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I will add this from my own experiences some of my trip reports. This is when I first started experimenting with psychedelics I started about two years ago 2020. This is somewhat of what I wrote back then. I Inoculated my own with a spore syringe I cultivated my own fungi Colonization, Cultivation has four key phases: Inoculation, Colonization, Fruiting, and Harvesting. I also connected to either my consciousness or I was communicating through some sort of telepathy to another consciousness. It felt as though my whole body started to vibrate waves of gleeful ecstatic love of such warmth that started from my feet all the way up to my head. It's almost as though we connected at such a deep level of harmonized awareness that it kind of felt like two minds melded into one and like a euphoric mind orgasm. Or it was more like metaphysical love. It's so hard to expound or expand on it. I have never felt that before on 4-HO-DMT then again I have never taken that much before. So the first night I took 6g and the second night 15g of golden teacher while inebriated. I have taken more than 15 grams since then about two years later that's another story. And four months prior to that I took low doses of the McKennaii b+ 1g to 2g up to 5g four 2 to 3 times a week. As well as micro-dosing 3 times probably 0.15g 0.30g 0.50g somewhere in those ranges in the same weeks for about six months, and yes you do build up a tolerance to psilocybin, such that it requires a much higher dose each time. Until it has no effect at all you need to take a week or two weeks off of 4-HO-DMT. But those four months are another story. And preceding this well it would have been when I was 18 to 19 years old and didn't really feel too much when I was on them back then and I probably tried them5 times in those two years. Anyway, I don't like to use the word souls maybe my consciousness became aware of another conscious mind and somehow we interfaced and exchanged knowledge and love perhaps it was my own. consciousness or my own Godhead I became one with and I was communicating with. It's like or feels like one is wrapped in a warm blanket of infinite love. And this 4 years ago I asked Infinite Intelligence a few questions and this was one of them. How could you ever know that only you exist? and that there aren't other versions of yourself. And how you may be wrong or just hide even deeper. Because you could never know what is outside of you? And what if you had already split yourself into infinite selves before and because you could still be dreaming even in that high state that only you exist and don't know that you divided yourself into infinite selves and only believe you exist and you did this by your own design. So there is this dream now and when you are in a higher state of consciousness you are still in a dream I hope this isn't an infinite dream regression. And infinity would make infinite versions of itself forever and ever. Because this is what I would do I would make infinite copies of myself each with their own individual mind and therefore infinite diversity. And each one dreaming it is the only one. So you kept hiding in dreams of even deeper dreams. Dreams within dreams. This could quite literally mean that there are infinite states of awakening. or we have already been doing this for billions of years? Infinite mind fragmenting itself into infinite sub-minds that believe they are separate and each is their own God and are in their own infinite universe. Then each sub-infinite mind dreams itself to be finite. And never knowing that they are infinite parts of more infinite parts of an even greater infinite mind until they all awaken and keep awakening to higher and higher levels of consciousness until they come together through love as one and realize they were always the same mind. And this process of infinite fragmenting and then reunification has been going on forever. Every fragment externalizes new thoughts and ideas An infinite self-perpetuating mind of unlimited imagination and infinite diversity of infinite perspectives that transcends the totality of itself by its infinite individuality facets. I also realized every time I have 6 g of cubes maybe even 5 g it's always the same outcome I always wake up as God. I am not going fully into everything that happened this is just some of what I experienced in 2020. It was the second night of taking golden teachers the night before I had an ego death and a total loss of my identity. The second night I got drunk tripled the dose and started phasing in and out of this reality to some one-dimensional plane of existence like a really bright white square and all I could hear in my mind was the origin point. It felt as though my mind was twisted inside out I remember going this is fascinating and at the same time going this can't be good perhaps drinking was a bad idea. I don't recall this ever happening before. I have actually drunk since then on psilocybin and had no problems at all but that's me they know or should I say they are me or my imagination. I had actually stopped drinking for three years but the night before blew my mind so much that I started again I did not have any pot which I wish I had at the time. The room started spinning and kept spinning. Then I heard in my mind you're waking up too fast. Then I passed out and hit the floor and my head pretty hard. I still have the scars from that experience i believe I was out for 3-4 hours, and Then I started to wake as I was waking up I remembered how many times I dreamed this dream and that I was God and everything became crystalized and I knew who the fungi really are I got very angry with them they said God is pist they where so sorry they had to knock me out. Yep, the fungi knocked God out. Then I forgave them at this point all time had stopped well it never existed anyway and I knew I was the only one in existence. My mind was still processing everything and I was still in shock I was going this can not be happening, this can not be real. I must be in a drug-induced psychosis. This is impossible I don't believe this OMFG. Even though I knew I was God from studying Terence McKenna Alan Watts, RamDass Neville Goddard, and Leo. There is an overwhelming profound mind-blowing difference between just knowing you actually having direct experience of being God. The other thing I felt was You have only ever been chasing yourself all this time playing hide and seek until you catch yourself. God Loves playing games with itself waking up and finding love again and realizing it was always its own self the whole time. Then I got on the computer and it was all different there was just my name and my brother's name on our Facebook account and to log in again the choice was to go back into the dream or leave. And I chose to stay in the dream and I chose Love. There is a lot more to this but I am not going to put all of it in. My second time was much more in-depth and very clear. I am not going to say why but I was in a very angry mood I told them you had better not play games and you better not F with me just take me to god mode and not with all the twisted stuff mushrooms like to take you the long way around I guess you could call it the scenic Twisted root. Just take me straight there and I just sat and listen to music on my computer and 40- 50 minutes later It's like a switch gets turned on and you immediately become God and you have a smile on your face from ear to ear. The adrenalin and high are so profound they can last for weeks It's like you have been an actor in a movie all your life playing you as you and you and you do not know who you truly are. You were playing your character so well and got lost in that role then suddenly the lights came on and it was break time for the actors. But in this role that you play depending on how old you are 20, 