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So wheres my million bucks out of the blue variation? 🤔 its possible, but isnt happening 😆 Seems like it isn't one thing taking every shape, or that thing has limitations, otherwise we wouldn't even need food and sleep etc, we would just be ever present now enjoying itself. Instead there is some sort of expansion going on, and requires action to achieve things. They don't just happen.

Only the space of this moment is true, the content's truth is debatable. Like in a book, the empty page is true, then you can write whatever you want on that page. Whether what is written is subjectively true or false, it doesn't take away the objective truth of the page itself which allows the duality of the words on it. An empty page is not an interesting story. I have had strong cases of psychosis, after prolongued weed use and also after naturally fasting for a long time. I've gad experiences that feel as true as eating breakfast, you can pinch yourself, you know its real. But the events happening were impossible and made no sense whatsoever to the rational mind. Reality can get wonky, the page itself, the knowing of being, remains a constant either way, and helped me not get lost in the bullshit of my mind.

I am walking in crutches and orthopedic boots after a fall last year, still recovering. I hadn't left the house other than going to the dentist and straight back for a few months now. Yesterday I went to the park. My phone bill is not paid so I was offline. I was able to fully be present and no excuse to shove a screen in my face. The thought "I am" came naturally, not the usual question "What am I" but the answer "I am". Everyone i saw also was "I am". All of nature too was fully "I am". Nature is trully non-judgemental while some humans not so much, because they weren't really focused on "I am" they were focused on the interpretations of their minds instead. Its not about having a mystical experience all the time, but about seeing the mystery in the ordinary. I am also interested in questions about how to relate to others. I am good at being alone, but when other people start appearing, with their heavy egoic presence, and situations appear, almost like testing me, it can pull me into unconsciousness and i find myself distracted from the simplicity of "I am". Not that its hard to get back 😆 but they really try to sting you sometimes, to make you remember, to live in your mind.

Can you fathom realisation of true nature expressing itself in different ways than yours/Leos? Do you want to start a religion? Ps: Maybe my definition of God and yours differ. I know my true nature, thank you very much, and it is not what the word "God" points to in my vocabulary.

Are you asking if I am experiencing myself? I am myself. That which is aware. You caant find me, ive tried to find me for 10+years, good thing I am me.

Ah, but if you raise your consciousness even further you will realise you are just someone here. Irrelevant and small. Nothing grandiose like God. No need for such a label. I am aware, I am small, smaller than small, I am empty. I'll let you play God. I am not alone, friend! Hallelujah Going full circle 🔵 Saying that something is true, just your consciousness level is not high enough to realise it is a great way to assert your view. You remain right and the other guy has to now raise their consciousness and until he agrees with you he has not succeeded. Classic!

You are overthinking it... thats why you talk about merging and knowing all experiences. Its nonsense. You need to be more atheistically spiritual in my opinion. Firmly rooted on the ground. You are yourself either way, you cant escape what you are. Think about the golden middle.

I am not in space and time, I am here and now, you are also.

Its your prerogative to believe that. But you've written it like a hard fact... It's just the way you see things, you don't know if such event will happen for sure.

@Terell Kirby yes, Judd Trump is the goat

Why are you using such a loaded term to talk about simple being which is everyone's base experience? Are you trying to be mysterious? Other people may use the label God to point to something else like some powerful entity they believe created reality, not existence itself, there can be some misunderstandings.

People always talk about God like they know what God is... "Because God is eternal" - why? What is this God thing we are talking about and say its eternal? Have you met God? Did he/it tell you? Or did you read it somewhere? How do you know its true?

Ofcourse there are others. Thats how we can have a conversation without knowing it beforehand. The knowing self-reflecting element which makes our different minds/experiences knowable is the same mirror-like empty awareness and thats the only trully real thing. Our separate experiences/minds are temporary content on the mirror of awareness, reflections whos substance is the mirror, our true self with no dimension. No dimension means its same for all. Tldr: We are different reflections (different minds) on the same dimensionless mirror of awareness, our only reality is the mirror of awareness, but we appear as something else, an image on the mirror. The images are different, the mirror is one.

His best one seems to have been reuploaded. Good stuff. I saw his new content with the girlfriend long time ago, he sounds more masculine and all... but I prefer this version.

@BuffaloBill you are not alone, your delusions are in the room with you