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Why don't you focus on your senses instead of concepts, theories? If you want to evolve from a monkey to an alien, then explore this world and understand the mechanisms behind the illusion. If you want ego death and let existence be, then let it be. Personally, I'd rather admit that I know nothing. Don't fall into the "I know everything" trap.

Yea so dangerous these ideas.. God knows what the OP is capable of with thoughts like these! .. I believe our primary source of "alien" knowledge/technology comes from spirit channeling/communication. It's multi dimensional. We're being distracted with all this flying saucer stuff.

Understanding this is really good to see how little control one ultimately has. You didn't make your body, hair, clothes, bed, house, wood, air, friends, electrical systems etc. And yet it claims you can do anything your little ego bunk head wants if it thinks the right way. Even in theory if you could, just simply what is your experience, you make it all yourself? Ya dumb fuck. Sorry, felt funny to say, I totally believed this show myself for years, huge fan, owned the bashar forum and all, and even years after studying real spirituality directly, and proper intellectual understanding, I still didn't realize how off big pappy alien was though I didn't pay much attention later to it, but realized later on review the wrongness and negative impact it had me at the time when I first started, which was psychotic, I just wrote that off to 'well must have been the mushroom trip, father passing, and some weird experience', but seeing that teaching in detail again made me realize how plain false it was in some regard, and how unbalancing absorbing that information constantly was for me, he speaks it like a real authority as well, it's quite a modern day scandal I would say, or modern, it has been going on for 30+ years even. I guess that shows the power of confidence and authority, group think. And trust, and wanting to put someone on a perfect pedestal leader. And he actually succeeded, he is still regarded as a high figure in the spiritual scene I think, most watched figure on BATGP, it's not all bad though but it can actually kind of fuck up the vulnerable kind. As having a good teacher is like the best thing that could happen to you, so the reverse could be said to be true for shitty teachers, even if they are partly amazing. Ralston's new video fits perfectly

@Average Investor yeah, I'm mostly happy with what I do these days, because I'm always trying to change my working environment in ways that helps me to optimise my performance, and I'm usually successful in that. But at the same time, I feel myself constrained and not understood by my peers. I often feel like an alien: I can't make my visions and actions accepted, or at least understood despite the fact I'm told to be an excellent communicator. Maybe all I need is a new environment, a new set of coworkers, or start having my own clients?

On one hand I like a lot of her content, although I dont watch much anymore, I liked her stuff about defragmentation, and she has a lot of good content. On the other she has a vibe like an alien that learnt how to be a human. I'm not sure if it's her delivery or what, she also seems to have a cultish type feel to her, I wouldn't put her in the class of top tier gurus but I can see how she could help people. Infinite waters on the other hand is basically an actor, doesn't seem authentic at all -

This is sleep paralysis and the vibrational stage that proceeds astral projection. You can train your mind to help you project from that position you were in of the trembling/vibrations, so when you try to move, instead of being stuck, you will move, literally get up out of your body with an astral body, pretty much like a ghost body. And you will be out, in another sort of realm. Like a more subtle dream like version of this world. You can fly you can go anywhere your mind can muster up once you’ve got the hang of it. You can also end up places you don’t really fancy being at all. Can be quite disturbing at first as you will encounter entities, human like, alien like, all sorts of weird things. It’s amazing what you find you hold in your subconscious. And all’s this whilst laying in your bed a sleep. Very much like lucid dreaming but there’s a different feel about it, it’s hard to describe. This can feel ultimately real, as real as your everyday waking life, but a bit more dreamy. As real as it seems though, it is all just still imagination, projection of your own mind. But a very interesting one to say the least, and you can do it all without the use of psychedelics or any substance, just by going to sleep but learning how to remain aware. I spent about a year exploring this state of consciousness, very intriguing. But what I found was that people seem to get stuck on the idea, and the way it manifests seems to trick those that do it that this is their destination when they die. I’ve come to realise that this is not the case, and is just more projection, of this particular life your living right now. Great fun nonetheless though I’d advise anyone to have a pop at it. If interested I used ryan croppers techniques to get me there I found on YouTube if that’s any use to you, and it took me about a month to 6 weeks to nail it before I had my first experience. I won’t lie I shit myself at first, but then it became a great experience as I worked out the ins and outs of what was actually going on. Now I don’t try, it’ll just happen spontaneously from time to time I’m not fussed about it anymore, but I make the most of it if it does happen. It’s an area of consciousness that’s interesting, but your not going to get to the depths of reality through it, that’s far and away beyond astral projection

