Alright, time to catch up with some ketchup (ah unsalty pun )
I get my car for an oil change and I pack my bag for a day trip. I'm going to Queen Elizabeth Country Park. Some of you might remember that one of my trips a couple of years ago didn't go as I expected (I'll post at the end from One note as I deleted the post here on the forum). This time is different, it's daytime, no rush, beautiful weather, and nothing to worry about.
I pop one tab of acid and after two hours I was it was still a mild to low effect. Then I found a field full of sheep and I decided to rest a bit over there, eat something and then I took another tab. after another hour I was already at the starting point, going all around the park. "Wait a minute, this cannot be all that it is", and from there I start to go off the marked tracks so so speak (still on footpaths but not only in that restrain area)
I ended up walking for about 25 miles that day and the experience was unbeatable. There was no traffic, people just here and there, laughing and wondering at the beauty of nature, and I couldn't believe that this place is in England :)).
As I was crossing through the fields, went up and down through peaks and valleys, I see at some point a small tractor in the distance. Then it disappears, only to show up again bit by bit. I can see it's the colorful cabin, then a bit of its bonnet, the wheels and .... RUN BABY RUNNN. My jaw dropped when I notice its humongous bucktail - 10-15 meters on each side of robotic arms to spray fertilizer. And I was right in the middle of his path AND ON ACID :)) Hunter Thompson's type of vision :))
I just took my sunglasses off, and with a jaw-dropping, I ran as fast as I could at the other end of the field laughing my arse off in awe and surprise. The driver had a good laugh and stopped for a moment while turning the beast around, giving me a thumb up.
Otherwise, no incidents besides offering to help a gigantic 6.3 ft, tall guy with beast arms, to unlock his gate ( No, no, I am alright was his laughing reply).
Then it came on and on and on - that orgasmic cascade sensation when just looking out in the fields and at some trees, it was unstoppable.
This trip made me rethink a lot of aspects of traveling around with a backpack. I didn't have more than 10 kg in my bag (rain jacket, water, juice, fruits) but I was a bit dead at 9 am when I reached home.
All in all, this was a very good birthday present and time spent - (post) HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX -
Posted January 1, 2019 · Report post
30th of December. I wake up at 3 pm. not much to do, No direction. I am going to concentrate and meditate. While I was meditating I feel an urge to do some acid. And go into a national park 30 min away with the bus. I want to visit it and trip there for a long time. So I plan to go there on the 31st in the morning.
-Wait a minute; why not going now. Just pack some water and food and take the bus and go.
So I did. I took the last bus at 7:30 pm. The next bus to come back will start at 8 A.m.
So from the bus station, I start to walk up another 1 hour and a half till I got up on a hill. There is a tarmac road that leads to a parking lot and from there you have to walk another 0.5 miles till you pass a gate and you are in the national park.
Great. I got there, I get a nice vision over the motorway and over the city. It's all dark but I have a small lantern and a red flashing bike light.
So I get under a tree and I prepare.
First I get the phone SIM card and Sim tray out of the smartphone. I learn my lesson last year when I took 3 tabs of acid on Christmas Eve and I called my mom at 12 O'clock talking nonsense and gibberish. ( I am from Romania, leaving in the UK for 4 years) So, of course, my mom got panic and realise that I am using drugs with all that I told her that I drank a bottle of strong red wine.
So anyhow. I take the LSD- 4 tabs and a half - and I put my sim card and my sim tray in the plastic bag that I have another 4 tabs of acid left. I put the phone in a separate pocket in the bag to make it difficult to find in case I lose the control and I will search for it to call people.
The LSD kicked in pretty quick ( 20-30 min) and I went back to a "safe place"- the gate I've just passed. Sure it's pitch black, cloudy and no moon so cannot see much. So I stay on this gate for a while with the lantern in my hand keep flashing it and puking. I puke because this acid is so strong that 2 tabs make you puke as the system wants to get rid of it quickly (yes I test it and it is acid).
So after about one hour of leaning on that gate and flashing the torch, I start to see cars coming in that parking lot. Some cars just were turning around and some of them were there to have some sex as I pass a few in my way. Well, I figure it out that I do not want to have contact with people and to not bring attention over me I decided to start walking. And I keep walking down and up following the bush fence. I did this for about another 1 hour and a half, flashing the torch and having that red bike light flashing on my backpack.
Now the fun starts. You see because there are motorways all around the national park, you hear various noises like cars racing each other and all kind of lights.
And I start to see some red, blue and white lights above me. In the beginning, I did not pay attention because I was sure that I am hallucinating. But taking a break from my walk and listen carefully to the noise of an ATV/Quad bikes become more and closer and real. It was a pattern of engine rev plus a distinctive sound and then the engines were stopped and silence for 2 min or so. Well, I start to shit myself. I know what was that. The police or guard patrol. And they were looking for me. See because I kept flashing that light I alert someone (there are also farms around the park).
