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With good amount of surgeries almost anyone can be made an attractive male or female. You could, but most of these people are hating their bodies. I believe the cause for most suicides on this area is that these people cannot afford surgery and hormon therapy, so they would rather kill themselves than to live in a body that feels alien to them. I think it is much easier to change your body than to change you gender identity. I don't believe most people are capable changing their identity, and i wouldn't expect them to do so. With that being said, i think there is some validity to your argument, because i don't believe that transness only exclusively comes from biological factors, but i think there could be some cases where transness comes from social factors. I would put much more weight on the biological factors though. The reason why i think about social factors as well, is because of the question around destransitioning. I think there are some cases, where some people tried being trans because they felt it is cool or because they were curious about it, and after they experienced, they decided to rather detransition because it didn't feel right for them.(In this last sentence, i talked about people who didn't have trans indentity, they just tried to be one)

Here you can see some CIA and FBI documents related to alien/ufo topic. You can decide how much validity these documents are holding for you. https://vault.fbi.gov/UFO/UFO Part 1 of 16/view -->link for one of the documents (its on the 22nd page) 2nd link https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/document/cia-rdp90-00806r000100200074-7 3rd link https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/document/0001107974 4th link https://vault.fbi.gov/hottel_guy/Guy Hottel Part 1 of 1/view --> talking about 3 feet tall creatures https://d3i6fh83elv35t.cloudfront.net/static/2021/06/Prelimary-Assessment-UAP-20210625.pdf 144 reports originated from USG sources. Of these, 80 reports involved observation with multiple sensors. https://www.c-span.org/video/?c4792306/user-clip-secretary-richard-blumenthals-fully-prepared-questions&cliptool= this is a video about U.S. SPACE FORCE PROPOSAL here you can hear things like :"The american people have no idea, really no idea, about the immensity of threat in space" of course this doesn't automatically means it is ufo/alien related, but it is interesting how Richard Blumenthal is talking about it.

@Matt23 Yeah I guess so but I think it just makes me even more alien to people. Which is what I want to avoid, which is why I'm even asking the question how to get better with people so I can be less alien. You ask the question how can I get better with people, then people say be yourself. Then you ask what if being myself ostracizes me from people. Then they say be yourself anyway meaning they don't even believe their own advice. It would be one thing to say be yourself even if it makes you lonely rather than saying be yourself and somehow you will get good social results. One's a lie that a lot of people admit but fail to recognize.

Craft which doesn't fly, but can rapidly change its physical location to any arbitrary value. Mimicking the appearance of flight is possible, but pointless. If you were to see one, it wouldn't "fly away", it would just disappear. If Bob Lazar is telling the truth, then most of the conventional UFOs should be human-operated. It's old tech. lol, "alien tech = crazy". "I am God, the one and only = 'ight man, I believe you. Lemme pay you $1000 for your wisdom".

He described Element 115 and its uses before anyone even knew of its existence. He's been confirmed to have worked at the places he's said to have worked. And many of his records have been confirmed to have been erased, mysteriously. Pretty sure there's also evidence of many intelligence agencies raiding his place multiple times. He's lost basically everything. All credibility and employability due to these events. "due to being a stupid crazy person", as I guess some would claim. He's stayed 100% consistent throughout the decades on his story, and has friends which confirmed important parts of it. He clearly has no interest in fame. He's stayed away from the cameras for decades. He's given many UFO details, including information about specific components and how to make them. In time, his claims will be tested. He knows this, and he wouldn't needlessly give away a way to conclusively debunk him. The moment any of his claims are disproven, he'll be known as a fraud for all of history, but he's confident this won't happen as it's highly unlikely he made it up. His claims are consistent with the UFO sightings we've had in recent decades. His claims about the way alien technology operates have been verified, though this would hard for me to explain. He's verified to be a gifted engineer with a sound mind. He had a good job, and gave it all up for literally nothing but ridicule. Again, because he's "a crazy idiot", according to those who believe he's lying. Again, you have to consider what has a higher probability. And you have to consider the character of Bob Lazar. He passes every single one of my BS filters. Not a single fault to him or his story. Disagree if you want. If this was the only evidence of aliens I'd have seen, I'd be skeptical too. I don't care if skeptics say "he's just an idiot who's lost his sanity. He never worked where he's claimed to have worked [despite evidence], and element 115 was just a lucky guess" . This is really shitty logic, imo. There's not a single thing skeptics can say to discredit him.

come to my place . i will show u people who are posessed by jinn. i have seen lot of exorcism. jinn = alien. also we are also alien. adam was created not on earth but in 7th sky ie another galaxy

allah created humans and jinn. jinn are made out of fire. spirits are jinn.deamons are bad jinn.inter diamensional beings are jinn.illuminati are jinn worshipers.jinn are of many shapes. a reptilian looking jinn species posess the ruling elite. that is where u get the lizard alien conpiracy theory. george hw bush was part of a secret society called skull and bones. they are into occult. occult involves dealing with jinn there are good jinn and bad jinn hollywood is jinn inspired. all the creteares u see on movies are jinn inspired. they are based from jinn diamension.all the scary looking creatures in hollywood are made by taking inspiration from jinn diamension.

