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    @Evoke

    5 hours ago, Evoke said:

    Why am i getting triggered by this? Maybe because it doesn't correspond to my everyday experience of life. She makes it sounds so simple. Its easy when you are an young, attractive woman who have a farm.

       Or maybe it's the alarm bells ringing that this delivery of the message is inauthentic slightly. My  intuition is that she isn't enlightened. There's too much misalignment with what she is speaking, versus what her body is saying.

       Doesn't mean the message is wrong, it's just there's not enough integrity between her and what she's saying, to say she's enlightened.

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    @PurpleTree

    7 hours ago, PurpleTree said:

    Yea somewhat scarce. But i don't see the fault in the world but in my own anxieties and insecurities etc.

    i feel like connecting to others can be the nicest thing but trying to connect to others and not being able to because of whatever is probably the most frustrating thing. Having something that others want? Well i'm not sure.

    Yea the Tree does well in nature or also in cities. Sometimes also really well with people. Just often tend to overthink stuff with people and get into my head. I'm also guilty of judging people sometimes/often, i deconstruct people and myself and see their and my flaws often, which i don't really want but do naturally. Could i see them as tree? Well that's hard because a tree or a dog or the stars or whatever don't give you a cold shoulder or give you a bad feeling. But that would be the goal i guess.

    I often get frustrated/exhausted when i try to socialise more i think also is a perfectionism problem. Like i want to appear almost perfect or can't understand why socialisation on some days flows a lot easier than others. I want every interaction to be great or else just ponder and ruminate about what i should have said or done. Haven't listened to that many RSD talks but for a while did and heard RSD Tyler say that when he started approaching, he was just very happy that he did it, don't matter how it went. I'm the opposite there, when there was one thing which wasn't good or great then i just obsess over that.  Guess the way here is to focus on the positive but that's hard because it's muscle memory or whatevs.

    Yea the Tree can communicate to other people can have deep conversations, people have told me they liked me etc. But there is often an underlying feeling of fear of not being liked or being perceived as weird, clingy, needy etc. whatever which then feels very constricting. And if then someone does not like the Tree or gives him the cold shoulder then it just reinforces that.

    That's another approach which i've tried for a minute and it somewhat felt freeing. But it was just a short success. That's another topic the Tree wanted to make "I have too many concepts in my head" for example of how to deal with fear etc.

       Well, it it sounds like you're over thinking social situations. Sometimes, that good to do if you need to be careful of what you say or do in public. It's not like completely let go of thinking about social situations, or how you can be charismatic or manipulate the social situation, because if you do surrender too much too soon you will expose yourself more to danger, and be at risk of public and social ridicule. However, be self aware that you need less over thinking, not to completely ditch thinking.

       I also have a similar problem, with being perfectionistic in social situations, because I had to. 

  3. Posted

    @PurpleTree  I don't see you having a social problem. If you can write and post here in the forum, you can communicate to other people. If you are willing to engage with other users here in the forum, you can willingly go and socialize, which means you can train yourself to be social.

       There are so mant forests with many different trees, keep going until you find your own society of purple trees.

  4. Posted

    On 24/01/2022 at 11:40 AM, Vivaldo said:

    @Etherial Cat I agree. I might be an A-Z robot. 

    But the thing is that my personality is such that I get a high out of kicking asses. I mean if I hurt my enemy of some kind, it gives me immense pleasure. That's why I think I can satisfy this craving of mine by choosing this a career.

       If this is what you genuinely feel, and you have discovered this about yourself, that's a start and it's good, at least it's closer to your authentic self. Like others have said, exercise and martial arts satisfies the craving to hurt and/or kill in a healthier way. As a career option, joining the military, will depend on many factors, like one's value system, which ideally should be stage blue values like patriotism, nationalism, religion, love and pride of one's nation country, conservatism, conformity, these help a little being in the military because they will put you through a deprograming from being a citizen to being a soldier of the nation. Stage red to orange values are also valuable, at specific situations, but too much of either wouldn't help.

