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Connor Murphy the fitness influencer, has passed away

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Don't underestimate extremely elevated mood states. Most people have never experienced them so they can't even imagine how powerful that is. Mood is like a lens that colors absolutely everything you're experiencing. Most humans, for most of the time, are in a very narrow "normal" mood state, yet that "normal" mood is arbitrary, it just so happens that it's most conducive to survival, so evolution shaped most humans that way. On the extremes, mood can get so insane that it's impossible to explain to somebody who hasn't experienced it. Mania can get so strong that you feel literally invincible, your mind works faster than on meth, a million ideas a minute, unlimited energy levels and no need for sleep, even physical pain can not bother you. On the opposite spectrum, depression/bad mood can get so strong that orgasm is experienced as painful/bad valence, you're constantly in insane emotional pain for no reason and get angry when you wake up in the morning because you wish to die. Mood colors everything, and you're always in a mood.

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29 minutes ago, cetus said:

If you want to believe anything, believe that Leo was trying to get Conner to wise up.

He did help, but maybe only halfway. Perhaps he could have done much more but chose not to. If that’s true, it may have been the biggest mistake of his life.

 

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Knowing Connor, there is still 1% chance that he pulls away this as an epic prank and comes back reborn in a body of gold after a while if that even works 

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Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know. - Jeremiah 33:3

https://open.spotify.com/track/4V0rRwRqhFPxSJb40XmKA1?si=lNN5hNRPTxi6zNzzi9gFqw&utm_source=copy-link

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3 minutes ago, Monster Energy said:

He did help, but maybe only halfway. Perhaps he could have done much more but chose not to. If that’s true, it may have been the biggest mistake of his life.

 

We're you around at that time? I certainly was. I remember it clearly. Conner acted like everything Leo said was a joke.


When the secret is revealed to you, you will know that you are not other than God, but that you yourself are the object of your quest.

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1 hour ago, Monster Energy said:

lBut if Leo is aware that he contributed to what happened, I believe he may face the same fate as Conor.

47 minutes ago, cetus said:

If you want to believe anything, believe that Leo was trying to get Conner to wise up.

The meta perspective is God understanding itself. There is only God and God plays the role of both Leo and Conner. Monster Energy and cetus. Etc


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@Monster Energy So far you have condemned his parents, the internet, the police, and now Leo. What's next the lake? Lol


When the secret is revealed to you, you will know that you are not other than God, but that you yourself are the object of your quest.

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5 minutes ago, Kalki Avatar said:

Knowing Connor, there is still 1% chance that he pulls away this as an epic prank and comes back reborn in a body of gold after a while if that even works 

There was found a dead 32 years old body.

 

"Austin addresses rumors (originally mentioned by Tony Huge) claiming Connor had recently been injecting gold. He notes that if true, heavy metals crossing the blood-brain barrier can cause severe cognitive decline and a loss of mental stability. At the time of filming, the official autopsy results were still pending."

 

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After you go off the deep end publicly, and if your only means of survival has been online content creation, you need a way back in after you go off the deep. Connor acting like he was some mastermind viral attention exploiter was all just a story to deal with the shame of his public insanity and a way to get back into the business. 


What if this is just fascination + identity + seriousness being inflated into universal importance?

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@OBEler  Oh well. I actually liked him and understood him really well since I had experienced some type of madness with awakenings too. He had so much potential. If he just had some spiritual education and guru the story would have been different. He had the money and was even living in a spiritual country, destiny was so close. Maybe in the next life, GG

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Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know. - Jeremiah 33:3

https://open.spotify.com/track/4V0rRwRqhFPxSJb40XmKA1?si=lNN5hNRPTxi6zNzzi9gFqw&utm_source=copy-link

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10 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

There is only God and God plays the role of both Leo and Conner

Not anymore.


When the secret is revealed to you, you will know that you are not other than God, but that you yourself are the object of your quest.

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