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  1. Changed my profile picture to one of the only actors that I like him and benedict cumberbatch, I am unfortunately not a huge movie enthusiast I enjoy and love movies and analyze them. The last movie I saw was 47 ronin with Keanu Reaves and only half of the movie. I matched today with a girl and I will definitely need to hardcore review attraction and text game. I thought I am doing good, yet I have no clue. When I am done with my certificat and started my bachelors I will see if I have enough time to do the course from david deangelo. For now I will stay with his books and advice. This ... another synchronicity. Vaporwave is the name of one of the guys in my Mooclab group that I am not joining currently. https://giphy.com/gifs/vaporwave-chillwave-dreamwave-kHlN5694DGhNY2N22b Found this new chillstep channel let's see if I will use it for the winter. Will listen to more stuff about manifestation and desire. If everything works out well I will have finished the certificate in half amount of the time required... with complications ... and without doing challenges, but homework. approx 120h instead of 240h.
  2. Woke up on time. I wrote to a couple of girls and will read the attraction book in my deep breaks. See what I am doing wrong besides the next time holding hands and going over some notes. I am not naturally that spontaneous, I feel very judged and have been judged by society in the past. The amount of shadow work that I've done helped me. As well as some exercises, yet also this is not fully true. Yet, what was good on the date is that she was sooftening me up in a sense by being attentive. It's 100% my fault for not creating attraction I touched her a couple of times, yet I am still new to all of this and people constantly have asked me or are dumfounded that I do not have a girlfriend. Tbh I don't know. I will start working at 09:00 am. It's difficult for me to not engage with people who are yellow because when I move back to green I become more complacent and lazy as well as I've been through this stuff. Focusing on the signal and not the noise is good. Healthy green again is awesome, yet they just deny their red and they project it upon me because of identity. It's shitty sort of to have to work through this I like embodying femininity although I am sometimes unsure what exactly that is I love to feel flow and to see beauty and feel full. As well as to dig into emptiness and just feel this deep presence. I will most likely also have to get back in touch with archetypes of stage blue not from stage casual. LOL As well as I am apparently going through some bangha. (dissolution of ego). I will not attend a retreat this month. Most likely will take next month. This year will be about the 5 goals I wrote down as well as testing out and sort of trusting manifestation and synchronicities. Also, what sort of annoys me about green is it's hypocritical moral stance, I've contemplated this and they just massively derail lower stages. Also, what green dates sort of enjoy about me is. Which are turqouise values. I will most likely get back to the 1h meditation for growth in stages. Even today. This rejection somehow felt good. In a twisted way. Honesty, transparency, authenticity Simplicity, flowing with nature Presence, mindfulness Spontaneity, playfulness, self-amusement I will work on simplicity as well as creating sexual attraction, this is the key issue. I also will visualize next time to be more playful with her in the sense of creating sexual attraction and making inuendos. So, definitely still hyped. Also, will read more about emotional mastery this is good. Also, green tends to be less bitchy about turqouise and I am still not fully there because of emotional line. I am sort of stuck there between Yellow/turquoiuse as well as my overcall LR life conditions currently are more Green/yellow. Like housing etc. Yet, this somewhat is irrelevant. Let's see how well I can stomach academia again when I'll do my masters... FOR NOW PERSONAL GROWTH
  3. Yeahhiiii I received another no connection between us reply and I matched with the first black women. My other match deleted me because I thought the date was succesful I was doing things to slow. This years goal is to get better at dating and attracting women as well as deepening relationships. All the dates till now were good they just tell me that I am not sexual enough basically. The other girl deleted me because it was an untimely match. I basically was on a 7h date she would not walk around with me for that long if she would not have had any interest. I basically have to admit I did not feel alot of sexual attraction to her either slightly, yet she was basically wearing the same jacket I wear unisex jackets are horrible for attraction. We could have gone on a date and we would have worn the same jacket which is the worst for attraction. I will read the book from David DeAngelo and sort of get hyped about attraction and