       You also have to be okey, with changing you cognitive development, from thinking of other people as human beings, to thinking of any men, women, children, at any time your subconscious mind cues you they are carrying a weapon, to think of them as enemies and targets to be neutralized. Check this in yourself that you are ok thinking like this. This also will effect your morality as well, because for the duration of serving the military and being a soldier, your sphere of concern will mostly be for your fellow soldiers, and less for the enemy and people on the other side of your weapon.

       If you are ok, being in states of consciousness that involve depression, boredom,  fear, terror, worry, nervousness, loss, sadness, guilt, frustration, anger, then the military might be an option to consider. However, try going on a hunting trip. Go hunt a dear. That's also a good test to see if you could be a good fit in the army, if you are capable and willing to kill an animal.

       One more thing, whatever decision you make, make it intentional, and well thought out, well contemplated. Do not join because family and friends and social pressures told you to join, or it looks like a cool way to satisfy one's need for power, or to show off, or because you have a romantic view of the military.

       

    On 24/01/2022 at 11:36 AM, Vivaldo said:

    @Flowerfaeiry here on earth I exist as a probe and if limitations/bondages exist then I am supposed to experience these bondages. God sends probes only because it is completely free and wants to restrict itself.

     

    On 24/01/2022 at 11:43 AM, Vivaldo said:

    @Knowledge Hoarder what about BTS army?? 

    Yeah maybe you are right.... But in the end someone has to do it, so why not me? Not enrolling in the forces will not prevent wars....

    @Vivaldo

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    @universe

    8 hours ago, universe said:

    It's not really an obsession.

    It's just when you know you have to write that book, or create this comic.

    Like you could be doing something else completely, for days, months maybe years. Being perfectly happy.

    But in the back of your head you still know you have to do this.

     

    Not because someone else said so, or because you think you need to do it.

    But because you feel like it is your purpose, your destiny.

    Why are you here?

     

    It seems like you envision the feelings and success (being on stage, being liked by fans).

    I'd encourage you to work on mastering your emotions.

    You will see that big accomplishments won't make you any happier than you are now.

     

    Find something you want to create and enjoy the process.

    It's not about the end. It's about the ride.

    The end is an illusion.

       So when I know I have to do something, write a book or create a comic, that's not an obsession?

       I don't know why I'm here, 100% yet, but writing stories, drawing comics, and playing games is part of that.

       I'm not doing this because somebody told me I'm a good writer or drawer, or I need those to survive. I sometimes don't have to, and let myself take a break.

       On top of constructing stages, fans, libraries containing my future works, but I can also trigger lots of emotions as well.

       The end is the beginning, and the middle is both. I like the end and the journey.

       Honestly, you don't actually go to art conventions? 

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    @Fearless_Bum

    5 hours ago, Fearless_Bum said:

    Wanted to share something that happened earlier this morning like at 3am. 

    Been going through some spiritual stuff and chakras are opening. 

    Woke up after a vivid nightmare and still saw it, then after 3 seconds the vision morphed back into my pillows and blankets. Third eye pressure was high and there was much confusion and fear. 

    Had direct experience of a "negative entity" and it's not at all what I'd expected it to be. 

    Since there is not two, there is no actual demon, it's more relational. 

    Sat in meditation for some time with this entity, and recognized that as long as the heart center is vibrating at the "level" of vulnerability then the entity also arises and feeds off it, both are connected and playing cat and mouse. 

    Recognized the true power of intention, and let the heart center radiate pure Empowerment which is Love. 

    Recognized that this being has the power of true action, and any action this being takes has the same significance as stars exploding. 

    The entity was loved to death ❤?. 

       What does the entity look like? Was it cute?

  12. Posted

    20 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

    That's the nature of misinformation, it places an undo burden on the viewer to correct it. 95% of viewer will be to sloppy to fact-check.

