Michal__

Probably an enlightened guy who also had siddhis. Who knows which miracles actually happened, healing the sick seems pretty realistic. Maybe he didn't exist, could be just a story, similar to Bhagavad Gita, pointing to enlightenment. The point is that we simply don't know.

Because they're mostly old and conservative.

Definitely, I've been using it for over a year without many breaks and now instead of the desired effect it just makes me tired...

There's nothing wrong with being a bit less sexually active. I'd be worried about having stage blue thinking limiting your spiritual development. But yeah, if you don't like it due to your upbringing it's perfectly fine. Just please don't judge people who like casual sex.

You still have to make money even if your main goal is to get enlightened.

If you get rid of all your other hobbies and don't socialise as much (temporarily) you can work on your music for 2 - 3 hours everyday after you're done earning money. I don't know where you live, but you could save up a lot of money in the US and then go to some country where everything is cheaper. (There's a lot of countries in Europe where you can live as comfortably as in the US but for 1 / 3 the price) That way you won't have to save up for as many years.

I had to use the bathroom maybe once & it wasn't that dark, if I remember correctly.

The main thing is how fast it gets you into autophagy. 1 day dry fast is equivalent to 3 day water fast, autophagy-wise. Most dry fasts are one to two days. So if your goal is healing / to have more energy after the fast is over - this is the fastest way.

Full body Monday, Wednesday, Friday Day A 1 arm ohp Pushups DB rows (1 arm) DB RDL DB biceps & triceps Weighted planks (3 x 30s - 60s) Day B Pike push ups 1 arm DB bench on the ground DB rows (2 arms) DB RDL DB biceps & triceps Weighted planks (3 x 30s - 60s) Everything is 3 sets 4 - 6 reps When you can hit 6 reps on all sets increase the weight. Obviously it's A, B, A, B, so every week looks a bit different. And find a good stretching routine to do after the workout! Edit: I didn't realize those were only 5 kg weights, sorry. In that case focus mainly on calisthenics and use them to make the calisthenics weighted (even then it won't me enough on most excersises)

IF it is dopamine related then a few dry fasts could fix it. It could be a sign that you're wasting dopamine the whole day and porn is the final nail in the coffin. It did for me. Giving up YouTube / video games etc. should have a better effect on your motivation than no fap (sexual repression).

They can get enlightened but aren't turquoise.

Find out if you have a food allergy. Try out intermittent fasting. Yeah, it has its cons, but it has helped me tremendously. Also dry fasting from time to time, it activates autophagy pretty fast, which is one of the most useful healing mechanisms you have access to. If you dont mind implementing something impractical - try to eat proper food combinations. Another thing that works for some people and doesnt for other (it works for me) are adaptogens. They slowly treat your body from the screw ups you made over the last x years. If you have allergies, get a prescription for antihistamines.

Definitely try to get to Greece / other countries as soon as possible.

How long have you had the problem?

I think the main reason is autophagy. Ketones definitely help too.