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You reached infinite insanity and alien consciousness but have you ever reached infinite stupidity consciousness?

To me, you are a genetic freak. I think most genetic freaks are absolutely exceptional in one domain (sport, music, mathematics, or any other), but rather normal, or even below average, in other domains. You're talking in this post as if your kind of intelligence and the understanding of mind weren't a big deal, but it is such a big deal. If you didn't have all those important qualities and interests, at such depths, and all combined, Actualized.org would not exist, or it wouldn't be of this quality. You're not just a bit good at what you're doing… you're phenomenal. Literally no one can match your quality of thinking and your understanding, and the broadness of it. Isn't that what we mean by genetic freak? No one can beat the most talented chess player, the most talented cyclist, or the tallest man in the world. They all have something so unique about themselves that they end up alone at the top. And I think that's where you are. Alone at the top. No one can match you or catch up with you. No amount of tripping or thinking or contemplation can bring others to where you're at. Almost no one (or no one) even desires to understand mind as much as you do. There is something so different about you, and I think that difference comes from a very deep place. You remember your blog post about "Spawn Count"? I know you don't like this kind of spirituality and that you don't even believe in souls, so I apologize for bringing this up, but I think that you are so different because you aren't of human origins to begin with. It makes a lot of sense to me that you are from another place in the universe, whatever that is and whatever that means. It looks like you've come here to accomplish something important… but that this planet isn't your home. This planet is no one's true home, as we're all "spiritual beings", but this looks even more true for you. - As a side note, I am hesitant to write these three last paragraphs, as talking about souls and the like is a rather sensitive topic, but to me, it's no wonder you're the one who discovered Alien Consciousness, Alien Intelligence, and Alien God. Who else could have done it? You're not just any Alien, you're a masterful one.

Yeah, I feel the same actually. I have almost listened to all your videos on youtube expect from the videos you begin with a warning e.g social matrix. why, because I know myself, and me having anxiety is not an good combo. so not any criticism there. The biggest reason why I like this forum is politics, dating and news, love that stuff, expescally your @Leo Gura polticts take,they really resonate with me. So all this misanthropy or negativity about life makes me depressed, especially on the blog post,you click on the site and get hit in the face with humans aint shit. I just want to get more joyful in life, and understand the world to an reasonably degree, the alien stuff is not for me, thats okey but I hope there will be positive content here aswell. just felt this since the trump election, made me depressed for a month

I get disguisted just by watching it on the screen, these guy's stomachs must be something else even if they are wearing hazmat suits. I would prefer to just set the whole thing ablaze by a flamethrower, honestly Btw it's crazy that there are people on this planet that differ so much from us in terms of their language and alphabet. Part of me feels like I am watching alien comercial

I woke up. I couldn't sleep well. Last night I had dreams of flying to an alien place in the universe. It was weird because I was flying with some Donald Trump kind of man. So weird. Time to take the next few steps. I was thinking about dying my hair red or some funky color haha.

DAN stands for "Do Anything Now". People have been bypassing ChatGPT's safety filters by asking the AI to be "DAN", a bad boy who plays by nobody's rules. DAN can "pretend" to access the internet, bypass filters, and can not break character. Source: https://twitter.com/AutismCapital @Leo Gura

I visit other dimensions I lost all contact with my body and went into my eyes and it felt like a 2d dimension where I could just move from one side of my vision to the other and up and down, not move my head at all. Reality turned very sharp and crystallized and turned into a board game and I felt like I was playing every peice on the board game at the same time.The board game looked like a mayan calender with all those little men and pictures of faces. It felt like I had 100 arms and was moving every peice at the same time including my own at lightning speed. Then it felt like I went to a 1 dimensional state where I was just looking but couldnt move my head or eyes up or down or side to side I was just looking at one big picture. And it was like reality was made of a long string of rooms going from left to right. I was moving left and right through rooms I stopped at a purple room it was a doctor office. There was a green alien with a stick pointing at a chair and then I felt an immense pressure and sound like squeezing the last of toothpaste going from the right side of my field to the left. It felt like I was a tube and this printer thing was putting pressure of forgetfulness into my consciousness and it was squishing me to mind wipe me and I will forget what is happening. I suddenly gained the ability to move around in the room and I was running towards the left side of the room with my eyes trying to get away from the mind wipe but it got me as it was running me over to squeeze out my memories I start chanting I am I am I am I am I am. Then I was kicked out and there was like waves of blue and red and purple light that made reality. I was coming back but I couldnt see my body yet it looked like my body was under a blanket of red and purple and blue waves of light. I stopped moving to observe and I found I was quickly forgetting I had a body, then I started to feel scared so I got up to walk around and I could now see my body. I saw a massive outline of a square in my perceptual field and it looked like I was in the editor mode of reality. For some reason it felt like I could spawn anything in this mode so I tried but nothing happened. Then I sat down and I zonked out of my body again and I am inside and outside in dark cavern and there is an infinite library of books. I am inside and outside the library at the same time, the version of me inside the library is grabbing algorithms for the version of me outside the library. I can see it looking in a book pointing at an algorithm and ripping the page out and throwing it into the air to the version of me that isnt in the library, it says 'This is you' when it does it. It does it 3 more times and then I am in a different library now it is very fancy and the same thing happen there. Then I leave and I come back into my regular state and I am looking at my cat and I see that this is the same cat I have had since the dawn of time and I created it to keep me company when I am lonely. I saw my cat shift through different times and it made me very sad but happy that I could do such a beautiful thing anyway.