By definition, yes, it's a UFO. But extraordinarily claims need extraordinary evidence, and this is just.. a light. If you want actual alien evidence, listen to bob lazar.

It's so alien that even if you are literally dreaming at night, it can be impossible to replicate. Even in a situation like a lucid dream where you KNOW you're actually asleep in bed... The experiential element where you completely merge with the surroundings is almost impossible to replicate without being deep in a trip.

4.5 Gram Mushroom Trip - 1/13/22 This trip was from a couple months ago. I haven’t thought about it much since, as I think I used quickly directing my intention back to my normal life as a coping mechanism to avoid emotionally processing what happened. A few days ago I was hit with sudden motivation to delve back into spiritual work, and for the last few hours I’ve been vividly going through my memories of the experience. So I thought writing it out would help me process things. (All time stamps are estimates, as I didn’t look at the time until near the end) 0:00 - I take 4.5 grams of dried mushrooms at 10:30 in the morning on an empty stomach and start walking to a nature preserve near my house. My girlfriend is with me to tripsit. 0:20 - Arrive at the preserve. We find a spot to sit in the grass. We’re in a large open field near a lake shore and a small grove of trees. There’s a large hill and small mountains in the distance. This area is adjacent to a public park, so once we’re settled I head over to a drinking fountain to refill my water bottle. 0:25 - The effects start to kick in on my way back. The familiar tingling and looseness starts to spread over my body. I’m feeling giddy, relaxed, and fresh. “Hahaha here we go!” I think to myself. I sit down next to my girlfriend, acting like an old pro, as at this point she had never done a psychedelic before (100% my ego btw as this was only my 3rd trip - I’m complete noob compared to most people on this forum) 0:30 - I’m looking at the sky, there’s wispy clouds. They start to morph into fractal snowflakes. A few minutes later they become multi-layered, stretching out into 4 semi-transparent layers. The normally flat looking blue sky appears to have depth. 0:35 - I become aware of the sky as a giant dome, overhanging and inclosing my world. This is something I like to notice sober as well, it’s easy to think of the sky as flat when not paying attention. I then look around at the trees, lake and hills. I find the sky much more interesting, so I return to it. What happens next I view as deeply meaningful, maybe even spiritual despite its simplicity. My interpretation of the domed sky inverts, such that its curvature seems convex rather than concave. I get the feeling that I am in outer space looking down rather than up at not merely the sky but the entire planet earth. 0:40 - At this point my experience shifts. While before it was dominated by my physical surroundings, at this point they begin to matter less and I feel my inner world starting to have more influence. I close my eyes unintentionally, and see the classic swirling, spiraling fractals. 0:45 - This is when it gets crazy! I open my eyes and my attention begins to be overtaken by my imagination. Physically and visually, I’m still myself and still in the same place, but mentally I’m traveling to other worlds! The distinction between imagining/seeing/being in these places was blurred. Imagining is the most technically accurate, but I’ll be using the terms going-to/being-in as they best capture the subjective feeling. I was in a cosmic void, I saw a techno-biological alien spacecraft. Barely have any time to look at it, 2 seconds at most. I pass through a dark portal, and now I’m in a field of green grass, vague fantasy vibes. I then enter another world, and another and another! It was so fast!!! Part of me wishes it was just a little bit slower so I could interpret what was happening in each one, but the sheer speed was exhilarating! I wanted to tell my girlfriend about all the cool stuff I was seeing, but I realized in the time it would take to describe one, 2 more would go by! So instead I had to just concentrate on what I was seeing to try to absorb some of it. I won’t describe any of the others as I barely remember them and each lasted only a few seconds. All I remember is they varied widely and I was incapable of thinking about my life or anything in the real world during all this, I was so absorbed by the fantasy. I then mellow out a bit and my experience takes on this somber tone out of nowhere. It doesn’t last long enough for me to figure out its source. It doesn’t seem to be about anything in my actual life, maybe just vaguely that melancholy is an inherent part of life and existence. I sat with it peacefully, didn’t interpret it negatively, it actually felt nice in a way. The worlds resume shortly afterwards 0:50 - I become trapped in a hyper-abstract thought loop about solving a fictional problem in a fictional place. I couldn’t possibly remember it, but I’ll construct an example now to provide a sense of the general tone: “Wait…so if the teal cylinder goes here then the lion’s head needs to go there and oh my the people are really counting on me to get things right…wait what’s happening…oh yeah we’re placing the things for the health of the world and oh yeah I’m doing a great job…this is pretty difficult and confusing…” (imagine this going on for another few minutes) 0:55 - The imagination stops. I look out over the lake and begin contemplating why conflict exists in the world. I vaguely decide that people have mutually exclusive identities, but then I think why couldn’t it just not be that way somehow and I’m unsatisfied with my answer at that point. 