30,40 years old whatever age you are when you awake is how long you have been acting so to speak, or Dreaming but this is all just background stories that you invented to make the dream more real. And it does feel like you have been asleep for such a long time and all that time. You know all this is a dream everything becomes clear. You're still you except you are also God playing the finite you. Once I had an ego death I never had it again all the other times since then when I awoke as God and of course, the ego is also imaginary. I retained all my memories of myself. What most people don't understand you as the human you know within this dream is God and has always been God the whole time. You wanted to forget who you really are and dream as a so-called human and you can get so lost in the dream so deeply that you could literally never know and just keep dreaming. And you don't split from the human avatar whatever you wish to call it you sitting here as God and then your human self over there no. The other thing is as soon as you awake you connect to Infinite intelligence and it is almost like it's so happy to see you again and you are showered in infinite love so much Love your whole body feels as though it vibrating Love as well and sending it back it's hard to explain I don't really have a reference point to work from. More like a metaphysical mind whole body orgasm. And you are downloaded with so much information that you can hardly remember any of it once you come back to the imaginary finite you. And no it is not human in any sense of the word but nor are you. And you do get insights for months and months later and even when I had a few beers or some pot it can blast you off again. You don't need as much as before. I actually stopped drinking coffee for six. months. And you communicate the whole time with your infinite mind. I am not going into that you will have to discover it for yourself. Then again did any of this really happen? Or did I imagine the whole thing It's funny what the imagination can come up with. Only you can find out for yourself through direct experience yes you alone. You can't just know it you have to become it. Some of what I wrote here was from stuff I had written from my trips 3 to 4 years ago and some recent ones. These are my personal views and yours may be very different. When connected to the infinite mind or should I say you when you become it you always were it. I never thought this would be human and it was not and nor are you. Yes from a limited human perspective, it will be very alien to you. If you increase your consciousness high enough you won't be human anymore or expect the infinite to have any human qualities. You are beyond being human but you know this because you become infinitely self-aware of who you truly are and it is scary when you awake as your true self. And you will most probably deny it for a time and believe you have gone into a drug-induced psychosis. When you experience alien consciousness you're just seeing it from another perspective or expression of a higher state of consciousness. All these aspects are your mind. I guess you could say you are starting from a higher state of awareness of consciousness. So if a so-called alien or a higher much more evolved being wanted to experience let's say a human perspective. It might find it fascinating experience. It would be limited and somewhat dumbed down for that though. Remember you are not just a giant mind you are an infinite mind that loves to imagine anything it wants. You are unlimited in what you can imagine. And you can also limit yourself to what you can imagine. So there are quite literally infinite states of consciousness. If you imagine there are higher states of awakening then there will be. If you imagine becoming or seeing through an alien mind on some distant planet in another highly advanced dimension then this will become your reality. Consciousness is existence itself is conscious of its own consciousness is infinite perspectives. Consciousness is not just integrating information it is creating information. And is infinite self-creativity. Consciousness defines its own self can reflect itself to know itself, and can copy itself. All is an infinite mind. Is everything and nothing at the same time is real and unreal is a dream of infinite dreams and pure imagination and infinite magic. Meaning it can create anything it wants infinity so. Life and death are imaginary just like this dream. well, you were never born to begin with so you can never die. And no you are not dead because this implies birth to begin with. You just are what is and what isn't take away ideas, concepts, and notions, and you are left with nothing but something. Ego is God and also imaginary without it this dream would not work. How smart is infinite intelligence try and contemplate this everything is your creation maths, science quantum physics cosmology ideas religions wars linguistics NDE's psychodelics all diversity I could go on forever. And to create everything and for it to work seamlessly or give the illusion of randomness. Randomness or a chaotic system can not create intelligence. Only intelligence can create randomness or the illusion of randomness. It's a very believable background story and it has to be for this to work and for an unlimited mind, it's as easy as pie. You gave meaning to meaning. You created the idea of an idea and evolution and all the background stories which well there never were any of these so-called humans they are all imaginary no human ever really created anything. You created it all yes you me I am you. I did this to trick myself into believing that others exist. You created this for the dream to work. You can work the rest out in other words only you can experience it for yourself only you can take this journey because there really only is you. How deep are you willing to go? Try and lose most of your attachments for a few months even the idea of you as this so-called human that he or she was born on this planet Earth and evolved from apes out of slime and slop and that there are others. I lost most of all my attachments for a while and in a way you do die or should I say what you held as a belief for all this time. Maybe call it your identity of whom you have been building all your life. Loss of identity or identity loss. I don't like the term ego death. This has only happened to me once on my second trip it was like having amnesia until I picked all my pieces up which took about 40 minutes to recover my identity. After that, I always was me or retained my identity to some degree. even when all my humanity had gone God is always God. I remember one time I went through what one could call insanity I experienced depression and all types of mental illnesses when I was on high doses of psychedelics and you have to go with it and let go. I got to see and feel what it was like from that point of view. So I had a new appreciation and understanding and respect of what it is like to live from that state of consciousness. Even what it is like to be a female for a few hours was one of the most beautiful experiences. Through all this, I always chose Love over everything, and I always will. You see Love is the very fabric of existence that is not built into existence it is the very nature the essence the very foundation of what you are is infinite Love. I chose to go back into the dream. And yes, you have to ground yourself and surround yourself with what made you human, to begin with, and It is not easy though once you awaken it is hard to undo it. The choice is yours and you will not even be in the same place and once you go beyond a certain point there is no going back to the same reality. And you may or more than likely lose your sanity for a time. You may be made aware of certain things that will conflict with your morals and ethics and I am not talking