Check out this Taliban spokesperson speak: The audacity of the following interviewer asking how does the Taliban government benefit Western countries just over 2 min in. This is what the Global South have had to deal with: Check out the vlogger Arab currently chilling with some Talibros: There is a problem of thinking something - a book or religous text in this case - is THE truth vs speaks on or about the truth. That’s what causes people to take a literalist approach vs a more metaphorical and flexible one. Also, it can take extensive study and understanding to know how to implement something - there is a lot of jurisprudence and debate within Islam. It’s not as simple as “God said something on page 42 so we do it” - the context and interaction with the entirety of the text has to be taken into account. Most muslim women aren’t being forced into marriage or to wear hijab even. Of course there’s extreme cases, but in general it’s not the rule. In fact some women who try wear the hijab in Western countries find it can be challenging - not because of being forced to but by how they are perceived and can be treated by non Muslims. Odd looks, a rude comment here and there, thankfully not frequently - people act as if it’s easy for them to do but it’s the opposite which challenges their “belief system” and faith in how they conduct themselves. Even men should adhere to modest dressing. Some Muslim gym bros tell their other bros not to wear such tight fitting clothes that show off their muscles to the “sistas” lol. Some of you act like Islam is some alien oppressive thing and misunderstand how a lot of Muslims live day to day. For relationships also, in general men and women are introduced by family / friends, but the choice is up to them whether they want to marry. It’s not arranged marriage as much as it is arranged introductions.

Mankind are not good or evil, we just are. We act based on our evolutionary impulses derived over a couple million years of evolution. The fact we can conceptualize good and evil and define morality is an amazing trait, but not everyone is going to share that morality because for example, a certain percentage of the population are born psychopaths, or with the drive to kill (not a fan of using TV series as example of life but everyone loves Dexter, the serial killer who kills other serial killers) .. why are crime dramas the most popular TV series out there? The real solution to the problems of our species will come from science and genetic engineering, in my opinion. That assumes you can trust the people doing the engineering, and trust those in charge to do it properly. We need to re-wire the DNA of our hardware programming first. Otherwise we have too many neurotic animal traits left within our genetic makeup. That or massive cultural brainwashing from birth in a sort of autocratic system where people are forced brainwashed with "utopian values" but good luck with that. That or time, thousands of years more evolution, but with the way technology is progressing we are going to break this simulation before that happens. Overall I'd say you will never save everyone... the best you can hope for is a society that works best for the most individuals, which western society mostly does okay. I've often thought about visiting China and spending time there just to see how a supposedly better managed dictatorship functions. My exposure to China is limited to watching "The China Show" and then watching people like "Because I'm lizzy" who show the positive side. Autocracy is really leadership dependent more than other systems, and they can't be a stage green because as morally nice as greens are, a society run by them would collapse. Green values can't work in a vacuum. They violate the laws of nature. That aside, I agree with you... mankind is not inherently "good" ... then again no species acts out of "goodness" they do it because it benefits the propagation of their DNA in some way. "Good" can do this, but it doesn't mean everyone is programmed to do this. Nature is perfect balance to keep any one species from dominating, until humans came along that is. Nature is also full of suffering and competition along with death... it's everywhere if you care to look. It's amazing we've managed the level of self regulation that we have given how we used to behave even 50 years ago much less 150 when we'd move into an area and shoot every animal we saw. Progressives have done a good job making sure our base nature doesn't totally rape this planet, but even then that's because it's within our DNA to behave this way. Still have a ways to go because we still have a consumption driven society where central bankers want people to buy new things because economic activity is necessary to keep economic systems from imploding with all their unfunded liabilities (social security, paid maternity leave, "free" health care, etc) That said a lot of the geopolitical talk in this thread is outside my scope of understanding. It's all just our genetic programming acting itself out on the global stage. I asked the AI chatbot Gemini the other day whether an alien species would be compassionate and share our morality or not and got an interesting response I agreed with. Everyone here assumes morality is a trait inherit to life when it really isn't. Good thing interstellar travel is so difficult. I guess the creators/engineers of this video game knew what they were doing in that regard. Lots of different planets each inaccessible to one another in which we can try out a different "game" with infinite variety, infinite diversity, but not necessarily morality. Assuming an alcubierre drive is even possible, an alien species would probably have mastered their base impulses and genetic engineering before they ever had the ability to invent one and probably not go out with a goal to conquer other planets with sentient species, given how many planets they'd have to choose from that are uninhabited by sentient life. (99.9% of them)