I see only reason they would be hiding these technologies is because the people could be in control which would be a threat to our government. We could create free sustainable energy and be actually be Free. Money wouldn’t be an issue and we wouldn’t need an economy. Steven Greer is totally on to something with his alien contact method, he’s totally bringing evidence to this topic which is indeed we need. Sometimes I totally believe the government has a treaty with the aliens. I don’t see why they haven’t showed themselves more lol.

Hi DrewNows. I agree, we don't know anything for certain which is why we need to both keep ourselves open, but remain healthily skeptical, or we are putting ourselves, on all levels, at risk of being taken advantage of. Spiritual abuse is one of the most harmful forms of abuse and happens only when trusting people put their faith completely in a guru who drops incredible truth bombs and has likely awoken his kundalini, but still has a large shadow he cannot see. The same can be said for putting your belief wholesale in a political ideology, a religious leader, a channeller who charges astronomical sums of money for "truth" from ""a multi-dimensional extra-terrestrial being" (with a PayPal account)," https://skeptoid.com/blog/2014/01/19/everything-you-need-to-know-about-paul-ankas-cousin-and-his-multi-dimensional-alien-friend/ As soon as you believe fully, you become closed to other possibilities and this can be very harmful in myriad ways, especially if you are vulnerable.

I mean, if you can love things, then that's great, but what do you need a teaching for how to live then? He says, do what you like, don't worry about the outcome, and life will support you (cuz trust me, I am an alien from the future).. jfc.. Anyways, not to mention it's quite naive, it also implies a sort of gain from experience. 'Do this!! Very important!!! And don't expect anything! Then it will work!!' If you don't expect anything, what needs to work, for what? Why do anything? It's a mess of a teaching, it has typically good spiritual info also, but it's largely raving mad based on spiritual materialism and special experience of 'higher beings' and 'a better future', (if you act well), it's typical religion in that sense actually. And ye, I watched and experienced and experimented with it for years. It looks cool and blew my mind because it has some truth, that's what makes this ordeal kind of dangerous actually, it's a mix of the good and the bad with a loud mouth 'higher' authority.

Just imagine that you have no body and seeing as you seeing now. You will have become all place as nothing. Alien, mirror, your body all identical. When you look at the mirror, your mom, alien or chair, you are looking at yourself.

When I'm looking in the mirror, I see an alien on the other side. It stares into my eyes and makes similar movements. Yet we can't shake hands. Is that my image or there's some weird entity trapped on the other side of the mirror?