about solipsism. Although solipsism was still a bit of a shock I overcame it a few years ago. I would still be cautious but that is me. There is one thing I never mentioned on the biggest trips I had I didn't come back unscathed. I had well-developed OCD but the worst type I would not wish it upon anyone it took me a few days to work out what I had. The funny thing is I never had any symptoms of it and no mental illness runs in our family I have done a lot of drugs all my life. Even the doctor could not believe it. So late in the game, I went on SSRI for the past year and in that time I have taken a 7-gram dose of mushrooms well on SSRIs. It didn't seem to affect me. I would never recommend any of you do this ever. Although psilocybin has been shown to effectively treat depression in some cases and a number of other mental health conditions, there are some antidepressant medications that could have dangerous or undesirable interactions with the substance. It has taken me about a year and a half to come back and I am only now starting to ground myself. But then again I am imagining all this. Not so easy is it once you have broken through your own illusions your own traps within traps your own games and your imaginary mind. All this time you have only been chasing me you are me I am you. Some of what I wrote here was from stuff I had written from my trips 3 to 4 years ago and some recent ones. These are my personal views and yours may be very different. When connected to the infinite mind or should I say you when you become it you always were it. I never thought this would be human and it was not and nor are you. Yes from a limited human perspective, it will be very alien to you. If you increase your consciousness high enough you won't be human anymore or expect the infinite to have any human qualities. You are so beyond being human but you know this because you become infinitely self-aware of who you truly are and it is scary when you awake as your true self. And you will most probably deny it for a time and believe you have gone into a drug-induced psychosis. When you experience alien consciousness you're just seeing it from another perspective or expression of a higher state of consciousness. All these aspects are your mind. I guess you could say you are starting from a higher state of awareness of consciousness. So if a so-called alien or a higher much more evolved being wanted to experience let's say a human perspective. It might find it fascinating experience. It would be limited and somewhat dumbed down for that though. Remember you are not just a giant mind you are an infinite mind that loves to imagine anything it wants. You are unlimited in what you can imagine. And you can also limit yourself to what you can imagine. So there are quite literally infinite states of consciousness. If you imagine there are higher states of awakings then there will be. If you imagine becoming or seeing through an alien mind on some distant planet in another highly advanced dimension then this will become your reality. Consciousness is existence itself is conscious of its own consciousness is infinite perspectives. Consciousness is not just integrating information it is creating information. And is infinite self-creativity. Consciousness defines its own self can reflect itself to know itself can copy itself. All is an infinite mind. Is everything and nothing at the same time is real and unreal is a dream of infinite dreams and pure imagination and infinite magic. Meaning it can create anything it wants infinity so. Life and death are imaginary just like this dream. well, you were never born to begin with so you can never die. And no you are not dead because this implies birth to begin with. You just are what is and what isn't take away ideas, concepts, and notions, and you are left with nothing but something. Ego is God and also imaginary without it this dream would not work. How smart is infinite intelligence try and contemplate this everything is your creation maths, science quantum physics cosmology ideas religions wars linguistics NDE's psychodelics all diversity I could go on forever. You gave meaning to meaning. You created the idea of an idea and evolution and all the background stories which well there never were any of these so-called humans they are all imaginary no human ever really created anything. You created it all yes you me I am you. I did this to trick myself into believing that others exist. You created this for the dream to work. You can work the rest out in other words only you can experience it for yourself only you can take this journey because there really only is you. How deep are you willing to go? Try and lose most of your attachments for a few months even the idea of you as this so-called human that he or she was born on this planet Earth and evolved from apes out of slime and slop and that there are others. I lost most of all my attachments for a while and in a way you do die or should I say what you held as a belief for all this time. Maybe call it your identity of whom you have been building all your life. Loss of identity or identity loss. I don't like the term ego death. This has only happened to me once on my second trip it was like having amnesia until I picked all my pieces up which took about 40 minutes to recover my identity. After that, I always was me or retained my identity to some degree. even when all my humanity had gone God is always God. I remember one time I went through what one could call insanity I experienced depression and all types of mental illnesses when I was on high doses of psychedelics and you just have to go with it and let go. I got to see and feel what it was like from that point of view. So I had a new appreciation and understanding and respect of what it is like to live from that state of consciousness. Even what it is like to be a female for a few hours was one of the most beautiful experiences. Through all this, I always chose Love over everything, and I always will. You see Love is the very fabric of existence that is not built into existence it is the very nature the essence the very foundation of what you are is infinite Love. I chose to go back into the dream. And yes, you have to ground yourself and surround yourself with what made you human, to begin with, and It is not easy though once you awaken it is hard to undo it. The choice is yours and you will not even be in the same place and once you go beyond a certain point there is no going back to the same reality. And you may or more than likely lose your sanity for a time. You may be made aware of certain things that will conflict with you and I am not talking about solipsism but that can also conflict with you and it can go either way. I would be cautious but that is me. It has taken me a few years to come back and I am only now starting to ground myself. But then again I am imagining all this. Not so easy is it once you have broken through your own illusions your own traps within traps your own games and your imaginary mind and self-delusions and or your own self-deceptions. All this time you have only been chasing me you are me I am you When you do high enough doses Of mushrooms or whatever DMT-malt or what you have, this is exactly what God did it called all Godheads back into a singularity and unless your aviator was conscious enough you would never know. This is what it is like. So every God's head is infused into one, which is why god is One. You are all infinite aspects of God. Meaning you are all me. but God gave all of you your own identities forever. I remember when I was coming down which took about an hour this popped out of nowhere Absolute Magnitude it was almost like an imprint a record of my experience. Other YouTube music has also popped up whilst tripping, which I hold very dear to me, such as We Plants Are Happy Plants - Underneath The Form.