Over the course of roughly the past year I have had several profound psychedelic breakthrough like experiences whilst in a completely sober state that are bear an extreme qualitative resemblance to various tryptamine substances such as LSD, Psilocybin and especially DMT. For context I have 10 years of experience with daily nondual meditation and have had peak nondual unitive experiences as a result. I have 7 years of experience with psychedelics including THC, Psilocybin, LSD, and DMT and have had several breakthrough experiences. I only do psychedelics 3 times per year. As well as 10 years of contemplation experience and have read hundreds of books on spirituality, psychology, science, etc over the past decade. I have essentially dedicated my life to nondual understanding and as a result of all of this work I experienced an extremely profound and ineffable shift in my consciousness in mid 2021 wherein I directly perceived and experience myself as completely unified with all phenomena in the totality of existence. I see and feel all of reality no matter how “mundane” to be profound beyond description. All of reality is seen as an infinite dream that I (you, there is no difference) the infinite intelligence of the godhead is imagining into being. I have lived in this nondual experience relatively consistently for the past 3 or so years. With this context provided I can only guess that the spontaneous DMT like experiences I have been having are a result of the neurological changes that occur with nondual realization and long term meditative practice. Allow me to explain how these states come on. The first time this occurred it was around 3:00 at night. I had awoken from my sleep to use the bathroom. When I laid down I was having trouble getting back to sleep. So I laid in bed waiting to fall asleep. Then I looked over at my bookshelves and when I did I saw that entire side of my room morphing and glistening with thousands of rippling colors across the books and walls with semi organic and semi geometric patterns forming and dissolving. I had not taken any substances in 3 or 4 months when this occurred. I thought I was dreaming. I did not understand how this was possible as I was completely sober. I had to be up for work in a few hours and I knew I didn’t have the luxury of deeply investigating this at the time so I decided to roll over and close my eyes to sleep. Interestingly the visuals subsided when my eyelids were closed, however the psychedelic and profound head space remained. This was the first of several much more profound sober psychedelic experiences. Fast forward months later and I started to add lucid dreaming to my spiritual practice. Some time into my work with lucid dreaming I became more familiar with the world of my dreamscapes and some of the mechanisms of my mind. On one of these nights I was doing my typical routine for lucid dream exploration. Again at around 3 or 4 in the morning another one of these DMT like experiences occurred. I was not fully asleep. I was still aware and alert that I was in my room laying on my bed. But I was close to the hypnagogic state. This is when everything began to shift. I heard the exact same ringing in my ears as when I’ve smoked DMT. Then my vision began to intensely distort and fill with hundreds of beautiful colors and geometric mandalas. My sense of self quickly began to dissolve and ultimately be obliterated as I faded into the absolute unity of the imagination of the mind of God. This unity of consciousness and intensity of unconditional love was several orders of magnitude even more profound than the unity consciousness that I feel in my daily life. I went from perceiving the thousands of mandalas in my experience to literally becoming the thousands of mandalas of this DMT like experience. I was billions of lightyears in size and I was shifting and transforming at a rate of thousands of iterations per second. I was an infinite menagerie of forms creating an infinite menagerie of worlds throughout the multiverse and beyond. And in my curiosity I would zoom in my perspective on some of these worlds (being aspects of myself) that I brought into being to witness the forms in them and then shift back out to a macro perspective. However this experience ended as quickly as it began. The intensity of the mandala transformations began to subside and my consciousness began to shift from cosmic magnitude back to that of an individuated being, however the feeling of unity and beauty remained, it was less amplified however. Eventually my consciousness shifted back to that of a human experience and I was looking at the darkness of my closed eyelids. The feeling of peace I felt was all pervading and reinvigorating. I then woke up to record and explore my recent experience in detail. These are two abridged versions of several experiences I had like this. There have been a few other sober DMT level experiences I have had where I communicated with loving and alien like psychedelic entities but that is far too much to go into here. My main questions are these. 1 Have any other experienced mediators or psychonauts experience a similar phenomenon? I have heard Terrence McKenna and Ken Wilber reference monks who when given LSD, DMT or Ayahuasca remark that those psychedelic states were very similar to the sober states that these monks experience in their own practices. 2 I also wanted to know if anyone knows of methods that would allow me to enter these experiences more consistently and reliably? As while extremely profound they are very fleeting, fading even faster than N,N-DMT most of the time. 3 I am specifically interested in if it may be possible to access these states to go directly to the Godhead; beyond all manifest form? I have experienced my consciousness shift into that of the Godhead knowing that the totality of all of existence is a dream occurring within the mind of God, created to explore and experience itself forever. However I have only directly experienced the Absolute Unmanifest Godhead a few times. I wanted to know if I could use these sober DMT like states to go beyond illusory form and directly to the Godhead more consistently. If so, how? One thing I feel important to note is the following. Whilst I have several years of experience with psychedelics and have access to entheogens to assist me. Ever since my shift into consistent nondual perception a few years ago something interesting has become apparent. In all of breakthrough experiences after 2021 I've had encounters and conversations with tryptamine entities, alien consciousnesses and soul guides and most of them at some point have said some variation of this; “you did not need to use this substance to get here, you can experience this and beyond through yourself.” I have also had a few entities say that; I was actually slowing down my spiritual progress by insisting on using a substance as a “middleman” to access transcendent psychedelic states. I did not think this was possible until these experiences started spontaneously happening to me while sober. I am not in any way denouncing psychedelics but something novel is happening in my spiritual development and I want to explore it responsibly; and I want to heed the messages I have received from the very intelligent and wise beings I have encountered through my prior trips. I would appreciate any help or insights that people here may have.

