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The human self is apparently not real so it’s not weird that it happens occasionally that one’s usual self concept breaks apart a little and things seem unreal or confusing.

You’re strong for going through this.

Agreed. Cool that meditation is working for you. Great that you managed to have cool experiences during the retreat

Hahah thanks ❤️

I couldn’t imagine not resonating

I wanna bring it back too. It’s because of issues I deal with too, emptiness, disconnect within. It’s not fun

She should have said “now worship me” 😂😅

yea

I had a period in my teenage years where I had a TONNNN of sleep paralysis episodes, and feeling energy rise through my back and strong vibrations. It also happened once I talked to someone and opened up to someone and felt energy rising up through my face and releasing. I’ve also felt energies while doing positive visualizations of myself. I think it all connects to kundalini. It’s a process of dissolving the ego, but it’s very slow. It’s releasing tension in the system, blockages too, all that connects to the dense ego, the structure of the psyche. It feels like release of tension, can feel really good. I did meditation but didn’t find correlation to it, but if you do then it’s worth continuing. Maybe I just didn’t do enough of it. I’m lowkey impressed by people who do these retreats, like must be so boring to meditate for so long

If you dissolve the self enough the world almost stops being 3D but nobody is ready for that conversation

i imagine something like this: (I really like the music in this video too) Not the same vibe lol

It sounds majestic.

It takes a lot to “dissolve” that density. Much depth and layers to the psyche. Takes years to begin to scrape it

Yea I agree it’s probably an extremely small percentage in the world. And yea there are strong forces that prevent it. It’s like it’s fundamental to the brain to have a self

I see. I’ve noticed too that to see through the psyche it’s crucial to confront it and face your fears. Turning attention inward and observing yourself and your psyche. Breaking through those layers one by one. It’s not a natural process for most but if you have that inclination it can be