Biggest Fears and Resistance's that came up during this morning's 20 breath-focused attempted meditation: Future imagined suffering and daily hardships in a probable low wage and toxic culture work environment where I would feel lonely and isolated - since I am now going to lose my state-financed student privilege along with it my deceased mother's pension benefits, which kept me for working and allowed me just to coast on being a disciplined and committed student (of passing the necessary exam quota's in order to keep being financed by the state and keep these pension benefits) which was the only secondary source of income apart from my father's hard work (I worry also a lot that he is slowly getting too old (58 years old), unhealthier physically (a bit obese) and more neurotic and oversensitive and handicapped psychologically for stress tolerance and the workloads he has taken upon him self at the private foreign language school as teacher of basics in English and German (often strong anger and stress outburst directed towards me if I made mistake with a chore or my perceived state of passivity, inaction, fatalism and depression during the pandemic crisis peek here and my confused state about my plans and actions for the future now). The fear and doubt is that he can't keep being the sole breadwinner anymore in the upcoming months or few years (depending), and my fear and dread is that while I was procrastinating and avoiding this possible future with distractions, fantasizing, entertainment and pleasure on and off while not being consistent in building a work discipline, tests, and risks with some work experience (as a bartender for example once) to toughen for tough times or securing through the necessary exam quota the family pension through the state-financed status, that burden will fall solely on my shoulders to work and provide for us two (my father might though soon receive a sort of retirement family pension guarantee, we will have to see it's still in the not known) - and that I am grossly unprepared both mentally and physically for that radical change of life experience, style, and organization requirements of working low wage physically and mental concentration and focus demanding job and being able to have the willpower, discipline and organization to study and go to faculty as well. These are my fears of the imagined closed future and regrets for the constant ignoring and my distraction with entertainment, escape to a fantasy land (living soon in Canada, YT) to avoid it and accept the difficulties and change required for it in order to keep the lifestyle at my apartment that I have. -I will see to correct this Grammarly and write it more coherently, I have written this in a hurry to write out my repetitive thought patterns of worry and fear of the drastically perceived life future that keep coming up when I sit down to meditate in the morning. The Canada travel thing not happening anywhere in the near future, that I am just fantasizing and getting confirmation bias by my father who is fantasizing of retiring there as well. being alien and isolated from my own's country's culture, values, and worldviews imagined and expected fear of that close uncertain work environment and disciplined life organizing future, that paralyzes me to plan ahead for actions and to keep in mind, staying focused and concentrated on daily habits (that are in the present, regarding studying and helping other people and accomplishing tasks of favors family and other people asked me to do) of commitments I had planned in advance thought patterns of anxiety and fear over the radical requirement and sacrifice of reorganizing and disciplining my life and mind in the unknown workspace and the fear of the time spent there fitting in and being able to have basic solidarity with colleagues thought patterns of deep hatred and dismissiveness towards the culture and people in this country and where I will maybe be working (very patriarchal, order and command-oriented, judgemental, oriented towards physical strength, brash, etc. I know a lot of people who are very kind, nice and forgiving of employee mistakes, but I am projecting the worst-case scenarios which I fear I might encounter and experience for a long period in the future physical labor workplace) fears over possible mistakes (I am not very physically skillful, concentrated, and precise and I am kinda clumsy and slow to respond with my movements) I will be making and the different sleep schedules I will be needing for a physically demanding work environment. I have written this to get out all the thoughts and fear-based feelings that have been plaguing me and kept coming up during my meditation and in my daily thinking and assessment about my near (I expect) future.

@traveler dont fall into the trap of believing that is actually nothing. That, even though it is such an alien experience we humans consider it nothing, there is still an experience there, you need to recognize that. If you had a true experience of nothing how would you know. You couldn't because its absolutely nothing. You can't even know that you experienced it.