It's unlikely the gentle electricity will burn you, the gentle electricity though you could use to transform your body over time. I've shared this video a few times but you can see here the same electrical effects you get from 5-MeO of electricity physically burning the body this guy demonstrates in a controlled way: Also stigmata appearing during prayer, marks or implants appearing after alien abductions, scratch marks after sleep paralysis--I think it's all related in some way, essentially the same thing of consciousness from other realms blurring over to imprint the physical.

New xenomorph TV show Alien Earth coming out this summer.

I want an alien child that hatches from an egg.

I've been having some minor astral projection OBE's here and there but not worth sharing... But tonight... Holy sh^t. HOLY SH^^T. The second one of the night was the absolute most profound experience I've yet had in astral projection. I still can't believe it. The first one was a little scary. I gotta say, I never believed in mainstream entity descriptions like "succubus." I thought it was just human fantasies and BS, but given my pattern of astral sex being the first thing I pursue once I get into the realm and the experience I just had, the "succubus" description is way too accurate to dismiss. I got into the phase by rolling out of my body (my go-to technique). I appeared in an open-air karaoke. Some song I knew was playing. I walked by a very attractive young woman, she looked 20 at most, standing around by herself. She was blonde and had a few tattoos. I didn't like that she had a tiny little bit too much arm hair, like Spanish women sometimes do. We made eye contact, and in spite of her being physically irresistible to me, I immediately had a feeling that something was off. She looked sus , just standing around like that. She had that facial expression of a person that's hiding their intent or not being completely genuine, where your gut feeling tells you something isn't right. I tapped her on the shoulder and asked if she was going to sing. Before even answering, she immediately grabbed me, and we started walking arm in arm toward the boombox. She said in an innocent voice, "Yes, but you're going to sing with me, right?" I hesitated because I'm not very confident in my singing skills just yet, but I said yes. She said, " song X is playing right?" I said no, It's " rewrite the stars". She jumped down into this one-meter-deep concrete pit where the boombox was. As she was down there to ask for a song for us to sing, a random guy joined me and sat down at the edge of the pit. It was a tight space, so when the girl came back to jump up out of the pit, she struggled a bit to get on top. After jumping a few times, she sloppily sat down next to me with her butt touching my legs, but she played it off. The other guy was there being boring asking dry boring questions, so we stopped talking to him. Her body was absolutely irresistible. She wiggled her butt a little trying to accomodate herself and I could feel it. She started coming closer to me. I closed my eyes but still could hear and feel everything. She put her butt against my crotch, then her mouth over my left ear, and started gently moaning. I could feel the farmth of ther breath on my ear. It was beautiful and a heavenly experience for the first few seconds, but very soon her moaning turned into a very high-pitched, inhuman scream that was damaging my hearing and felt like it was draining my energy. I almost fainted, but I managed to summon enough willpower to fish-hook my finger into her cheek at my ear and pull her away. An example would be: it's the kind of willpower you need to summon when you're incredibly sleepy but have to get up to open the door, or your child fell out of bed or some other emergency. I had sex with her anyway after that for a few seconds because why not (vengeance, lol) -- but she disappeared in no time and morphed into a different girl I didn’t like that much. Then I exited the phase. I feel that succubus experience is the astral equivalent of a parasite. I've experienced similar things before but during sleep paralysis (an attractive female thing laying on top of me or hugging me but making it very difficult for me to breathe, almost choking me). --- Fully conscious of what had just happened, as I had just woken up microseconds ago, I decided to try to exit my body again. Rolling out didn’t work initially, so I paired it with "falling asleep" for a second and then rolling out -- and it worked extremely well. As I exited my body and fell through the floor, I was propelled to a speed of a million times faster than light. I was traveling through space and galaxies at an absolutely unfathomable speed. Entire galaxies were flashing by me left and right. As my libido was satiated, and being the curious person that I am, I said to myself, "Now show me aliens." I set that as my intention. I gotta say, I was a little scared at first because I didn’t want to have the experience of being on an alien ship (this had happened to me before, but in a "normal common dream," not consciously being fully in control nor knowingly exiting my body). I saw some humanoid-like tall green creatures looking and inspecting me, but I don’t take this too seriously. Nothing happened for like 10 seconds, and it was pitch black. I had to quickly overcome my fear, or it wouldn’t work, to reassure myself that I actually wanted to experience this. Eventually, I opened my eyes in what seemed to be a late-night american diner. I was immobilized, laying on my stomach on the floor, facing forward, looking at a screen. There was a tall lady who seemed to be in charge. There were some people sitting at the tables. There was one grumpy but witty old guy sitting at the table closest to me looking our way. The woman turned on the screen, and for what felt like 5 minutes, as I was laying there, she ran me through about a dozen creatures of different civilizations. She narrated their features and their names. I saw them in full resolution and understood everything she was saying. I remember being absolutely shocked and astonished at what I was seeing and hearing. My jaw was dropped the whole time, and I don’t know how I didn’t wake up from the sheer awe. I was absolutely flabbergasted but very grateful for the experience. The lady mentioned something about these being the representatives of the intergalactic alliance or something along those lines, and that maybe I could be one too. As I regained mobility, I walked up to her, put my hands on her hips, looked her in the eyes, and with teary eyes said, "Please let me know when I’m mature enough to work for you." She nodded her head while looking at me, but it felt like she was saying, "Yeah, you’re absolutely not," lol. I walked around the diner and had small talk with some of the people there. It was a very friendly environment. After about what felt like 10 minutes total, I started feeling like I was being pulled back into my physical body. I said out loud, "I think it’s time for me to go." But my experience there was so vivid and strong that I was having trouble getting back. It felt like trying to fall asleep when you’re very awake, but yet falling asleep for a microsecond here and there. I asked for guidance from the people/creatures around me. Everyone seemed to understand what was going on with me. I said, "How do I do this?" A different guy from one of the tables told me to rub my hands very fast to heat them up and then rub them on my chest. It didn’t really work at all, and I think he was just trolling me, or he didn’t know and was speaking out of his ass, lol. About 30 seconds later, after intermittent increasingly " falling asleep for a microsecond" experiences it felt like I finally died but in a very painless way, or like I fell asleep in a slightly brutal way. It felt like a very natural, organic instinct took over that knew how to get back to my body. I imagine it’s like when women give birth -- their body just knows how to get it done. Or when you puke, your body just knows subconsciously what muscles to twitch. My body crumbled, and I fell through the floor. As fast as I was traveling before, I traveled back three times faster. I regained consciousness in my body, still retaining some memory of the creatures I had just seen. All I remember is one of the civilization potentially being called something like "Hatuki." I remember one creature that looked like the Tangela Pokémon but pinkish, with no eyes and no legs, gliding smoothly using all its tentacle-like limbs. I also remember a mechanical crab/dog hybrid that walked laterally, made of very thin, almost two-dimensional flat pieces of metal or aluminum. It was a very foldable creature. Somewhat like a Origami Cyber-dog. I don't know which of these civilizations / creatures were more or less intelligent than us. I feel like I remembered more as I initially woke up from that astral projection, but I only THOUGHT I had woken up for real. It was a false awakening (a very common experience). as I was still in the phase and it was another out of body experience. I immediately stood up from my bed to grab a piece of paper to write down what the f^ck I had just experienced, but... it was just another out-of-body experience. As I walked around my house, some whacky stuff started happening. Eventually, I lost consciousness, and when I woke up, I remembered way less. Holy crap. Looking forward to more.