Well shit... what am I doing now? Start to discard the LSD from the bag. Because I was so high I first throw out my driving licence and my bank card. Then I start to run in the opposite direction. still flashing that light to see where I am going. But I had no clue where the fuck I am. And the police where coming closer and closer.
I check my bag again and now I throw out the LSD bag, Unfortunately also the sim card and the sim tray. Also, I lost the torchlight somewhere around this time which I think was the best thing that happened. After that I reach a point with an electrical transformer which had a light, illuminating the surroundings. I sat there for a while. All my nightmares come into my mind. Like I will call my parents on the new year from jail, and I will fuck my right to get British citizenship ( I should be able to apply for it from July 2019). On the other hand, this fucking LSD is so strong that when your ego dies it's a hell of a battle. I had an ego death on mushrooms but on LSD it's more violent and darker. At one point standing at this electrical transformer and seeing myself in a coffin, my parents, forced to bury me, my father hanging himself and ask for forgiven because I could not help there anymore. Also, I did not want the homeowner or my boss to know I have a connection with illegal substances.
It was a bit of battle in be: do I want to go to the hospital and take care of me or I do not want to have anything to do with the police or have my name on official papers as this will not help me to get the citizenship. But they used the resources anyhow to get here to you so go to them because you have no fucking Idea where you are. Still, I thought that nothing is official and nobody knows me so I still have chances to get out clear of it. I start to drink quickly 2 litres of water and 0.5 litres of tea to help my body clean the acid in case they will test me for drugs. I was preparing my speech and recall to say nothing without a lawyer and stay quiet for the next 72 hours. All kind of scenes were passing through my mind. At this moment I just jumped up and start to throw out violently and feel like all my knowledge is pulled out from my brain and I said "2019 is the year I am born again"
After I waited there for a while and try to meditate while I was waiting to be caught I decided to walk to them. I follow a distinctive sound. And I start to do a high pitch sound. And I keep following the sound. After 10 min I realised that I am following a bird, something like a pheasant I guess. So I said ok. It's good. No signs of police anymore. I kept passing over many hills and see beautiful hues of different city lights. Now the only light I have was the bike lights which couldn't help much but still was of good use to sight 1 yard away. I still had my phone but because I know I am tripping I refused to take it out of the bag to not lose it.
I check the time: 3 am. The past 5 hours I was in hell and then pass through purgatory
I start to come back down. Still, the vision is funny and the trees are talking to me. I hear some quick steps running around me. But I can't see shit. After a while, I realise that I am surrounded by about 30-40 poneys. But they were friendly and calm so they left me to pass over without attacking me. So I start to see again a motorway.
I start walking towards this motorway clueless of where I am. I just hoped to find a train station. But I lost my card. I had only some change lost in my bag. Maybe £7. Anyhow. I kept walking and after I got in a city at 5 am, instead of looking for the train station or waiting for a bus (which starts at 7 or 8 AM) I decided to walk home. The problem is that there are 17 miles to walk back home. But at 5 am I was still in the walking mood. Sure I walk a bit on the motorway but I did not want to be in danger or worse to have the highway patrol collecting me. So I took a secondary road which made me walk around another 7 miles. On this road, I find out that I can use the Google maps without a sim card for orientation. And also I start to use the phone torch to check signposts and lighting my path.
At 7:30 Am I finally reach the next city and find a bus station. It cost me £4,9 to get home which I was more than happy because I thought I don't have enough money and have to walk another 15 miles back home. My feet start to feel like an extension of my legs which I felt no more. I am full of blisters and, scratches and bruises due hitting a few fences and gates.
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Total distance: 26.87 km (16.70 mi)*** Which doesn't seem much taking in consideration that I run 20 km regularly. But being on Acid with safety boots and a bag full of water and food add some weight.
Got home, got a nice shower, went to sort out my sim card and apply for a new card and driving licence and then try to sleep. But heck, when I closed my eyes all I was seeing were flashing lights. The same with the eyes open. I was still hallucinating at 12 midday. I start to worry that the police will find the LDS bag and my sim card in it and will search for me. Tonight I find the sim card lost in my bag.
I don't think I will do LSD anymore besides going to a festival maybe. The first time and second time of doing LSD were pretty cool, colourful and enjoyable. But the 3,4,5 and 6th time was nasty. Very nasty, dark and suicidal.
On one hand, I realise that when the colours and the lights become darker and black is the ego death, the same I felt on 5.35 g of dried mushrooms, but the acid makes your headache and you feel it's toxicity. It's very strange and nauseous.