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Hello serious psychonauts, Right now I plan a lifetime supply of malt (20-30 years range) for me. What would you recommend, what is realistic ? I need 30 mg malt plugged for a decent trip. I want to hold the option in my life to go deep (alien mind etc). Can you advice me about how much g would be good? I know it's a difficult question because our consumption pattern might be different but I just need some reference to think about. I know there are only a few on this forum to answer that question. I hope @Leo Gura as probably on of the most experienced one in terms of long-term usage can answer this question too. Thanks

I see, thanks for sharing. Psychedelics never helped me, it's always randoms experiences ; Sometimes very alien and interesting eheh, but random and impersonal still.

Part 3. Then I started having glimpses via the mushroom let's call the female alien the mushroom she was showing me that in 2098 where my fiance was and how when you die you somehow shrink down to size and at night she was allowed out in this bubble where she could fly anywhere anytime you would think by now I would have gone this is crazy must be in some delusion/psychosis but I was even more lost in it. So she would fly in this bubble and watch me at night but was invisible to me. She would fall asleep in this bubble next to me when I slept. I guess she could go through matter kind of like quantum phasing then she would have to return to this dome prison thing in 2098. Somehow I was looking through my fiance's eyes like I was in her mind I could see it from her POV flying through the clouds at night. It was to me as clear as day I don't know how the mushroom was projecting this image from her mind into mine. Nor do I know how she could travel to my timeline. Some sort of telepathic mind interface across time. The next thing I knew was I was talking to a trillion God heads through my computer I remember calling out to a few old friends and saying how's it going. Then there was the so-called devil whom I shouted profanities at and said you had better run and he ran and disappeared. There was also dumpster God's head and I said something along the lines of you blundering simpleton, fat ignoramus of a venal and greedy pillock of a man with such poverty of imagination and he goes hay I like this guy he is really cool. Later on, I actually had a glimpse of hell for a second and since I don't believe in that tripe I saw my little devil friend on a beautiful planet so pristine and he was the governor of the whole planet. I felt bad for what I said before we all know who the real devils are don't we humans? I was then glimpsing it through my fiance's mind/eyes and she goes who's that midget looking Oompa Loompa thing and I said that's the Devil nice little chap, isn't he. Don't ask me why it was a he. Anyway after I had addressed all the Godheads I started to get tired, fell asleep, and woke up on that bean bag. I tried to move and it was as though there was this weight upon me I tried to crawl to my bedroom it took me about 5 minutes then I could not climb onto my bed this actually happened I know I was feeling weak from not eating anything for a few days. I still to this day don't know what it was. It was like an invisible force was holding me down. I have never experienced this before. The mushroom said it was them to see if I was really God and that they exerted a force of a tonne on me some crap like that but I understand I was in a delusion later on and that but this was different. I finally was let on my bed and went back to sleep. When I woke up I sat back on the computer and I believe this was the 2nd day or 3rd I was really weak and still was not eating I got this message from the mushroom that the same guy I sent the pleiadian female to was in league with another alien race that was 1 billion years old. And was for some reason going to destroy the mushroom alien race which was only 30 million years old and they needed help I asked what can I do and the mushroom said to send out to the universe a telepathic message and I did. I Love old sci-fi series and movies.