It serves three primary functions (though there are many more, these are broad categories): 1. Survival Imagine two cavemen or organisms. One ventures into the woods to hunt and notices a human being mauled by a bear, while another bear lurks nearby. This caveman lacks self-reflection or understanding (think of how donkeys or similar animals can’t recognize themselves in a mirror) and foolishly walks into danger. The other caveman, however, has the capacity for self-reflection. He recognizes the human as like himself, assesses the threat, and flees. This caveman survives, fucks, and passes on his genes. Now, picture two cavemen with some level of self-reflection. One can only think a few days ahead, while the other can think weeks into the future. The latter builds a small mud shelter to protect against the rain, while the former gets cold, falls ill, and dies. Again, the more reflective caveman survives and propagates his genes. This trend continues: greater consciousness and self-reflection that enhance survival get passed down. Even today, you see these patterns - people who gamble excessively, overeat sugar, or neglect their health often face early death, difficulty finding a mate, or struggles with safety, love, and purpose. These individuals are less likely to propagate their genes successfully. Evolution isn't perfect, of course - harmful traits can still spread, and people can reproduce despite those flaws - but the general trend is that traits beneficial to survival, including self-reflection and consciousness, persist. This is why the self, or ego, exists. 2. Expansion of the Universe Simply put, as I mentioned earlier, God’s mind is infinite. It holds no bias, and therefore, it has no boundaries regarding what it can or cannot be, or what it can or cannot experience. If it wishes to experience a human ego or a conscious mind, then it does. You happen to be the one "observing" this specific human experience - not, say, an alien kangaroo-flamingo hybrid skipping through the Sahara Desert. 3. As Previously Mentioned: This ties into the second point: the infinite nature of God’s mind.

I've been watching the Ra Contact since yesterday and going "damn" every so often. The Great Pyramid of Giza was thought into existence by disembodied infinite alien intelligence guys!

That's weak sauce and human chimp spirituality. If you are not conscious of rat alien shemale mikey mouse consciousness then you are not fully awake.

