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Yeah, low-key, it is very weird that I broke down in tears about this because I do not agree with a lot of the things he said. I think that it’s because he has been in my “circle “for so long watching his stuff years ago.

I remember years and years ago, watching his stuff and being interested that he was having the kinds of conversations he did and the way he did it. Challenging certain thoughts and it really got me thinking so he was a pretty big figure for me. Again, I don’t agree with a lot of the stuff he said or how he said it, especially, but it’s still a big deal to lose him.

I legit broke down in tears and am currently processing. He was a big figure for a long time.

I just saw that he died. I am quite sad. I remember when he would just post up with a little stand and sign. I didn’t agree with a lot of the stuff he said or how he said it, but I appreciated that he would have discussions about things others weren’t.

You are exactly right my friend. Fallen spirits can teach you things and heal things, in exchange for keeping your soul chained to them. This is real stuff, it happened to me and I’ve seen it happen to others. All kinds of things open doors to these evil spirits and psychedelics and new age practices are no exception. You’re right on the money

The fact that you think that speaks to the mass amount of deception going on here

I did not physically see him. His spirit saved me. I didn’t do anything other than pursue him. Meaning I looked into the idea of him being the highest spiritual truth with an open and honest heart. A genuine desire.

Ok wise one.

You can think what you want sister but I’m happy to have found the truth after so long. Bless you on your journey.

@cistanche_enjoyer so you can check out my Instagram for more about me and my walk with Jesus. There’s basically a lot to say. I started pursuing him with an open heart a few months ago as a last ditch effort to solve a spiritual problem that started developing after several ayahuasca ceremonies. I was encountering a lot of darkness. And yeah he literally just saved me. Like one day was normal the next I was crying, so in love with him and everything he did on the cross for me. I turned into a Jesus freak literally overnight. I had a problem of idealizing suicide and bad depression even after years of spiritual work and trying to heal. Things would get better for a bit but then would get much worse and I would become more and more hopeless about life as time went on. All that was eradicated o v e r n i g h t. Like I wish I was making this up because then you guys would probably believe me lol but nope. It was Jesus. And yeah now as I keep drawing closer to him my life continues to come together in all the ways I wanted it too in the 15 years I was on the spiritual path but could never seem to get right no matter how much stuff I did. Laziness, addictions, self worth and confidence issues are all being healed.

@Natasha Tori Maru uh yeah…if I had an awakening that showed me the awakening I had with Jesus was false then I would go with the more true awakening… as any genuine truth seeker should do imo.

@Jowblob wait, what? Yeah humans corrupt things but that isn’t Jesus. I’m not trapped I’m actually freer than I’ve ever been

@Natasha Tori Maru what specifically do you mean by my understanding of truth?

Welp. Guess I’m fully awakened now because I have zero fear of death since being saved by Jesus. In fact I kinda look forward to it now. No amount of self realization was able to do that for me. It was all Jesus

Did she get banned for talking about Jesus too much? What’s the story again? Lowkey I feel that’s about to be me 😅 I got my mod status stripped from me without any warning (I was thinking it was inappropriate for me to be a mod here at this point anyway but was surprised it was done without talking to me). If you don’t know my story I was into new age stuff for over a decade and in the last few months had a radical encounter with Jesus he healed me of my suicidal thoughts and started putting my life together and now I’ve abandoned all psychedelics and “I am God” thoughts and am a proud Jesus freak. Nothing disappointing about it to me. My life is much, much richer now.