becoming more sexually involved this is my main issue. I can entertain as well as hold good conversations as well as make her laugh. I will definitely read more about attraction and being more sexual I do have some issue with this because I was bullied and sort of hyper-sexualized in school. Instead of letting me delve more into sexual attraction abit more normally and naturally. So, buying the books and the course was not for naught. I reviewed my habit with waking up early. Included it as far as possible into my lp Pratically I worked 5h today (without breaks) went to the gym and bought groceries. Commiting myself is the key issue. The integral mens group will also help me deal with the dating issues / masculinity issues. I have I really did like her I just never took the opportunity to touch her properly as well as go for a kiss. I never tried taking her hand as well as she took me to her favorite place. I could have kissed her there. So, it is 100% my responsibillity. I sort of have this issue that my mother and her friends always complimented me about my looks. So, I have very high self-esteem when it comes to that. When another person does not sort of try to attack me or create some sort of polarity and shows me hey I am very attractive too. It ends in neutrality. She was very pretty and I can't deny that there was a lack of attraction somewhere. As well as me not taking the initiative to create attraction sexually and take her hand as well as go for a kiss when we are out for like 7 freaking hours. I wish she would have wore different clothes and not this unisex stuff it's so unnattractive. Still this is whishful thinking she is beautiful I could have kissed her as well as taken her hand and be more playful. I will consume more dating material and get better at that. What I did well: - Made her laugh - We spent 7h together I thought we would spend 4 - She did not use her phone very often (she used it once and put it away). She also gave me her phone for navigation. - What did not go well: - Well she rejected me today - No sexual polarity created by me - I was not very cocky and funny, but confident and funny ? - I presume just sexual attraction for now this is the second girl same feedback also with the other. I am unsure as to what exactly I am doing wrong. I intuit it is just making more compliments as well as initating more physical contact. I was trying to hold eye contact with her to create some sort of attraction, yet she told me she can't even look someone in the eyes when she is dancing. So, either way I came across like a sexual predator ? Or she is telling me the truth. She really did not hold that much eye contact with me. I don't know the previous girl who I could have been in a relationship with, yet I rejected her. Had more of this sort of sexual tension between of us. Again I never acted. I don't know sometimes I have this weird mindset of this is a time waste. I prefer working as well as meditating. This is overall good feedback I presume when I fix this most things will fall into place. Altough my confidence did drop a little. I will stick to my plan, unfortuantely the other girl who wanted to see me "badly" unmatched me, I am unsure why she was so impatient. She was straightforward I liked that about her. No bullshit. Yet, overall it was untimely she deleted me one day before I got rejected. So, Yeah my manfestations manifest smth. my taking actions create some action. BUT, David DeAngelo yo ass will help me I hope. We also talked about some weird topics her eyes lit up when I told her a story of where I meet gifted adults who went to a drama school. Now I am being tested for giftedness and I am talking to a person who is gifted somewhat actively. I don't know if this was also the issue, yet I presume not. It was difficult to make her laugh because we were so similar. Meh. This is mostly good feedback being sexual is an issue for me. This is the article I've used now in case readers of this journal is interested. Also, any solid feedback is appreciated as well as uplifting messages. Please just no cryptic toxic hate messages. The date went well I am pretty sure 99% of the ppl reading this could have done better ! https://www.lifehack.org/achieving-goals
  4. Currently still learning about integrating desire as well as acting on synchronicities and more tetra-level synchronicities. As well as signs and dreams from sleeps. Even if this can be seen as green etc. Some of this stuff is just spooky and I currently feel the more I act on synchronicities the more this feels like a scripted simulation and not a godless place. As well as I create this simulation for lack of a better term. I did not do the relationship course and joined the integral mans group instead. I am definitely feeling better my visualizations give me a lot of power and hope towards achieving my goals definitely currently still in the process of decluttering and figuring out how to embody divine discipline more without feeling burnt out.
