Michal__

Practice.

Being good alone isn't enough. I am literally at Robert Monroe's level at astral projection, yet it's my worst performing business - I literally haven't made a cent from it. I am bad at programming, yet I get clients, weird how that works.

Yeah definitely, haha

Yes, it was a good read. Although I think he would have gotten better results if he used a different meditation technique. Like the fire kasina. He used mantras. His goal were hallucinations/meetings with deities. Mantras alone are much slower than the fire kasina in this regard. It definitely awakened my desire to lock myself in a cave/monastery.

Just finished reading, thanks for the reccomendation.

How many hours a day do you meditate? This is a high quality thread.

I regret taking so much LSD (mixed with shitty genetics, it wasn't really that much) that I fried my brain and now have permanent hallucinations. It was 15 tabs in total, taken within a short time period. Mind you, I was mainly taking 1/2s and 1/4s. I took them all within a month or two. So yeah, shitty genetics.

Update: the doctor ended up reacting well and he prescribed some new meds. So no hospitalization, which is great. I also wont be able to come to work for at least a month. Which means I will be receiving 60% of my pay. I also got some new freelance work, which is great.

Yeah

Yes. I've got a cat and family. Unfortunately I moved too far away from my friends.

I read and meditate a lot.

The thing with the eyes is still happening. He will answer me tommorow in person, he was on vacation. I am on sick leave and I am really nervous as to what would happen if I went to work.

I've done multiple home retreats and I have managed to be strict enough only once. These places really help.

Yeah, sounds like it would needlessly freak her out.

There's no way I'd let some silly illness take me away from discovering God.