Realizing Nobody Can Help You but Yourself

[Cubbage]

After awakening one of the main struggles I've had,  is trying to navigate normal human life and affairs whilst "playing" the act of being human.

I had this brief insight just now about how a lot of my personal problems are not relatable or explainable by conventional society and this explains some of my failures regarding personal development. I was diagnosed with ADHD and I have most definitely got autism, but I let these dictate my psychology for a very long time after awakening and have only just started "going beyond" them in a sense to become the ultimate authority over my own psychology which is both challenging and endlessly fascinating. 

 

Hope someone can relate or found this interesting ✌️ 

[Inliytened1]

3 hours ago, Cubbage said:

After awakening one of the main struggles I've had,  is trying to navigate normal human life and affairs whilst "playing" the act of being human.

I had this brief insight just now about how a lot of my personal problems are not relatable or explainable by conventional society and this explains some of my failures regarding personal development. I was diagnosed with ADHD and I have most definitely got autism, but I let these dictate my psychology for a very long time after awakening and have only just started "going beyond" them in a sense to become the ultimate authority over my own psychology which is both challenging and endlessly fascinating. 

 

Hope someone can relate or found this interesting ✌️ 

Yes it is difficult to navigate post awakening life.  But..remember..we are never larger than the dream.  We placed ourselves in this thing for pure enjoyment.  So do not forget the enjoyment.  If you forget the enjoyment well..it's not very enjoyable.  But it was supposed to be.  And still can be.   So, just bring that back. The newness like when you were a kid seeing things for the first time.  That can never leave or we will find despair. 

[Willy Phallicus]

The hero in your story is you and it cant be anyone else.

[Joseph Maynor]

2 minutes ago, Willy Phallicus said:

The hero in your story is you and it cant be anyone else.

But nobody will see this the same way you do.  

[WonderSeeker]

7 hours ago, Cubbage said:

After awakening one of the main struggles I've had,  is trying to navigate normal human life and affairs whilst "playing" the act of being human.

I had this brief insight just now about how a lot of my personal problems are not relatable or explainable by conventional society and this explains some of my failures regarding personal development. I was diagnosed with ADHD and I have most definitely got autism, but I let these dictate my psychology for a very long time after awakening and have only just started "going beyond" them in a sense to become the ultimate authority over my own psychology which is both challenging and endlessly fascinating. 

Hope someone can relate or found this interesting ✌️ 

I mean yeah, nobody will ever understand you in your full uniqueness.

Then you added the Awakening cherry on the You-sundae for good measure.

It sounds like you're at the stage where you're at least becoming more comfortable with this fact, which is key.

[Willy Phallicus]

3 hours ago, Joseph Maynor said:

But nobody will see this the same way you do.  

Which is fine and dandy because their journey will be different than mine. Some people have to slay dragons and others have to trek across continents if not both.  They have to see it for themselves, that's how this all works.  But make no mistake, no one is coming to save you and there's a damn good reason for that when you do the math.  You've populated your experience with tons of heros both real and imagined relatively speaking and its not just for entertainment.  You'll notice most every one of them had to overcome some personal shortcoming and then overcome a large obstacle in order to save whatever needing saving.  That's the universe reminding you how things work around here.  

Ill also toss in that the only quality that makes anything worth saving is the ability of that thing to save itself. Again, the math checks out here, there's just the one uni-verse as far as you're concerned.

[Hojo]

I realize this when my fear of death come up at very young age.

No one can help you with this and you cant talk about it.

Edited 7 hours ago by Hojo

[CARDOZZO]

I agree on that.

Just one more thing: People can help you on different matters and perspectives.

Be independent, flexible, caring, supportive + ask for help.