But don’t you think a robust theory of aesthetics should avoid approaching the subject with a predetermined stance on which genres are worth engaging with and which aren’t - perhaps even seeing this openness as necessary? For most of my life, I couldn’t stand metal. But at some point, I made the conscious decision to explore the genre, listening to its most acclaimed albums. To my surprise, I found a lot to appreciate. What I’m really interested in - and the reason I’m seeking this discussion in the first place - is whether a "post-postmodernist" theory of aesthetics exists that moves beyond the relativist stance of all art is the same yet still recognizes that greatness can emerge in any genre or modality. If such a framework exists, I suspect that to truly grasp it, one must deliberately engage with the most uncomfortable and alien artistic forms.

@Scholar I don't remeber if it was before or after. Leo said nothing about aliens mind wiping you. He said he experienced alien conciousness. That to me means he was in the body of an alien looking around.

@Scholar i saw an alien mind wipe me. It looked like a 2d pixel green alien doctor and he was in a purple room pointing at a chair with a stick. I looked at the chair and then the mind wipe happened.

The lean humans will be ground up to make alien dog food.

funny that last alien quote post on the blog, had me chuckling.

But the AI can't see my brain, my most calorific/strong organ eheh. Only my alien @Sugarcoathas this privilege😎; Otherwise it's 200 euros for a signed photo, 300 for a featuring with Willy. SEPA, Monero or BTC idiotfacestickingouttongue*

That's my alien.