  5. Posting about SD on this forum makes me just want to do the work again I highly doubt anyone did what is recommended lol. I currently not that interested to dig up notes and explain stuff in detail as well as I am not on the stage orange success based side more performance oriented. I've already read against this kind of thinking. I will read for 2h approx now and just relax. I hung out with my neighbour as well as visted my mother and her new cat. I am tired of Green which is the best sign of having gone beyond Green see ROT. Deconstructing scientifical metrics will be a pain in the ass in a western society. Anyway more interesting in creating a bubble and casting a spell. Tomorrow I will continue with my project I will shortly reflect what I can improve upon this week. Time management: Using time blocking works out quiet well for me in is basically a must. Projects: Will only be working on one project for 8h a day approx and continue, so I don't have to go through the bullshit these lazy fucks went through. Planning: I will mostly do this based on motivation and process orientation I should be able to finish the android course for the amount of time that I have left. Distractions: Not cleaning my appartment at least on the weekend a bit more it's not dirty I have to many pieces of clothing that I am getting rid of currently I bought some new ones and sorted old ones out. Played like 8h of video games on the weekend last time I did this was 2-3 months ago. So, no shame as well as all is fine here. Habits: Gym / Waking up early. There is not much to say besides to implement I am currently tracking my sleep as well as it's good that my date told me that she is interested in 1x1 relationships. She is is INFJ so I sort of have to regress back to this model in order to relate she is high green unaware of the constructive nature and arbitariness of what exists. Very involved in culture and language I like her a lot. I will most likely catch up with her once before we meet again online to spend some quality time together and continue learning about relationships via the course from Keith Witt. What can I improve upon ? - Definitely look for a different planning system again. - Continue reading - Start slowly with decluttering and minimalism. - Look deeper into functional health... - Continue with projects, learn how to finish projects more effectively the articles from Scott Young are great. - Spend time with the girl I meet I feel this is mutually beneficial for both of us. What obstacles are in the way ? - Mostly still my level of enthusiasm as well as excitment about smth new. - Old friends 2% of the time - Waking up in the morning - Trusting my LP fully as well as the process as well as ideas included in the course. - This website partially it helps me with my need for self-expression and get back to self-actualization. I listend to a podcast about integral mastery. That at a teal altitude you see how you sort of want to be the whole package. I mean holy lord. You instantly see where you could apply mastery and what is neccessary and you most likely have multiple master teachers for that. There are some others fears I have currently, yet I will not post that. F.E.A.R mostly is false evidence appearing real and that is very important. Atmoic habits I might order the book I listend to the audiobook and took notes from the audibook reading the book itself might do the trick of changing the habit. Also, the David Deida tip from blue truth also helps me with flexibility. Effectively how will this look like ? I will optimize my phone so I will use a habit tracker as well as search a habit tracker that might be public to hold myself publically accountable this mostly has worked for me. Do my relationship course today and look for different planning systems I will keep this process oriented system with my calendar and the success journal and re-evaluate if that can work with what I have in place. Most importantly I will get rid of clothes that I am not wearing and read some articles in my deep break to gain a deeper understanding of how I can improve my work enviroment and stay free of distractions. As well as produce high quality work. Let's see how well this will go. I will simplify more and dig deeper into creating a more obstacle less proccess by identifying core and main issues. To solve the root problem more effectively.
  6. Posting about SD on this forum makes me just want to do the work again I highly doubt anyone did what is recommended lol. I currently not that interested to dig up notes and explain stuff in detail as well as I am not on the stage orange success based side more performance oriented. I've already read against this kind of thinking. I will read for 2h approx now and just relax. I hung out with my neighbour as well as visted my mother and her new cat. I am tired of Green which is the best sign of having gone beyond Green see ROT. Deconstructing scientifical metrics will be a pain in the ass in a western society. Anyway more interesting in creating a bubble and casting a spell. Tomorrow I will continue with my projects I will shortly reflect what I can improve upon this week. Time management: Using time blocking works out quiet well for me in is basically a must. Projects: Will only be working on one project for 8h a day approx and continue, so I don't have to go through the bullshit these lazy fucks went through. Planning: I will mostly do this based on motivation and process orientation I should be able to finish the android course for the amount of time that I have left. Distractions: Not cleaning my appartment at least on the weekend a bit more it's not dirty I have to many pieces of clothing that I am getting rid of currently I bought some new ones and sorted old ones out. Played like 8h of video games on the weekend last time I did this was 2-3 months ago. So, no shame as well as all is fine here. Habits: Gym / Waking up early. There is not much to say besides to implement I am currently tracking my sleep as well as it's good that my date told me that she is interested in 1x1 relationships. She is is INFJ so I sort of have to regress back to this model in order to relate she is high green unaware of the constructive nature and arbitariness of what exists. Very involved in culture and language I like her a lot. I will most likely catch up with her once before we meet again online to spend some quality time together and continue learning about relationships via the course from Keith Witt. What can I improve upon ? - Definitely look for a different planning system again. - Continue reading - Start slowly with decluttering and minimalism. - Look deeper into functional health... - Continue with projects, learn how to finish projects more effectively the articles from Scott Young are great. - Spend time with the girl I meet I feel this is mutually beneficial for both of us. What obstacles are in the way ? - Mostly still my level of enthusiasm as well as excitment about smth new. - Old friends 2% of the time - Waking up in the morning - Trusting my LP fully as well as the process as well as ideas included in the course. - This website partially it helps me with my need for self-expression and get back to self-actualization. I listend to a podcast about integral mastery. That at a teal altitude you see how you sort of want to be the whole package. I mean holy lord. You instantly see where you could apply mastery and what is neccessary and you most likely have multiple master teachers for that. There are some others fears I have currently, yet I will not post that. F.E.A.R mostly is false evidence appearing real and that is very important. Atmoic habits I might order the book I listend to the audiobook and took notes from the audibook reading the book itself might do the trick of changing the habit. Also, the David Deida tip from blue truth also helps me with flexibility.