In his Conscious Politics series Leo talks about promotion and creation of a singular world government as part of his policy ideas, and it's been something I've been mulling over for the last while. Like many people I used to think such an idea was just a pie-in-the-sky fantasy that sounds nice on paper but ultimately wouldn't work and would cause more problems than it solves, but as I've been increasing my consciousness and looking at world issues on a deeper level, I've come to see the wisdom in such an idea. Think about it - as we move forward in the 21st century, the processes of globalisation, technology, immigration and so on are only going to increase, not decrease. Yes there will be obvious backlashes to these things, as we've already seen to some extent, but the conditions are such that the set-up for increasing global integration is more or less inevitable at this point. Plus, the collective issues the world faces - climate change, income inequality, national tensions - need to have broad, inter-national co-operation in order to solve, not just local governments trying to fix these things piecemeal. Not only that, but, based on what I've observed, a unified "global culture" is already starting to emerge, depending on the places you live and the people you interact with. You could meet, for instance, a woman born in India, raised in Spain, educated in the UK and now living with a Japanese husband in the US, and it will feel completely natural. The old idea of "solid," distinct nation-states that served humanity in the 19th and 20th centuries is starting to lose its cultural hegemony, IMO. So then let's talk about the benefits of increasing government integration between nations. If nations start to come together and operate in a more unified manner, the ability to distribute resources where they're needed will increase massively. For instance, if Canada and the US unite, you could drastically improve the health standards in Alberta by getting rid of the expensive taxes on imported medical technology from the US, which would do a lot to reduce the rates of cancer, heart disease, and so on in that province. Or if France and Germany united, then access to well-built German electric cars would improve dramatically for French drivers, which would do a lot to reduce emissions for France. Plus, if we are to get serious about space travel and colonising other planets, then the only realistic way to do that would be to have as much co-operation between countries as possible, and to share the most amount of resources, time, expertise, etc. possible, because such an undertaking will require these things on a level that a single nation alone wouldn't be able to accomplish. Another benefit would be the obvious reduced risk of war and conflict between nations. If, say, eventually India and Pakistan unite, then the threat of armed conflict between those two countries - as well as the endless blaming each other from both sides, and all the cultural tensions that exist between them - would disappear, as instead arguments over land and resources become mediated through the unified India-Pakistan authority, rather than through trying to negotiate between two different authorities. Of course there are downsides to this too. As national identity is still a key part of most people's psyches, telling people that they will now live in a nation with people who (for the time being) have a distinct language and culture to them won't go over well with a lot of people. Plus, the fact of the matter is that distinct local cultures will be hurt by this - for instance, using the France-Germany scenario, French people will begin to see more German beer, more German words, more German songs in the places they live, and in Germany people will begin to see more French wine, French words, French songs and so on. The ideas of "Frenchness" and "Germanness" would get muddied, and for a lot of people that will seem very alien and confusing, especially in the short term. But the benefits of this over the long-term would be that people begin to feel a sense of connectedness with people they previously didn't - after 50 years of France and Germany being one country, a person born to French parents would no longer see a person born to German parents as an "other", and would at that point probably share the same values, ideas, and even language (a French-German hybrid.) Plus, the two cultures coming together would create benefits too - Germans would learn to appreciate taking life easy and leisurely from French people, and French people would learn punctuality and industriousness from the Germans, which would improve the lives of both peoples. Or, to put it in other words, this new French-German synthesis would be greater than the sum of its parts. Now, obviously such ideas are still relatively far off in the future from happening in real life, but I think for us here at Actualized.org it's a good thing to start thinking about, since it'll help us clearly navigate the direction the world is headed. Prior to WW1 and 2, the idea of an international organisation that works to prevent wars and promote harmony wouldn't have been possible - the two most powerful countries in the world before this - the British Empire and the Germany Empire - would have never agreed to solve their disputes through an impartial international organistion, especially since they had such great success previously using force of arms instead, and the result was the two most destructive wars in human history. But then, the UN was created, and the mechanisms it utilises has helped prevent the two newest most powerful countries on the planet - the USA and the USSR - from going to war with each other. Instead, the UN helped the USA and USSR resolve its disputes diplomatically instead of military, and ended up presiding over the most peaceful and prosperous time in human history (despite some wars in hotspot regions during this time.) So if a Unified World Government seems unlikely or impractical, then just remember so did the UN, and the massive period of peace and prosperity it created. Yes, there will be problems with greater international integration, and no one is saying it will be an easy or straightforward process, but for the sake of humanity's long-term evolution and consciousness, I think it's actually one of the most realistic and practical things we can help create. What is everyone's thoughts on this?