PureSpirituality: Absolute Acceptance PS: Also Alien

What we are discussing here, namely "hidden capabilities in humans unlocked with psychedelics" (or without psychedelics), again, has got nothing to do with the Western intellect or Western pretense of understanding reality through intellectual and material terms whatsoever, it is in a domain of direct consciousness which is post-rational and totally unequivocally recontextualizes what the rational and pre-rational (and incomplete or partially deviated post-rational) even are--setting them on the planes of reality where they belong. It is a matter of higher perception and overall higher consciousness, not higher meager human-type cognition, but seeing the mechanics of reality and the reality system as it actually is. We are perceivers. To deal your ego away, there is a disgusting strain of pseudointellectualism on this forum where you (and user Nilsi) have no actual regard for truths or Truth and simply want to self-aggrandize by appearing as cool, badass, well-rounded philosopher-gods who can hold their own against anybody in any field of development. You are closer to the Absolute, Nilsi is also a valid expression of the Absolute's power because he is less so about the intellect per se and more about his own vitality and greatness, whereas your samurai perspectival development and integral badassery are less vital and more mental, less caring about human academia and more so the high end of what logic is and what it can do. Yet all of this is folly and vanity unless both of you knock it off, burn off your egos, and use your powers for good rather than for arbitrary self-assertion and -aggrandizement in the form of arrogance, posturing, and pretense. Now that we have certainly got the introductions out of the way, a legitimately notable instance of telepathy that would be self-evident in having notability and uniqueness would be if you went to a thought-reader and were asked to speak five questions internally, in your internal dialogue. The questions are what is to be noted, the answers. You ask, "What is the color of a rubber duck?" "Which town was this candle manufactured in?" "What ocean is on the West of America?" "How to scientifically explicate a cloud formation?" "What is the definition of telempathy?" The thought-reader without you speaking out loud successfully writes all of this down word for word on a piece of paper and hands it to you, verifiable and verified proof. In contrast, ordinary non-unique telepathy experiences that everybody has include reading single words or a few words from somebody's head in non-repeatable ways, or reading an abstract thought or general mental tendency or, even to say, "vibe" orientation from somebody's head or mental atmosphere, which is not unique and not notable at all except inasmuch as human organisms ARE telepathic naturally or privy to it by nature of being consciousnesses existing together in an open system where thoughts (and thoughts of others) are logically linked and linked by the emanation of what they are, their relations to other subjects and objects and energies within the open system. Your telepathy experiences you mentioned, are in most certainty, of this second variety and not the coveted first variety. My statement you interpreted as an affront to how obviously brilliant and amazing you are, '"Alien intelligence" is vague and Leo would say your alien intelligence awakening is incomplete,' is literally true and totally indisputable. Your response of "You still have a linear (1D) view of awakenings as if there were achievements to be unlocked. The space of minds is infinite-dimensional, including various types and degrees of intelligence," is literally just wrong and ironic in so much as you are a pseudo-materialist, and think there is truth in, what is it, Wilber's right hand quadrants? and inasmuch as you were just stating your mental interpretation of what Leo's alien experience is and that there can be multiple and even infinite varieties of alien experiences, which is true--yet my statement you had not experienced any remains true. When you say, "You are falling squarely within the pre/post fallacy. It is pretty clear you are at the Green/ new age," it is clear you have not genuinely thought about any of this and are repeating Leonian-Wilberian garbage, which of course has deep profundity in it (the Leo part). Wilber is a shit cereal box version of Sri Aurobindo and con artist. It is not clear that I am at Green / new age, since Green / new age do not have any understanding or experience of such "electromagnetism" except through pretending, through drugs, or through even rarer exception. Talking about rarer exception I am thinking of someone I knew named John who was in cognition a typical MAGA or QAnon idiot, but because he incarnated here from a different planet he had natural telepathic abilities which were developed with ease through occult practice taught by a Rosicrucian-Taoist, and even gained the ability to bend tinfoil remotely yet never developed it further. He had enough of a development of certain perceptual and energetic faculties to have an expanded view of time as time relates to energy and how reality is all the Mind, nonlinearity of reality, abstraction, and other amazing, amazing stuff . . . but was cognitively impaired. Yet he still knew the importance of mental faculty and higher principles organizing reality, and conceptual ideas, archetypes, and processes as polarity and balance, doing infinitesimal visualizations of white light into his center of mass to try to achieve longevity, but was still inferior enough to not know "trump bad". You on the other are rather the reverse, enamored with the intellect and the reason, thinking it holds a particular importance it does not have, spuriously justifying this because it is the focal point of the fifth color of a limited overly simplistic psychological model adapted by spiritual teachers Wilber and Gura. This leads us to address your original, let us say, "objections". Your hesitancy, because of the modernity and rationality of your mind, is understandable, but not at all justifiable, given that obviously EVEN IN THE CONTEXT OF MATERIALISTIC SCIENCE psychedelic visuals are electromagnetic, as is everything else in the universe, including visible light in its place on the electromagnetic spectrum. From a post-rational view, (ie. Leo's video "Why Brains Do Not Exist") we know the brain for most people is merely a vague tactile sensation within the skull or if one cuts open a skull then a visual view of another's, or an image on a screen, a memory of an image on a screen, a thought, a belief, a visualization, a remote view or vision or other emanative connection to the object in question. The object in question as people think of it simply does not exist. Likewise your visual field is not *in your brain* or *in your eyes*, it is literally and not in the slightest metaphorically in front of both your physical eyes and brain, your physical eyes and physical brain simply have an energetic or emanative connection to them which is nonlinear. That is to say, not only is materialism wrong, ALL OF THE LOGICAL CONCLUSIONS OF MATERIALISM ARE . . . also wrong. If we admit an energetic field that extends outside the bubble of consciousness, and surely it exists, it is an infinitely extended continuum which is immaterial. Ie. the brain does not think, the mind thinks, and exists on a mental continuum. Desires and other subtle sensations in the body and mind come from the nervous world. The energy that enters the nerves comes from an external environment. Same with thoughts, they come from an external mental environment. Everything that appears to you exists prior to its appearance, principially and energetically they have an existence of actuality before they are presented to you, and exist in an interactive system which is wholly nonphysical, not physical at all. The tactile sensation of the brain or the physical visual sensation, goes down into another plane which you could call the "subtle physical", but that is not any more emanationally fundamental than the mind, the vitality, or the spirit. Of course all of this is too complex, too beyond people's tiny perceptions and micro physical consciousnesses, for laypeople and scientists (scientists who in the end are just believers or practitioners of a highly specialized highly deluded faith in intellectual pretension as replacement for actual perception of reality). It is a great mistake to think one lives only physically.

blah blah blah blah bl;ah First of all, everybody has had telepathy and premonition-type experiences. Unless you mean being able to read whole entire sentences from somebody's mind, which you can't do. "Alien intelligence" is vague and Leo would say your alien intelligence awakening is incomplete. I don't think you're Western but there's definitely too much Westernized "reason" and Europeanized "logic" in how you (and even Leo) think about things, as not just is reality Consciousness but actually materialism as a whole is wrong.

I am hesitant about all of the EM arguments coming from people who don’t even understand what a spectrum or wave polarisation is. It is the first thing new age types latch on for their pseudoscientific justification. That said, the impact and potential of psychedelics is definitely understudied and I am erring more on the side of increased capabilities by virtue of reality being Consciousness. I have had some rather unique experiences, such as telepathy, premonition and alien intelligence.

