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I spent 16 years of my life unable to talk to anyone, let alone women. Once I actually plucked up the courage to work on my social skills, after probably 12 years of doing this consistently I can chat shit to literally anyone and enjoy it, even though I am an introvert at heart. The real issue with not understanding how this works, is lack of experience. You have to be committed to putting in hundreds of hours into the social domain and dating in order to wrap your head around it all and develop mastery, much like anything in life really. I didn't even have a girlfriend till I was like 17/18, if you're still struggling with women in your 20's I wouldn't worry about it, just keep putting consistent effort in and one day it will all just click and become virtually effortless. The number one thing you have to change in your socialising with women, is eroding the friendly, nice-guy persona. This should be common knowledge but apparantley it is not. I have never 'pulled' a woman by being the overly cheerful and supportive nice-guy, you need a bit of edge to you, but not fake edge or cruelty, but just embodying what it means to be a cool guy with depth. Easier said than done, but countless hours of socialising will get you there, it's just a matter of whether you can actually be arsed putting in alll that effort, but trust me, one day it works and it doesn't just help with dating it helps in a fuck ton of different areas in life.

It's all fun, games & experimentation until the karma burn-through ends with you addicted to *INSERT CHEMICAL OF CHOICE HERE*

Yeah this is so true I tell my mates this all the time but they are so locked into the manosphere shit that they can't be helped.

@Leo Gura fr

After awakening one of the main struggles I've had, is trying to navigate normal human life and affairs whilst "playing" the act of being human. I had this brief insight just now about how a lot of my personal problems are not relatable or explainable by conventional society and this explains some of my failures regarding personal development. I was diagnosed with ADHD and I have most definitely got autism, but I let these dictate my psychology for a very long time after awakening and have only just started "going beyond" them in a sense to become the ultimate authority over my own psychology which is both challenging and endlessly fascinating. Hope someone can relate or found this interesting ✌️

This will be some nice fuel for the online discourse surrounding the age old "separating the art from the artist" discussion 😈

@Joshe Yeah, some of em actually have haha I have spoken to people who have seen what we would call a "ghost"

Herein lies the problem, most people won't read the book. Even people I know who are into aliens & UFO's won't bother reading the facts, they just love the disclosure fantasies and the wacky alien narratives too much. The cultural brainwashing surrounding Roswell goes so deep it's maddening. The beautiful irony, is that the proof is in the pudding and it has been staring us in the face the whole time. My late grandma was alive to remember hearing about Roswell and she said at the time, even in Britian, the majority of people she spoke to about it did not believe the balloon cover-up and not just because it was nonsensical, but because the entire Roswell situation as described anecdotally made more sense than what was being painted by what would end up being project blue book. My grandma said that Roswell was the moment that even regular people who had all had their fair share of weird sightings in the sky, felt validated that they weren't absolutely insane and that it was more likely that the truth was that aliens have been here, because why wouldn't they be? People who deny alien presence on earth need to think more like these aliens, makes perfect sense why they would be here. Forget the intentions or agendas, from an alien POV, of course you're gonna check earth out. Also RIP Nick Pope who died recently and was Britain's most iconic ufologist, his work changed my grandma's life and many others. I don't think we'll ever get disclosure in our lifetimes but anyone who has read into this for thousands of hours and contemplated it deeply enough has already proven it to themselves. It is undeniable once you reach a certain level of understanding imo. Psychedelics that tap you into alien type thinking helped me a lot, on top of just literally looking UP and taking it ALL in.

@Leo Gura sorry this is off topic but I tried emailing you for an interview/podcast on my channel and it didn't manage to send. There are no limits to how deep we can get in our discussion of God, psychedelics, mysticism, the scientific paradigm etc. I feel we are both coming at all this from a similar angle and I have had profound awakenings myself that will allow me to channel your insights better than previous podcast appearances you have been on. Let me know how to contact you to arrange a date. My audience is very interested in having you on.

@Leo Gura fr. I've not seen the odyssey yet but I already know Nolan will squander thr fantastical/mythical elements of the story, like the cyclops. Such a shame.

We'll win it again one day! (Probably not 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿) https://youtu.be/dhZUsNJ-LQU?is=isscJ1NAvXeOMSku

I am a recovering ketamine addict and I highly suggest people who are nerurodivergent psychonauts to be extremely careful and disciplined with their use of ketamine, as it can easily lead into addiction. One traumatic event in your life could plummet you into a K addiction, because it is such an "effective" form of escapism (temporarily). Often times neurodivergent people get addicted to K cause it silences their dysfunctional thought processes. I've been there and it took a long time to rewire my own mind. Be very careful if you are prone to depression and anxiety, ketamine will be too alluring not to habitually use as "medicine".

Best horror movies imo: 1. Possession 2. Alien/Aliens 3. The Thing 4. The Fly 5. The Shining (there's so many "The x" movies haha) 6. Jacob's Ladder 7. Pulse 8. The Seventh Seal (not horror but deals with horrific concepts) 9. In The Mouth of Madness (it's just fun) 10. Berserk 11. Saint Maud 12. Hereditary 13. Midsummer 14. 28 Days Later (personal favourite cause I'm British and biased) 15. Obsession 16. The Mist 17. The Descent 18. Get Out 19. Twin Peaks: Fire Walk With Me 20. The End of Evangelion 21. Come and See (the horror of war, very profound film) 22. An American Werewolf in London 23. The Exorcist 24. The Witch/Nosferatu/The Lighthouse (Robert Eggers is brilliant) 25. Candyman What all of these have in common is that they all have well written characters. Horror without good characters, is just schlock, mostly...

Galaxies, Jedi Knight II: Jedi Outcast & Knights of the Old Republic 2 for me