I finally got around to trying a little bit of 5meo malt. I’ve been hesitant to try it for a while but finally mustered the balls to take a little bit. A took a tiny amount to test for any reactions, I ended up have a pretty positive trip but nothing mind blowing.
At 10:30, I snorted a 6-10mg scoop of 5-MeO-MALT. There was a lot of anxiety and hesitation beforehand because I was by myself and aware of the reputation of this chemical, but I decided to take the plunge. The scent was reminiscent of burnt plastic, quite similar to N,N-DMT. The burn in my nose was instant but not too intense. I settled onto my couch, immersed in music, anticipating the effects. My anxiety was palpable, and my heart raced as I waited for the onset.
After about 10 minutes, I felt drawn to my back patio, where I laid down. Something was happening; my body felt heavy and peculiar, yet strangely comforting, like being enveloped in a warm blanket. It was easy to relax and sink into the couch. While I experienced a trippy sensation akin to Lsd, there weren't many visual distortions. Instead, I found myself captivated by the movements of nature – the trees, the sky, the birds, and bugs. Although when I closed my eyes I could see pinkish magenta shapes swirling around.
My mind entered a deeply meditative state, free from thoughts. I wasn't seeking any profound insights; I simply wanted to see how the chemical would affect me. However, around 30-40 minutes after the peak, I felt a profound shift. My heart opened up, and I found myself repeatedly expressing in my head how much I love my wife and kids, and how grateful I am for them and for life itself. By 11:30 I was almost back to normal. There was undoubtedly an afterglow to this chemical experience – a sense of warmth and gratitude that lingered. I felt both excited and relieved to have completed my first 5-Meo-Malt trip. I look forward to going deeper.