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  1. beautiful. thank you
  2. can you elaborate?
  3. @Eskilon full kundalini awakening (energy rising through the chakras out the crown) + the following integration of trauma releases seem to be an extraordinarily efficient method for awakening, im going through one right now. however as mentioned, treat with care but its pretty epic
  4. full kundalini awakening is when spirituality stop being fun and games. if you're pushing for this, make sure you know what you're getting yourself into. theres no going back and it can be extremely overwhelming if you are not prepared
  5. yes mine literally also happened a couple of hours after a 5 meo trip. althrough it had been underway for years. yes, the sober ego deaths are so real; i feel like psychedelic ego death were like a training simulator for the sober ego death
  6. I am going through pretty intense kundalini awakening right now, which literally feels like my mind ascending and adjusting to a baseline psychedelic-like state, and especially fear of annihilation and fear of insanity are major themes. I encountered both fear of non existence but also a fear of existence itself. Dissolving these two conditions especially indeed did feel extremely liberating, since they are like a limbo paradoxical form of desire or fear

  7. LSD TRIP REPORT - "ETERNITY RIGHT NOW"

    emil1234 replied to Lord Kadaver's topic in Psychedelics

    halleluja for existence right. heya heya ho
  8. sounds like he had a proper breakthrough as well. lucky bastard
  9. what. and what. completely agree. i've had a great life i would say, and yet some of the best memories i have ever, are from WoW wotlk era. it is so dear to my heart, the unparalleled feeling of magic and mystery the world induced. just wow. im so glad i got to play during that time
  10. absolutley love this post, resonates so much. would love to hear @Leo Guras take on this
  11. omfg drop it already. im so ready for a new episode
  12. i loved the part where he described his liquid shit stains on his carpet
  13. i love that robe tbh the lady interviewer is so comfortable

  14. Leo's Blog Discussion Mega-Thread

    emil1234 replied to Leo Gura's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    dude chill thats agent mulder you are talking about
  15. @Butters well the first time i felt activity in my heart chakra was through regular 91% dark chocolate - but i cannot stress how big a difference there is between even 100% cacao and ceremonial grade cacao. so definetely go for the ceremonial - i drink it every day. super healthy for the body as well