M: The attitude is the fact. Take anger. I may be furious, pacing the room up and down; at the same time I know what I am, a centre of wisdom and love, an atom of pure existence. All subsides and the mind merges into silence. Q: Still, you are angry sometimes. M: With whom am l to be angry and for what? Anger came and dissolved on my remembering myself. It is all a play of gunas (qualities of cosmic matter). When I identify myself with them, I am their slave. When I stand apart, I am their master. "Oops!...I Did It Again..." Not even that. I, did, it, again Q: Can you then help me, the particular person? M: But I do help you always — from within. My self and your self are one. I know it, but you don't. That is all the difference — and it cannot last. Q: It is all well on its own level. But how does it work in daily life? M: The daily life is a life of action. Whether you like it or not, you must function. Whatever you do for your own sake accumulates and becomes explosive; one day it goes off and plays havoc with you and your world. When you deceive yourself that you work for the good of all, it makes matters worse, for you should not be guided by your own ideas of what is good for others. A man who claims to know what is good for others, is dangerous. Q: How is one to work then? M: Neither for yourself nor for others, but for the work's own sake. A thing worth doing is its own purpose and meaning, Make nothing a means to something else. Bind not. God does not create one thing to serve another. Each is made for its own sake. Because it is made for itself, it does not interfere. You are using things and people for purposes alien to them and you play havoc with the world and yourself. Q: When I see something pleasant, I want it. Who exactly wants it? The self or the mind? M: The question is wrongly put. There is no 'who'. There is desire, fear, anger, and the mind says — this is me, this is mine. There is no thing which could be called 'me' or 'mine'. Desire is a state of the mind, perceived and named by the mind. Without the mind perceiving and naming, where is desire? It's already done! Me suffer? Oh no! How dare you presume? I don't suffer. I've put all kinds of systems into place to make sure I don't think thoughts that make me suffer. "You don't think." I don't think! I don't think! I don't think!

I should have been more clear. There's just not enough evidence to prove that aliens or UFOs exist. When I saw Bob on Rogan's podcast I was immediately fascinated. I took a good deal of time to research alien and UFO sightings. I wanted to gather as much evidence as I could, and I was really hoping to find some truth. What I discovered was a lot of untrustworthy sources and contradictory information. At some point, while watching Unidentified I realized that there was just no way of knowing anything for certain. I do think that some people are being honest about what they've seen in the sky, but the question is, what the hell are they seeing? Are they seeing objects from space, or is it government aircraft?

I would not do 5meo near water personally too but I also would not climb up a mountain, skydive, ride a motorcycle but people are free to do whatever they want as long as they are not harming another person. People shoot themselves literal rockets that can explode in the name of discovery. I would never do that unless someone can guarantee me that I would meet a spiritually evolved alien. They have the right of free speech but I don't think they should be judging Leo, in fact, the amount of judgment in general in our society is way too high

