Awakening tells you that you are God, it does not tell you why you are dreaming a human dream. It is hard to know why God dreams whatever it dreams.

So? Why would that matter?
Doing science is not the function of life. It's a tangent.
Humans could create a Harvard-like institution where everyone badly wants to go. Where everyone would clammor to pay $100k to sit around and jerk off in a circle for 4 years. At the end of those 4 years you would get a gold certificate and a well-paying job for the rest of your life in the circle jerk industry.
And all of thar would be irrelevant to living a good life.

One of the best things that could ever happen to you is getting rejected by one of these Ivy League idiot schools.
The whole Ivy League system is run by corrupt human fools.
Going to Harvard or MIT is a curse I would not wish upon my children.
Seek a decent education but do not chase after status. Status has nothing to do with proper education. People have utterly lost sense of their priorities in chasing these Ivy Leagues. It's embrassing. You should feel better about telling Harvard to go fuck themselves than actually going there. If you don't, you got things backwards. Have some respect for yourself, for fuck's sake.

Because compassion. Compassion is never mandatory, but if you are conscious, it naturally comes when you see tragedy.
It's hard to care about millions of people who you don't even know exist.
But of course in the absolute sense Kobe's life was no more important than an ant's. But humans are self-biased creatures. And killing a queen ant has an outsized impact on the other ants.
If you think about it objectively, it really is amazing that Kobe got so famous and rich for throwing balls into baskets. That says a lot about what humanity values and our level of development. People don't like to question the obvious.

As I said, luxury is conformity.
When rubes get ahold of easy wealth, they waste it in cringe and tasteless ways. That describes wealthy Arabs.

I do physical openers a lot. I spent months just doing physical game.

Mostly. Or crowded bars.
You'd be surprised.
I knew a guy who would grab any girl, any place, any time. Just shameless. He would grab your mother at Walmart.
Lots of various ways:
Walk up, facing her directly, and just take her hands in yours. As she walks past you, grip her by the forearm and pull her towards you Hand of God opener Tap on her shoulder Reach both arms out towards her and signal her to grab them Convert a handshake into a low dance Walk up and hug her from the front Motion at her with your hands, come hither. You improve at it by forcing yourself to only do physical openers for a month. No talking.

Obviously it was bad because he was a degenerate addict and totally unhinged for a long time, driving his parents nuts. They did so much to try to help him.
I know these kind of people. They are life-long addicts. Nothing helps them other than being locked in prison where they can't get drugs.

You find a busy nightlife area with bars. You walk in. The first girl you see, you approach directly and say, "Hi, I'm a douchbag and I wanted to meet you." And then you wing it from there.
Rinse and repeat.

Note that the actual actor of Hank Moody is a miserable sex addict.
These things are not coincidences.

Tragic. Rob seems like a good father. Too good for that jackass.
That kid got pampered too much. If his parents weren't mega millionaires he would have died homeless in the streets. He probably burned through millions of their wealth.
But hey, I guess tough love didn't work. Nothing worked on him. That's as insane as it gets.

Because you are Truth.

What you are expressing here is a personal hurt.
I understand you are hurt, but please be careful not to project that negativity onto God. This is for your own sake, otherwise you will lose yourself in a pit of self-constructed negativity.
Good things happen when you work to create good.
Good doesn't just grow on trees. Unless you are a monkey.
You are expressing fantasies of how reality ought to be. Instead you should fall in love with reality as it is. Evil is not conquered with wishing it didn't exist. It is conquered with deep acceptance and love.

I told you the Japanese are insanely conformist.

Dude, you gotta jump into the cold pool. There is no easy way about it.
Say stupid shit break out of your logical mind.
Solo is insanely hard. Find a wingman.

From this day forth, I will no longer care about politics! 
I've come to the conclusion that for an average Joe as myself, caring about politics is detrimental to my personal development, peace of mind and my mental health. 
The political epistemic ecosystem is rotten to the core and the zone has been flooded with so much shit by all political, parties, from the all sides of politics, that it is simply impossible to arrive at a clear picture about how things really stand.
I shall focus more on my personal development, I have only so much free time in a day, I can't use all my free time contemplating politics.
I will still engage in my civic right of voting, but I will no longer spend countless hours ruminating about politics. 
When I will go to vote I will vote for the highest integrity, highest honesty, highest construct aware, highest spiral dynamics and ego development stage among all political parties and among all individual candidates. 
I must focus on myself, 2025 politics is the equivalent of a septic tank. I will no longer engage in such low consciousness mental activities.

After a certain point, once you've studied the field of politics and you've understood all of it, paying attention to it becomes counter-productive.
Yes, it is good to take a break from politics. Not forever, but for periods.

Not at all.
Scientific knowledge does not help with Awakening AT ALL. It actually hurts.
Of course.
You think Jesus was a math nerd? Haha
Most Awakened people are not scientific.
The reason I talk about science is not because knowing science is needed for knowing God, it is to highlight the epistemic mistakes of science, to help scientists think better, and to free your mind from the shackles of science.

Lol
This is such a fantasy.
Most Europeans wake up and rush to get to work a grinding job they hate. Just like the rest of the world.

Probably mental illness and wrong cocktail of drugs.

Great example of confromity.

No.
But there will be a pathway for understanding minds beyond human for those few who want to understand them.
I don't know what that means.
Higher creativity, higher levels of abstraction, better understanding of alien species, deeper mysticism, deeper spirituality.

Omg Leo, not blowing smoke up your ass, but you are a gold mine of wisdom that even this throwaway post to the user is hitting me and transforming my mind. It's motivating and inspiring 

That is good.
But even deeper: it exists because that's the best that minds of that development level can do.
Selfish and ignorant minds can't live better, as pigs cannot live cleanly.