    You can excuse any misinfo by saying: "Oh, but this guy is not a journalist/scientist." Except people never listen to journalists or scientists, they listen to celebrities and influencers.

    And in this case JP is supposedly a PhD and academic/scientist. Viewers take him as such. So the shit coming out of his mouth sounds authoritative.

    Rogan's influence is too large now for him to say, "But I'm just a dumb comedian." If you influence the minds of 100's of millions of people, you're in a new world of responsibility and people will call you out for harmful BS.

        Huh? He's saying he was a PhD/academic/scientist? 

        And this is probably why I won't make my life purpose as some political public speaker, podcaster, YouTube content creator or whichever form of public speaking in the digital world. Many times, with things I write or say, later after reflecting on it, I see it as wrong and ditch whatever I planned to do.

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    @universe

    16 hours ago, universe said:

    Well yes, it's the perfect timing!

    The question is wether it is what you really want to do.

    Then you will easily succeed.

    That success could either mean you make tons of money and have a huge following.

    OR

    That success is just barely scraping by. Always doing sidejobs to stay afloat while you pump out those comics.

    Either way you created what you wanted to create.

     

    The question is, could you live without making any comics?

    If yes you might go another route or do the life purpose course.

       Great to know timing isn't a big issue.

       I mean, It's not like my passion for comics is my only passion. In fact in my life, in the past, I had other hobbies, other interests and passions besides drawing illustrations and doing a comic styles of art. Before my drawing comics passion, there was the passion of IT computing,  in order to create my own website, for a few years until I didn't want to. Before my passion for IT computing to build my own website, there was a passion for chess, board games, and video games, because I liked thinking in a big perspective, and liking the game design. Before that, there was a passion for writing stories, because I read a bit more then than now, fiction books and fanfiction. I wanted to be an author myself, and pictured myself signing off books that each of my readers wanted signing off, and giving lectures and talks about my books in front of an audience world wide. So, I was reading and creating stories and learning from writer blogs about their techniques to character developments and plot structures, for about 5 years straight, until my passion calmed down. Before that there was travelling to other countries, learning new things, and lots of day dreaming.

       Nowadays, I have a vision similar to being a writer, but instead it's about the comics I'm selling.

       When you say I can't live without, do you mean like an obsession?

  15. Posted

    @flowboy

    9 hours ago, flowboy said:

    @Danioover9000  Don't fill your head with other people's second hand limiting beliefs.

    In fact, don't listen to anyone, and do what others say can't be done.

    If you lack faith, use a powerful affirmation and write it down 15 times a day for a couple months.

    Everything will fall into place.

     

    See also Tim Ferriss's interview with Scott Adams

       But how do I know if I'm being a good artist, good illustrator, or good comic writer/artist, when I don't have second knowledge about the relevant fields? And I'm not the only one desiring to be a freelance/indie comic artist, there are others in this field too, so practices and practically speaking, if I don't know what my competitors are up too, how can I output more value than them, when I don't know what they're capable of? 

       Outside the context of this thread, and taking you're logic and intensifying it, it's like you're telling me "Don't listen to what others say about the sink hole. Do what others say can't be done, ie walk across the sink hole without sinking." If I don't know about the market I'm specializing into, the business format and the customer base and their demands, and the poll of information to study and practice from, I'm at a ridiculous disadvantage compared to those who are knowledgeable, have insider knowledge, have more experience and skills trained in much longer and with more effort than me, so in this case learning from secondary knowledge off of multiple perspectives, from people in the know, from clients/customers and what they like in their comics/illustrated works, and the marketing, might be helpful. Having a diversity of learned perspectives and broader knowledge can offset my disadvantages in regards to those who can out technical me, or out experience me in drawing.

