Zeroguy

I am in psychosis and paranoia it started 40 minutes ago. We will see how much it will last. I am not feeling well.

Paranoid thoughts and feelings are real problem. My psychiatrist doubled my dose of anti psychotics but still they don't work. I take haldol and Clozapine. Clozapine is for treatment resistant schizophrenia.

I haven't spoke to J. and S. today. I started being into personal development started watching his old video.Soirituality and epistemic stuff I will skip. Suffered paranoia today for few hours.

No.

Just got delivered new washing machine. Started chatting with S.

😂

I told my psychiatrist about everything I learned from actualized.org and she wrote delusions . I got prescribed anti psychotics and they worked.

Maybe you are deluded but it's hard for you to realize it. You surrounded yourself with ego manics , narcissists, mentally ill people etc. Try for 28 days to not listen (and talk about) spiritual content and just do normal human things. Bye bye forum welcome freedom.

Bring strawberries, champagne and ice cream.

I still would wish to be epistemic pervert then to accept "the truth" people were (just 🦜ing Leo) trying to push on me.

See even if it's that you picked just one line you are still using it.

0 % I don't believe I am God. Just random human , thinking and doing human things. I don't need ego bust of Godhood to have self confidence or be effective in this world.

Woken up at 6:00 am. Took a shower, brushed my teeth and made coffee for me and my father. Went to mental hospital to take some documents and reports I need to claim disability. Went to grocery shop. Cleaned bathroom. Made lunch. Talked with J. over the phone.

Started collecting documents for getting disability payments. Right now I am in mental hospital to get some papers needed.

@Someone here Thanks. I understand this place a bit better. So do you believe in solipsism, that you are God? What is your own perspective on things. What is your truth?