  7. @Windappreciator It's hardcore in-group bias healthy green is good. The unhealthy nihilistic meme green is not very healthy. Also, judging people on the forum and calling them Oranges is not very healthy. In case you are interested in talking about details a dialoug is an option. I don't think debates will work lol. I don't think anyone has anything against Green bro. The main issue I see with green is what you post above it's to relativistic, to lenient, blind to differnces, everyone is equal which is from a bigger picture of yellow as well as meta-perspective to shallow. There are key principles to yellow thinking without making this an academic subject. Everyone is right (non-exclusion) Some are more right than others (enfoldment) If you want to do this do that (enactment) There are sure ways as how to get to yellow. So, in case you are interested in that you can practice it. I've done it for the recommended amount of time and I am quiet happy where I am at. It hurts more bothers less to be at higher stages. Yellow can build castles in the air and become impracticle and lost in theory as well as aborted self-actualizations are for instance yellow shadows.
  8. @Heinrich Faust That is interesting I wonder why the authors of SD placed the countries so high on the index usually at 10% there is a tipping point for the society and lower stages adopt the values of the higher, yet the exercise them at their level. So, I don't fully know if 10% of the information elite is at yellow the country could already have some yellow hotspots as well as have adopted yellow values. I've never been to either of the two countries, so I don't know much about them. Most likely it is a positive guestimate. Anyway looking forward to the results of the votes !
  9. @Heinrich Faust I like all of the points above consciouness of the entire spiral is unfortunately unavailable in most people. Mostly the information elite and I am unsure who is that in Ger. Even if europe generally is above the U.S in terms of stages. Teal is yellow+ ! I know about Marx that he wanted to abolish all classes and saw the production means as the main instrument of class division and to give the workers more "capital" in the sense of giving them more access to the production goods. I can sort of see this as a stage orange as well as an green ideal to stop class division. Yet, self-actualizion is not there lol. As a core desire. The bigger picture I feel is Germany's sort of orange success based shadow and it's desire to hord ressources houses,cars,luxurious brands etc. Instead of proper strategic investment and creating opportunities for others to be successful too. They see hoarding as an absolute and survival is instantly threatend here. (Bias) Also, sort of this orange/Green as well as Green/orange consensus of wanting to be recognized as well as having success and enjoying personal freedom. Not caring for instance of the repercussions of consuming, supporting toxic companies and in general to much consensus of everything. Instead of admitting ones interests, few do that. An overall approach that leads people to self-actualizion is missing. As well as ressources invested into that. Fortunately Green is the stage where sprituality is accepted and more experience and being multi-cultural is accepted. I don't know why lol but I have seen more swedes in Germany now than before unsure if this is a sign for solid green. As SD already puts Germany as green without getting into details. IIRC Switzerland is supposed to be yellow.
  10. @Windappreciator No.
