Lazarus93

Think about what divides/separates the multiple POVs inside the one awareness. Is this division real or imaginary?

Ease of access mostly. I do know where to get salvia/dmt/lsd/etc but haven't tried them yet (Yes, I do plan to get skullfucked by Salvia once in my life, lol). I do plan to try a lot more psychedelics in the future, but right now I'm trying to focus more on the survival aspect of life: making money, having a good routine, etc. My past shroom and DXM trips helped me get over a lot of my traumas and fears, as well as making me conscious of what the ego/reality/mind/self/God actually are. Only reason I did shrumfuzed yesterday was because I've had them for months now and wanted to see if they gave me a powerful trip in case I want to use them in the future. As of right now though, no psychedelics or dissos for a while as there is no need for me to trip right now. Something about hanging up the phone once you get the message, lol. I'm sure there may come a time in the future where I will want to trip again, and I will probably venture into other psychedelics then.

I am not sure. Psilocybin is the only psychedelic I've done and the trip yesterday was different than a typical shroom trip. From what I've read online it's either 4-AcO-DMT or 4 HO MET. But I haven't done either of them so I can't really say. It was a shorter trip, lasting around 3-4 hours, but was very intense. In contrast, a shroom trip for me typically lasts much longer.

I tried 2 gummies yesterday night. Holy shit they do pack a punch. Felt like a few hours of my entire body just being cradled by the Universe and being filled with pure Love.

Dude, you can't just generalize any group and apply that generality to every single member of the group. Doesn't matter if its hot girls, a race, a religion, etc. The majority does not represent every single individual who is part of that group. That is a very low IQ way to think.

Sounds like exactly me, honestly. Psychedelics/dissociatives are the answer.

Do you have a playlist for when you are tripping? This is mine: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0B9z2HBoKKmTRD38wQhoJK?si=1nCBgVUTRlW4KhotBE37rg

Out of curiosity, what was your IGN in league and what seasons were you high elo? I used to be grandmaster and did a bit of boosting myself, interesting that we are both on this forum lol

Don't worry, we are all just waiting for you to wake up.

I do also love when the universe skullfucks me

Peterson is so lost in his own world view and ego. Man needs to do a heroic dose of a psychedelic, only way to get his head out of his ass.

I am glad my answers give you hope, friend. I will say though: you can reach a point when you Awaken deep enough that you can 100% get these answers for yourself, at a level much deeper than concept, because all concepts are 2nd order phenomenon (As in, concepts are 'things' that exist within a dream, they are not absolute because they first have to rely on Consciousness experiencing the concept. Truth/Consciousness is absolute). The best way to do so would be to take a psychedelic or dissociative, at a high enough dose where you have a breakthrough. Awakening really is like popping out of a dream, reality gets recontextualized to a level which you would not even be able to conceive of at a lower state of consciousness. If you can't get your hands on psychedelics I would recommend DXM, it is an extremely powerful dissociative at higher doses. I would recommend sticking to 2nd plateau if you do DXM and only go to 3rd plateau if you are used to the DXM headspace and are ready to experience insane levels of mindfuckery. This video in particular explains very well what a psychedelic/dissociative does to you. But first, question absolutely everything. Remember: It is human nature to bullshit and make up stories. We choose stories based on what is most convenient for survival. For the vast majority of people, their idea of what reality is is deeply skewed by cultural brainwashing, whether secular or religious. There are so many things that I took for granted pre awakening which before seemed obvious, but it was only obvious because I just believed it deeply and never deeply questioned it. Ultimately, YOU decide what is absolutely true. Which is a double edged sword, because if you believe something is true, then nothing in the Universe can change your mind unless YOU question it yourself. In that sense, you have the ultimate authority on what Truth is. (I am not talking about schizo-maxxing and believing 1+1 = 3 is true, I mean more fundamental assumptions like "This is who/what I am." or "This is what reality is,") To relate this to a personal example: I used to believe I was ugly for the longest time because I was fat growing up. This affected my self-image and made me have no confidence. However, later when I got lean and started getting good results with dating I was forced to confront this belief. This belief was so powerful, it became my whole identity. When I deconstructed this identity more and more, it literally felt like dying. Because that was who I thought I was for the majority of my life. So to lose that identity is scary, because I had no idea what my identity could be after letting go of it. Well, this pretty much goes for every single identity you have which is not your deepest identity as Absolute Infinity.

Sounds like a nice trip. How much do you plan to increase your dosage by per trip? Be careful, how deep a mushroom trip goes increases a lot at higher doses, and they can get a little twisted (as in, your ego might start to get quite scared when you start to experience full nonduality) at dosages of 3.5g+. Great for understanding consciousness and Awakening, though, when you get past the fear. My previous understanding of reality got absolutely shattered at a dose of 3.5g.

That is not a proof for multiple minds. Many Minds and Bohm's implicate order are interpretations, not actual experimental results. No experiment has ever detected a branching mind. No experiment has ever measured the implicate order directly. These are philosophical stories physicists tell to make the mathematics feel coherent. They are metaphysics dressed in the language of physics. And here is the deeper problem. Every quantum experiment assumes an observer from the outset. The entire formalism of quantum mechanics: the measurement problem, wave function collapse, decoherence, is structured around the distinction between the observed system and the observer. Obviously this is not the case for consciousness/mind, which is nondual when all distinctions collapse. These theories don't say anything about the nature of if there is one mind or multiple minds, because they assume duality as a given. But if anything, Bohm's implicate order literally states that there is one Mind: "many observers are locally unfolded expressions of the same undivided consciousness, appearing at different space and timepoints." Undivided consciousness = One Mind. There is 0 proof anywhere in reality of there being multiple minds. You cannot posit multiple minds without any proof. Your direct experience tells you there is only your mind. I am not sure why you think you as mind are not located everywhere and nowhere. Is that not literally what your direct experience tells you? If not, I would say you can Awaken further to what your true nature is. The fact that you think that there is a real distinction between "You" and "I" tells me that you are viewing the ego as a real thing that divides reality rather than a construction in your infinite mind. Your experience is absolute. Nothing can exist outside your experience, by definition, because you are experience. Really grasp the implications of what is being said here when I say your experience is absolute. When I say "Your experience" I mean your experience as God. There IS no ego that is experiencing. The ego is quite literally an imaginary construct. "Each one of us has a different experience" is not true at all. There is also 0 empirical proof of this. Unless you mean 'each one of us' as egos/personalities, but then you are not getting what 'Mind' refers to. Mind = Reality. Everything you experience, every thought, your human body, the distinction between 'Me' and You,' and egos/personalities arise in mind. With all due respect, there are many holes in your metaphysics. You have not given any proof at all to support your claim that multiple minds exist.