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  1. 🤣🤣🤣🤣 it was auto corrected by the Portuguese keyboard
  2. Can you all please like my comment there so we get leo on Lex Fridman podcast
  3. Half a gram is not a microdose. You are not supposed to feel high at all, start with .2g and try to find the sweet spot for you, if tou are feeling something you need to lower the dose.
  4. @michaelcycle00 Albinos are very strong, even is low doses. I'm sorry about your current situation Michael, psychedelics tend to reveal our minds and if we are in a bad place mentally they tend to show all sorts of things. It's a pandora box. I noticed that you described yourself with a lot of labels, social anxiety OCD etc. Be mindful that those labels were created by men, the pharmaceutic industry and society benefit a lot when you take those labels for yourself, they are extremely disempowering. Drop them and see that the feelings of sadness and anxiety are all part of life, we are here to experience the full spectrum of emotions, picking and choosing which ones we want to feel is what creates suffering. There is nothing wrong with you, you are a human having a human experience, feeling human emotions, maybe you don't have depression, maybe you are just going through a difficult phase, it's completely normal. When the whole society is sick it's good to contemplate beyond ourselves, our environment etc. Like Jiddu Krishnamurti said "It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society". Any healthy person would feel what you are feeling. I've been given so many labels, depression, generalized anxiety, ADHD etc. The more labels the more I enjoy it. It shows me I'm not adapting to this shit show. I've seen many ugly things on ayahuasca, body parts, vulgar things, evil witchy stuff. I just observe them, no judgements, it's the mind of god. You are unclogging the pipe, the first experiences will be dark, then it becomes better, you uncover the essence of your soul, once you meet who you really are you wont' have any more questions about your divinity. It's easy to recognize the divine when everything is happy and beautiful, but it's more difficult to recognize in its dark face. It's easy to embrace our good qualities, but it's difficult to accept our flaws. This work you are doing is a path for wholeness. Focus on your breathing, it's the best way to disconnect from the unconsciousness of the collective. Mushrooms will take you under earth, and they are very mind twisting. For me they are often dark, so I enter the experience aware that I will be doing shadow work. If you want something more loving and supportive I would suggest ayahuasca, not by yourself of course. LSD trips tend to be better for me too, more extraverted and creative. Creativity is the best medicine for depression, it gives a more broaden and colorful perspective on life and its infinite possibilities. About your parents, they are not narcissistic people, they are highly traumatized individuals. Once you give attention to your inner child you will see them as they are, just two humans struggling to go through life. To heal yourself you need to be away from them, but everything in its divine time. Sending you love.
  5. Ketamine?!
  6. Such a good thread for newbies like me who dont understand much about politics/wars. Thank you! Just saw this "In response to a severe attack by Hamas on Israel, the US has directed the largest warship in the world towards the Eastern Mediterranean to bolster Israel’s defense capabilities. This move shows a robust US stance to deter regional conflict escalation, coupled with additional military aid to Israel, demonstrating massive support between US and Israeli officials amid broader diplomatic engagements aimed at halting Hamas’ aggression."
  7. Could be a defense mechanism from the ego? Psychedelics usually gives me energy but my mind finds all sorts of excuses why I shouldn't do it, it's been a difficult week, now Im pmsing, now Im tired... Exercising helps too, meditation after exercising is amazing, psychedelics after exercising should be good too. It all starts in the mind, it could make you feel better or show you the root cause of the chronic fatigue. Or maybe you just need to rest, if you are going through a lot your body might be integrating the normal reality collective load of stuff and adding psychedelics into the mix will just bring more chaos.
  8. @How to be wise Ohhhh this is so precious!!! Thank you for sharing @Jehovah increases Yesssss, if I could bring someone from the dead it would be TM, he is a gift that keeps on giving even after his death
  9. @Tenebroso good lord lol Don't forget you were born from a woman. Whatever you went through in your childhood gave you those lenses from which you see the world now, and women in this case. Time to clear your perception. Men and women are divine creatures. When you hate women you are hating your feminine within.
  10. @SeaMonster We are tried of controlling to be honest it's exhausting to try to be a men and seek power, I would rather be in by feminine. Society is so twisted, it's a whole delicate process to unlearn. What women really want is to surrender, but most women are still trying to find the safety to surrender in men, instead of finding within themselves. Love this poem from Anais nin “I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.”
  11. @SeaMonster Yes but see that you are doing the same thing. pointing the finger. The blame game doesnt work, each person must look within themselves, you cant look within yourself and blame others at the same time, cause while looking within you would have to look at your own shadow, making it easier to accept people's shadow. Reminded me of this quote If only there were evil people somewhere insidiously committing evil deeds, and it were necessary only to separate them from the rest of us and destroy them. But the line dividing good and evil cuts through the heart of every human being. And who is willing to destroy a piece of his own heart? The outside world it is how it is because we are too immature to be the big person, it's preschool lol. Men and women must take the high road, it starts within. Now women blaming men for being bla bla bla and men blaming women for doing porn and bla bla bla.. its gonna get us nowhere.
  12. Found this gem talk of Terence McKenna talking about his crazy experiences in the amazon, plant intelligence, wisdom in our DNA etc