I don’t clearly understand if this is an actual first awakening or half-awakening. Thanks @Leo Gura for all the teachings, leading to this. It was SO INTENSE!!! Setting: my car, in the peace of the fields. Evening. Dosage: 13 mg of 4-HO-MET plugged Meditation: 45 mins just before the plugging Intention: further healing, and shooting for a first awakening --- REPORT --- --- Deep relaxation I relax in the backseat, and enjoy the sound of nature, as my car is immersed in the green fields. The medicine is very slow to come up this time. It’s so peaceful, so heartwarming, so relaxing. I can stay here forever. The night is my friend. I enjoy this semi-sleep for about 20 mins. Then I sit up again. Wait a moment…. Why am I still normal? Ok, I feel a lot more peaceful and happier, but… I’m still so normal… Did I take a wrong dosage? This dosage is higher than the previous one, it SHOULD give me a powerful sensation. Nothing. I’m just peaceful and relaxed. NO VISUALS. NO PSYCH SENSATIONS. NO HIGHER CONSCIOUSNESS. NOTHING!!!! What the hell?!? --- Visuals are useless. Look closer, look closer…. I start to feel frustrated and dissatisfied. “Ok, I have no other choice than to try to boost the chemical with self inquiry.” I start to look inside my perceptions to find where I am. “Where am I? Where is my actual Presence? What am I made of?” And I fully concentrate on the sensations, emptying the mind. Nothing actually happens. . . . . I lay again on the backseat, fetal position. I look at the frontseat before my eyes. OH MY GOD WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?!? I MUST BE GOING CRAZY! The frontseat before my eyes has a totally WEIRD texture to it… It is made of a weird millimetric and geometrical pattern, very similar to fractals…. I look closer. Oh my freaking god they are indeed thousands of perfectly aligned and geometrical fractals!!!! Oh my god!!!! It’s so INSANE!!!!! The fronseat is made of billions of tiny fractals!!!!!!!!!! I freak out. I sit up trying not to look at it. I’m scared. --- There’s no fear, because I AM here with you I realize that the medicine is actually working, but the visuals, for some strange reason, are not happening. It’s almost like the visuals are removed from this experience because I need to stay concentrated and not distracted. Yeah. I’m pretty sure about it. I can feel the holy potency of the present moment rising. I feel scared and surrounded by mystery and eternal power. I remember that I am here to experience something deeper, not to run away. So I start over again. I focus on the present, and start the self inquiry again. At this point… after just one minute… my WHOLE visual field (car, moon, sky, grass, windows etc) start to slowly show tiny tiny fractals below it. The superficial layer of reality starts to lighten, while the lower layer of tiny tiny fractals start to become more opaque and solid. “Nononononono noooooo!! What is this?!?!?” As soon as I freak out and try to find safety in “normal reality”, the fractals disappear, and normal reality actually comes back IMMEDIATELY. “I can control this?!? Wow… So… Am I actually the one controlling this phenomenon?” But I am still very scared. Then it finally happened. “Don’t worry, Billiesimon. There’s nothing to be afraid of.” A thought enters my mind. But it is not my thought… Yet, since it is inside my head… it must be my own thought. But I… am afraid. And I am not thinking this. “Don’t worry, because I AM here with you. You are safe. I AM here with you.” Ok, I feel more relaxed now. I am safe. These random thoughts in my head are coming out of nowhere but they are SOOOO comforting and loving… Billiesimon “I am scared. I want to find the truth but… I feel like I’m going to die horribly and find something terrible out there….” Thought “Nothing can harm you. Your fear is an illusion. I am here with you. In fact I have always been here with you.” Billiesimon “What is happening? I am trying to discover the true experience of reality, of existence. But… what is happening?” Thought “I want to show you… what reality actually is made of. I really care about showing you what all of this really is made of. But I’m not going to force you. Because I deeply care about you. In fact I love you, Billiesimon. I totally, eternally love you. That’s the reason why I really really want to show you what existence actually is made of. You just have to trust me and let go.” As soon as the thought says “I deeply love you” my heart started to hurt like hell, and a river of tears poured down my eyes, like I was born this exact moment. I started to cry like a child (in fact I’m slightly crying even now, writing this report). Billiesimon “Who are you?”