Giulio Bevilacqua

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  1. Look in your email . Unwanted emails
  2. On an existential level I haven't found a meaning/purpose in life. When It comes to social "individual" beings things get more complicated. So many people are stuck in this endless loop of "what is my purpose in life ? " The first one is to be alive and experience life day by day, but of course we have to perform some activities in our social life. Here comes the problem, "what should I choose , what should I do ? " Many are choosing blindly without any sense of Inner awareness, they are compulsive. Others choose things that they are good at, talent,passion and so on. The rest of the people are scratching their heads to figure out what they want to do in their lifes. The main problem in my opinion about the idea of Life Purpose is that we think something is better than something else, you make a comparison and so a distortion of Life. For example : Cooking and Painting . I do not know which one to choose . I love both. In a bigger wiew they are the same, there is no difference, only because we think on is better than the other we get stuck and confused. Preference always refers to our conditioned personality, we are not more able to enjoy whatever comes our way, because our egoic likes and dislikes have distorted reality. If I choose cooking and get absolutley involved with it where is the problem ? If I choose painting and get absolutely involved with it where is the problem ? The content of the activities are different but the Inner experience is the same . Of course we need to look at what we are good and what out capabilities are best at. I'm not saying that this is thruth. It is a just a reasoning that I've build in these days. Please tell me what is your opinion about. Sorry for my English I tried my best.
  3. I know what I feels like . Many directions,lost, fear and anxiety. An important aspect is that you have to create the right atmosphere within yourself. How can you have clarity with all this turmoil of thoughts and emotions ? Do not get scared from your negative emotions they are distorting the situation they are not telling truth about it. Don't be too much in a hurry for your external . If there is no clarity within yourself it is hard to know what to do . Take all the necessary time for your own well being. Make the ground stable (inner world) and the outer is just a consequence. Blessings 🌹
  4. I have always enjoyed and felt a deep love in helping others, especially trough talking. I would like to create my life purpose around this. Helping others in some way. The most beautiful dream is to be a spiritual teacher, but that requires a deep realization inside yourself in my opinion and it is not something that you can strive to become. Other ways would be to be a therapist, but here in Italy you have to go trough an endless process of academic formation . 5 years in university and other 8 to become a therapist. And the idea to study academic psychology seems very hard if you have got some spiritual realizations. An other way I thought is though Yoga maybe I can combine it with something else, writing books and so on. I really enjoy teaching and helping so this could be a good point. What do you think , are there some other ways ? Thank you
  5. This leads me only to a conceptual belief . God is just a word for me, in this stage.
  6. Yes fully understand this . But what should I be ? If I am not the body I am nothing but I feel to exist
  7. Most of the spiritual teachings (if not all) says that we are not the body. I can I understand that I am not my thoughts because I can clearly see that they are only accumulated stuff from external situations. But how with the body ? Many says that it is an accumulation of food that I have gathered with time. My mind tries do understand how I can not be the body and I think the problem here is the limit of my logic. So how to go foward ? I mean how can I not be the body ? Why should I not be the body ? If I'm not the body I do not exist but I feel that I exist
  8. Yes . I feel a very strong emptiness inside me . Not having the image of me "being the drummer of the band" makes the ego scream
  9. Two days ago i decided to leave my band members. I wanted to start new, making new experiences and so on. Also because the main aim in the band was becoming famous. I was also worried about my personal Growth because they where quite unconscious. In the beginning I was sure to do this , but now that I have done it I'm suffering a lot and doubts are arising if I have done the good thing or not. My mind sends me only the beautiful moments that I have had with them and this makes me feel very nostalgic and guilty. It feels like I had a heavy break up with a girlfriend. I do not understand why in the beginning I was clear and secure about what to do and now all this shit comes up.
  10. I would suggest to observe yourself . Your tendencies and so on. In my opinion it is useless to get rid of bad habits by changing them or resisting them because they really exist only in your mind. The more you become conscious of your patterns the more things will fall apart by itself and the so called good habits will manifest spontaneously.
  11. "A journey of thousand miles begins with a single step. " Lao Tzu Try to focus on the process . Enjoy the process . The growth and the failures. Often we get coguht up in the fears of failures on the path. They will be there, you can not deny them. But how can you develop without failures ? Take the step and enjoy the rest of the trip whatever may happen. But one thing has to be always with you. Your absolute involvement. Good luck
  12. Samadhi on Youtube pt1 pt2 pt3
  13. I found my self in long periods of indecision . I decided to study it, how it works and why. I realized that is a big illusion of fear. If you are struggling with it , this can be helpful. This article is very well structured with lot of resources.
  14. Very interesting how many techniques there are. Useful for daily practice everywhere evrymoment
  15. Very beautiful. But in practical very difficult ahaha