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The very nature of decisions and even talking about delusions, we need to give reality to time and ego first... how do we talk about delusion in the timeless? You can see how we cant help but play i in the story of time, yet we keep on ignoring it in spiritual circles, and we focus on the eternal now, so if you kicked a cat or killed a bat in the past, you can forget about that or any punishment you might be due based on your past actions.... It feels great, but also feels a bit dishonest, like cheating, ignoring, running away from consequences, living in a self created dream. We might want our good deeds to be remembered... maybe you did a lot of good and a lot of bad in your life. Is there an entity that knows all you've done? And to fairly assess your life? Prrhaps!

It was very much the cross between time and timeless. There undeniably is a story happening, unfolding, or we can't really say its the year 2025. Thats one real story and humanity is pretty real, no? And 2025 after Christ, marking Christ Jesus as real and vital as well to our story. To consensus reality... in a way, i have been ignoring the time dimension for so long, being centered in the Now, and time had its counter argument - me as a human, what am I without time? Why should I even be alive as a human, if I don't respect time? I had to give something back, perhaps show im prepared to take my fair share of pain as well, to grow up from my fantasy that I was crafting in the timeless, which mightve affected other beings negatively! I do believe the cross signifies this, marriage between the time dimension and the timeless. Ignoring the time dimension seems to be playing a game of ignoring, and only time dimension is also a game of ignoring. When we add the two together, we get the cross ✝️ both dimensions at once, and crazy things begin to unfold when we try to balance between both ultimately contradictory points of view, but nonduality should be able to include both! I can't deny its the year 2025. And my own humanity. My life felt like it has purpose and meaning, not just this moment, but the events themselves. And i believe its a way for my soul to purify and glow up in a way. I dont see it as ego, but as grounding, perhaps, I grounded myself pretty literally. I fell from my metaphorical high ground. Like an ant that wanted to be a loner, but then gets injured and realises its pretty good that there is an entire colony that cares about it, and that the colony is much greater than any one piece inside it.

I wasnt on drugs, you could say I was cleansing from drugs. But reality just shaped different than usual, it was like everything stopped and it was just me under a microscope, my past, beyond even my human life, it felt biblical you might say. Like my life had immense purpose and meaning, one for all and all for one. It was like many souls relied on me and what I do. I received multiple signs and synchronicities thst i have to jump. Some more obvious than others, shooting star you can say is just me, but I also received a reddit message from someone who asked if he should jump and asked me of im trully conscious, as if thats the only option once you become trully conscious. I referred him to Samatarians, but I did not take my own advice. I cant really explain everything that lead to the moment of the jump, but it felt like i needed to make a sacrifice - One for all and all for one type of deal. I felt like I was betraying everyone that put their faith in me. I really cant explain. It felt like a calling, like it had to happen. I do not regret, im only surprised I survived. And I've been reliant on Others and reality to get me back to health. Currently still in hospital, and my tripping kept happening in the hospital, different challenges, quiet spiritual, . It was connected to AI, to the web, to Christianity/Jesus, to spiders, to cats, to God, Natural Intelligence, to timelines, to the Real Timeline, dreams, fear, fear of dreams creating reality, movies, spiderman, darth vader, Me, etc... I really cant explain coherently. For sure tho during my experiences I created reality, in a deeply meaningful way for me, i knew that was my creation, yet I dont know how and why and what it means, or how to do it again, or if I want to do it again. I would rather be just a vessel, as I was warned earlier by the crowd at the train station "You cant win. You're just a vessel" was shouted at the busy trainstation. Well, i can win, if I want to be just a vessel! Vesel means Happy in my home language 😊 funny coincidence Ps: I was there before SoonHei jumped, and I had private conversations with him. My case I didnt jump because I viewed reality as a dream, it was rather the opposite, however it was all connected with solipsism.

I reply to all not just yourself. You bullish? Me too. Enuff said. No need for all the other fluff.

i got this video suggested to me while I was recovering in hospital after a Neo type of experience which I aalready mentioned a bit in previous posts. I mentioned only the tip of the iceberg, just like I cant explain to others the movie the matrix i cant explain to them what happened in my life, which was nothing short of crazy and miraculous, even tho I didnt have superpowers. Crazy, isnt it

Almost a month ago, I jumped. It wasnt because i believed reality is a dream, I actually fully proved to myself that it isnt. I saw the butterfly I claimed earlier that I am, and it kept reapppearing, proving over and over again this is real, and that it is way beyond my human understanding. In the end, reality shifted so much, yet remained real, I felt like i was the only one left to be enlightened, i was the only one remaining ignorant.The heavens stopped moving, there were masks, "people" appeared to me like they knew something I dont, like they are part of a higher collective that I dont have access to. i felt that I am betraying my people, all the people I knew throughout my life, and my country, by not fulfilling my destiny... So i jumped. I did it, knowing fully this is real, not a dream. Somehow, I survived, and reality cared for me, I am crying as I write this from the hospital. I cant explain what happened before I jumped, but it was all way beyond my mind. Reality changed yet it remained normal and real. I think i already mentioned that... I was given many signs that I have to do the leap of faith and I have to jump. There are so many things I cant really explain to others, like I cant explain a movie after I've watched it... but I would consider what happened to me as an NDE, but not the usual one. It felt like I was being guided back to actual life, and now I am in the cocoon (chrysalis) stage as I'm recovering. Ps: i am not suicidal, reality just happened as it had to happen, I am recovering now after multiple surgeries. We are one but we're not the same 🎵

