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  1. You in love with existence, till you aint - Party pooper To be honest, it's all fun and games, but imagine the following. Now if given the chance , you want to be eternal or not, you would probably wish "Yes, ofcourse", but here's the catch, they didn't say whether you will be eternal in heaven/earth or hell. If you are eternally in Heaven now that's the dream right? Then if you are eternally on earthly like realm its great OK, there will be hardships there will be good times, its awesome overall not too bad and you will learn a lot. But if you are eternally in hell, there's a problem now.... The problem can be seen immediately, if you are in hell, you will beg to be dead! And some people are in "hell on earth" so they would not be so happy about existence, hence suicides exist... Its an attempt to escape from existence. But maybe it doesn't succeed, I am not in the position to say.
  2. Oh yes the Masons were white male and very large, like half giants, but they were not the ones who chased me. Thats really striking that two different people can have so similar experience in dream... begs the question of it having some sort of reality to it..
  3. I've noticed there isnt a dreams mega thread, even though dreams can be very much like trips. If there are enough interested in sharing and discussing dreams here, mods can add mega thread label to it, but for now I will just leave it, because it might not be that popular. Foreword: I've had insane dreams including Eckhart Tolle, Leo, but i wont write about those because they are from a few years back. But i will mention that they were very profound and were like pointers to the absolute. I often wondered whether the characters in those dreams were really figments of my imagination or real, because Eckhart and Leo really acted as themselves. I fully believe such dreams come from higher up/very deep with intent to teach or show us something, because they are way too elaborate and meaningful. Please share your own that you would classify as that, anything that includes magic/witches/representations of infinity/spiritual teachers/angels/demons all of it. Actual dream: Last night my dream began like a normal dream where I was running away and trying to hide from someone. They kept on finding me , even though they shouldn't have as I was making sure to hide really well and run in a way so they cant see me. I got quite annoyed as it was like they were cheating, and I kept trying to run away when they catch me. It was innocent and fun at first, but later it turned into a nightmare... At one point, I saw Janette McCurdy (the actress) and she was "acting" with others, but in a very malicious way and it was like the others had no right to fight back properly and she kept on laughing and having fun with them any way she liked and laughing at their inability to do anything about it. I was high up on a roof and looking down at this and felt disgusted and angry for them. She was having a blast though! That was when the dream moved into a full on nightmare... I saw this huge and creepy priest who presented himself to one black woman who was pledging her allegiance to him. He said he was the head Mason or something of that nature and then looked directly at me in a very creepy way. Huge red flags popped in my head I felt like i was in the wrong place, even though the whole dream I was half lucid and knew, without thinking about it, that it was all just a dream. But this felt so much more real and all of a sudden I felt my third eye area burning and pulsating while he was looking at me. I immediately started to run and try to hide, but this time as they were chasing me, they were laughing, in the way Janette was "acting" earlier and they were calling me out like a dog and laughing at my attempts to escape. I was caught and they started calling me sweet names while tickling me viciously (dont laugh haha) and trying to force feed me horrible food and appeared like they were treating me like a "sweet puppy", but I was horrified and helpless. They were all female by the way, I might have stepped on some witch's turf. It was horrific, one of the worst nightmares I have ever had since childhood, because not only I was being abused, but at the same time they were all sounding so innocent as if they were playing with and loving a real puppy. They kept saying who's a good doggy, and I cried out at one point, I clearly remember this: "I am not a dog, I am a human being!" and was crying tears and trying to push them away but kept failing and they kept laughing...... As they were force feeding me horrible food, they were shouting menacingly to "EAT IT" and laughing, and tickling me, which felt real, I am really ticklish to death.... And I've had dreams in my childhood of demons with millions of fingers tickling me and it felt worse than death, because you can't escape..... I think it was at that point that I woke up and was so thankful that I did... It felt like hell, even so much so that now if you read this, you would not think that it was this horrible as I am trying out to make it...People pretending to be good and doing you harm while pretending are so much worse psychologically speaking... They would be those people in society which everyone thinks they are good, but in the shadows they are doing horrific things that no one will find out about (at least that's what they believe). I wonder if anyone here has had a dream where they felt their third eye pulsating? That shit freaked me out seriously because I know this sensation from real life and usually in dreams I would not feel real sensations... It was like after the third eye activation, in the dream, I was more real there and they could finally abuse me for real...... Crazy AF, now I need to go pray or something... Looking forward to reading anyone elses epic dreams, perhaps something more positive and less illuminati and evil witch related to balance it out haha!
