Yali

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  1. I took one hit of a THC vape and depersonalized for 3+ hours
    I took one hit of a THC vape and depersonalized for 3+ hours
    I've reacted very sensitive to cannabis. Most in a bad and horrifying way. No insight or spiritual wisdom was gained in ~100 cannabis experiences. Have not consumed it since 4 years.
    Psychedelics are the exact opposite for me. It takes about three times the usual dosages to feel LSD or Shrooms. Never had a purely bad experience. Massive and long term life altering Insights had been gained. 
    If your mind is clear and collected, psychedelics is meditation times X. Ask yourself how meditation compares to being stoned. 
     

  2. Ramana Maharshi
    Ramana Maharshi
    If you do 200 breakthrough 5-MeO-DMT trips and desconstruct absolutely everything in your mind as I teach, you will realize what I'm telling you is true. And you will never again listen to any guru or spiritual teaching. You won't need them. You will be God. But you will also be completely alone, forever.

  3. Developing a unique distinct voice
    Developing a unique distinct voice
    Practice a lot.
    Record yourself. Speak out loud to yourself. Project your voice. Speak from your belly. Do vocal exercises like speaking the alphabet with various intonations. Practice speaking slow vs fast. Exercise your tongue and mouth before speaking. Practice singing. Speak about things you're really passionate about and know well.

  4. fears about going into long term relationship
    fears about going into long term relationship
    @NoN-RaTiOnAL Be patient and let your relationship play itself out. Things will become more clear as you sleep with her more over the months. In the meantime contain your cravings or fulfill them with her.
    Porn is also good here.

  5. The price of spiritual retreats! 10k+
    The price of spiritual retreats! 10k+
    Sheep get milked

  6. The price of spiritual retreats! 10k+
    The price of spiritual retreats! 10k+
    200 trips x 30mg of 5-MeO-DMT = 6 grams x $150/g = $900
    There. Saved you $100,000 and 20 years of gurus bullshiting you with their useless pointers.

  7. The price of spiritual retreats! 10k+
    The price of spiritual retreats! 10k+
    Happy testimonials?
    You mean the oldest grift on the internet?

  8. I'm confused: is pickup high or low consciousness?
    I'm confused: is pickup high or low consciousness?
    Bullshit
    That can be done occasionally, but not consistently. It's not even worth working such girls when so many single ones around.
    Most girls are pretty loyal. And if she's cheating then the relationship is probably already on the rocks.

  9. I'm confused: is pickup high or low consciousness?
    I'm confused: is pickup high or low consciousness?
    Dude, stop caring about it, Just develop yourself and talk to more girls. You will find girls who are super loyal.

  10. I'm confused: is pickup high or low consciousness?
    I'm confused: is pickup high or low consciousness?
    Yes
    That's not possible.
    You can't even get 90% of single women to make out with you.
    You can't make her do what she don't want to do.

  11. I'm confused: is pickup high or low consciousness?
    I'm confused: is pickup high or low consciousness?
    True, but in this case my game was on fire and the set could not have been run better. She was as attracted to me as a girl can be. I feel confident that no PUA could close that girl.
    Makeouts are so easy they don't mean anything.
    Many girls will even rationalize a BJ as not cheating.

  12. I'm confused: is pickup high or low consciousness?
    I'm confused: is pickup high or low consciousness?
    I tried to pull a married chick, just to see how far I can get. She really fell for me. But even so, I was able to make out with her, but unable to pull her into her bathroom. We made 3ft from her bathroom. So it's not so easy.

  13. How do I be less logical with a girl and more emotional?
    How do I be less logical with a girl and more emotional?
    Get drunk one night and talk to girls. Notice how non-logical you are.
    Then do that sober.

  14. I'm confused: is pickup high or low consciousness?
    I'm confused: is pickup high or low consciousness?
    The issue isn't the sex itself but the process of acquring the sex. That's what's low con.

  15. I'm confused: is pickup high or low consciousness?
    I'm confused: is pickup high or low consciousness?
    I would certainly not let my gf go to a Vegas club by herself.
    No girl expects to suck a stranger's dick. But it happens quite frequenty. Girls take no responsibility for sex happening. It's just an accident in their heads.

  16. I had 5 cold approaches done. Terrible.
    I had 5 cold approaches done. Terrible.
    Done 2 in lunch time, and 3 in the afternoon. The last 2 was on the open street, and the first 1 was with her friends.
       Girl #1, I did basic approach, greeted and asked how are you while giving her my hand. Felt nervous but flipped that to excitement,  and did mostly what I mentally rehearsed in my mind. She says fine, and my subconscious picks up she's not, from her face and body. Small talked about stuff in context, did a bunch of observation statements, escalated one moment by leaning in, giving a quick look down to her chest while in convo. Didn't get the signal I wanted, and smoothly ended the small talk with no number. Not that the number counted, I had the feeling the girl isn't right for me.
       Girl # 2, same as girl #1, except when I began with observation first and god hand, she gave me a nasty look when I gave her a compliment. I did observation statement from that,  and flipped it around to her in a funny way, in a question back like "Oh, maybe you don't like being cute? Do you prefer being called minty instead? I think it suits you better...and I like the plant way more ". That eased her off a bit, and the convo started and it turned wierd when I storied about myself with humour. When she asked me what I do, I told her I did gardening and cooking, and loved plants, and she reminded me of the mint, she asked why, and I mentioned it really prefered the stir fry instead of the oven. Somehow she was responding pretty well with that, and I managed to get her number,  but I decided to delete it and move on, don't like it.
       Girl #3 and #4, they were together. Yes, I managed to get both their numbers, because at this time I decided to go crazy with the non verbals and verbals, observation statements and atory telling to the ninth degree. However, 80% of that were lies, but I was surprised that I was successful in getting a stronger reaction from girl #4.
       Girl # 5 I decided to be a little bit creepy and depressed a bit, to play the doomer game. I actually managed to pull this off too. No number, but I got a lot of sympathy from the girl, because i was careful in how I told her a story, with lots of ups and downs emotionally.
       That's that. Only questions I have are where do you think I could and could've improved on my approaches? They were technically day games but the last two were at night.
       