  11. @Heinrich Faust No, I can't effectively I talked to someone in a party who understands politics a bit more critically than me, so more to members who are working in the background and are interesterd in reforming. So I am being educated mostly. When I bring up integral stuff the person mostly agrees. Yet, there is no "real moderate" approach currently the morality line is quite green all are equal all lives are equal etc in most parties as well as there will be a bunch of emotional line shadow coming from academia. This is where I think mostly and I am going to be highly biased(also based on experiene) here LGBTQIA+ are more open about this I'd have to watch politics more, yet it really triggers some shadows especially red which I find is often also quite active in the far-left/leftist members. One reason why volt seemed interesting because this is about creativity.... and creating culture not hedonic decadence as well as proper sort of yellow understanding of building interests that are tailored to an individual from a multi-systemic point of view... More eudaimonia. I'd have to observe members more fully and research them in order to find a larger picture. Just please no Marx, I don't know how often that guy was misunderstood like how it was in Cambodia and Paul Pots. I don't know how you can concot such ideas lol. Reading a bit about anarchy gave me some good ideas why a local to global approach is not going to work. As well as going to Muesums etc. (Bolechevists etc.) Also, I do think that besides going into policy that the Green we have is quiet healthy and not the "meme" U.S Green so a proper LL dialouge can happen. As long as there are rules and there is mutual understanding, unfortunately you can't skip stages. Yet, according to research from and I gurantee I will not be able to find this is mostly from audiobooks and books from Wilber. You can't skip stages so a healthy and proper green with healthy and proper blue and some more healthy orange would help Germany a lot. Nothing new yet Baden-Wuerttemberg seems to be doing very well as a state and is a Black/Green state. Also, it's orange seems super healthy not like here in Rhineland-Platinate. I use the term moderate in the sense of sharing ressources so there is enough for everyone to build their own interests. At best without fluff and a focus on functionality without erudite behaviour. Also the LINGO bias is very strong. You can be a stage red nazi morally and have stage turqouise lingo. The line is independent of what constitutes to full-blown stage yellow (teal). Which is mostly IIRC cognitive, emotional and moral. ROT and the audiobook Kosmic Consciouness does have some infos. I don't know I can't follow an individual it triggers my american bias of going on a man hunt lol. I can't really name members. Many are cognitively yellow, yet looking at policies Volt looks promising as well as some stuff of the Greens, I don't know what effectively is feasable. On a global scale, because I lack the exptertise there. Unsure if this is prolific in any sense of understanding, yet thank you for sharing the info on volt ! Really am in favour of this party now, most of the other stuff is so long-established there is no growth and constant fighting not a proper dialog. Also I am very tired of veganism and vegterianism being of high moral value. ("Pride") I would ask you what are for instance policies that are more stage yellow/teal ? I mean especially many will go crazy over this in western countries... https://de.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bolschewismus "Durch diesen voluntaristischen Ansatz, wonach die Revolution durch das Planen und Handeln der revolutionären Elite herbeigeführt werden müsse, unterscheidet sich der Bolschewismus vom Denken Marx’, der deterministisch ein beinahe naturnotwendiges Eintreten der Revolution bei entsprechender Entwicklung der Produktionsverhältnisse vorausgesagt hatte.[3]" Most of this is just stage blue focus. Production means are mostly manipulated by lower classes, because of a lack of proper social mobility. This is why I think a healthy green is more appropriate without having studied this in depth. Ideally with some Yellow laws !
  12. I am not sure what to post today since I sort of have an off day and I decided to mainly work on one project for now and will work on one project. Working on multiple is possible, yet it's straining and my health condition is not in an optimal condition this issue with my knee is emotionally taxing and I sort of am happy that I at least found a person whom I could possibly talk to the other girl wrote my today with who I matched and she wanted to date me also INFJ-T both are INFJ-T I am INFJ-T. So, there can be a lot of commonalities as well as issues, I immediately introduce other typologies because there are so many differences that are not explained by MBTI and MBTi is also not very valid and I could sort of see myself in my date for instance just by the way she dressed etc as well as political views. AS LONG AS THERE IS THE GREAT REFORMER. Anyway, I will most likely work later on my certifcat and read tomorrow or today and clean my appartment I will visit my mother because she bought a new cat named Marlon. Cute fella. Ideally I will see my aunt also for a bit of family time. I will go for now and continue working with my psychology and getting good at more stage orange topics as well as keeping track of my needs so there is a space for self-transcendence and more flow state experiences. It's not easy to maintain a more flow state experience when I can't fully use my body and meditate, it's not that fun. I also matched with another girl during the date with one of the David Deangelo (free video based ) messages where I was unable to tell was the advice a joke or real ? Samething now with the account is the account a joke or real ? Will see what will happen for now I basically initated two dates with the other girl in advance. I can be a bit pretentious so I can work on that, yet my w5 fear can easily kick-in. I downloaded another Deepak Chopra audiobook and will focus more on signs from infinite intellgence, but hey. My mind is on lmao. Let's just see. I saw a unicorn in a castle. That was interesting.
