Wilhelm44

What is preventing you from giving yourself something nice to look forward to ever week, even while you are doing a job you might not like. For example, going on a date every friday night etc. To get back to one of those laws you mentioned. The law of assumption for example, simply means to take a strong position in assuming that your wish has already been fullfilled. Like living from the end backwards. Playing with that concept can be usefull, in that it can help to remove the sense of lack after a while, and make the journey more enjoyable.

Interesting, what got you into this niche ?

You dont feel comfortable, understandably so, in sharing the name of the particular porn niche on a relatively smaller public forum like this, but you're okay sharing the actual videos with millions of people out there. Yeah right.

Good going bro, you're infinitely worthy.

Maybe i misunderstood you, are you planning on making porn just for your own private use, or will it be available for the public to view also ?

Which means you also wont be 'brave'/foolish enough to make your own porn for the public.

Throat is usually related to self expression. Are you comfortable speaking your truth with confidence ? Can also be related to speaking up for yourself.

Whats your hyper specific niche ?

Yes, by all means, focus first on meeting all the human needs. It's crucial. But spoiler alert, once that happens, there will still be a sense of void. True happiness is not circumstantial.

Returning home from overseas travels in my 20's with no money after a lot of partying, my parents sent me to a week long transformation workshop. One of the processes caused a proper kundalini awakening. During the break i went to sit outside on the grass in the sun. My whole body was vibrating, like i had taken ecstacy or something. And every time i blinked my eyes i literally experienced myself creating the universe anew. Sold. I was in.

He's actually pointing towards the truth. Playing with childhood memories helped me a lot. For example, think of a beautiful moment from the past. Lets say a lovely day at the beach as a kid. What if you were not just one character in that scene ? What if you were actually all the characters in the scene ? And what if you were actually the entire scene ?

Nice one (:)

Yes, by all means its very important to meet all your human needs. But that kind of happiness is still fleeting, because all those things can be given and taken away from you again. There is also Happiness with a capital 'h', which is more like happiness for no reason. This can be realized more and more by deeply contemplating yourself as the source of all that is.

I'm willing to bet you that even if you were in California, and you were given that opportunity, you wouldn't actually do it. There's a big difference between thinking you wouldn't mind doing something and actually doing it. A part of my rebel side thinks it wouldn't mind robbing a bank. But I would never actually do it, because of the consequences. Are you truly willing to entertain the potential reality of having your parents, and one day even your children, watching you having sex. I don't think so mate. As I said, unless you're truly desperate for money, have low self esteem or no self respect, then making porn is probably not for you.

You're evading the heart of the question. I'm sure there's a porn industry in India too.