1:00 - I lay in the grass. My body and my environment seem so vibrant and surging with life. I look up at a large tree and it seems to be imbued with mystical significance. I reflect on all the mental worlds I had just traveled to and become fixated on the idea: “You go to a place! You go to a place, and realize it’s all ok!” I said that over and over, along with: “You can go anywhere, do anything!” 1:05 - I hallucinate hundreds of tiny black insects crawling through the grass surrounding me. I was fine with it, as I knew they weren’t real. I looked at my girlfriend and she looked so out of place in this natural environment. It’s strange how a human face looks like the most bizarre object. She was wearing a bright violet shirt and had large glasses and looked like a massive caterpillar in the grass. I also was hearing various sounds that I could only describe as techno-biological. There were long droning tones in stacked frequencies low to high, it wasn’t like a chord I’ve heard it was neither harmonious nor dissonant but still strangely beautiful. This was interspersed with sporadic chirping noises and electronic sounding wub wub noises, some so faint I could barely hear them. The whole experience seemed like I was intuiting a future where technology became so advanced that it was able to merge seamlessly with life itself 1:10 - I was surging with energy and vibrancy and my girlfriend asked if I was going to speak in a funny voice like last time. I spontaneously started speaking in a British accent (I’m American) possibly mimicking Alan Watts, or maybe some stereotype I had in my mind of an exuberant explorer: “You can go anywhere! Do anything! Be anyone!” and with a surge of euphoria, “And it will be magnificent!” 1:15 - A few minutes after that, is the first time I’ve ever felt fear on a psychedelic. I’m hit with a spontaneous insight. It felt deeper than could be expressed in words, but it essentially boiled down to the simple tautology of “it is because it is”. This is an idea I’ve had before, but it felt so real, not merely an idea but non-negotiable, unavoidable reality. I was mostly at peace with this idea. For the last 5 years I’ve dedicated a lot of time to philosophy and trying to find the reasons for things. But at a certain point I need to accept that there are no more reasons, it just is. The fear came in when I got the feeling that I had been irreversibly changed by this insight, which was weird because this was already my belief before the trip. A part of me wished I hadn’t seen it. I dug my fingernails into legs and hunched over. I got the feeling that there was this vaguely sinister, disembodied force, looking down at me, that had me trapped and was mildly mocking me. It wasn’t a particular entity, but in my mind it represented the living representation of reality itself. I was filled with a paradoxical mixture of fear and acceptance. 1:20 - I was feeling better now and reality started to seem like a waking lucid dream. It seemed like I could will my body to travel effortlessly in any direction far out into the distance. I felt excited by this limitless potential. I ran briefly in one direction. It felt like effortlessly and smoothly gliding along the ground. Then I stopped. I could go anywhere, but had no reason to. I was overcome by a frustrating sense of nihilism. I ran back to where I came and my shoes fell off as they were loose. 1:25 The last thing I remember I was sitting there for a few minutes and then I must’ve fallen asleep. Which was weird because I was just running and full of energy, didn’t feel tired at all, had slept well the night before, and it was around noon on a sunny day. My girlfriend said my eyes were open for some of it, so maybe my waking trip continued, but I lost memory of it. Whether I was actually asleep or not, I have zero memory of the next 3 hours 4:30 - What happens next is the most bizarre experience of my entire life. I wake up in a complete daze, it’s around 3 in the afternoon. I unconsciously put my shoes back on that my girlfriend retrieved at some point. I have no idea who I am, and have zero memory of my past life, or that I took a drug. I stare off into empty space and my experience feels timeless. It feels like I just now came into existence from nothing, completely from scratch. No past, no concept of a future, just a dazed experience of sitting there, body cold from being outside for hours. 4:50 - I check the time and it displays 20 minutes later than the last time I checked - 3:20-something. It paradoxically feels like either a very long, or surprisingly short time has passed. I look down at my phone, keys, and wallet laying in the grass. They look like very strange, foreign objects, but I vaguely know I’m supposed to keep track of and keep them on me. I recognize the loose feeling in my body as being caused by mushrooms, but all sounds and visuals are gone now. I’m oddly detached from this fact though. I think to myself, “Wouldn’t it be crazy if someone just came into existence from nothing as a grown adult who’s high on mushrooms?” So I knew humans in this reality were supposed to have a past and a life story, but I didn’t have one. “Wait,” I suddenly realized, “Isn’t that what’s happening to me right now?” I was very confused. 5:00 - I had a memory of taking mushrooms, but it felt incredibly distant, as if it was months in the past. Although obviously this was the logical explanation for what was happening to me, it didn’t seem plausible to me at the time. I thought some very bizarre metaphysical event had taken place and things were seriously wrong. This was very scary and unsettling. I think if I was just able to accept that falling asleep on mushrooms was the cause of this, then I could’ve relaxed and enjoyed the end of the trip, but this thought loop kept spiraling. 