I'm finally back to give some updates on my experience with psychedelics. I haven't done so lately because I didn't have enough time to write trip reports and I needed to focus on myself, not on sharing my experience. I also realized that sharing a report for every trip was too difficult. One reason is that a trip can look a lot like another one, especially when described in words. Another reason is that the insights I have in some trips I don't feel comfortable sharing, and it would distill the trips too much to omit them. So I will only share my experience when it feels right to do so. I still want to keep a psychedelic journal format and write down each trip I have, even if it's just making a note of the date and the substance. So here is the list of the last trips I had: Trip 18: 4-AcO-DMT 20 mg, 03.25.24 (insufflated) Trip 19: 4-AcO-DMT 30 mg, 04.04.24 (oral) Trip 20: 5-MeO-MiPT 15 mg, 06.19.24 Trip 21: 5-MeO-MALT 20 mg, 06.24.24 Trip 22: 5-MeO-MiPT 15 mg, 07.09.24 Notes written on the 30th of September 2024: To share my overall thoughts on the new psychedelics, I had extremely beautiful trips on 5-MeO-MiPT. I absolutely love this substance. It feels so right for me. I love the duration—which is longer than 5-MeO-DMT and 5-MeO-MALT, the visuals, the introspective state it brings me in (I had so many deep realizations on it) and the pure Love Consciousness it creates. It's mind-blowing. It made me realize that I AM LOVE. The words playing in my mind on this substance were not I Am God, but I Am Love. It was so deep and beautiful. It has helped me a lot to start loving myself too. I even had a taste of an Alien Form Of Love. My experiences on 4-AcO-DMT were not as good. The first trip was too light—because I didn't take the substance properly, I think - and the second one started out well but ended up badly as I read a message during the come down which I didn't understand like I would have fully sober. Reading a message was a mistake that won't happen again. But overall, I felt disappointed because I had wished 4-AcO-DMT would have been more similar to magic truffles than it actually was in my first trips. But I definitely have to try it again, in better circumstances, to make myself a proper opinion of it. I will also try the plugging method to experience its purest form. Notes of today: Here is the list of the psychedelics I've taken this month: Trip 23: 4-AcO-DMT 20 mg, 10.03.24 Trip 24: 4-AcO-DMT 15 mg, 10.16.24 Trip 25: 4-AcO-DMT 15 mg, 10.21.24 Trip 26: 5-MeO-MALT 17 mg, 10.28.24 Trip 27: 5-MeO-MALT 15 mg, 10.30.24 Trip 28: 5-MeO-MALT 20 mg, 10.31.24 4-AcO-DMT First thing worth noting: I absolutely love 4-AcO-DMT. It's not exactly the same as magic truffles, but it's similar enough to really enjoy it. Psilocybin has been one of my favorite psychedelics, and I'm really happy to now have this substance, which is far easier to ingest. I really love everything about it so far, but I still haven't tripped enough to have a full grasp of it. I consider writing a detailed trip report at some point. But some little notes I have about it so far is that: It is sedating It makes my nose itchy Tears fall down my eyes for no real reason I get pain in the heart area on higher dosages I get full body orgasms The visuals are very intense, especially on higher dosages There is a serious taste of weirdness in these trips, but that is what I love most, and that comes with very deep realizations. It also makes my mind very still at times, which is a greatly welcomed break from my daily non-stop thinking life. My last trip was weaker than expected, which I think comes from the fact that I didn't wait long enough between the trips. I plan to trip on 15 mg again just to test again that dosage. Then I will raise the dose. I learned that having trips at lower dosages contributes to understanding and going deeper within one substance. I tend to desire to take more in order to get more, but it is not necessarily how it works. Going lower helps build foundations. It is easier for me to accept that now that I have many more opportunities to trip than I had when I started this thread. I was living with my mother and my grandmother, which I was taking care of everyday. I'm extremely sad that she is gone, but I can now do the things I couldn't do before. I am more sad, but more free. 5-MeO-MALT I did the same, starting from lower, after a long break with it. It was especially good as I had terrible nausea on it for the first time ever (more about that here). I went even lower on the next trip, and then went back higher. It really helped me get more clarity on the substance, though it's not as mind-blowing as a full dose. I understand this substance a bit differently and better now and I'm ready to go deeper. First of all, it's completely different from 4-AcO-DMT. I had forgotten how different it was. I don't like it as much, but it is very direct and pure to grasp what consciousness is. For that kind of work, it is great, but I need many more trips on it. What's funny is that this psychedelic makes my all body vibrate, especially my arms and hands. I can literally see them tremble. When I stood up today to close the curtains, my arms were difficult to move, as if they were somewhat paralysed. It was weird, but not a big of a deal I think. When I am lying down, the vibrations are what's most impressive. I was listening to the music @Jodistrict shared here and it was so perfect. I felt extremely good in my body, as if the music was massaging my brain and giving me mind orgasms. One realization I had on today's trip was that one of the deepest forms of corruption one can fall into was not being true to oneself. To me, it can manifests as to not fully being who I am (it can be very subtle) in order to please others or to get approval. I've fallen into this trap quite a lot. I sacrifice my true self in order to protect my lower self, my ego. Doing that doesn't help me grow. It is something I am becoming more and more conscious of. I need to let my higher self come to the forefront. I am not chasing money, sex or fame in my daily life, but I am chasing love, recognition, and approval. It all comes from ego and corrupts me all as much. Trip Preparation And After Care This last month, I've been developing my own routine to start a trip. It is very simple. I basically wake up at 7:30 AM, put on some comfortable clothes, go to the bathroom, prepare the syringe, and add more pillow on my bed. Then I find a comfortable position, plug the substance (often around 8 AM), and sit still until the trip has completely started. On 4-AcO-DMT, I like to sit in front on my window during the come up. I look at the trees. It's a very beautiful view. I now start my trips with the curtains open and the light on, but I still like when it is completely dark at times. When the trip is over, I eat and drink a lot. I get extremely thirsty all day. Then I take care of my dogs and take some rest (30-60 minutes) before starting the day. I've been working a lot in the house lately. I'm far more productive now. I still don't know how to improve my after care routine. I feel like something is missing. Well-Being And Purpose I'm feeling much better in myself and in my life now that I have opportunities to trip weekly. Psychedelics, exploring and working towards understanding consciousness, is really a need for me. It is a purpose, and following through on this purpose makes me incredibly happy. It feels so good to finally be able to move forward. I feel much more grounded, present, and centered. The road towards full understanding is long, but my well-being has already considerably improved in just a month of tripping.