  17. I'm confused: is pickup high or low consciousness?
    I'm confused: is pickup high or low consciousness?
    The thing with pickup is that a lot of the times it's viewed as this low-consciousness endeavour. In many ways it is: chasing women is quite an animalistic thing to do in general. In particular, here is a list of things I find to be "low consciousness" about pickup, though there are definitely more things than this:
     The fact that there are "games" that we need to play in order to communicate sexual attraction to women. I don't know how true this is, but it is true to an extent: women prefer aggressive assholes to dudes that are purely nice (if they had to pick between those two extremes). The ego-boosting that often comes with getting a lay. You're using concepts to make yourself feel like you're the absolute shit. At the same time though, I would say there are many high-consciousness attributes of pickup in general and even the pickup community in general. What I say about the pickup community isn't really based on extensive familiarity with it though, moreso just a few pickup youtube channels I've seen:
    Facing social anxiety Being able to fully express who you are Learning to instantly connect with strangers Improvement of self-esteem - interestingly, maybe improvement of self-esteem and the "ego-boost" quality are two sides of the same coin, but one side is considered "high-consciousness" and the other low!  I'm just baffled that pickup, considered to be low-consciousness by many, actually has many high-consciousness attributes. It's funny that a lot of pickup people on YouTube that I've seen basically say that the best part of pickup is the part where you're in a state of total self-expression. I've also heard this warning a lot that getting laid won't suddenly fix all your problems etc. 

  18. I'm confused: is pickup high or low consciousness?
    I'm confused: is pickup high or low consciousness?
    Hahaha
    If only people knew of the 20 min BJs my wings get in bathrooms from girls with bfs.

  19. Is Actualized.org bad for average people?
    Is Actualized.org bad for average people?
    Leo's content is (for the most part) great.
    This forum is where the crazies gather. 

    If you are 17, you should focus on building a life for yourself. 
    Forget the hardcore spiritual stuff for now and just start with a simple meditation practice. 
    Build a strong fundament, focus on practical stuff.
    Learn how to do basic things like cooking and cleaning.
    Do some sort of physical activity an a regular basis.
    Find out what do you want to do with your life - pursue a goal and see where it takes you
    Become good at something. Grasp the financial aspect of life.
    Learn how to think. Acquire a strong work ethic. Face your fears.
    Get your sexual life in order - gather experience in that field.
    Most importantly: Have fun. Go out. Socialize! 

    Thats what you should do in your 20's and sometimes even early 30's.
    Add more spiritual stuff after you have built some sort of fundament! 

  20. Benthino Massaro
    Benthino Massaro
    that's mental. what a waste of 20 grand. can buy a tab of lsd for like $10. none of these guys are above anyone. matt kahn has started offering online "healing sessions" for $400 a pop. No one is worth that much money to talk on zoom for 30 minutes.

  21. Adventures In Vegas
    Adventures In Vegas
    There is no clear dosage. It's a vape pen. You puff until you hit the right state.
    DMT dosage also strongly depends on how deeply you inhale and hold it. So there is no way to quantify that.

  22. Need help for having successful dates
    Need help for having successful dates
    Make a rule that when you get the urge to escalate but feel afraid she might rebuff you, just escalate anway.
    Force yourself to do it as soon as the urge arises and despite any fear. If you feel fear, escalate! Force her to push you back.
    And pay close attention to your urges. As a man you must be open and congruent about your desire. If you like her tits or ass, don't hide that. Own it. Wear your sexuality on your sleeve rather than trying to be proper. Accuse her of turning you on: "This is your fault."
    If she rebuffs you, just dial it back a bit and retry in 5 mins.
    Same mindset applies to leading. As soon as you get the urge to bounce, do it, even if you are afraid she will not comply. Handle non-compliance after it happens, not before.

  23. Adventures In Vegas
    Adventures In Vegas
    MALT

  24. We all have unique genetics ....
    We all have unique genetics ....
    Yeah, of course we did. Since you are unable to present any legit counter arguments to what I've written in my last 3 posts.

     
    No, my preventative measure is to have a long term strategy for dealing with heavy metal exposure. I will try to design my life in such a way that will reasonably minimize the amount of heavy metals that I come in contact with. 

    So right now, I might not be able to go live in the mountains and install the most advanced water filtering system at my house. But I can stop eating salmon, I can start buying bottled water from the producer I trust the most, and I can rent an apartment a bit further away from the city centre or a highway.

    I also plan to start doing regular heavy metal chelation periods at least once every few years once I am able to afford it.

    All of that will definitely minimize my risks of getting my life randomly fucked up by heavy metal exposure while still not being too much of an inconvenience. The good thing about heavy metals is that they won't kill you over night so the only thing you really need to do is to not be lazy and myopic, and to take long-term preventative measures.
     

  25. Can a man-made computer become conscious?
    Can a man-made computer become conscious?
    1) Truth is everywhere. You don't need to go in a cave.
    2) I'm not basking in bliss 24/7. And I still have cravings. The level of consciousness necessary to be in constant bliss is very difficult to make constant. If you were able to reach that point then you probably would just live in a cave because no material pleasure could match it.
    You will be lucky to glimpse Truth for a few minutes. Never mind making it your constant baseline state.