5:05 - I vaguely remembered my general life story, that I was in school throughout my childhood and have done various other things since then, but my past felt completely uninteresting and unimportant to me, so I didn’t really try to figure it out. It was still difficult to accept mushrooms as the cause, because I had no idea something like this could happen. It felt nothing like mushrooms had before, I was in a lethargic, dissociative fugue state. Like the normal disorientation after an afternoon nap amplified massively. The only thing I could compare this to was trying to piece together what happened after I got a concussion one time, but even then it was much less strange and much easier to reorient myself. I know my head wasn’t physically hurt because I woke up in the same place I fell asleep, and my girlfriend had been with me the whole time. 5:10 - I felt complete nihilism. I was stripped of all psychological motivation. I believed I could do anything I wanted, but had no reason to do anything. This was actual nihilism, not what I thought nihilism to be before. What I called “nihilism” before was a set of ego fueled notions of how I’m so edgy and smarter than everyone because I figured out that nothing actually matters. But that was still filled with all kinds of judgments, beliefs, and values. With this, though, I had none of those. (Except I did still assign a negative meaning to meaninglessness) so I guess that still wasn’t true nihilism) I dug my nails into my leg again and thought that all of us are here desperately, helpless, for no reason, and the only way we can redeem it is by clinging to each other and trying to show compassion. 5:15 - I felt guilty for the sheer length of time my girlfriend had been sitting here with nothing to do. I felt trapped in my own mind, unable to say anything. If I had been able to say the words “I forgot who I was” we could’ve talked and I would’ve felt better. But I also thought I had the right to sit there in peaceful silence. She hadn’t said anything this whole time either, probably feeling apprehensive because I looked visibly distressed. 5:20 - I finally asked if I had fallen asleep and she initially said she didn’t know, which made me feel more confused, but we quickly cleared it up and I was forced to conclude that it was indeed what happened. She was asking me about food, but I was so out of it. I was dissociative, I was talking to her but it didn’t feel like it was me. I tried to just give her my wallet so she could get food on her own, but she stayed with me 5:25 - We started walking back home and I felt like my identity as a human was a metaphysical prison I was being forced back into. While my memory was fully back now, it still felt like I had been newly born an hour ago and I was a bit disappointed about the person I had become. I resented that I would soon have to go to work and live out my normal routines. I was afraid I had been permanently changed and that I was going to be stripped of motivation like this forever 5:30 - I was able to tell my girlfriend that I had forgotten who I was and I started talking about what happened. The trip was completely over at this point, I was just extremely tired and struggling to process what had happened Conclusion Afterwards, I was wondering if I needed to radically change anything about my life, but I found that I was mostly ok with who I was. My motivation returned and I wasn’t permanently changed like I was afraid I was. But it felt like I was able to consciously choose to go back to being the person I was before. I probably did that out of fear and a desire for order and control. After initially processing it, I haven’t thought about it much until now. Looking back, I can imagine continuity, that I’m the same person with the same life story as I was last year. But fundamentally that’s not true. I died, and was reborn. There’s a clear break, a clear discontinuity. I freshly came into existence 2 months ago and decided to continue being the person that my memories told me I was. That was not the only choice I could’ve made, but I’m happy with that choice for now. The last hour was definitely scary, but I’m lucky to be quite psychologically stable and open to bizarre metaphysical ideas, so I still found value in the experience. I can definitely see how something like this could traumatize someone who wasn’t ready for it. Besides the falling asleep issue, I see the other difficult aspects of my trip as a mirror, showing my own dysfunctional nihilism to me. This may have been worsened by the fact that I didn’t have a specific goal going into this trip. It had been almost 5 years since my last trip, and I had always had the idea that I would eventually try a higher dose, this just happened to be when I had access to it. Next time, I’ll have more positive, productive intentions going in and hopefully that will lead to better outcomes. I still see difficult experiences as immensely valuable though Despite some difficulties, that 1st hour was profoundly beautiful. I didn’t know that kind of vibrant, surging feeling of being harmoniously alive was possible! I wish I had stayed awake to experience more of it. Next time I’ll try a lemon tek, as I heard it might help me stay awake. I’ll definitely tell my tripsitter to try to wake me up if this happens again, as that level of disorientation isn’t something I’d want to repeat. I think I definitely would’ve had a full ego death if I had stayed awake. Although I definitely experienced a rebirth, I didn’t feel the sense of oneness with my surroundings that a lot of people describe. Even upon first waking up, I still felt like a separate something, I just had no idea what that thing was I feel better after writing all this, and I’m thinking I might trip again next week, this time on Hawaiian baby woodrose seeds, unless I decide I need more time to integrate

