ivankiss

Now let's make shit happen.

Haha jk ego is just an old idea. We don't usually talk about that nonsense here.

Oh you think this is all just ego? Think again. You got it all backwards. My ego would never dare to speak up in ways like this. My ego would never dare to put everything on the line and risk it all for love, for a dream, for truth. My ego would tell me to give up and forget about all this nonsense and live a boring ordinary life, like every other normal person. My ego would believe it doesn't have what it takes. My ego would settle for the bare minimum, and less. My ego would eat the crap that's being served on its plate and force a smile on its face. My ego would dance as others are whistling. My ego would bow down and kiss the ground. Not my soul. Not the truth of who I actually am. Not the light that I know I am. And even though I packed it all in this funny looking box, I think it's more than obvious what this is all about. This confidence is not delusion. This is true self love and self respect speaking. This confidence is earned. This is years and years of sheer commitment, devotion and passion speaking. It's pure fucking raw truth. You fucking idiots.

You can trust me, I might be the only real artist left on this fake ass planet.

Jk the secret is being deeply disappointed in life

Of course I must learn my own music before I can actually play it. How else could I write such otherworldly shit? It's the way of every virtuoso.

Alright, today was midrange sad, let's try to do slightly better tomorrow, but not too much. Goodnight.

I changed too fast too hard. Of course it doesn't resonate anymore. Of course I need a completely new sound now. And thank god I can already hear it. Crystal clear.

I might even actually pay someone to re master this latest EP of mine and release it properly if it doesn't sound like shit. But honestly, I'm also happy to just forget about that project, and do this new shit, exclusively.

Tremolo to make you wet, tremolo to make you cry.

One single instrument only. And it moves an entire ocean of emotions. I might add some violins and shit, for some extra tension and drama. Will see. But the star of the show is definitely a nylon string guitar.

Oh god that's good.

I kid you not these two pieces I'm currently working on are so heavenly beautiful that it truly feels like a crime to force a title over them. I don't know how to fucking name this shit.

I am beyond exited to start recording again.

I can't even describe the places I'm going musically these days.