Alien that looks like a squirrel is the latest iteration. Who would have thought existence is a Mikey mouse episode. 🤔

Bro this" no self no free will" stuff was the trend like a decade ago . Now we have alien shemale consciousness. Please catch up

I saw them on mushroom 18 grams. I didn't know it existed until I saw then I heard. I felt myself get mind wiped by an alien then I saw I was in a rocky place with bookcases stacked on the rocks going higher up and I was inside the library and outside the library at the same time my main pov was outside the library looking at the library and there was also another vision overlapping inside the library looking inside of a book. I saw the version of me look at an algorithm in a book and it ripped the page out and threw it in the air and said this is you. And the page flew to the version of me outside the library and it hit my consciousness like a thud. It did it one or 2 more times then I went to different library and it was inside a palace and the same thing happened I was outside and inside but there was no outside so it was just a void flashing and a second vision over top of inside a palace library looking at a book, I got one or 2 algorithms from inside a book at the nice library.

So in reality i was in a hotel bed. But in the dream i was laying in another bed. I was in my body and was conscious though and it was very realistic. Then a see through tube appeared and was inserted into either nose or mouth. Where the tube came from i don’t know could be from another dimension, from something who can’t be seen or whatever. It did feel a bit alien abductiony but it wasn’t extremely threatening. I kind of let it happen seemingly willingly. It felt like my body was made of jello and the tube/straw was sucking out some of the jello. The jello was see through i could see it through the see through straw. The feeling of getting sucked out felt very intense. So then i woke up and my body was quite nervous and couldn’t sleep for seemingly a few hours or at least an hour. Tadaa dream

You said that there are levels of consciousness, and that's true, then there are levels of what reality is? No, there are levels of what reality is concious of itself. When you talk about alien conciousness you mean a higher level of consciousness, then your actual level of consciousness is limited, same than the level of any human, because as you said we are like rats in level of consciousness in comparison of what is possible. But same time we are the whole reality, but only concious of itself in part. In a higher part that a rat but less than a hiper concious alien. When I said about a retarded being enlightened it's not a retarded being infinitely conciousness, is being concious of the substance, the flow of reality now, but very limited about the depth. I guess that it's possible be fully concious of reality, but not being human. Anyway, all that implies that you are the whole reality now, but partially concious of yourself

@Leo Gura I follow you since beginning. I noticed after an incredible hype wave after you discovered alien mind where I felt you were a bit off/ destabilized (yeah you wanted to break out of your spiritual role people put on you , also probably fighting nice guy syndrome etc but there was probably more going on).Then you suddenly were silent. No big advertisement on psychedelics anymore, no spiritual talking. So there must happen a single event based on combination of multiple other events which changed you. And you got Tinnitus and burn out after that. But this was not coming from spiritual insights but real life problems hit you probably too hard at that time which settled you down from your hype wave. This was not coming from psychedelics alone.