Yes i agree. I have to managed to reach a point where i can confidently escalate and go for a make out with a girl on a first date, something that seemed alien to me 6 months ago. However, i am really off-putted by the harshness i get from girls regarding every mistake i make. You think if i go out on other dates they will be less harsh as long as my performance is around this level?

If say the creator, or God, manifested/imagines this Universe with ease (all the atoms, hairs, bodily cells, galaxies and so) - Does that suggest God created the speed of light? Is God beyond light, especially the speed of light? I will say yes, because not all animals on Earth, I don't think, necessarily require light to survive, hence some alien species may not depend on light like us humans in particular do,

Jinn = alien Jinn on average live 5000 years.to talk to jinn u need to channel them .ordinary humans have a viel in our eyes so we cannot see them.but sufi saints have their veil removed and can see them.they can travel into another galaxy .the father of modern rocket science was an occultist and was in contact with jinn.pineal gland have connection with jinn world. dmt take u to jinn world.satan is a jinn.the various creatures we see in movies are jinn inspired.hollywood desensetize us to jinn .occult is a means by which a jinn will lend u their power.

Got very few results, but did get a result, so I didn't stop doing this Going deep into it, I met one expert pick up guy getting phone numbers left and right, being really really really natural. I never thought one could do this in East Asia (Japan, China, and Korea) with so much poise and naturalness. I thought we had to be more formal, politically correct, don't be too crazy, especially in Seoul. Just yesterday, I met that expert because I know one virgin who was better than me at getting numbers and setting dates because he learnt from that expert. Just a month ago the virgin complained and moaned about his life with me, and now he's better than me in the area. Lol. I just asked the expert how to learn these things and he scolded me for trying to "learn" pick up. He just told me to look for encouragement but not information. Anyway, he just told me, the reason I'm not as adept to pick up is simple. (he's 37 years old, and his grooming, talking.. whatever... etc. is spot on) I don't practice enough, and I don't think enough about the way I practiced. Practice by focusing on one thing. Holding (getting the attention), talking. Like the way he holds attention from girls on the street. The length of his conversation, and way he behaves with the girls on the street, the stuff he says is just much more different than me and normal guys. Funny thing is, he never went to a club, and so I brang him to a club yesterday, and he didn't talk at all there. It was odd. The three of us didn't like drinking, but the two of us except for the expert liked to dance, so maybe he didn't feel at ease there. Anyway, I realized from him, that I needed to hold the attention, then talked my way (with amusement) at the same time. You can't miss one of them during the interaction. Expressing what you want from the girl like bullet points fast, then going for amusement is important I think. Being fun is important. And that is through talking. It don't matter if you're in front of a bathroom, or a bookstore, or a street at night. If your speech is amusing and you can hold, she won't just ignore.... and when she realizes you held her attention while telling her what you want from her, she just gives you the phone number or the date. It was intriguing, and I learnt a lot yesterday. Seeing a virgin do way better than me in pick up, and seeing that expert behave in an alien place, it was amusing. On the train station, I just ordered the virgin to go pick up a girl who was physically fit and had nice legs, just got that number right away, with a solid interaction while I struggle to hold attention from any girl.

An advanced system. I had this in my imagination long ago. A alien race of humanoids..

@Benton Report please!!! The World needs to know Too bad you cannot make a foto of this multi conscious Alien Being. Nevertheless some strange thing will happen anyway, according to sadhguru and people who have been there

In my opinion Sadhguru formulates his sentences in his Youtube talks in a way that is not completely true to his understanding. This has two reasons, I think. First he has a big audience and out of his big responsibility he sees how mystical talk can lead people to, as he says, "hallucinate" potentially harmful or at least counterproductive things up. Secondly, he sees himself as a device for transforming the world. At this scope you have to be particullary careful about PR. It seemed quite obvious to me in the past, and in the section about alien entities he even mentioned that he doesn't want to talk about such things. It is especially obvious, when he uses contemporary science in his explanations, because he knows that almost everyone is a this stage of seeing the world. He tries to give advice to westerners in his Youtube videos. If you want deeper talks from Sadhguru, I'm sure he offers them in certain books, his exclusive video platform (yeah there is such athing) and at his many yoga centers.

