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If you login you can play the dream killer videos and read a write up here: https://www.actualized.org/myproducts/newsletter-bonus #1 Fear of Failure The Truth: So your proposed alternative is settling for mediocrity? Life is not as simple as you think. There is rarely true failure. Sure, there is no guarantee that your next business venture will succeed, but you are discounting the valuable insights and progress you'd make even if you failed in the short-term. You're looking at failure in a completely unresourceful and limiting way. Failure is how the best people in the world succeed. You fail, fail, fail... then you get success. #10 Fear of Success The Truth: It depends on what you mean by success. I'm talking about feelings — the ultimate goal. You have no idea how much better you can feel when you're living a fully engaged life. It's not a matter of having more money or a prestigious position. When you're on purpose and living your vision, you will feel a deep sense of pride, satisfaction, joy, excitement, and gratitude. Your fear of death will melt away. These are the greatest feelings in the world and cannot be bought with any amount of money. This level of success IS much more than it's cracked up to be. If you're just after money, then you're probably right, it won't be that fulfilling. As far as stress goes, 95% of stress depends completely on your inner game, not external circumstances. There are many ways to deal with stress.

Wish I had posted this picture too.

Happy Birthday Leo 🥳 🎂 🤯 ♾️ 💖!!

Did you know that every 11 years Easter falls on 4/20, and 4/20 is Hitler's birthday!! I learned that from a stoned guy.

Thanks @Nemra!

A google powered search bar can always be found in the first pinned topic of the "Personal Development -- [Main]" forum.

@Princess Arabia Leo actually made a follow up video that addresses a lot of this stuff. I think his follow up video is better than the original. https://www.actualized.org/insights/extra-insights-about-good-intentions I also made a summary of it years ago that might interest you:

Lemon tek makes shrooms more potent because you're absorbing the psilocin directly. Taking it on an empty stomach also makes it stronger. Eating makes shrooms less potent because the digestion process is slower. The shrooms will be competing with food for absorption. Eating a little bit can be good for masking the taste of the shrooms. Lemon tek doesn't taste too bad but it's still shroomy. If you're eating, it's best to chop or grind it up so that it absorbs well.

Lemon tek is the best method. Lots of videos about it on Youtube.

Thanks everyone!! Glad you find it helpful. I noticed a few posts can't be found by Google. Not sure why. Takes one to know one

Hey everyone, I created a search bar for Leo’s blog that you can find here. There’s also a “Blog Quote Roulette” button that will take you to a random quote from Leo’s blog. The “Back to Index” button will take you to the blog index here on the forum. The search bar is powered by Google. It’s just wrapped up in some CSS so that you don’t have to keep retyping stuff. You should still read his post on how to search the blog using google. Enjoy!

Some notes on the search bar: • The “Blog Quote Roulette” button will take you to a random quote from Leo’s blog. • You should still read the post on How To Search This Blog using google. eg: site:actualized.org/insights/ “Fat Leo” (Make sure there’s a space between “/insights/” and what you’re searching for.)

Thanks guys!! Maybe I should post more just to flex my status

Are you familiar with Dr. K’s work at Healthy Gamer? He’s the patron saint of stressed out, burnt out, over achieving, gifted Asian kids. He specializes in helping out people in your situation. Sounds like you’re going through the perfectionistic form of procrastination. I’d explain it, but Dr. K does a better job. This is very common and normal when it comes to high stakes situations. Luckily, there are ways to diffuse and process those emotions so that they’re no longer getting in the way of you taking action. The main thing is cultivating detachment.

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