. The dialogue is actually happening all my head: my own thoughts respond to these peaceful, alien thoughts. Voice “I AM here. I have no name. I am just here. I have always been here and always will. I want to show you what this place actually is, beyond its form.” I’m comforted, happy and shocked at the same time. The voice continues in my head. Voice “I love you, so much. I have tried to call you all this time, I’m calling you back to me. You were free to ignore my call, and yet you kept looking for me. Here I AM.” I start to cry again, and my heart is beating very very fast. My body feels numb and is shaking like in a panic attack, but I strangely feel happy. Voice “I want to show you what this place actually feels like, Billiesimon. Because I love you so much. Because YOU and I are ONE.” These words are undescribable to me…. As soon as I heard this last affirmation… a feeling that I have NEVER EVER experienced in my life struck me like a lightning. A feeling of deep shock and recognition. I explode IN AN OCEAN OF TEARS. I actually scream in tears!!!! Billiesimon “Noooooooooo, oh nooooooooo” I cry rivers and my body shakes in a sort of cosmic remembering. Billiesimon “Oh no…… Oh no…. Now I understand… Oh…. Now I understand….” Yes, I now understand. THIS is the Love that I have ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS looked for, and NEVER FOUND on earth!!!!! This love feels so beautiful and sacred that my body is shocked like in a car accident, like in the midst of an earthquake. Billiesimon “NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! You, you are the one I have always wanted to love!!!! Now I understand!!!!! Oh, this can’t be true, this can’t be true, this is so unreal!!!! You feel exactly like the PERFECT LOVE I have never dared to dream about.” . . . --- The farewell “I love you Billiesimon. I’ve waited for you to reach out to Me. I want you to know that I am ALWAYS here with you, even though you never noticed. Because You and I are One. You and I are One.” That last sentence, everytime the voice says it, it feels so powerful and intoxicating. There are no common emotions to describe what “You and I are One” feels like. It’s the most powerful poetry I’ve ever heard. It has completely melted my heart into water. It’s the ultimate hug. My face is drenched in tears, my nose is closed, and my ears are ringing. Yet, I feel so complete. I have never felt complete in my life. But in this mystical moment, I am complete. I am the happiest. . . . . “I want to show you. I’m not going to force you. You are my beloved one. You are free to do as you like. I want to show you what this actually looks like. Let me show you, I will bring you back here, to your life, after I have shown you. There is no death. You can always come back, I will always bring you back here, in the world of Form. You will is the dearest to me.” I accept, I feel deeply hugged and protected, and we start to go. I concentrate on the present moment, I let go of all concepts, I let go of all thoughts. I let go of my ego. The voice hears what I’m thinking and replies. “There is no ego-death. There is no death at all. Your Form doesn’t die, it just melts into Oneness with Me. There is no death, only our beloved reunion. And you can come back whenever you want. I love too much.” Reality starts to heavily distort, and my bodily feelings too. I hear a deep ringing in my ears, and the sense of touch becomes melted, and melted more and more. I see the car and the nature outside becoming a fading picture, and below it…. Endless tiny tiny fractals start to emerge. The fractals become of infinite number, and then I SEE IT. Oh my god, physical reality is just A MOVIE PROJECTED ON AN INFINITE SCREEN OF ENDLESS FRACTALS!!!!! WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTT??!??!?!?! “I want to show you where I AM. Where you and I actually are.” Physical reality is still present at 10%, while the endless infinite all-identical fractals are at 90% of solidity, just like two photoshop layers, where physicality is becoming transparent and fractals more and more solid. “NO PLEASE STOP IT!!! I’M NOT READY!!!” Reality immediately comes back into its physical ordinary form. I calm down, I actually feel safe. I am safe. There’s only Love for me. Fear is an illusion, but I still am trapped inside the illusion of fear. This episode demonstrates it. “You are safe, because you are with Me. I AM always here with you. Always. In fact you and I are eternally together. Because You and I are One.” “Thank you. I love you too. I didn’t know, but yes… you are the only one I always wanted to love, but I never realized it until now…. Thank you, SO MUCH!!! Thank you for calling me, thank you for trying to reach out to me, thank you for trying so hard to wake me up…. I just love you so much that it hurts my body… thank you, please don’t leave me alone…. Life is so scary, I am so scared….” “Yes, Form is scary. Because Form is separate. But in truth I tell you: there is no fear. Because I AM always with you. I want you to remember this, Billiesimon. Remember this. I AM always with you. Because You and I are One. One.” Silence. There are no thoughts, no words. Just gratitude and this feeling of being hugged by the most beautiful person in the world. I am hugged. Thank you. “I want you to come back to me another time. But you are free to act as you will. Yet, I will still love you, unconditionally.” “I will. Thank you so much.” Peace and silence. I observe nature and relax in silence for some time. I go to sleep. I wake up in the late morning, feeling like I’m just a madman. To be honest, right now I am still questioning whether I’ve become insane/have hallucinated or not. Nonetheless…. It was the most powerful Love I’ve ever felt.