@Carl-Richard Thanks, this is sensible advice. I have been tripping a lot less in the last months sice the attacks started. Also I have lowered my doses so that I can still think somewhat clearly and logically and repress the trip to a certain degree if necessary. @SriSriJustinBieber Thanks for your advice. I tried to love them and I sometimes managed to do so. It is hard though to love someone who tries to hurt you. @GreenWoods This is very interesting since your description of the entities attacking you matches up with the ones who attacked me pretty well. They also mostly move into my stomach region or "through my body", sometimes into my legs. Feels very weird and alien. I will definitely try out all of your advice! Thank you so much! @Adamq8 Thank you for your response. What is that book Philokalia again about? Masters that struggle against "passions"? Also about the "I am God" thing... You said that perhaps I misjudged it and maybe God "truly is other." Being God is a point that I have clearly seen as being absolutely true. It also makes perfect sense: Before our world and our human lifes came into existence, there was only God, unmanifested non-dual love / intelligence / infinity. Now what is our world / our human life / your human body? How did it come here? Simple: God took the form of a Universe, namely ours, he took on the form of all beings in this universe and localised himself in a specific body on a specific planet to look at all the other human beings as though they where real and independent of him. To make himself feel like he really is a human being he had to forget that he is God. So he invented all sorts of stories like human history, past and future, biology, physics, evolution, the idea of having been born, the idea of being a human body, etc. to make himself deluded into actually being a human body. Therefore God is the being that looks through your eyes right now. And he is simalteneously everything you ever saw, your entire 5 senses, every feeling you have, every thought you ever had, etc. When you trace your own awareness back to its origin, this is what you eventually will realize. If you where apart from God or "other" God wouldn't be God. God = You = Everything. There exists not a single speck of dust in this universe which is "other" than God. The speck of dust IS God. If you feel like it we can discuss this point via pm or down below, feel free to respond if you want:) @Carl-Richard exactly. Absolutely speaking there is no difference between anything. Everything in the world is imagination including all human beings. However, there are layers of imagination that have (seemingly) real consequences for me like my neighbour coming over to my appartment to stab me. This is something that people in this thread partially do not seem to understand: These negative entities are as real as my neighbour or the desk standing inside of my room. They are part of my (Gods) imagination and this is a process that I do not have conscious control of. I am not God-Conscious right now so I cannot dematirialise physical objects like desks or physical beings like humans or negative entities. @Aquarius Thanks for your advice. @GreenWoods absolutely speaking everything is internal. This includs the entire universe, physical ilnesses in your body, all other beings, all physical objects, simply everything. You are God, imagining everything. This is something you can become conscious of and something I have become conscious of using Leos methods. When you become conscious of this, you are so powerful that you could literally dematerialize physical objects like desks or imagine new ones by snapping your finger. You could desolve the entire universe in an instant and merge into oneness forever. This is the power that these entities do not want me to realize. I am not saying this to brag. I am saying this to inspire you guys to realize this for yourself. This truth is absolute and when you realize it it will be so good that you won't believe it. Again. 1 second of tasting your own true nature feels so good to me, I'd be willing to die for it or get tortured for long times just for 1 second of feeling it. And it is YOUR true nature as well. However, I am not conscious enough to cure illnesses or disolve beings in my day to day state. Maybe there are or where beings capable of that in human history (like Jesus for example). @Bojan V @Etherial Cat @Mafortu @RMQualtrough Thank you guys for trying to help me, I expected comments like yours to be coming as well. I guess if I wouldn't have experienced negative entities for myself this is what I would have believed as well. If I heard other people talking about "being attacked" I would have also thought their shadow is bubbling up, they are mentally ill, etc. However, this clearly does not apply to myself. I am not mentally ill, not bipolar, not schizophrenic. I have shadows and I am aware of them, and I embrace them with love and openness. I am a happy human being and I am in love with life. I've had a decent childhood, very loving parents and sisters, I have friends, hobbies that I like, do things that I love, it is simply not that. From my POV it is clear that negative entities really do exist. They exist in the same way like your house exists. Absolutely speaking everything is imaginary, I agree on that. But would you tell a physically ill person to unimagine his ilness? No, you would give him medicine. The same way, what I need for my problem of being attacked by dark beings is not advice like "its all in your head." Yeah, it's true, the entire universe happens in my head, since I am God. But that doesn't solve the problem. What I need is a real solution to my problem and I want to thank to all the people here who tried to help me to find a real solution, including the ones suggesting shaddow work / etc. However, shaddow work is simply not what I need, my personal shaddows have nothing to do with what is happening. Nor am I mentally ill, I am a stable, happy and healthy person.

Bald is fine, the height of male insecurity that some can’t cope with being bald. Hair plugs are ultra cringe. No clue why anyone gets them. Granted some people don’t have the head for being bald, that big alien ? head look. It can be compensated for in other ways.