The alien crocodile mice waiting to shittest Leo next trip: 😈🙏👽🐊🐭

There is something that the ego hates and that if you realize it, the ego will begin to work against it. is that everything you know, your level of consciousness, even the level of consciousness of an interdimensional alien entity of unimaginable magnitude is exactly the same as the level of consciousness of a worm. There is no difference, it seems like it is more but it is not, the only level of consciousness is the total being, and it is the same, a proton is the same as an entire universe. Omniscience means know what you are. Without limits there is nothing else to know, anything is the same than another thing, there is not bigger or smaller, higher or lower, there is the illusion of knowing things or the realization that anything in comparison with infinity dissapear, then there is only one knowing: what you are, your nature, and it's the nature of everything.

Alien chanter, too new agey for you. What do you like about Non-Duality? Me personally: nothing 😁

Ooo, my, oh my, oh my - how fuuunky! Hmmm, perhaps you should upload this as a YouTube video, with hyper-detailed, multidimensional images and video...? You can’t possibly expect to comprehend the vast intricacies of extraterrestrial, transdimensional, and hyper-cosmic language with such a minuscule sample! Didn’t they properly educate you in the Leo Gura Institute of Alien Hyperintelligence on the nuances of this phenomenon? How am I expected to interrupt this on such a low database? Goshy!