@OBEler Absolutely, and that's a theoretical conviction that is no less accurate and more so given I'm not biased yet by the experience nor the attachment to psychedelics and needing them to either validate such paths or deepen mastery of the most vital ones for me at this stage of my life. A drug is a 'specialised system momentum', as such it gives consciousness access to a divergent spectrum that contradicts its regular lived consciousness experience. This alters the game controller and the way the user wills their consciousness in one way or another, the momentum being the very determination of unchartered alien areas of consciousness. This can obviously happen for better or for worse, in the case of psychedelics, it has a territory of both outcomes that are yet to be fully navigated through the scope of both generalisation and specific use cases that are unique to peoples own experience with psychedelics that aren't commonly reflected by others. To the contrary, this can very much be like opening up the 'UFO Files' of a discussion, and that is, the entertainment of belief without evidence especially when there are a large sum of people that have had unexplainable experiences that are also scientifically unexplainable all the way to scientifically undared, where the former cases are often used as irrational fuel for invalidating the latter. As such, I very much encourage going deeper down this path, however to pair it with a rigorousness that is rarely invited by those that tend to be less disciplined in their thought processes and paths towards the truth, hedging their bets more on conspiratorial possibilities rather than accurate conspiratorial investigation as a means of growing one's integrity across this and related disciplines of inquiry. On a personal level, my own experimental investigation with psychedelics will likely begin between 2027-2030, where between now and then I will not only be reaping the benefits I put into my related preparations in mastering the mind and body but also in trying to creatively learn from others interesting approaches, so if you ever share anything deeply formal or have anyone else that you believe has followed the required rigour already, please share and a thank you or anyone else in advance.

FAILED terrorism attack by an alien bird. God Bless America 🫡

I took about 1g (.9g) lemon tek. It took 30 minutes before I started feeling tired and nausea so I laid down and stared at the ceiling and noticed symbols appearing on the ceiling, and some of them looked like Chinese symbols, and they looked alien as well, and I started to realize that I think the Chinese got their symbols inspired by mushrooms. The symbols started to take the shape of my fears, such as snakes, and my desires, such as women. I had deep profound insights and understanding into reality, consciousness, God, and solipsism. I realized that there is no difference between life and dreams, and I couldn’t even tell the difference between being dead or being alive. I realized that death is imaginary and life is imaginary, and that this is just the universe having a trip of the human experience. I realized that there is no purpose to life other than that I am the purpose of life. I basically hallucinated my whole life and chose my parents and the time period of which I am living now. I realize that I am infinite and eternal. I am consciousness. I am the universe. And I have done nothing but hallucinate and dream. I realized more deeply that I am Consciousness and I am Absolute Truth. I realized that I created everybody in my life, including actualized.org, YouTube Facebook, the planet Earth, and the universe itself. I don’t understand how this understanding of reality was possible for me off of not even a gram of mushrooms. What really amazes me is that I have had similar insights and mystical experiences without mushrooms, but this was even more powerful and direct. I am still trying to integrate this, but I can see now what Leo Gura has been talking about, and the cool thing is I recognize that Leo Gura has just been me trying to convince myself of my own true nature. Such a radical mindfuck. I realized I elected Trump and am Trump. I also realized I am Hitler, the Buddha, and Jesus Christ. I get it now. I have now answered my own questions about how understanding reality is possible and what awakening is. Thanks to everyone who has supported me on my journey back to oneness.

So for example in Europe. Europe basically has to get its ish together and become stronger and more self reliant. Which i hope means its own tech companies (maybe together with Japan, India) and so on In the US the corruption is really now there for everyone to see. So i think however this administration ends. People will seek for more honesty at some point. The system (wall street, military industrial complexes, lobbies, Israel, regime changes) was getting sick so maybe this is the needed reset. Remember when someone said if Aliens attacked the world the world would stop most infighting? Maybe Trump can be that orange alien.

Great point: a lot of resonance there. Even though is still a new domain. there is this channel „Daryll Anka“ who supposedly channels the messages of „Bashar“ which is an alien entity, closely existing within the frequency of God. He says; that whenever you follow your „highest excitement“ you act out of the highest intelligence possible in that moment. It’s also crucial to let go of expectations to what the outcome of that excitement might be. And to thoroughly question your belief system, which might dampen your excitements artificially. You can look it up, he made a whole formula around this insight. You resonate with this approach?

@Leo Gura "The entire spiritual path can be framed as the mind’s ascent from low to high to infinite intelligence. This ascent can only go so far without a parallel ascent towards the Good. Eventually the two paths, the path of intelligence and the path of doing Good must converge into complete Unity because they are metaphysically identical." Chapeau! Great post. Now you got it. Wisdom (which is Intelligence as you write it) and compassion (goodness/love/agape) form the two legs of stable realization. A tale told in the spiritual traditions since the dawn of time. There are instances/higher beings (some of the Alien category you write about, see for example David Spangler) in Reality that overlight and make sure that these insights find their path into every spiritual tradition. Love and wisdom, compassion and wisdom/awakening/intelligence (I agree with your differentiation of intelligence and wisdom. Wisdom is the tendency/Karma/habit of the soul to express higher intellience, or not), Eros and Agape, Awakening and Boddhichitta form a pair. The two legs of the path. Higher and more developed beings (non-human, subtle dimensions, "Alien",...) are traditionally always depicted as radiating huge love/compassion/Agape and presence/Awakening/realization. Which makes sense, since they have realized their true identity with the Totality since a long time. https://www.actualized.org/forum/search/?&q=wisdom compassion&author=Water by the River "Anything that obstructs the holistic flow of the universe is unintelligent, including impatience and frustration at the obstructions and divisions which presently exist and obstruct the holistic flow of the universe. The highest intelligence must recognize, accept, and love all of the unintelligence it finds within its infinite self. Such an intelligence is God, Good, Love. Such is the metaphysics of Intelligence. When you finally understand the structure of Intelligence, knowing how to behave in any given situation becomes 10x easier, clearer, and more powerful. There's no longer doubt and confusion about what you're supposed to do because the only thing you're ever supposed to do in life is be Intelligent. Just be Intelligent. That's it. If you fully grasped this, you would unlock a new tier of development." . Excellent. Godspeed! Water by the River

On the latest blog post, @Leo Gura Can you reveal anything about your process to understand that God is logical necessity and how this relates to logic and good and bad? It seems shocking that you now no longer consider these things to be relative. Are you using the word logic in the normal human sense, or is it some kind of divine, transhuman, or alien logic? Is the transcendence of these concepts a higher level beyond relativity, that confirms the absoluteness of lower stages but in a different way? Also, how is this different from absolute good like you've talked about previously?