There is a certain truth to this but there is also a certain bias to this. For matured people, relationships are more like contractual agreements rather than falling in love. I have seen such people and they don't fall in love, the whole concept of romantic feeling is kinda alien to them or inconvenient. You can call it high consciousness or whatever but it does not have a natural joy to it, since the people involved are too stoic. People who have a child like quality (that is immature people) tend to fall in love and then fight like kids. Although to an outsider it looks immature, there is a certain joy to it that only a child like person would experience, not the matured person. For the matured person, it would look like a joke. But here is the key. When two very matured persons meet, it's not always the most beautiful thing, it can be very robotic and stoic, it can take the joy out of it, it can get boring pretty soon, it's like eating ice-cream without sugar. On the other hand, a super immature relationship can be very colorful and intoxicating, but both get to play around like kids, however if the immaturity gets out of hand, it can turn into an unhealthy on and off relationship. What is needed in an immature relationship is endurance to carry through all the wars and last till the end and still be able to celebrate the fireworks of that relationship. The couple can actually get old together and then laugh about all the fights they had. But this needs an extremely high level of tolerance and the ability to forgive, forget, and get past one's mistakes, errors and flaws. It means not carrying a grudge forever. It means having that vulnerability and trust and deep intimacy where such fights are either completely ignored or made fun of later. But that would need extreme openness from both sides to be able to take things lightly long term and not make things ultra serious. At the end of the day, everything has its own flavor. How you execute yourself reflects how much joy you wish to create, whether done it in mature or immature ways. Even if we all had to act like kids and super immature, there can be ways to bring our best selves to the table, it doesn't always have to be destructive. Some kids fight, but some other kids act like kids and play like kids yet don't get destructive, they spread joy although in immature or childish ways. Yet joyful. The thing is sometimes it's good to bring out our most wild natural instincts and operate from low consciousness because there is some meaning to it too, I have seen people who act like they are high consciousness in every possible way, they look young yet act like 50 year olds but they are super creepy. I wouldn't want to follow them as inspiration because it's kinda perverted, no matter how matured or high consciousness, there's just something about it that's not very innocent. What you see is not what you think it is. You see a matured person, but you dig deeper and you see that it's just an act, their maturity is a protective cover against showing courage, deep down they are cowards and develop a matured ego to avoid self reflection, you see a person who is acting super immature but during times of crisis they exhibit such empathy and strength and understanding that your mind would be blown away by their courage. I have seen both types. I have seen matured people in my family having a psychopathic detachment to things, to the point you can't create or force an emotion into them, they are also very insensitive because of their maturity. And I have also seen people like my mother who are always super immature, but during bad times have shown exemplary courage through public display of emotion. I don't take anything for granted. To me all traits in human nature (except highly evil destructive traits with criminal bent) are a reflection of karma, they show us something, they point to something, they have their advantages and disadvantages. They are all like weapons, big or small, the big ones are important but so are the small ones. These traits are unique in of themselves, they are simply representations of the inner self, the pure inner self that is like a white chalkboard inside all of us, now whatever color you throw on it, those are colors, yet the whiteness of the chalkboard doesn't change, it is still white. Same way, human traits, inferior or superior are like colors on that chalkboard. The real self is the inner self that is exhibited through these traits. I have come across people who are super immature and low consciousness and have shown tears and empathy for a homeless person and given them food and assistance. I have come across people who are super matured and high consciousness, smart and wise, able to control emotions and very brainy yet they have zero empathy towards that homeless guy and just let him suffer. That time I'm inclined to believe that high consciousness is sometimes a farce, like white collar crime, looks good on the outside but creepy on the inside. And what good do these people bring.. In the Great dictator movie there is a passage that implies that we are greatly annoyed and upset at the actions of the local thug on the street yet the major corporations who create war through their super intellect go unpunished. There is a certain innocence to immaturity and a certain trust that is not found in maturity. Beware of all matured psychopaths, who knows what's lurking behind.