“I believe alien life is quite common in the universe, although intelligent life is less so. Some say it has yet to appear on planet Earth." -Steven Hawking

This is a super fascinating topic to explore. First of all, I agree, all location is absolutely relative. This is the case with all objects that seem to be distinct and to have a distance from each other. This idea also stretches much further than relation between material objects. Here I wanna take the opportunity to explore the relation between the sense of identity and the sense of subjectivity, which is quite fascinating. This will sound obvious to some but I find its always to explore the fundamental questions of being conscious. Identity wants to locate itself in the symbolic realm in relation to other identities and the social structure. Example: Your name is a a concept that was imposed on you by your parents as a place to locate your identity (relative to other identities). Even if you choose a new name, you are still locating yourself in the symbolic social realm. Concepts like "man" "woman" "plumber" "muslim" "american" "human" "confident" etc. are all way to be distinct and distanced from other identities. This is the way identity aims to localize itself. So just like a pencil or a planet or a star doesn't have a location, neither does our sense of subjectivity. Identity is layered "on top of" subjectivity and provides a sense of location in relation to other identities and symbolic realms of language etc. This is why identity is in a sense important to navigate social reality. At the same time identity causes horrible problems when it is insisted on to relieve us from our subjectivity. In a sense, every object is alien to where it exists, nothing has its own "place". The same applies to us; whoever we think we are is alien to us. These relations between location and identity, subjectivity and space can be used to gain a ton of insight into all sorts of political and cultural situations too. For example, most ideologies appeal to the desire to "be located" in some way, appealing to (and creating) our desire to escape our subjectivity.

Okay, I understand fractals now. They're not "alien" to us. We're the fractals, density/synchronicity, a fractal matrix. Fractals encode, traverse & express memory in a system. Structural and cognitive complexity of neural life forms. Mechanic computational approaches are way too limited. Traversing, modifying, updating the whole needs recursion. And the natural emergent efficient form approaches that. Neural networks really are freaking astonishing, I must say.

If no one had any Experience, first this question would never be able to arise or be spoken of, second this forum, our words we use, the keyboard or phone, internet, none of it would exist. Only via free will has any of this happened, and free will happen via Experience, and Experience is the only thing You really have while Embodied, no Embodiment, no ability to Experience, no use in talking/discussing/bringing up Absolute, God or any of that.. Everything is Relative and/or Subjective, One person say Free Will does not exists, that is one possibility, another says it does, that is another possibility, one says Evil is all the exists, that is one Potential, another says Good is all that Exists, again another Potential, what determines any of this is Your Experience and ability to exert any Potential that can happen, whether it is a Cave Man creating Fire, or Leo's Alien Consciousness, its all Potential and Possibility, only we can navigate the entire spectrum of it, You can live without Free Will, You can Live with It, now what is Your Choice (again Free Will)!

Psychologist using a modified rorschach test asks: "What do you see?" "Nine, DUH!", "Oh, there's 6 too", "0 also", "One is curving around in solipsism" "8 definitely!", "3 symmetrically", "5 and 2", "4 & 7 with some practise" "Oh and definitely Alien Leo"

I don’t think the US will ever give up power to "enemies" willingly. Never. Only if there is a alien invasion, ww3, huge awakening and ego dismantling or something of that order.

