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Weird hearing these two talk about DMT entities through their warped perspectives https://www.instagram.com/reel/DP4qE3TDhFM/?igsh=Zmg2cmg2b2t2cnV6

@Leo Gura I think you would get a lot out of his perspective on UFO's

My mother insists she saw a UFO and the way she described it lined up with so many of the countless credible videos I've seen and descriptions I've read of from trusted sources. She had absolutely no prior knowledge of UFO's before her experience.

@Natasha Tori Maru what was your experience like? I'm all ears!

Just bought the book list and I'm already seeing lots of UFO books I've never heard of cheers bruv 🍻 looking forward to giving these a thorough dissection. I'm curious what your thoughts are on Jacque Vallee's work if you have read any of it such as passport to magonia? @Leo Gura

@Leo Gura it's not falling on deaf ears mate your blog posts inspired myself and my friends to start thinking critically about all of this. Massive respect to you for highlighting this stuff cause it really is life changing, I know becoming cognizant of the facts doesn't mean the alien boyos are gonna come down and collect me but the comprehension of the UFO reality is so important for me and many others, thanks for illuminating this facet of reality.

@Leo Gura I didn't know there were UFO books on your list, I'm definitely intrigued. I've read a good 10 or so but some are clearly worse than others and hard to discern what's more grounded in truth, I'm excited to buy the list and see what you picked and to see if any of them are the few I've consumed. I have always been conscious of alien/UFO existence but it wasn't until you posted on the blog about it a few years ago that I took a serious conscious effort to separate the wheat from the chaff and now I've got to a point where my contemplation research and experiences have coalesced to understand the phenomenon in a grounded manner that funnily enough is weirder than I could have ever imagined yet makes complete sense in my mind. Hard to articulate what my insights are but I'm sure we are on the same page. They been here for a long ass time, I'd be looking down on us if I were them, can't blame em, we're fascinating, much like how we're fascinated by ants crawling on the ground, unfortunately we have a tendency to pick up one of those ants and play with them because we simply can, hopefully the aliens are not like that, but I wouldn't blame them if they were.

@Leo Gura Thank God I'm not the only one who wishes that was what the Alien movies explored hahah so much untapped potential.

@Leo Gura It's funny cause I literally can't even imagine it being possible 😂

@Leo Gura It's inevitable 👁

Great move Leo. I would love to get involved one day once I have worked through the wrinkles in my psyche that need addressing on a material level, I am also UK based so if it comes to Europe that would be more feasible. I have had glimpses of God-realization but not the full shebang, I don't think I am ready right now but if the stars align and the retreat comes to Europe in a few years then I should be in a prime mental state to undertake this. I understand the urge to get more involved with in person psychedelic healing/teachings. With my YouTube I am often helping people on the daily with their spiritual journeys through a screen which I imagine is great for the recipient but for myself it is very immaterial and I can find it hard to grasp the tangibility of the advice I provide for psychonauts. So yeah I fully get the allure of doing something like this, I think this is the natural evolution of Actualized.org. It is also inspiring to see for me, as I have been asked to get involved in the UK psychedelic society seminars at Manchester University and as an introverted teacher type personality like yourself, seeing you engage with the public is an encouragement for me to follow suit and to get more involved with the wider community. Hope all goes well with the first retreat, I'm sure it will!

No amount of ketamine can "cure" depression I can tell you that much. It is more of a super effective relief from that state of mind, but you inevitably fall back into your sober state once it wears off. It really is a great respite if you're suffering, but a depression cure it is not. Can be helpful in having insights into a life beyond your depression though, there is certainly healthy integration that can come with deep ketamine experiences. Problem is with ket is that it can become like psychedelic heroin for a depressed mind, I was in the same boat and got addicted to the stuff for 3 years. Only just got clean a few months ago. It made my depression worse in the long run, but that was because I abused it.

I was surprised by how much I enjoyed that film when it came out. I still remember it vividly even after only seeing it once in the cinema. There's some brilliantly tense moments throughout and I actually gave a shit about the characters cause they didn't feel 2 dimensional.

The minute that Tool song (which I love) came on I knew this show was gonna be a total vibe trainwreck from here on out

I mean, I totally agree haha that's why I'm consistently consuming those sorts of films from the past 😅