Thank you no SelfSelf! I also bought myself a toy pussy and I go to escort girls once every month! I also found a bunch of female friends whom I don't consider sexually attractive but they help me to get my emotional needs met. Women turned out to be very good friends!
But for real intimacy I do 5MeO-DMT, thanks God I am God any I can love myself infinitely  
Are there any latin clubs in Croatia? I'm thinking of visiting you my European friend

No. Truth is guaranteed.
Your Consciousness right now is Truth, regardless of any hallucinations or dreams.
You are dreaming everything, all those things.
No. Truth is always present. It's the only thing present.
These things are not mutually exclusive but actually identical. 
Whatever you are hallucinating is Truth. But Truth is also not limited to any one hallucination.
Truth itself is not a hallucination. If a hallucination is happening then it happening is Truth.
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You exist. Existence is Truth. So you are the very thing you seek.
The particular form you exist as is a fleeting hallucination, but that you exist is not.
Your existence is Absolute Truth.

@TheGod Perfect!
You got it 
You've achieved an enormous thing for your age. Take some time off to integrate it. Your whole life is still ahead of you. There's no rush.

I think you are over-theorizing it. At your stage of development you need very basic, tangible, material results and actions. Not sophisticated philosophical theory or models.
Your goal should be to build a career, train up career skills, and develop financial independence -- so that you have resources to work with.
Maslow's Hierarchy of needs is not going to help you find a job or build a career -- which is what it sounds like you need.
I suggest you spend at least a few years focusing on being hyper practical and material. Take the actions necessary to build a career. This mostly means: 1) getting very clear about what your career should be, 2) training the skills needed to do that job, and 3) create a solid portfolio of work that demonstrates your skills to employers. This is how you get hired.
Once you do that, you will be in a good position to do more sophisticated theoretical things.

Anything Mind imagines is a finite form and therefore limited.
The only unlimited thing is pure Void -- Empty Mind. But as soon as anything appears in this Empty Mind it takes on form and is limited. If God imagined a kangaroo, that's a limited form with certain properties. To have any property is to lack other properties, and is therefore a limit. Everything you can see, hear, taste, smell, touch is finite and limited.
It is just the nature of Mind to endlessly dream stuff up. It does so because why not? What else is it going to do? It only has two options: To be Empty or to dream. It can do both. So it does both, exhausting both possibilities.

Well, it's just a consequence of Oneness. If everything is One and all difference is imaginary then even the difference between the finite and infinite is imaginary.
Finite IS Infinity.
Ta-daaa!

It's a good question. Not easy to answer.
Why God created reality in such a particular way is very hard to answer because you'd need omniscience in the macro and micro sense to know.

1) My consciousness works in a certain way. It does not work the way other's people works. So what may work for them does not work for me.
2) I deconstructed a lot of spiritual illusions and fantasies, to the point where my understanding of consciousness became so deep that many of the human spiritual pursuits just flew out the window. It's not of interest to me because I know where the real gold is, it's in deeper Awakening, not other stuff. So I don't care about the other stuff because it is ultimately illusory and inferior.
It's like I have a choice between eating a whole pizza or some moldy crackers. I'm not interested in the crackers. If you don't understand that a whole pizza is available to you then the crackers will seem appealing.

@Leo Gura true. That being said I'm curious enough to use what I have and see what unfolds, especially since I don't smoke/vape anything aside from the rare n,n-DMT or 5-MeO-DMT session.

It's good to see you smiling and enjoying yourself Leo. I love Vegas! So many awesome memories. 
Have you gone clubbing while on 5-meo? If you have, I would be interested in hearing what that atmosphere looked like to you from an expanded level of consciousness. 

I've tried it at low doses. It is not good for game. 5-MeO is too serious to party with. MALT would be better. But DMT is perfect.

The answer is too profound for words.
Awakening is the answer.

1) Makes it much easier to keep fat off.
2) Ends pigging out and feeling gross.
3) Most of the benefits will be unfelt and untestable, like living longer with less disease. But you will never even know for sure you received this benefit or if it was a fantasy.

Cause I'm awesome! 
I don't even need psychedelics any more, I can just take a few droplets of THC under the tongue and I'm walking around like a hyper-intelligent alien saint.
2 drops of THC produce a higher state of mind than a 2 week meditation retreat.

There is much more to say about survival.
I'm not just going to keep repeating myself about God. I've described God to death at this point. I look for new and useful things to say. I only talk about God if there's something useful to say about it. And it's not so easy to find new useful things to say about it.

My best friend in middle school was Persian. His father was a very strict authoritarian husband and father who felt he had the right to dominate everyone in the family. Here's how it played out: After much drama and nasty fighting, his wife divorced him, took his mansion and the children. And to this day my best friend hates his father and regards him as an authoritarian prick.
That's how your philosophy will ultimately end in the real world.
You can call it "feminism" or whatever, but in the end no woman, even a non-feminist one, will tolerate your selfish behavior. Even in the Middle East they got divorce. And even in the Middle East women will not put up with your crap.

One of my best friends in high school was Canadian, grew up in a nice household similar to me. Went to the same good school as me. He was sane and normal. But then in high school he got mixed up with drugs and the wrong people. He became a drug dealer. Around age 25 his life turned so bad he shot himself in the head.
A good household is no safeguard from drugs or criminal behavior.

My best videos are my latest ones and ones I've yet to release.
The level of understanding that I developed over the last 2 years is crazy. You guys don't even know it yet because I have not been publishing much.
Every topic is a deep topic now. Just have some patience please. This is a long journey.

At that age you need more constructing than deconstructing.

I deconstructed everything so much that I disillusioned myself on many things, like the fantasy of being a spiritual teacher, having a career, being popular, being admired, leaving a legacy, saving mankind, doing good for the world. These are fantasies. Being a leader is a kind of fantasy too.

I don't trip any more. For health reasons.

OG sexists
OG racists
OG homophobes
You go too old school you will turn into a plantation owner.
Times have changed and there is more than one way to be a woman.
Be more careful how you phrase your outdated views.

Did you even train a lot to reach 1600 at Fischer Random? Were you born with a talent for Chess?

When I was in full God-mode one time, I looked at a candle on my countertop and said, "Okay, let's make this thing levitate." And I tried to do the whole Jedi force levitate thing on it. Then I instantly realized, "Wait! Why am I being such an idiot?" and I just picked it up with my hand and smiled as I realize that this is how God levitates a candle. And I just laughed at how obvious it was.
People are always looking for God in some miraculous event while overlooking the fact that EVERYTHING is a fucking miracle already.
The way God magically eliminates hunger is by grilling a burger and then eating it. THAT is the miracle!

For me it works the opposite: the psychedelic integrates everything into a single unity, such that all the voices of humans I've ever heard are recognized to be projections of my own mind.
It literally feels like my mind has imagined all humans as NPCs in my personal drama.
Yes, I'm fully aware of the present material reality. I don't leave anywhere. I become more HERE than normal. But the HERE is recontexualized as God/Infinity/Love.