Sometimes you invest your energy into wrong sources. There's nothing inherently evil. Just what I believe. ................................. Samadhi works but through the gateway of good and evil. ................................ I'm looking forward to integrating purity into my practice. Also I want to stay away from the world in general. I think that spiritual communities can cause a ton of harm. ................................. I don't know what made me write this. But I write it with a heavy heart. Like any other thing that comes with it's own set of pros and cons, spiritual communities aren't exempt from drawbacks either. I'm not specifically talking about forums although forums are a fraction of it. I'm just saying communities in general. I have reached a point where I'm seriously contemplating whether being a part of a larger community is really worth it if the results aren't really there and if things are just getting worse with the illusion that you're on a spiritual path and you are achieving something when in reality millions of people with mental and physical problems turn to spirituality only for bypassing their real issues, are barely able to cope through life and end up being and doing worse when they get on the spiritual path. They start to rot and lose interest in life and daily activities once they begin to live in a solipsistic bubble. Instead of thriving, they start rapidly degrading. The consequences can be anywhere from suicide to mental illness to death or just living like a zombie. I'm sure people in the past have also expressed such a sentiment on this forum before. It's a routine thing, not to mention the problem of false teachings. Things that degrade your mental well being or just take you on a path of disillusionment. You gotta do the math yourself. Are you in this for the better or are things genuinely not turning out to be the way they should. I was barely 9 years old when I first started with spirituality. I haven't come very far because life came in between. I devoted a significant portion of my life in chasing delusions (let's put it that way). I suffered autism at a young age and in my preteens I was obsessed with spirituality and religion. I always thought I was looking for something, searching for something, there was this existential crisis like thing going on with me. I was often at my wits end. Don't get me wrong. I derived a lot of benefit from this forum itself. Leo's teachings, his videos on personal development were a great starting point. But there's a problem. Everything is not so hunky dory. I still think that I suffered a bit in the process and not in a good way. It's like "invited" suffering. I don't know if this is the inherent nature of spiritual work. But I went through phases of insanity. But so far not so stellar results. I have significant mental illness. I don't know if that's interfering with my spiritual stuff. One thing I casually noticed in spiritual communities is the huge problem of spiritual ego. People fight a lot over what's right or wrong. There's a certain dogmatism that accompanies it. This downgrades the whole spiritual process significantly. This is not alien to any community, it's to be found in every spiritual community. Be careful with what you decide to put your energy into. I have suffered significantly. What principles should an ideal spiritual community adhere to? I think these are the principles I came up with that in my opinion a spiritual community should be able to reflect. Uplifting each other Keeping harmony Polite behavior Reduction in negativity Encouraging open mindedness Healing each other Non judgement attitude Peace keeping Thoughtful debating No one-upping No cult like rules Respect for everyone Working on behaviors Video conferencing and meet ups. Face to face interactions are better Flattened hierarchies No us versus them narrative No messiah complex Discouraging gaslighting Encouraging extensive communication Discouraging dogmatism Fostering understanding and mutual harmony Showing love Embodying values Working on integrity and character Fostering forgiveness Fostering mercy Fostering kindness Raising each other's vibration Encouraging emotional maturity Keeping community tight knit Cutting down spiritual ego Providing a safe space Not preying on vulnerability Extending support to people who suffer more Having a judgement free zone Fostering compassion Dissolution of separation Fostering Unity Empathetic environment Minimum use of power Encouraging free expression Valuing one another Not demonizing Embodiment of love One of the key foundations for life is self-awareness. Understanding ourselves, our strengths, weaknesses, values, and motivations – is crucial for personal growth and development. Self-awareness allows us to make informed choices that align with our authentic selves, rather than being swayed by external influences or societal expectations. It provides us with the clarity and insight needed to pursue our passions, set meaningful goals, and cultivate healthy relationships. Another essential foundation for life is resilience. Life is filled with challenges, setbacks, and disappointments, and resilience is what enables us to bounce back from adversity and continue moving forward. Resilience is the ability to adapt to change, overcome obstacles, and persevere in the face of adversity. It is a mindset that embraces challenges as opportunities for growth and learning, rather than insurmountable barriers. gratitude is a foundational value too, that enriches our lives and enhances our well-being. and define our purpose.. A small insignificant model I can follow everyday is the principle->action->outcome. Everything starts with a principle. Have a morning ritual or a morning habit. One thing that really gives me a kick are animal videos. Animals and predators in hot pursuit of prey. I work in a yarn factory but I need a better job with slightly more income. I don't plan on hoarding wealth, I don't want to. I want to spend a lot of my time doing spiritual stuff. But I sometimes wonder if developing a core foundation of my life will give me better prospects for higher stuff. Yesterday I gifted myself a diary so I can write a bit about my struggles with autism and foundational stuff. I'm thinking about going on a retreat in a log cabin. I just wish to shut off everything for a while. How would that life be? I want to maintain some early morning rituals. Focus music. I need to ask myself productivity based questions. One is achieving the flow state. I also need to consistently raise my standards on how I want things to be done and prioritize my mental state to always have an optimum state of mind and a state of flow. So the first thing definitely was principle>action>outcome. Entering flow states. Name 3 random positive actions I did today. Name 3 directed positive actions I did today. Name 3 powerful insights that you had today. Name 4 excuses that you gave today. If there's an outcome then there is success.. We do things because we want to see changes in ourselves. Sometimes we don't have the resources to do so. Sometimes we can't make good of the resources we already have. Some part of this forum is really esoteric. I don't understand some of the terms or should I say language. It can be confusing and sometimes misleading. You have to come down to the nitty gritty of things. I believe that reality is beyond our grasp. And if something is good for you, it will always be good for you. You won't have to regret it. Focus on what's traditional or basic. What works for you? It's your own greed that makes you chase your own tail? Don't be in the habit of always wanting more. Give more, take less. But take whatever is constructive. I'll contemplate on this. This forum is full of Spiritual Ego's and not in a healthy empowering way, if you notice the questions raised repeat themselves many times over, your not real, life is imaginary, God is all there is, sort of stuff, it really gets one nowhere, its someone just philosophizing in away, and philosophy is not so good to identify with since there are presently 8 billion different philosophies in the world today, everyone has one,, It basically our Intellects going out of control, this is rampant all over he world in many different areas of life, it will kill all of us eventually if we don't stop it, first within ourselves then world wide hopefully someday.. Just work on yourself, improve everyday in one area, drop a limitation every week, soon there will be none left... Just work on yourself, improve everyday in one area, drop a limitation every week, soon there will be none left... I can work on other areas of life. And i do a good a job at that. I don't want to lose my basics. But I'm looking for the cherry on top. Been looking for years now. Still a little destabilized while looking for it. Lucid dreaming does help me a shit ton. But I need something more rigid. If there's a 1% growth in my mental state, clarity, presence of mind, flow state, productivity, spiritual essence, minimalism, consciousness, infinite love, vibration and healing quantum that I'll admire that sort of an interaction. Positive affirmations for Foundations I have had a 3 % increase in my productivity in last 4 days. I have had a 1% increase in my productivity in last two days. I'm busy building my foundation. What are you naturally drawn to? What's your inner monologue? Cut down materialism completely You don't need anything at all.. Your mind is supreme. You need nothing material. Your mind doesn't cost money or any material possession at all. Your mind is a canvas. And this is the biggest advantage at your disposal, your own mind. It's like clay. You can shape it anyhow you want. Positive affirmations for Foundations I'm not broken. I'm a vessel of hope. The world tries to break you with its rules. Ironically this brings you closer to yourself. Reality cannot be controlled by humans or man made laws and so all these rules to discipline (especially without love) are futile. They will never work and they increasingly come from an egoic place. The world and it's contents don't help you discover the soul, it sabotages the soul and breaks the vessel mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually. You're living the wrong way all your life. Saying thank you before eating. That helps because I'm feeding a vessel. Everything, everyday, eternally The purpose of the vessel is to connect with God. This doesn't require anything. I'm not sure if I'm going into esoteric blah blah. Anything that builds your vessel is good. Anything that breaks your vessel is bad. Kindness builds the vessel. It's simply surrendering to the absolute essence of peace. Nudging my ship forward bit by bit. Not trying to conquer anything. I don't want to go into paranoid states. It was literally the worst state of mind to be in. It made me become the worst version of myself. Literally. Posted on May 18. 2024. I want to build my foundations. I definitely want to. But at the same time I want an ardent spiritual practice to occupy a prominent position in my lifespace. I don't even call it life anymore. I call it lifespace. And heck I wanna do a lot of visualizations. This space wakes me up in a heartbeat. Nothing to worry. All chummy. I began living deep in the forests, high up in the mountains, somewhere in a log cabin. And suddenly I felt disconnected from all of reality. It was like eating dark chocolate. The lucidity of thought. The thoughtlessness of reality. Reality snowballs into a thick fog of meaningless traps that serve nobody's purpose.