  13. I went on my date today and it was pretty good ? It was better than I expected and not as awful as I imagined it would be. It was a very high match and it was difficult to find new topics to talk about because we are both introverted, yet entirely different. Also, my world view changed a lot so I adjust and re-analyze and re-evaluate what I see and say according to what the other person perceives I mostly focused on fun and being present I was not being sexual which was good ? I don't know because I am not in the stage orange fuck-festival dating scence in a sense I do have the drive, yet I am just not that interested to spend that much energy on getting into clubs and bars. Even though this would be the best practice ! The questions I ask as a short review are pretty good, as well as there are some issue where I become to self-revealing I sort of cancled this , yet a the sametime it's impossible, it's funny how quiet people become when I talk like legit fk. Also, people judged me a lot for my clothing and I noticed that they would not understand what is truely happening there. I made her laugh a lot which was good, I was not the best steerman lol, because I had no idea where we are going and I take a lot of time for proper planning and I usually then do a lot less mistakes which can hurt my ego. Overall I think I think it was pretty good I was lame sexually yet I noticed she was mor SX driven and very enthusiastic about culture and every detail there could be it was intruiging to me to figure out what she likes and I noticed I am becoming to soft. There were some other issues, I was to focused on being to perfect as well as not keeping my own interests in mind, because I legit forget them like and then being authentic for me mostly comes from Yellow/Green/Red place / Orange where I have been fking shunned in a sense and blue where I am more healthy now. I used what ever principle that seemed solid Yellow and was Green to recall even if I don't know any lol. It's hard to explain and learning for instance all of these dating questions would be to much of a toll for me. Yet, overall this was pretty quality stuff even 2w3 chimmed in. Funny. I still don't fully know what to do with so many synchronistic events it has become more of an open yellow playground for non-judgement. At least in this state which has a strong Blue/Green basis that is healthy. I saw toxic green ones and I became so triggered, they would be Qanon members in the U.S. Please just don't let me read Hanzi Freinacht or let me read it for now I feel quiet good spiral dynamics and the dao of systems thinking are pretty good in combination to understand german politics although I would have never looked at Volt in a bit more detail. Anyway it's hard to draw feedback from my date we arranged another meeting I really really like her, yet it's not easy for me to show feelings in public I could cry any moment as well as be the least empathetic guy on the planet. I am good with assertivness and walking through this city activated some red shadows that are well. It was interesting to see German history inconclusion with how theologans etc. changed practices all around the globe and again a lot of enlightenment area based history "secularism" etc. Was very cool to dive a bit more deeper into that would be awesome. But for now I stay with my plan of more healthy orange. Biantai is a cool word. German fantasy is odd as hell. I like it when it stays in the castle lol, yet what they all do is still odd. I am out don't know what will happen when I am more socially integrated I will review Leo's work instead of spending time on the forum saw enough Yellow+ and missing turqouise. Ah and fk Chris.
  14. Fuck man I love Wilber . Volt looks pretty good. What about the Freie Wähler ? They seem like a stage orange shadow outlet for older people. With some healthy blue as well as with some green ideas, futurism. Everything that is stage blue idealogical (unhealthy) is scary as hell. Seeing Frau Weidel dancing in the Bundestag is one of the most funniest stage blue role playing agendas I have seen. The windmills are the cause of all evil ! (Red shadow) Imagine we would be americans. This would be so genius. I've read the election program of the Greens/SPD/Volt/Freie Wähler/CDU. Never thought there is a somewhat yellow party ? I don't fully grasp what is considered yellow as a truely multi-systemic approach. I like it that they are interested in LL, UL, LR in case this makes sense from integral theory. I don't know what approach they have for a UR and if this is even possible they definitely seem more inclusive than Greens. I dislike this sort of upptity stance of in-group green bias there are also some yellow thinkers in the party obviously. As well as I fear they could be to lenient. My top 3 results from the Wahl-O-Mat are Demokratie in Bewegung Grüne V-Partei³ I like it that the Green party is at least has the balls to change legislature even in their election program as well as they are very transparent. I watched this fully. It's interesting to observe the spiral stages as well as the Bundestag itself.
  15. Definitely exicted for my date will relax on the way meditated for 1h today woke up on time. Will review some notes and look for conversational topics besides fuck, eat,drink work. I will also check out the area I've already made a plan for us lol. So, since I presume she is also spontaneous and enjoys that from what I've felt worked I can leave a little wiggle room afterwards. I will review the Green book as well as the Green+ advice from Eban Pagan/David DeAngelo. In case something unexpected happens. Creating a good vide will also be key as well as being assertive. Otherwise it's unfortunate that there is not a lot of good advice here on the forum or positve experiences mostly just cases of having issues... I am in the same pot, yet seeing some success stories would definitely be uplifting. This will be one. My neighbours truely love this faucet I bet it determines their relationship quality.