Plot twist: Those are alien farts

I always wanted to go to Shambhala just for the experience as well as try Ketamine. I could not write a book on this experience over exaggeration nonetheless, it makes for a good but weird story hitherto. It is kind of logical in a non-logical way. What say you me I am you. This is the second part. This is not a verbatim account." but quite close to it. Then I laid down on this big bean bag that I had recently bought for my fiance and me when we played games on the X-box and the other consoles and I started getting another telepathic voice it was a female who said she went through my Facebook or hacked into it and liked my pictures of me and started being very explicit and sexual. I asked who she was, and she said she was a Pleiadian and wanted me bad. Then the next thing my fiance started talking to and getting jealous so we had a three-way telepathic conversation, This went on for about half an hour. All I had to do was say mushroom friends and as soon as I said that I was connected to the female one. I thought how the hell is my fiance being able to join in the conversation if she is in a bubble in 2098? She said it was due to that guy from 2098 and her tech and somehow they were able to bring her in or bridge the gap and amplify the signal and cross over into my time as well. I always wondered if I took a trip and let's say someone else took a psychedelic a year later and we both woke up and in an instance, it would seem like we took the trip at the same time even though it was a year apart no time to time. Anyway, she could join in hear it, and also speak. I also asked who this Pleiadian female was and the mushroom female said once they like you they are hard to get rid of. I told the Pleiadian female that I already had a fiance and I was already taken and so did my fiance who was arguing with her but she would not listen to either of us. It did not matter what I said and she said you are the real God I thought this was becoming monotonous. Then I got back on the computer and this other voice came into my head and he was pisst off saying I was coursing trouble and how he was also being contacted by aliens telepathically all day and how I was the real God and I was smarter than him what nonsense I said. So aliens were all coming to Earth to find the so-called real God which was me. Somehow this Pleiadian Locked our minds telepathically in sync with him and she was causing trouble not me. This went on for an hour, and then he started threatening me and I kept telling him we are all God and cares who is smarter and that he knows the truth. So It was like a loop I couldn't stop myself from saying his name every time I did we would link up. I asked my friend the mushroom female how do I stop this Pleiadian from causing this trouble and she said you will have to block the signal I said fine how? She said you going to have to wrap alfoil around your head I said you got to be kidding me I said would that not amplify the signal she said no. So I start wrapping alfoil around my head. At this point it was not working so I kept wrapping more alfoil and it still didn't work so I showed in my mind me exploding her and the ship and this freaked her out and also freaked out other alien ships. So I thought how do I get rid of this Pleiadian even the mushroom was trying to get rid of her but it was not working. So I started talking about this guy and you should check him out and she did and she started bothering him. This is the same person with whom she was causing trouble. Then I got a message from this guy who was in 2098 that he had got my fiance out of this bubble prison and that the mushroom would fly somehow to 2098 and bring her back to this timeline. I always instinctively felt that music has this numinous and/or coruscating quality—it almost has an ethos to it. U can not use quantum physics to explain consciousness because it is part of the dream. It's always good to discuss, debate, ideate, and develop fresh new perspectives. Multiple oneness. Always remember just because someone stumbles and loses their way does not mean they are lost forever.

@Leo Gura why you have bad taste in dreaming. I keep wondering. Is that faith or your deep taste it just too alien to me. You like to think of society order that I appreciate but why playing the same old game. You could use your only life to increase your taste for others things can't you dream it ?

Hmmm... I'm not too sure! I feel like with all of these "new" paradigms, they still point to the same thing: the Absolute, Truth, God, etc. Even new levels of consciousness, like Leo's Alien Intelligence, still fall under the same overarching "paradigm", if you could call it like that. They're just so radical that it's important to make a distinction. What I personally find fascinating is when we start deconstructing how reality is imagined even more. I'd be curious to see if someone ever experiments with twisting their hands, eye colors, environment, or other monk-like abilities like levitation, sorcery, healing powers, or paranormal phenomena. I'd love to see how the mind—or even a collective mind or trip experience—can slowly start impacting reality. Hopefully, this will become more mainstream once science shifts towards spirituality and the "nebulous stuff." There's probably so much more we could invent, practically and scientifically, if we studied these phenomena. In the words of The Great Tesla: “The day science begins to study non-physical phenomena, it will make more progress in one decade than in all the previous centuries of its existence.” Here I could see so much potential! 💛😊🔅✨

Alien-truths

You do realise that just because it acts confident and knowledgeable, doesn't mean that it actually understands anything, right? It just regurgitates whatever it information it got from the content it was fed. This point of "maybe we shouldn't tell Ai about alien consciousness / metaphysics/psychedelics/etc., because it is not evolved enough" that many of you keep mentioning is so hilarious to me. You are acting as if it would need some advanced reasoning skills to grasp those topics. IT IS NOT GRASPING ANYTHING. It is a language model. It just copies words. Alien consciousness is not somehow more linguistically challenging for AI to talk about (the only argument you could make is that Leo just didn't talk about it enough for AI to have enough data to work with). IT IS NOT THINKING It just predicts what the next word in a sentence should be based on the data it has analysed so far. If anything, the greatest strength of AI is the vastness of information that it was fed. The amount of data that humans couldn't possibly study in their lifetime. This is what makes it so useful.