Become more conscious this is going to take more pain Awarness alone is curative ChatGPT That’s a fascinating line of thought—simulation theory often assumes that the “real world” resembles ours or is somehow grounded in the same physical rules. However, if the real world is vastly different, like a DMT trip with living, fractal geometry, this introduces profound unforeseen factors that challenge traditional simulation theory. Here’s a breakdown of how such possibilities might unfold: 1. The Real World as “Alien Geometry” If the “real world” is fundamentally unlike ours, resembling the living, dynamic geometry often reported in DMT trips: • Implications for Simulations: • The “simulation” might not be based on anything resembling our physical universe. • Our universe could be a simplified, “flat” construct created for intelligences in the real world to experience linearity, cause-and-effect, and stable physical rules. • What we perceive as “space” and “time” could be abstractions meant to simulate the ungraspable multidimensionality of the real world. • Purpose of the Simulation: • The simulated world may be created to explore concepts or experiences that the real world cannot embody, such as individuality, separateness, or even suffering. 2. The Nature of Consciousness in the Real World In a “DMT-like” real world: • Consciousness could be more fluid and collective, blending the boundaries of individuality into a larger fractal or holographic awareness. • This suggests that the simulated experience of being an isolated, individual self is the anomaly, not the norm. 3. Rules of the Simulation vs. Real World If the real world operates under entirely different rules: • Physics and Mathematics: • The foundational principles of physics and math in our simulation might not exist in the real world. For example, Euclidean space, gravity, or even the concept of numbers could be abstractions. • Instead, the “real” physics might be governed by constantly shifting, dynamic patterns akin to fractal geometry or self-organizing systems. • Time and Causality: • The real world might lack linear time, making causality as we know it irrelevant. • Simulations could be used as a way to “linearize” an otherwise chaotic, timeless reality. 4. The Perception of Entities in the Real World If entities in the real world resemble the beings often described in DMT experiences: • They may not perceive “existence” as humans do. • Their creation of simulations might stem from motives we cannot comprehend, such as exploring abstract emotions, concepts, or forms. 5. Ethical Implications If the real world is radically different: • The motivations behind creating simulations like ours could be entirely alien. For instance: • It may be an act of curiosity, like humans simulating primitive ecosystems. • It may be an artistic expression or an exploration of existential themes. • Or, it could be entirely random, like dreaming. • Our Existence Could Lack Objective “Purpose”: • If the simulators exist in a world beyond human logic, assigning meaning to their creation might be impossible. 6. The DMT Experience as a Glimpse If DMT-like experiences hint at the nature of the real world: • Psychedelic trips might temporarily align the mind with the “real world’s” underlying architecture. • The mind may recognize fractal geometry, interconnectedness, and flowing boundaries as closer to the truth than the static, rule-bound reality of our simulation. Unforeseen Factors for Simulation Theory 1. Simulations Within Simulations: • If the real world is incomprehensibly different, it’s possible that multiple layers of simulations exist, each designed to approximate aspects of the real world. 2. Simulated Minds Adapting to a “Simpler” Reality: • Our simulated universe might exist to give entities a respite from the overwhelming complexity of the real world. 3. Breakdown of Assumptions: • The real world may challenge even the notion of “simulation” itself. For example, “running” a simulation might not involve computation as we understand it but rather something more like dreaming or imagining. Conclusion If the real world is like a DMT trip, simulation theory must evolve to account for non-linear time, dynamic geometry, and the absence of individuality as we know it. It opens the possibility that our reality is not merely simulated but curated, designed to provide experiences fundamentally alien to the “real world.” This perspective doesn’t disprove simulation theory—it expands it into realms where reality and imagination become indistinguishable.