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  1. stage brown 😂 probably a depressing stage...
  2. thanks!👍🍷 I would love to talk and also raise awareness about what doctors don't know/don't want to know about AD. Just couple of months until around summer. Thank you! Thank you and good luck to you too in your journey. With this I agree. A very wise comment, and I agree. I will have to read it couple of times more.
  3. thanks An interesting way to cope with the root of the problem. I have not think about it. thank you I will try it.
  4. Exactly! Thats what I think the healthy version of this. You described it great. We understand each other Either is me who didnt ask the question clearly enough, Or is the teacher didnt know how to explain it in a way that will bridge between his thought and mine. Or both.
  5. I want to clarify its not meant personally for Leo, but for the solipsistic attitude itself. First of all I wanted to say that this "Aloneness" topic is hard for me personally. Maybe its because I went trough social rejection on-and-off and social difficulties that accumulated to couple of years when I was a child (I'm 33 yo, just look younger) and it was I think a trauma for me, and maybe it affects my attitude towards this Aloneness Ideology. I think thats also the root cause of my ocd and anxiety and the need all the time to "prove" my validity and it affects my self image, BUT I'm in an healing process and also in withdrawal from AD that I felt did bad for me during the last couple of years (out of 10) I use them, and I have to say that Leo's content helps me a lot in my process and I learn to love myself more and more. So maybe I am emotionally biased here, but yet - this is true for everyone. Everyone have their own biasies which affect their worldview and depends on their psychology and their past. I think Solipsism is an INHERENT pitfall of stage Turquoise. Inherent, built-in within the turquoise (mainly turquoise of course) package, for the good things this stage has and for the bad things. But it still important to make a dinstinction here. If its meaning is that the whole universe is a one deterministic unit, one organism, one thing without seperation (becuase nobody is really in control) and you are / everything are all together in this as the GOD head, what I admit I am just starting to see in my direct experience, then its OK an valid. But, if you (everyone, not Leo personally) say that even when I choose to define myself as a limited human - if you say that even then I'm alone in the universe, and Me (as Niv) exists, but my parents aren't - sorry but now you are dogmatic and taking it too far, and in that point I lose you and thats the point when Turquoise enters its unhealthy zone. Someone here said its smells like a dogma and maybe it is. PLEASE keep in mind that a Blue person ALSO thinks he got the absolute. Yes, Leo is obviousely more advanced, but remember that its still RELATIVE. In the future there will be more stages and every stage thinks he got the full picture. I have a lot of respect for Leo and for what he says that we have to do the work and valid the thing for ourselves. I think he is one of the smartest and most consciouse people in society. surely in the cutting edge. I learn from him a lot and even agree with 90% and even more of what he says. I aware of the need to do cross-sources investigation. I do this, and I read many books of also other consciouse people. Its all came from genuine positive intentions and desire to keep leraning from and say what is important for me to say. Again not about him personally but about this specific dogma. Yes, this sneaky dogma called solipsism that can be also dangerous, which I wanted to address here.
  6. yes. the thing I imagine when I think about "aloneness" its probably not the same thing Leo meant. Thank you 🧡 This topic triggers my anxiety and I am also in withdrawal and healing process please Leo be gentle with me. a hard topic for my sensitive nervous system.
  7. 100% so there is also no a first person to be alone. Nobody is alone. Full circle. Lets go the circle till its end without cherry pick.
  8. "I" have now direct experience of an emotion and a thought, and "you" also have one right now. Even is we are interconnected because we are all one deterministic organism there are still billion of experiences right now.
  9. @Nahm I am 100% sure that the "alone" i think of it is not at all the same as the "alone" Leo think of it. Because if the consciousness is different - the word has different meaning too. Thats why its so hard to understand what exactly is being spoken. But what I sure is that I am not lonely at all. This is something else I feel i understand to some extent but not fully obviousely. I will read once again what you wrote as I go back from work. This issue makes me nervous lol
  10. No. My friend who is very consious says that Leo thinks that as a human im not alone but as GOD im yes because we are all one unit. One thing. But as a human - i have experience and my mother has her experience. I will call him here maybe he can ask the question in a more understandable way.
  11. @Leo Gura You say that only I have experience and feelings. But my mother and father don't have their own experience because I am imaging them? And me (as Niv) is the only one that has an experience of its own?
  12. @tuckerwphotography Also the more I read about covid vaccine I get the impression that this vaccine because its a new type of vaccine might be more problematic and I do read the whole spectrum of opinions and my impression is not good. Maybe for the old population its justified, but I think humanity will have to surrender and evolve THROUGH this disease in a form of deep perspective shift on the issue, and not by conquering the disease because we won't conquer.
  13. @r0ckyreed Every stage thinks that his thinking is complete and he reached the finish line. What stage coral thinks about this? We still dont know. Which means you can only trust yourself (but do the work). But, its useful to listen to the variety of perspectives. I think more like you in this specific thread.