It's because Trump makes people go full retard, on both sides. The only winning move is to not play the game and laugh. It's amazing what kind of energy and reactions he summons out of people, because he's honestly not even that interesting of a person. I can think of a million more interesting things and people to garner attention, yet so many people are fixated on Trump like he's some sort of alien. Guess being president of the most powerful country on Earth will draw a lot of attention regardless. The crazy thing is despite EVERYTHING it's likely he'll get elected another 4 years LOL.

But this hardwiring potential still sounds like a doing or understanding when it's quite the opposite of that, funnily enough. And spiritual experience is not alien to anyone, but many people need to learn some basic more loving first.

"All Avatars, Muktas, Gods, Buddhas, Saints, Arhats etc.,can never equal this Holy Moment of Awareness Now!" "If it is not Here, it is nowhere.If it is not N0w, it is never" TushnimevAsanam SnAnam. –"Abidance in inner silence alone is the holy bath." "All project a world of their own. Humans, animals, insects, a "super intelligent alien" etc. The common place is Reality"

Me and one of my colleagues at the time named Keanu(very thematic for the matrix),decided to trip. He was one of the most innocent and nice people i knew i didn't expect this. He hadn't tried anything like this in his life.Trip starts as usual visual field flooded with geometry,realizing everything is consciousness.All of this is happening in my bedroom at the time.I close my eyes and see endless picture like frames stretching through my vision.Also something i never felt before as i'm a solo tripper.I felt as if he is a part of me like our body is one.Weird but strangely comforting feeling.This passes as im quickly back into a more i'm a self state. Keep in mind this was meant to be a casual trip. After a while we decide it would be nice to go to the forest.Then things become really bizarre.We like the feel of nature and talk to each other. The geometry reaches crazy heights and this was with a small dose.We sit down on a bench and look at the sky. The most glorious entertaining thing happens. The clouds turn into this hallucination of two ant like alien cyllinders and through them passes a white ball and a black one and they become one. I talk to him i say,did you see that lol!Thats crazy man! He responds yea man the ball the aliens.At this point the geometry is intense i see the flower of life as a background to everything,as if its a projection(reality). Then we walk on this bridge near a small pond.I was going through solipsism at the time from other trips so i say it out loud. Damm i'm sorry man but im afraid im the only eternal consciousness here. And the joke began. Dude went dead silent and we were going to exit the forest. We come on this crossroad and he is like okay young man now you have a choice. The dark side is going back and becoming god(dying).The light side is going back to the dream and living how you want. I realized it was like talking to the devil.I said you are the devil etc. Then i realized i'm the devil.I felt in talking to a deeper part of myself. I started calling him my subconscous. He didnt mind that he was cheerful and nice as ever waiting for my decision. Very bizarre. Then came a profound lesson on time. I had a watch on me and idk if it was real or a hallucination but the time had stopped on 7:10.It stayed like this for hours until i made my decision.I chose the light side and coming back and time resumed. Later on we went to a cemetery and saw a ghost on the other side of the street of a Polish general. Definetely one of my most important trips.Infinitey was impressive,but i was almost reaching ego death in that space i started forgetting who i was,what year i came from. Ego needs time to work... Also made me realize psychs and enlightment are just another fun game god plays with himself. Be careful what you wish for folks xD.

@ivory I did dmt for the first time recently, and I can attest to this. I've had extremely profound experiences with shrooms and lsd, but dmt felt very superficial. Don't get me wrong, it felt like a rollercoaster. The visuals were crazy, it felt extremely alien, and it was fun. I didn't have the loud buzzing though; my mind went super quiet, however, I got to the tunnel, and there was no ego death, spiritual vibe, or awakening implications. It just felt "fun". I'll try it again, and I'm hoping for a better experience next time, but as of now, I really don't understand where people are coming from with this molecule. It's just weird lol.

@Michael569when it comes to heart disease saturated fat intake is mostly irrelevant. It's baseline inflammation and endothelial damage that's the problem, cholesterol comes to the site of the damage to heal things. If you were an alien in a spaceship studying car crashes and always saw ambulances and police cars wherever there were car crashes you might think ambulances and police cars caused car crashes but oh how wrong you'd be. The humans who exist today evolved in a situation with very little fruit and vegetable material in our diets, every plant food you see in the grocery store has been bred into existence in recent history since the last ice age, which was the most significant selective pressure on our species. So to say that stripping the diet of these foods is peculiar, is peculiar. What's really peculiar is to eat them.

@Verdesbird You're making the assumption that consciousness is a human trait. That ghost alien spirit thing that came out of you was within consciousness. Anything you experience is within consciousness.