SQAAD

@Leo Gura Thank you.

@UnbornTao Stop projecting so much. Survival without health is no better than suicide. Survival means you have to do do certain things to keep existing. It's not prescriptive of anything more than that. If someone puts one lil finger to work, he will survive. Ironically what many people do that they consider as survival, turns out to be anti-survival.

@Natasha Tori Maru It's not. At the end of the day you are gonna pay a price for every action. Every extra stress ruins the body. This is unavoidable. I am already taking care of everything i need to. Lastly, you don't know, what i need to know or not.

@Natasha Tori Maru I know all about stress. I used to lift heavy weights for 5 years straight. I don't know. Unless you are pushing your body to become an athlete. Lets take walking for example. After a certain point you are just damaging your body by an excess of glucocorticoid hormones running through your body. Stress means my body is mobilizing bodily resources so i can survive the thing i am doing. If a tiger is chasing you, stress is great for a few minute sprint. But prolonged stress, just ruins the body. An arguement could be made if its worth it or not under the right context.

@Leo Gura Your responses seem kinda odd.. I'm confused. Initially i said that i care about health and money and you made it sound these things can't go together and that i don't really care about money.. Please answer me this for practical purposes: I am a quite active person and take good care of everything i need to take care of throughout the day. I have began doing some things to increase my survival gains. My barrier is this: After a certain point of doing some type of 'work' to earn money, i feel stress hormones rising up to a toxic point. And i know that i lf i continue i will do damage to my body. Stress damages the brain and deteriorates all bodily tissues. I have also felt this. So this has been stopping me from working like a madman. And when i don't listen to these signals, i always pay a price afterwards. I am 32 but i look 25. But i don't have much money. Previous guy i worked for was 36 years old but he looked 42-43. I am not satisfied with having little money in my pocket. But i also value health like a madman. I know how important it is. I don't know what to do anymore. But i feel i am on the right path.

@Leo Gura So what do you mean.. That some amount of health needs to be sacrificed in order to earn money? That's how it works?

@Leo Gura I care about money. But i also care about my health. Should i push my body even when it's screaming "nooo"?

@Leo Gura I care about money but i am not willing to ruin my health or lose my self-respect for it.

I have noticed some disturbing things in this Reality that noone talks about. The most intelligent, the most conscious human beings have the access to the least amount of 'cheese' possible. The most unconscious, the most egostistical, the most ruthless and the most deluded have the most access to 'cheese'. This whole society .. What is this whole society about? It's about gaining access to 'cheese'. That's it. It's that simple. Cheese is access to the most fertile women possible. Access to the best food possible. Access to the most money possible. Access to the most fun possible. Access to the most attention possible. Just by the fact that you are in the public eye, this activates women's psychological mechanisms and many will perceive you in a different light. Just by the fact that the right person likes you, your whole life takes a whole different trajectory than that it would normally take. The people who have the most access to cheese are not the ones who worked harder. They are the ones who were the most lucky and the least selfless. This whole society when viewd by a higher perspective could be described as follows: "Humans are chimpanzes addicted to 'cheese' and all they care about is their own survival and their own pleasure. Humans deny how much of an animal they are by making up all sorts of stories and giving authority to other chimpanzes who have access to the same kind.of cheese they want." The Paradox of Consciousness vs. "Cheese" There is a fundamental reason why the most conscious often have the least "cheese." High consciousness usually involves a high degree of empathy, introspection, and long-term thinking. The Weight of Awareness: To be highly conscious is to realize the cost of things. A ruthless person sees a shortcut to money; a conscious person sees the exploitation required to get it. The Ego Barrier: Gaining "cheese" usually requires massive ego projection. You have to scream for attention and dominate others. If you’ve outgrown your ego, you no longer have the "hunger" required to compete in a rigged, aggressive game. A Reality where the "cheese"—biological and social rewards—is distributed via a system that rewards predatory traits rather than evolved consciousness.

Every 22 year old, living in his mother's basement forms an opinion about me without having met me in real life. People know they know something based on their very limited and distorted ability to understand stuff. I have survived on the streets , living in harsh conditions while at the same time maintaining peak physical condition. Meditating everyday without fail. Attending NA meetings & etc. Some of you, the biggest struggle you have faced was that one time you ran out of toilet paper because your mom didn't buy you enough resources. >=50% of you would not survive 2 weeks in my living situation. Your Egoic reactions are just training for me. Have a nice life. See you when Life begins hitting you really hard.

@Natasha Tori Maru No. Unconsciousness and ego bothers me because it has caused me a t r e m e n d o u s amount of suffering in the past from ignorant people. I have a natural aversion to all falsehoods now. I see them as a threat.

Mentally ill:

Yes. I am mentally ill for living here.