  4. Found this bad trip report on youtube while listening to horror stories and such. Insane, but in line with some things I have experienced during my own "trip" that was non drug induced and turned sour. I am not as good at representing my experiences in words, but listening to this experience I can draw so many parallels, like when he talks about the machine which for me was like a quantum computer that I thought I was communicating with and also about the homosexual demons... lol... But my experience, since it wasnt LSD induced, was quite a lot more realistic, I did not see demons, it was real people. Everything was realistic, as real as it can get, I just thought I was in another dimension but enough rambling about my experience which I cannot represent well enough in words anyway lol. Listen from the timestamp if you are interested in these! Its very good and whoever wrote it has a way with words
  5. I find it easier to write a program to raise the vibration of the universe in all directions and dimensions than to clean my room hehe
  6. Isn't that gaslighting right here, to tell me what i imagined or not.. Obviously for some you guys everything is imaginary even me eating breakfast. So no point debating much further. These experiences of meeting these beings were as real as eating food today is - thats what I would say. And not so fast.. Its just a story you're telling me and there is no evidence, I directly disprove it in my direct experience but sadly I cannot show you footage. And even if I did, your belief that its imaginary will prevail again, because thats the weed belief you keep feeding (yes from my view its just a belief system you're showing here). If one is even half awake, they know they don't know. It seems pretty egoic to think you are alone, and being God too... Spirituality was about at least lowering the ego, right, not become the one and only ego in existence lmao. I prefer people just say they are nothing or ask "who?".
  7. That's a word, I want hard evidence I have spoken to beings who had access to a hive mind and who could read my mind and have also spoken with the devil who took over my friend once. Very intelligent dude I must say, he can trick you into anything. (i am not joking about these things, but would you believe me at my word? I have no evidence for you, just hearsay like yourself) My awareness is different to your awareness, because mine has a different quality attached: a bullshit detector ♥
  8. There are others, there is no universe without u and i heheh You have no proof of another? Where is your proof there is no other?
  9. Your heart is beating, God can take that away from you. I've had an experience or visions of the judgement day, as i felt like I am immortal. I felt the fear, as my heart tensed and I was shown that I am not. God gives and God takes. God has you. But thank God it is loving, or at least has aspects that love. With all the rationalisations and realisations that you are awareness and that you are infinite consciousness or whatever ( same thing), you still do not want your heart to stop. Touch your chest, Jesus is there with you, giving you warmth
  10. Perfect. Trust your instincts. Look at children as your spiritual ideal, they will lead you to actual heaven. No mistake in Jesus' words: be as children to enter the kingdom. You are not dreaming. This is not a dream. It's God's playground and your brain will get fried like that if you try to ingest infinity and you enter some hellscape. Be innocent and not knowing. You are a child of God, not God. Your mistake is you take yourself asGod with your current world view of being the only dream and dreamer. Do you think children have this problem?
  11. To be honest it happened rather quickly and even a moment before that I felt that im looking from my sock's perspective. I freaked out a little and opened my eyes before the soul completely leave the body. I didn't know i might be dead so I opened my eyes and was laying there.
  12. Some profound shit right here. I've had a different experience long ago where I somehow had a view from the ceiling and I saw something many would consider "soul" coming out of the top of my body. It was funny because many identify as this Soul/ghost thing that comes out, but I was clearly something else that was watching both from bird eye view. Insane shit, i opened my eyes and everything was normal again. I did not have any boundless sensation like you, more like I didnt feel anything, i was nothing perhaps
  13. Here is a documentary of Bentinho's type of cult
  14. Bullshit brother, he needed parents , a mom and a dad, in order to have the fingers and brain to write to you. In the razor edge of the present moment, you may be right, but in that razor edge present moment, there is no Batman, so the one who wrote it needs parents and you better start crying for your relatives that you have turned into nothing through your belief system, mister Batman. I had a spiritual experience once, simply by deeply remembering my father who died when I was 10. Actual fucking fireworks in my brain and experience of my brain becoming a wave and then solidifying again wiith other strange and interesting quantum occurrences. No bs spiritual shit that cannot be talked about ;D
  15. Waste of time. Spiritual teachers must be in line with love on a deep level, otherwise what they say is poisoned milk. Someone like Matt Kahn, you just know the love is beeming through him. What Bentinho is, is a very clever guy, who is able to fake it very well, being able to intellectualise things and present them simply . apparently to get laid.