Davino

This book wil help you: The Big Leap: Conquer Your Hidden Fear and Take Life to the Next Level You are actually hitting the crystal cealing or self limitation of how good you think your life can be and therefore trying to sabotage it. Although what is remarkable in your case is that the sabotage is trying to be done consciously which is bizarre. In any case, that book will give you insights on why you think your life is too good.

Paramhansa Yogananda wrote about her in his book Autobiography of a Yogi. His meeting with her is recounted in the chapter titled "The Bengali 'Joy-Permeated Mother'", where she explains her background: "Father, there is little to tell." She spread her graceful hands in a deprecatory gesture. "My consciousness has never associated itself with this temporary body. Before I came on this earth, Father, I was the same. As a little girl, I was the same. I grew into womanhood, but still I was the same. When the family in which I had been born made arrangements to have this body married, I was the same... And, Father, in front of you now, I am the same. Ever afterward, though the dance of creation change around me in the hall of eternity, I shall be the same.

My only solid critique of Leo is his little care about raising his base line consciousness. Frank Yang and Peter Ralston might have not reached as high as Leo, not even close. However, Leo's baseline consciousness is a bit embarassing in comparison with other masters. Time is limited and one could understand different investments but a few have attained it all, both baseline and peaks, like Sri Anandamayi Ma. So it can be done.

Oh you are making me wet now

Exactly. Some people here treat the absolute like something dead lol. Stop trying to trancend the absolute and nonsense like that. The absolute is more alive than you! It's ever fresh, ever new. In one way it has an end and that's it, beingness oneness consciousness the absolute, in the other way it's always refreshingly alive and self-transcendent. You need to get both, otherwise you could be more conscious.

You are not understanding how the part and the whole work. All parts are a whole in itself and the whole itself is a part. Your body is a whole but then is a part of earth. The earth is a whole but then is a part of the solar system. Your body is a whole but has parts like orgars. Organs are a whole but have parts, cells. And so on in all directions. This is holistic thinking. I see a hole in your reasoning here that you will recognize when you are grounded in turquoise. What you think is the whole it's just unreachable, it goes on forever in this way. The same is happening with understanding. The same oneness in higher and higher orders of complexity. It's a property of holons called self-trascendence that makes them more than the sum of it's parts. Your body-mind is not just a collections of atoms, in the same way, reality and awakening follows this structure of ever greater self organization, understanding and awakening.

If your infinity doesn't include the finite then you don't have Infinity my friend. If your limitless doesn't include limits then you don't have something truly limitless. ------------- About your question. There are others but others are God. It is a very subtle truth. Others exist but are also you. God exists and also not God but both are GOD, so on for infinity. God being alone vs God being with others, both are God. In the end, if the other is also God it's much easier to say that God alone is. Rather than saying God alone is and God is with others but those others are still God and therefore God alone is. I mean you have to awaken to this, I went through a hell of solipsism to reach this awakening that I'm telling you. Others EXIST but they are still you. Your mind includes all other minds but those other minds are still your mind but they still exist, we don't negate them. Your consciousnes includes all others but all others are just your consciousness, they exist within it, as it, they exist but are your consciousness. So it's not that they don't exist but that they are also God. The alone and the other are both God and when both are God is just more logical to say God alone is. It's not alone in the sense that there are no others, it's alone in the sense that even if there are others, it's still always alone because the other is itself. So it's not like when you awaken to solipsism you were not alone before you awoken to it, you were always alone it's just that now you recognize yourself and the other for what they are, consciousness, yourself.

True the first time I dreamt after quitting cannabis was like damn, dreams are so radical. How could I be dreaming so casually? This is much more insane than a trip. A whole reality is spawned out of myself every night, a new universe with it's own rules. Why isn't everybody talking about this??

Yeah the application of that simple understanding is quite hard xddd I would say surviving plays a huge role and how we are wired in the end. Love will save you, to love and surrender to what is. Very femenine indeed because femenine is about peace & love. The masculine is about consciousness & breakthroughs. Another perspective you could take is a deep and exhaustive analysis on the nature of desire. Heaven=Desirelessness. The most heavenly like and nirvanic states I have experienced were profoundly permeated by desirelessness. You don't desire anything at all, not even not to desire, you are utterly desireless. Desire to live, to be happy, to awaken... are blocking the way to heaven. Although not all desires are of the same quality, some desires lead to desirelessness, others to awakening, while most of them just to more desire. And all desire in the end is for desirelessness which is complete satisfaction. Well not gonna do your job, contemplate on the nature of desire and it's mechanisms!

You can enter into heaven just by changing this one belief in your mind. Wow really is that easy? Yes... Keep with me, this can change your life. Reality should be any other way than what is. Welcome to heaven my friend! It's that simple, this is the root, the pattern, just change one belief, one thought in your mind. Reality is the way it should be and I don't want it any other way. Then you come to realize this moment here and now is already heaven.

what was the tipping point for you that made you stable in the construct awareness stage? How did you really get the juice out of this stage?