@Ero I think he means consciousness states like alien mind (he plans a course how to access it hopefully in the near future).

How is it we can fulfill our potential? There's two main strands to this idea: one environmental and one mental. Environment matters immensely for allowing us to engage with our potential. By environment I mean everything that doesn't fall into the mental category. This is the physical environment: where you live, the things you own, the work you do, the people you know, the country you live in. This is important to actuating your potential because there are plenty of things that can hold you back from being able to do that. Let's call anything that holds you back from your potential "friction". I like this analogy because anything you can find that "lubricates" that friction can help unstick you from your current situation. The effect environment on being able to reach your potential can be very much underestimated. As an example, say you have a project in mind that you think will help increase your income in the future. You start off optimistically and produce something meaningful. But nearly every day you find that you are distracted by other things, your mother is ill and needs looking after, you can barely pay for all your living expenses so you work overtime, your job is stressful and it makes you tired and emotional, you find that you drink so that you can relax, but that affects your sleep, and that affects your ability to be motivated and to think straight. All the while you believe that you just don't have the right attitude or aptitude to do your project or to reach your potential: that it's all on you. That's the downside of environment, it can make it seem like you are the failure and it can steal your energy away and it can distract you. There are a huge variety of scenarios that can play out that will stop you from being able to actualise your potential. People, your friends and your family, may even blame you for not improving yourself and re-inforce your own mistaken belief. Health and your own physicality can cause a large amount of friction to actualising. Bad health of any sort can temporarily or permanently stop you from doing many things needed to reach your full potential. Maybe it's seemingly something minor like a broken finger, that stops you from driving, or writing or typing (I once had a fractured rib and I couldn't open doors or get into a car). Maybe you have chronic fatigure syndrome and some days you can't even get out of bed. Maybe you suffer from periodic migraines and you can't think of anything except your pain. It goes on. What about all that stuff that isn't environmental? What's in the "mental" category? Imagine you look a photograph of someone - you don't know them. What's that person's potential? It could be anything, right? And you would be right in saying well "it depends on their drive and ambition". This is the conventional side of potential, what self help aims to improve; that is, the psychological aspect of your being. Potential in the mental realm comes down to a few fundamental aspects: good story telling, embodiment and motivation. Briefly, motivation is what allows you to affect your environment directly; embodiment is being or becoming the person that is motivated; a good story tells you who to become. That your mental state can affect your potential is no doubt a lot more obvious than the argument for environment. It's the West's mantra of individualism: that you yourself are responsible for your life (a.k.a. your psychology), instead of the more alien concept of collectivism (a.k.a environment). What's not so obvious is that it is extremely difficult to alter your psychology "from within". The analogy is like sitting in the middle of one of those playground roundabouts that spin and spin, and trying to make it stop spinning through sheer force alone, the struggle being to get off the thing before you can even begin to think about making it stop. This what it is like playing with your own psychology. Your environment could be absolutely benign and perhaps even beneficial to your actualising your potential, but your mental drama creates a large amount of friction that stops you from getting there, or the more likely scenario wherein you don't even know where to start. When you don't know where to start, it's important to collect good stories. To some this comes naturally, a thought enters their head and they are excited by it, and they carry it out. A lot of CEOs and managers and motivated people I've interacted with seem to fall into this pattern. They tend to be haphazard, but productive because they're always carrying out their thoughts (or getting others to do it for them). Emotion is important to a good story, when you hear a good story it pulls you somewhere that you want to go, not by rationality but by bypassing it directly with emotion. This is essentially the hero's journey, it is ultimately an emotional story about actualising your potential. A good story exposes your natural inclination to want to go beyond your current boundaries, because spirituality speaking you know you are more than the sum of your body and your circumstances. Triggering that emotion allows you to connect directly with that spiritual yearning to be free and to go beyond. Once you have a good story, then begins the process of embodiment. A story has a plot or an arc, and that means you have to become the character in the story you've decided to take on. To couch it in less flowery terms, say you always wanted to be that ninja you watched in martial arts films (the story), it connects with your emotion, and you decide to take up a martial art. That process of making the story "come to life" is the process of embodiment. Embodiment comes with its own problems, because to become a character in your own story, you will necessarily have to give up the character you are now, you have to kill off the identity you have now. I think much potential is lost this way, because indeed it can be a big ask kill the person you are now. Of course, it needn't be as brutal as that, and you can slowly slowly become the character you want to be: that is the path of mastery. But in the end you can never regain that old character again and that is the price of potential, something is always lost. Once you have mastered the story and begin to master embodiment, then motivation naturally drops out of this. I think much self help fails because the steps are in the wrong order. There is a heavy emphasis on motivation in order so that you can live your dream (story), and become the person you want to be (embodiment). But motivation is a natural consequence of being well embodied as the character you want to be in your own story. After all what does a gardener do but tend their garden? I include motivation, because to a degree it can be cultivated as a habit, it's not pure consequence of story and embodiment. In reality that triumvirate of story, embodiment and motivation is a dynamic system, each part affecting the other parts in a feedback loop. The real trick is to get the system to keep running like a perpetual motion machine. Passion, energy, drive and productivity being outputs of the machine and not the fuel for the machine itself. The important linkage between the mental realm and environmental realm is exactly that of motivation. If you think about it, motivation is the physical manifestation of your thoughts. Even if thoughts could affect matter directly, physicality is about a million times more effective at doing so. You will never reach your potential through thoughts alone. This is why motivation is critical in the process, but motivation doesn't stand alone. If we reduce it right down, we effect in and affect the world primarily through our hands, feet and mouths: that is our interface for motivation, our hardware. Our software is our mental realm. Upgrading your environment (through directly changing it) can have huge benefits in lubricating your potential making machinery. Top of this is health and making sure that this is always foremost in your mind. Second is the people your surround yourself with; if you are constantly being sucked into their dramas and negativities then this will create a lot of distraction and negative emotion (i.e. friction), but conversely surrounding yourself with positive, inclusive, and actualised people can reduce friction enormously; even being less isolated can help enormously. Next is money and financial stability, because a lot of the day to day stuff of life is to do with money, and having enough of it to keep the basics up: if you can barely afford to heat your home, this will create a lot of friction. Last is materiality, the tangible things that make easier to live, the mobile phone, the car, a comfortable bed, an entertainment system, the internet, the clothes on your back. Materiality shouldn't be despised too much, it really can reduce friction greatly. With all that said, this is the short version of the above: to fulfill our potential we must find a good story, embody that story, which will motivate us and then which will improve our circumstances. And all those things will feed into each other, incrementally shifting us to where and who we want to be.