       I do basic self help as well as subconscious training, and positive affirmations and visualization work. My visualization skills are almost matching to waking reality, ie I can see myself be an artist, see, hear and feel what I'm doing, what the tools do, from 1st person perspective to 3rd person perspective. In fact this is also part of my zone of genius, 3d thinking and modeling, which I used a lot to make sense of video games I used to play, and for some comics in figuring out the locations, events, and characters positions.

  16. Posted

       Why are you guys expecting a comedian to give political analysis on climate change? Most of his podcasts are not structured talks, they are more informal and off the cuff types of talks, so of course in some parts of the talk he says crazy stuff, but because it's organic, he then sometimes says pretty good takes as well. The main problem is the formatting of the way convos go in his podcasts.

       

  18. Posted

       There are two consistent realisations, the devil and the godhead. Other realizations, including the I am GOD, is much less common for a reason. It's like a fan, what is the key pin head, is the god head, that connects to all parts of the fan, and connects each segment. Where the devil is, is the ability to create further patterns that seperate each node in each segment from each other, and blurs the line that would make your true nature obvious. Why? Because you wanted to live a finite existence originally,  so god fooled itself, turning into the devil,  and creates multiplex layers of separations, dualities, and boundaries that make you you. Frankly embodying god realization makes living as a finite being a bit difficult.

  21. Posted

    @Inliytened1

    8 hours ago, Inliytened1 said:

    This is a question that perhaps  many of you, even after awakening, may have wondered.

    If there is nothing behind the scenes and you are right now indeed God limiting itself - then how the hell is reality happening without you as God being conscious of it? In other words if you are finite right now then there must be some entity, God for example, doing stuff to create these higher levels of imagination that actually create reality or what we would refer to as the "subconscious" or "Infinite conscioisness" or what you as this little finite human,  is currently not conscious of right now.

    Well here is the answer and it was realized by me during an awakening in which I hit the floor and cried "oh my fucking God I thought I grasped Infinity before!!"

    Even if you have hit the floor in tears with the realization of Infinity - it still hasn't hit you.

    You are doing it - you have never been finite!! That's the illusion!  you are creating all of reality- out of thin air - because YOU ARE INFINITY!!!!!.   Infinity can fucking do that!!  Has that sunk in?!!!  It's infinite! It doesn't need ANYTHING!  God can generate reality or the dream on the fly and have the most granular detail right fucking now because it is Infinite!! What I am telling you is there is NO subconscious or absolutely anything behind the scenes..infinity doesnt need it...

    This to me is the absolute ultimate realization.  Infinity has the ability to completely fool itself into being finite yet still be Infinite simultaneously.  Thats what infinity means.  It took me years to realize, and is one of the biggest mindfucks I have ever had - but it is actually quite amazing and astounding .

       GOD HEAD.

  24. Posted

    On 24/01/2022 at 10:15 PM, Arcangelo said:

    Thank God!

    This gives us hope.

    Finally some common sense.

    It's a breath of fresh air man.

       Couldn't agree more.

    On 25/01/2022 at 10:30 AM, LfcCharlie4 said:

    So thankful to live in the UK when compared to countries like Australia & even Canada talking to some friends. 

    I was on the phone to an Australian and he was saying in his state / province in peak summer they were only allowed 1 hour of exercise even when there was sub 10 deaths / day and less than a 1000 cases, absolute madness. 

    Luckily, over here people haven't lost all grasps of reality (except those who have become famous  'relevant' as a result of fear mongering) and Vaccine passports have been scrapped, restrictions dropped & there's no talk of endless boosters, just one a year like the Flu. We're also hopefully getting rid of Vaccine mandates for health workers. 

    It shows that when there is pushback (100+ politicians voted against these measures) that things can change which is good to see!

    To be honest though, its been kinda normal here since July, with a few hiccups around Christmas time, but the majority seem like they are done with restrictions since the booster rollout and want their lives back. 

       Hopefully Australia and Canada will sooner or later lift their restrictions too.