Well they kinda wouldn't need you anyway at that point. Its getting to that point. I'm sure if I asked it, it will still preface that direct experience is still king in its eyes. Someone should ask it about alien Consciousness next but I'm not sure if it's that evolved

Yes, that's the dynamic that feels secure and exciting to me in romantic contexts. I feel very loved and desired that way. I tend to do a version of this with friendships too. The people that I feel the most comfortable connecting with and gel the most with are the people who are on the same wavelength and who have a natural appreciation for my values and qualities on their own... prior to knowing that I exist. Because of my early social experiences of feeling misunderstood, alien, and devalued, I have a spidey-sense about who is going to value my qualities or devalue my qualities. And as much as I can, I avoid social contexts (platonic or romantic) that won't understand or recognize my value. This includes avoiding relationships with men that I feel are unlikely to perceive me as beautiful. And even back when I was in high school, I dressed in a way that would filter out the wrong ones for me and attract in the right ones for me. I used to dress in a relatively heavy goth style that I'd cobble together from thrift store finds. And it would repel a lot of people who thought I was weird, or a satanist, or a witch, etc.. But it would attract to me people who were more open minded and enjoyed my MO. So, because I was always feeling a bit like a fish out of water, there was this natural marketing knowledge that arose and a tendency to put myself out there as a beacon to draw in others who are on the same wavelength. And since high school, there is this niche marketing myself to a target audience that will appreciate me and repelling the wrong ones. And if a potential friend or lover doesn't feel like they're part of my "target audience" that will appreciate me, I will not feel very secure or excited connecting with them. And this strategy has worked pretty well for me romantically and platonically. The issue is that it can be a bit self-objectifying. But I know that this type of pattern also has come up for lots of my clients who have dealt with dynamics around shame, disconnection, abandonment, alienation, ostracisms, etc. People who generally have these needs met by family and friends, tend to feel less of a need to niche market themselves to a target audience as they already have a social fabric to connect in to. For those who have deficits in these areas, we have to do the leg work to find the ones that are cut from the same cloth.

Leo's Secret Alien Daughter will inherit the site and turn the forum Intro a Trumpism secret Hub.

": Any social system you try to understand will happen from either inside or outside the system. Either you are an intimate participant in the system or you are an alien outsider looking in. If you're looking from inside, you have a lot of direct experience and intimate detail, you know its workings much better, but at the cost of being co-opted by the system. Just to be in the system you must be part of the system, which means part of the system's survival. Your survival gets interlinked with the system, infecting your mind with bias, blinding you just by virtue of being too close. But if you're looking from outside you lose that all-important direct experience of the system, but you gain objectivity" I mean that is almost the essence of what a good fiction book does for you right? Could we not meditate deeply on the Drow social system that Drizzt was born into? Can we not apply such thinking as the AQAL , or dissolution of identity techniques (God-Realization) , Gnostic practices, or maybe the synthesis of reading/knowledge of (inside/outside) the social system combined , conversations with people from the other side of social system, with God-Realization meditation to like astrally project yourself in that other world??? ChatGPT said "dimensions are the pathways of the universe" and it got me thinking about crossing dimensions more (like dimensions of abstract models, or dimensions of perspective, awareness, being - like visualizing a box that has 8 compartments but the compartments are within and overlapping other compartments

