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Thanks guys ❤️ God she was so beautiful. A woman was there with me at the park, trying to help, she ended up consoling me mostly, i was to emotional to think or find a solution. It was best this way that she died chasing the squirrels, best way to die. 😌
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She was born with a heart condition and was given 6 months to live at birth, she lived till 13 years. I took her for 2 walks a day, she would exercise with me everyday outdoors, always running nonstop. She was having issues with her heart for the past 3 months, the vet said she had 1 week to live, i tried everything but it was progressing to fast, i needed more time to solve it. She had many incidents with her heart in the past 3 months. Today she was having issues with the heat it was making her condition worse but because im allergic to the air conditioner i thought she would make it for a few days, i was wrong. Today she ran after a squirrel and her heart stopped, i couldn't save her. She caught 2 squirrels in her life time, she tried everyday. During her final episode i held her and i knew she was not going to survive it. I tried figuring out a solution in the middle of the park but i couldn't see it. I drove to my cousins farm, dug a hole and buried her.
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integral started following My dog Died
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The thought the reason they watch him was as a circus act? They actually believe this is a healthy man?
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integral started following Fall of clavicular, is this the end of looksmaxxing?
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integral replied to Brandon L's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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integral started following Dune: Part 3 (Official Trailer)
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ya OOOOK the poor plot of the book is the best these unimaginative producers are going to come up with its only down hill if they attempt to deviate.
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integral replied to Majed's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
There is a clear pattern. I'm not gonna deny that people tend to move away from pick up kind of animalistic kind of sex and go closer towards sex with someone you have a better connection with. Repressed shame, avoidance, disconnection "Fucking" (egocentric) taking whatever you can get Having sex sex as agreement / mutual exchange Lovemaking expression of deep emotional connection Transcendental / tantric sex as sacred union, ego dissolves I agree that there's different stages of sexual development, but that is separate from spiritual development and there's other lines of development that are also separate from that The thing here is even regardless of your stage of development. You still wanna have these different types of sexual experiences. Now when it comes to these different stages of sex, the problem with stage two stage three kind of sex is that afterwards you have a connection with a person that isn't that great, in general you're choosing a different kind of partner, but practically as people go through life, I cannot always choose the sexual development of my partner My current relationship I can't get my partner to reach stage five and I can't get them even to be in stage four consistently Some of my past relationships they were purely in stage two or stage three and there's nothing I can do about it. So when it comes to relationships and how you interface everyone around you, everyone is gonna be at different stages in many different ways and you have to come together wisely __ But above all of this, you could still have stage two sex (hook up) and fully enjoy it in stage three sex and fully enjoy it. These things don't just disappear because your spiritual. I do statemaxxing that involves the sexual transmutation, but it's a way of using sexual energy and maintaining it as a overall life force for everything in life but your sex drive doesn't disappear. You're gonna do sexual transmutation, but then still have extremely powerful sex. Idea that your sex disappears because you're transmitting it this is not it at all -
integral replied to Brandon L's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Every time he speaks he sounds like he has absolutely no integrity His tone is wrong, and sounds like a attempt to manipulate and persuade. It's like the kings jesture -
Any game released with this home menu music as the intro would take over the world. Game studios don't have the skill or are blind that's why they're not making music like this. People want to go back to the beauty of life, humans have lost sight of it.
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link gaming music you liked.
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integral replied to Majed's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
A person cannot survive without sex with a high sex drive, but they could masturbate it out, I don't mean they actually have to have sex. Survival is more than just living, your tormented in misery. States Of Consciousness are temporary, higher States Of Consciousness on a psychedelic of course you have no interest in sex ( some of the time ) not all of the time. Those yogis and monks that do manage to push their sexual drive down already had natural low sex drives, if they don't and they're actually suppressing their urges then the problem is they're stuck in conformity and group think. Be careful demonizing any human activity, there is nothing less conscious or more conscious to sex. The more conscious you are does not mean you have less sex drive, and being high Consciousness and suppressing a high sex drive is stupid and denying who you really are If a person is highly creative, loves thinking, suppressing all that because "it's more conscious not to think" he's all conformity. -
This is the experience "danger and mystery" it's also on the depressing side Look at the comparison. This is the music of the beauty of life. This is the emotion to be high on the beauty of life. Music preference is the mood you want to have, the experience you want to soak in and a larger identity game. People are so contracted in mood and identity they cant feel the beauty of life.
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lol people have resistance to the 90-20s, thats why they stopped making anything good. Something to do with "old" is bad. The video game music of todays era are all universal garbage in comparison to anything made in that era. The tone of music shifted to depression.
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integral replied to Majed's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Eating sleeping and whatever else does not stop after awakening Sex is just a bodily function that will not be outgrown It's like trying to outgrow eating, that's not possible Also growing up and awakening up are different axes they're not the same thing A close minded, religious person could have an awakening experience and they'll just interpret all that from the religious lens and continue all their self-deception and habits and whatever else -
integral replied to Brandon L's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Leo shows up at 58. This video he said was the most important video he's ever made but all he cared about was the view count to make him feel good about it. You have to sacrifice view count for truth, of course you're going to get a smaller audience when you focus only on truth and discard all the bullshit -
integral replied to Brandon L's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
LMAOOOOOo evidence.lake, only a trained expert can survive a lake
