both Volvos literally, when you see people walking down the street, the psychological apparatus you are using to be aware of them is identical to what they are using to look out at the passing Volvos Until tomorrow ??

@Dodo when I say Alien, I mean an unknown entity/ being/ consciousness. Be mindful of what you consider an alien. Some people have fear of the world alien because of cultural background subconscious. And it's real to my experience. What do you call real? It's not real as your grandmother. It's another level of reality. Reality have so many layers, and none of them are totally true . The totality is the truth, not the individual. All I say to you is that it's not creepy. It's so loving and motherly. You don't need to do it. You will get a calling when if you are ready one day, and you can choose your path. There are many paths. There are many teachers. And yes, it did left me. We have a mutual understanding. She/he/it is not there to harm me. She is here to teach, heal and make you remember.

Hey guys, I thought that this might be interesting for ya'll, so I wanted to share my experience from yesterdays involuntary Weed trip. I've never been into Weed as I view it as a distraction, however yesterday a good friend of mine asked if I wanted to chill out in the park and smoke some of his "best stuff". So we did. I took about four hits (no tobacco, approx. 0,15g max.). First thing I noticed was that I instantly relaxed. All the tension in my body just melted off. Quite similar to a mushroom trip. Then the Oregano went off... When looking at the plants in the park my perspective shifted inside out. I literally was that which I was looking at when I looked at it long enough. Not like "focusing on it". It was like "I am everything all at once". It felt like a switch being flipped. My body was just a part of everything. Like something carved out of consciousness. It even felt a little alien. It felt like I was everything that I could sense and my body feelings where just "in the mix". No separation. It could have all been a painted picture. No thing as empty space. No three-dimensionalty. Just all made of the same stuff. And kinda wonky too. And when my friend said something there came a small thought like "Oh, now it would be appropriate to say something... so put on your human hat for a second". That was rather surprising, not even shocking... more like "how could it be otherwise?". Interesting to note is that my breathing stopped completely when I was in this state. To get into it I just had to look at something for 5 seconds and then the switch flipped. I had to remind myself to breathe cause I was worried I might die. Also I was completely still. No movement at all. I think this was because Weed kinda dumbs down the senses and makes everything slower. Quite the opposite to "real" psychedelics but still far from your regular state of consciousness. Another thing I noticed was that I could feel my chakras ALOT. Later that evening I was lying on the couch and thought to myself "Hmm, I haven't done my 2nd meditation of the day... so I might as well do it now.". So I went into meditation just lying there and visualizing my chakras opening one by one. I could feel every single chakra immediately. Might be bc. of Yoga/Meditation but this was very surprising to me. I also learned a bunch. Here are my takeaways: I carry around ALOT of stiffness (walking, talking, being). If I want to be more comfortable with ppl. and have more fun in general it's crucial to get loose. I go hard all week with my practices, yoga, business and dayjob... sometimes it's good to just relax and be in a vegetable state haha. When you want to improve your talking skills get rid of tension in your body. Especially in your jaw and throat (tension is unconscious, relaxation requires consciousness + work on your throat chakra). If you're a little stiff when talking to ppl. RELAX. Get loose. And especially: Lower your standards of what you say out loud. Just talk and amuse yourself. And when it's time to listen and connect, listen and connect. (This was a big one for me as I invest most of my life's energy into work and self actualization. Having fun is important as well haha). My favorite insight: Every single instance of your life is a little adventure and journey. I was sitting with my friend in the metro and it just came to me that we were both just 100% in the moment, not giving a shit, having fun, cracking jokes, talking about life and it just felt magical. Not even because we were together. It would have been the same if I was alone. It would just have been another kind of adventure. I felt like a hobbit from Lord of the Rings lol. Every instance and even the most ordinary moments are magical. Our ego just drowns it out. I realized that this is one of the prime directives in my life: Make life magical again (If anybody got practices for this, let me know!) Material life kinda sucks. I imagined myself having a trophy wife and going to a fancy dinner with another couple. All stiff, glammed up and talking about boring business stuff. Holy lord... this would suck SO bad. You can have so much more fun spending tim in nature, deeply connecting and just being. Be spontaneous. Listen to what your emotions are telling you and then just go with it every once in a while (maybe even all the time, once your intuition is sharp). The power of SOFTNESS: This one sums it up for me. Softness is a much more fun and effortless way of life. As a guy I always unconsciously thought I had to be alpha, stiff and keep my shoulders back and chin up. This is a fucking joke lol. Once I commited to softness I felt literally a shell break in my body. It was about a centimeter below my skin. It was hard and thin and then it broke. After that I was just completely loose. Not resisting. Just myself. We talked to some girls and spent the evening with them and I just felt no pressure at all. We just talked, had fun and enjoyed it. I realized girls don't want that stiff gym rat. They want to be silly. Like kids. Just like a real man So all in all this was quite a journey. The peak was about 40 minutes, then it went down but lasted overall for about 5 hours. I'm still not really a fan of weed. And I will stick to the "good stuff", however don't underestimate it... Hope you enjoyed! - Cheers

@Samra So there was an alien who went inside of you and sort of like possessed you? If I understood correctly. Was that alien only part of your imagination do you think or was it as real as I would say my grandmother is? That sounds creepy as hell. Do you think, if it is a real entity, that it has left your system? Sorry im a newbie in this area.

That's mostly advice for guys. Guys we are not born with sexual abundance like hot women are. A woman who is hot like you, you go out tonight with a pretty little dress on and some make-up and you are going to get fucked by a guy who is atleast 8/10 attractive if you just make it a little bit easy for him. 100% guarantee that will happen. But let's say me, I am not a bad looking guy, and I got some game. But it's in no way a guaranteed that if I want to have sex tonight I will get it. Between 7-14 days from now, yeah I would say it is guaranteed. (Considering I have to go from scratch at this point in time.) But tonight? No way is that guaranteed. It's a very different thing. I think it's hard for both a guy and a girl to really walk in each other's shoes on that point. It's like Alien.

@Xenomorf I am not offended or discouraged at all. I don't quite understand what you mean by managing love or the subtleness of believing in good/bad to the extent that you sacrifice too much. Could you please elaborate? From a dualistic perspective, I do believe that humanity, nature, and earth should continue to grown into a singular organism. Society should begin to function as well as individual living organisms already do. We are the cells forming a more macroscopic organism, we just aren't cooperating as well as the cells of our own bodies. Surely we aren't the only organisms in this Universe on the same path. Maybe organisms grow into infinity both micro and macroscopically. Maybe we'll merge into an even higher organism with an alien organism. I can only dream... haha. I really admire your mission to unify Science and Spirituality. I think science has turned a blind eye to the intuitive side of things. Yin needs Yang and vice versa. Humans usually find some sort of truth before science is able to explain it in any materialistic capacity. I don't have enough experience with nonduelism yet to deeply grasp spirituality. Just some hints of experiences. Yeah, I am a programmer. Actually I am focusing on AI. I want to be part of using it for good and mitigating its dangers, because whether we like it or not, it's already impacting our society. It will be the most powerful tool humans have found. Maybe, eventually, even the new brain for our Earth organism .

@Alien Same. But for me Spirituality is an English-only thing. Contemplating or talking about any of these concepts in German feels just wrong and even kind of silly tbh.

@Nahm Im not looking for a way to enter the Now. Maybe this is not the right discussion board. I can let my "why" go, its not bothering me. Im just having fun with my mind here. Like Leo had in his last episode about context. Where he challanged the context with the fun example of alien life feeding on human emotions. What you are telling me is, that we can never experience or understand why infinity exists, in existence, because the question becomes redundant/can not be as soon as you experience infinity?