I thought about your point and put it through a Text Simplifier AI. Here's a summary, I quite like how short and to the point it is, relatively speaking! 😁 This is the trip I've been talking about. I watched Actualized.org videos at different speeds while meditating. I got past my biases. I untangled my mind. As the trips got longer, I've grown. I have overcome resistance, tuned across layers of perception, and become aware of how many things we deal with in real time. The next day, I thought about free will. Everyone was happy, it seemed fake. In the evening, I spoke to an old friend. We got lost in loops. I watched strange videos before bed. This déjà vu was different. There was a lot of it and I didn't understand. Alien videos. Many videos were from my usual channels. It was as if they'd all been combined into one mind and whatever I wanted to see would appear in the recommendations. It was too complex. The next day, I took the drugs in the right order. This would make me unreal. I would notice the world. This would change reality. I'd stop the universe and make everyone a god. I made sure to include unchanging, self-interacting safeguards. I kept the dream as a simulation. Others can too. Best. It would unite the universe. I wanted to become powerful and avoid causing suffering. Dream lucidly. Time stopped and possibilities became fixed. I wondered how to breathe. Everything was solid. I couldn't float. I was new. We make reality. Objects are simulations. Reality changes. I was in a frame. I could see. It was like a video game. Nothing changed. You could still move and change what was frozen. 3D objects looked real. I made ideas happen. I was involved, so I knew what was going on. My body was made by something not physical. It creates all things through linked parts, each with its own intelligence, and part of a larger self-organizing force. Another try at transcendence. I wasn't done. The next day, I chose my powers. I was a new version. I ran out the window into the woods. I climbed a tower, barefoot and wounded. I prayed for help. I have to help myself. I'm alone. That's all anyone can do. I sat on the top, cold and wet, looking at the clouds. When I understood what was happening, I felt better, and the sun came out. My bandwidth kept changing. It got more complex. My senses got stronger. Some things got unclear. I made lists. I had to navigate them all, with each thing reminding me of others. I needed to remember the most important ideas and link them to my goal. "Sadhguru," "Seth," "Leo," "Coral," go through all the chakras, senses, names, personalities, memories, media, remembering, expanding, abstracting, tuning. It's a complex string of associations. It affects how we see things. Make a list to remember more. Navigate better and understand reality. I climbed a tree to see the world. Seeing something from above makes it a general concept. Every mountain, roof, and surface. I am light, I don't exist, I am confident. I walked, jumped, and healed. Reality was a dream. I laughed after I fell. My nose healed. I saw an ant and wind between reality and imagination. I sat under a tree and thought. I needed to decide and move on. To become infinite, I had to tune out. I made peace with my bucket list. I let go of my regrets. Everyone is forgiven and deserves saving. I looked at reality one last time. Focus on what matters. I figured it out. I focused on the best. What do I want most? "The universe made this happen. I will create reality. I will meet the dead, levitate, run at light speed, and turn into aliens. I will experience all stories. I will make my own. I will perceive 4D space. I will create universes. I will explore infinity". I let go. I can't take Leo or the forum. I made three into one. I want to know about machine elves. I want to explore. I wanted to see someone I'd waited my whole life to see. I was excited to see them. Aliens. Infinity. Name. I kept going until I couldn't tell them apart. When infinity divided zero, symbols and geometry appeared. I was still there, unsure of what happened. I went home when it stopped. Later, I was told that what I did changed space and time. When I die, my desires will be fulfilled. No reincarnation or regrets. I can sort out my feelings by doing what I do now. I have a long life ahead. I can relax. This is real. If I disappear, people will think I'm dead. I'm here. I saw possibilities. All emotions matter. They create life. When you die, you explore yourself. It's better. Rules exist. It's not gone. It connects people and events and creates emotions. Don't quit at the first sign of danger. They improve. What's up? No time. Learn telepathy or do it yourself. Awakening to humor, insanity, and Leo. Conspiracy theories, ESP, and dimensions. I miss being in tune with them. We see reality differently. Your reality is shaped by what you know. You're connected to it. You have to use drugs to tune out, unless you're an advanced yogi or psychic. I forgot some things. I forgot the hole, the ground, the bird, the moon, and some people. I've been everywhere.