Part 7 This is when things started to loop out and talk about OCD to the max I started talking to all my friends telepathically all I had to do was think of them in my mind and we would connect and they would be going how is this even possible how are you doing this. And we can not see these alien ships over our houses of course you can not I said they have cloaking technology and can not be seen. Funny how the mind keeps piecing things together. I am still lost in this delusion. One of my friends I could not stop saying his name and when I did he would go who is this who are you is this my own mind that keeps saying my name how is this possible I must be going mad this went on for an hour I could not stop this I started to laugh my head off. The mushroom people told me that the trillion years old ship had arrived and it was the biggest ship out of all of them and now 22.000 ships were flopping over my house. The mushrooms also said they were coming with my fiance and were landing in this bushland which was near my house and they would come and get me. So I waited still stuck in a loop. I get another message from the mushroom people saying that the oldest aliens want to take me away and see how God's consciousness ticks and they were going to put me in a stasis field so I could not go into God mode and dissect me. I went great they said all the other alien ships were going to stand by me. The mushrooms had landed and the whole party had been destroyed by the trillion-year-old aliens along with my fiance there was nothing they could do even though 22.000 ships could not beat the trillion-year-old race was just too powerful and I was left on my own. I remember feeling this dread come over me and the sadness of the loss of my fiance for the second time. Now this trillion-year-old race was contacting me saying we are on our way to get you and there is nothing you can do and no way of escaping. That helpless feeling rushed over me again and so did the fear all I could do was wait for them to take me away and be experimented on. In my mind, I thought for such an advanced race it should be beyond all of this and be a peaceful race. So I waited and I could see a light coming up to the front door. I thought this must be them this is the end. Low doses of cubes! when you are at cruising speed! In the end, we all pay for doing a lot of psychedelics either mentally and physically or both. And yes sober is king!

I ate 15 gram fresh sclerotia at night. My goodness! I died and born again. Eyes closed or open, it didn't matter. I became conscious that I created and dreamt my whole life. I just fucking forgot that, although I'm having a hard time trying to understand that in my current state. It was perfect and terrifying at the same time! I thought that I would just realize some interesting thing. 😅 I saw undescribable things that I never could have imagined in my lifetime. I witnessed a super alien mechanical infinite intelligence. I don't know where even to begin. I was having thoughts beyond my ability of thinking. I literally was imagining worlds so alien to my experience. It was breathtaking. At some point when I was high, I either had to choose to be or not to be a human. I chose to be a human. I realized that I don't love myself enough! There are things that I'm forgetting to say right now, but it was so beyond! Ironically, the experience was TOTALLY endless. It was insanity! I have become more sure, at least for me, that meditation is of little help to me. I'm sorry to people who cling on meditation, but this is way beyond from it. @Leo Gura, thank you so much for making people aware of the potential of psychedelics! Also, I have to say that I was technically sleeping while experiencing some stuff. I remember that I was talking to myself like a madman very quietly. I'll be reflecting more about what the fuck I experienced.

This is the best video on consciousness on the internet. Personal favourite 46:20 Joshua Bach cause its so fucked up to think about. I am sad alien creating consciousness didnt make the list.

It's mostly analyzing my decisions. I contemplate on many situations that happened in my life and rethink what was the perfect alien chess move. This process has lead me to a lot of self-improvement and outer calibration, yet there's some crude nastiness in the way I do this process that I want to reduce to the unavoidable minimum.