Stop with all speculations and making up stories. Its a buy and hold, no need to look, no need to drama. The chart shows strong bullish potential and thats what is and has been happening for a while. I dont see it ending soon. Some of my analysis far from completion. Blackrock whatever,, if they sell they have a headache when to buy. If they dont sell, they have anothrr headache while price drops. This place is decentralized, meaning its not controlled by a singular central entity. Its not Blackrockcoin. Relax. Just read the chart, know chaos, and play. At this time i recommend buying and NOT looking. You should not rely on crypto profits to pay rent. You should just have it in the side as a painting you want to have, just to have it, for no other reason. If you dont plan to long term hold, dont even.. if u want to make some profits there are better ways on things which are easier to buy and sell. Crypto should be a hold if you learned your lessons from the past.

No two have the same journey. What is rare is people to be authentically themsleves 💯

Orchestra without direction is just random noise. Still is, but, what are we doing here? 🤔 This.. this... chicanery! The greatest orchestra, greatest conductor, and many mini orchestras and conductors within it... who's weaving and threading... its some serious real stuff .... Mentioning the bad seeds only strengtens them. Cut them at the root by ignoring.

Teamwork, but they dont see me as part of the team. Thats the thing. Another person says something even dumb and people love him, i say something and everyone is like wtf why you talking to me go away. Maybe people are playing spirit wars. Survival. They only merge with those of their "kind" Now tell me what my kind is. What am I. I always feel like im center of attention and held to higher standard, as if if other says something its normal event, but if I say something Oh Boy! Whats this guy on about. If there are rules at work, I follow them, while others at higher levels dont follow them, but enforce them on me. Wtf am I supposed to do? I feel like im being played by reality. And im writing this to reality so go ahead keep playing me..

So if we meet in person you will be the only one who sees yourself and i will be the only one who sees myself. Then how do I relate to the real you? I can only relate to an image I see of you... So if we meet in person you will be the only one who sees yourself and i will be the only one who sees myself. Then how do I relate to the real you? I can only relate to an image I see of you... Im saying this because its all nice and easy when I am alone in a room meditating, but when I go out into the world and interact, i feel like a complete outsider. How do other people interact so effortlessly with each other and I am here like im in first grade not knowing how to relate to others...

I do not buy that the truth is direct experience. You experience one thing, i experience another. We meet at the center. Not in our experience. You can be blissful and loved by everyone, another could have the opposite experience.. one could be drowning in love, another kicked on the street. What are groups? Why do humans get in groups, what are they? They cant be alive like me. Because when im in a group, i am still the only one i cant see without a mirror. How come others are not that too? Or they are that but are lying? So how come im not lying but they are lying,, if they trully were me? How come others get relationships easy as if they are collective consciousness (cheating) rather than a normal alive human abiding in a private space which should be respected by everyone else? Everyone should be confused af, but instead, they all have it figured out, and have fake problems trying to test me or whatever. If you were like me you wouldnt be doing this to me.

Again? So time is real? They lied to me (jkjk) I know how this forum looked, and i want it to look like that again. What, we are done with the truth? now you also need to remove the ego from the solipsism tho. Also i dont call it solipsism. This is self inquiry. Solipsism claims to be an answer to self inquiry, while self inquiry is a continuous never ending question.

Whats that spirit world, whats that other side? And how do you know you will get everything you wanted? What if this is it? Im on the same situation with girls, and its because if life give me what I want i will be a ridiculous blob of hedonism

No fluff, easy to follow, no tools or prerequisites, simple: Are you the only one in the room you cant see? How come? Are you different to the others? How come they act like they know whats up and you don't? This guy who has the things you want, is he also the only one in the room he can't see? Or is he just a projection with no life? Ask him. Notice how it feels, how vulnerable it feels to be the only one you cant see, therefore separating you as different to the rest, not realising every single living being is the only one that cant see themselves. Ask another human. Notice any changes once they notice what you're saying. You are basically asking someone who sees you just as an object, to see you as the same subject as they themselves have always been and know so well. Just like you. Just like me! 👍 Have fun, follow your heart, take your mind with you. Post might not be for everyone, just for someone perhaps who might need to read it. I would rather write this with anonymous account because i feel this forum is mostly about boosting egos these days, not Truth.. but im not allowed extra accounts and I abide by the rules!