You need to experiment.
Make one short film just to see how it feels and how you like it. Do some photography and see how you feel about it. And run other experiments.
Do not wait for classes to teach you how to do these things. Whatever you are passionate about, start doing it today on your own.
When I was your age I was doing a dozen different things: making video games, making art, building RC cars, making explosives, doing philosophy, creating Ebay businesses, building websites, writing fiction, etc.
You gotta forget the doubt and just take lots of action. Don't overthink your passions, just start doing them.

Yes! Humans are ants. There is nothing you can do to change that.
DMT shows you things no human is meant to see. Which is why it is outlawed.
Your parents told you not to do drugs. Now you understand why.

Not so fast. A car crash is too objective to deny. But it's very easy to convince yourself that a girl wanted you even if she didn't. I'm sure Brand feels innocent. He may not even have memory of those nights.
I'm sure even Tate genuinely believes he's not a rapist. The mind's capacity for denial and self-justification is insane.

10 years in pickup is way too long, haha. That was the issue.
The point of pickup is to learn the skills and get your cravings satisfied and then find a girlfriend and chill out. Not to go clubbing for 10 years in a row.
You just over-did it.

You are so young. Of course it is normal for you to have all these doubts. At 26 you don't really know yourself. It takes until about 35-40 to really fully come to know yourself, your values, your dealbreakers, your personality.
More life experience is the best way to come to know yourself. Sometimes you gotta just err on the side of doing something rather than nothing. Mistakes are a big part of how you learn your values.
If you want kids, finding a partner who also wants kids is pretty important. Compromising on that probably won't work.
Do not be envious of fools who make confident life decisions in their 20s. That confidence is mostly fake and their lives are not as complex as yours because they are just doing conformity, not serious self-actualization like you. It is easy to confidently and mindlessly have kids with the wrong person. That is not something to envy.

You can be around normies as long as you don't have to live by their corrupt ways. But if you are too close to them long enough they will rope you into their corrupt ways.
Which is why the wise live at a safe distance.
Sick people always rope you into their sickness because they do not know health.

Because that's what lower consciousness creates. And God isn't just high consciousness, its the entire gamut of Consciousness.
God holds space for all lower forms of consciousness.
The lower the consciousness the more sadistic it is. Sadism is part of Consciousness.

Whatever helps your development the most. Whatever makes you stronger and better positioned in life, more capable in the future.
It's like investing in yourself.

This work has nothing to do with superiority. You are merely seeking greater consciousness of God. If you do that seriously it will automatically make you superior. But that is irrelevant because Consciousness is the only thing that matters.
As an adult among children you know you are so superior that it doesn't even need to be said or thought.
This work will make you an adult among children, a lion among sheep, an eagle among pidgeons, a whale among fish, an alien among men.

@theoneandnone You can think of it as pure Goodness.
Imagine if Goodness existed as a pure abstraction.
Well, it does. That's what Infinity/Consciousness is.

It goes even deeper. That's just the beginning.
The Love is insane.

It depends on your genetics.

Being normie doesn't maximize anything. It's just an easy path toward mediocre levels of happiness.

I don't think he needs your best wishes.
Remember, when a girl freely chooses to sleep with you, it's cause she likes you and thinks you're cool.

You are young as fuck. Just don't waste any more time.

"Most men lead lives of quiet desperation."
The suffering and misery is there, but it's masked over with addictions, distractions, and rationalizations.

This is how just every adult I know lives.

The best place to order psychedelics.
@Leo Gura, have you been there?

I have a question for those of you who are experienced with 5MeO-DMT / 5MeO-MALT psychedelics as well as with long-hours meditation. 
Have you ever reached God states / Infinite / Love states your reach on 5MeOs but during meditation?  
Please only answer if you have had direct experience / experiences because i do not want to know about your ideas or believes regarding this topic. 
Thank u. 

Ketamine is so inferior to psychedelics.

Of course he think Covid was a hoax. Because Covid lockdowns stopped him from gaming.
It's just unconscious survival 101 followed by rationalizations.
He does whatever suits his survival. Trump suits his survival because Trump is a con-artist and pickup is con-artistry.
If sucking goat dick helped Owen improve his game, he would be for it. This isn't complicated.

Well, it's nothing personal. It's just unconsciousness.
Is a rat bad for being a rat? No. That's just it's level of consciousness and it can't know any better. It's just a survival machine.
Humans are just survival machines and there's nothing personal about it.

There exists a supernatural domain of consciousness which is so advanced that no words can communicate it to you.
It is like trying to explain human consciousness to an ant.
Humans are just ants. Nothing more. Nothing humans understand means anything from a higher POV. This includes nonduality and enlightenment and all human spirituality. All of it is ant stuff.
Words can only do so much, which is why I like the idea of chemical retreats. The real work is in the chemicals, not in my talking. The chemical can show you what words never can.

I don’t eat McDonalds, but I do occasionally eat fast food like chipotle, Bosnian grill or Popeyes/fried chicken sandwiches.
I don’t have a chef, I cook myself mostly.
I didn’t use to eat at restaurants that often, but now I am trying different cuisines.

It is group-think and conformity. People get slowly boiled alive into academia like a frog. After 12 years of schooling + 4 years undergrad your mind is so brainwashed and paradigm-locked you can't tell up from down without a double blind placebo controlled Harvard study.
That's how the Matrix gets ya!