Hello beautiful people here, I thank you a lot for reading my following 1st post on this forum and perhaps giving me advice on solving the following problem. It would mean the world to me if you could help me with that; Last year I started experimenting with psychedelics, namely the one called LSD. This made me quickly realize that God and truth really exist, something I never thought was possible. It continued with realizing at deeper and deeper levels what the truth really is, and I do not have a single doubt in my mind that the following statements are the best words one could find to state the truth: Truth=God=Love=I=You=Everything=The Here and Now=Pure Goodness=Pure Perfection=Pure Freedom=Heaven=Divinity I am God As God, I am the Creator of the entire reality As God, I manifest out of thin air the entire creation As God, I am all powerful As God, I am all knowing and all understanding As God, I am pure unconditional Love On a frequent basis, I used LSD to realize on deeper and deeper levels what my true nature is, namely God and Love. Love is the most meaningful and most beautiful thing you could ever want and it is the only true thing we all are longing for. Feeling my Love as God is something that is deeply healing. Feeling Gods Love for 1 second is worth being tortured for eternities, it feels so good. Gods Love and Gods wisdom profoundly changed my entire way of looking at life and helped me to see everything in a much more positive light. Now three words about my "normal" experiences with LSD, before I tell you about the psychic attacks. Normally, my experiences are extremely clear. Even at high doses like 300ug I have absolutely no visual hallucinations, I feel completely relaxed and at ease inside of my body, I perceive everything with clarity, calmly, and my experience simply gets recontextualized without my visual field changing in any way. I feel almost no body load, hear no auditory hallucinations, hear no voices inside my head, basically LSD gives me complete clarity and melts my ego and raises my state of consciousness in a beautiful smooth and calm way. Now lets come to my very serious issue and if you have ideas how I could handle the following problem I would owe you the world. If someone could help me to completely solve that problem I would pay you good money for it... At the end of last year it started that in some trips I got psychicly attacked. I tripped for maybe 10 times since then and it happened 4 times that I got attacked. I cannot control the timing of when it happens. It has nothing to do with my personal state of mind or life when it happens. So what do I mean when I say psychicly attacked? Well, it basically feels like a foreign entity is here with me, inside of my Consciousness. I personally believe that it is intelligent life from another place in the universe but I am not sure about that. This entity / or these entities have the technology to completely manipulate my state of consciousness. What do I mean by that? By that I mean, instead of my usually clarity and calmness on LSD, I feel the exact opposite of it. Suddenly I get very weird hallucinations inside my visual field, like seing demons and devilish like templates everywhere. I hear noises and when I turn around I don't see anything. They can induce tiredness into my body, make me yawn, make me perceive my body in very weird unproportional ways, I suddenly hear an "alien language" which I do not understand permamently inside of my head, I suddenly have thoughts that are NOT MINE. They induce thoughts into my head when I am in the peak of my trip, like for example "go outside your appartment NOW." When I don't listen to these thoughts, they make me feel intense pain. They induce states of complete confusion into me where I don't even realize that they are there manipulating me. One time they managed to make me walk out of my appartment and induced a thought into me, that I should go to the train station and jump in front of a train NOW. Or that I should jump from a building. I did NOT listen to these thoughts, thank God because I love my life and I am NOT suicidal in any way. Yesterday I was tripping again and reality was not unravelling as it should and as it usually does... I felt unclear, confused, my visual field was vibrating weirdly my body felt bad, they made me feel so confused that while I was peaking I thought maybe the LSD was not working properly because the dose was too low... Then I glimpsed God and his Love for a second until extreme pain and confusion hit me once again. They induced thoughts like "Love is just a concept, love does not exist" and made me perceive everything in a very strange way. Suddenly I felt an urge to go to the fridge and start eating like a madman. When I started eating I realized "wait a second, I did not want to eat now, right?" I stopped eating and that was the moment I realized that I was being attacked again. I asked for God to help me and I said clearly: "I do not want these beings to manipulate my state of consciousness, this is against my will. The only thing that I want is Love and Light. Please give me clarity and make me see the truth." I only wanted to create Love... For a second I got into a state of clarity, seeing everything as my creation but then they induced intense pain. They got me to a point of my body curling up in pain, it was so intense... Also they made it hard for me to stay connected to my body For example it felt to me like I couldnt "embody" my hand at one point... I managed not to pass out but I think it would have been possible...I just prayed for God to help me stay clear and see love but these beings are too fucking powerful. They can literally manipulate my state of consciousness in deep disturbing ways... What these beings want is they want me to feel small and engage in meaningless activities like watching stupid videos or eating crap until I get fat and numbed out. They want me to perceive myself as a small, unworthy human and they want me to believe that I am unworthy of Love and unworthy of God. They do NOT want me to see the truth, namely that I am an all powerful infinite Consciousness that is creating the entire reality, including them. I do not exactly understand, why they want that. I guess it has to do with power. My theory is, that these beings are disconnected from Love and therefore all they can do is to seek power and control over other beings, which is their twisted way of reaching for the Love they truly long for. As God I am all powerful. Realizing that I am all powerful goes against their agenda. In comparison to Gods power, every limited way of power fails and crumbles. I do not know what to do at this point. These beings are very powerful. I assume that they do not exist in the way humans do (namely as the five senses sound touch feel hear smell). Maybe they exist in other dimensions but they have the technology or the power to manipulate our five senses (or at least mine) in very deep and vicious ways. Gladly they do not seem to be interested in that when I am not tripping so that's something I am happy about. However, when it comes to me wanting to feel my own Source and wanting to feel my own Love as God they seem to be determined to do anything to stop me from doing that. I realize that on the absolute level I as God am even the creator of these entities. I know that. But knowing that is not enough because their actions affect me anyways. Imagine while you where tripping your neighbour came over to your appartment threatening to stab you with his knife. Yes, on the absolute level you are the creator of your neighbour, but I guess when your life is threatened you won't solve this problem by "uncreating" your neighbour as God. Your state of consciousness when in serious danger will be way to low to do that. Instead you will be afraid and run for your life and you won't have any deep metaphysical realizations that day. Please treat this thread with the seriousness it deserves. It is a huge problem for me and I would owe you the world if you could help me solve it. If you have any ideas on what I could do to solve this problem I would be deeply thankful if you could share that with me. Feel free to share it down below or send me a pm. Everything goes. I would even be open to new-agey ideas like wearing crystals or whatever you think might help. If you have an idea, just share it. Thank you so much guys, I love you.

Is there anything more to say? Sadhguru description remined me of a weird record/investigation Leo posted once. Personally I enjoyed it, felt that Rogan was resisting lots of what Sadhguru was saying until he started talking about channeling experiences and aliens, then he became hooked. Afterwards it seemed to me that Sadhguru was the one that didn't want to talk much about it. Anybody else watched it? Opinions? I am kinda amazed at how authentic Sadhguru is, not sure I believe everything he says, but authenticity truly makes you enjoyable to listen to. Unfortunately I have no link to the episode itself, its on spotify ofcourse.

Here is a video where he talks about the 'alien' subject in more depth if anyone interested.

As many of you know, i've had a very rough time with the latest trip/ awakening. I see it as, i've fallen into the "ego-trap" of solipsism, and now i understand "classic solipsism" as " only my ego exists, everything else is imaginary". Which is of course huge misunderstanding. All my suffering in life, was nothing but a joke, compared to what i've been through lately. Seriously. I was a mentally stable person, but i totally underestimated what i was capable of going through. Be careful what you're getting into. I have big compassion for all people out there, who, just like me, fell, or will fall, into this hell abyss. So, here are some quotes, of beautiful souls of this forum, which helped me so much, with going through this. It helped me reframe this topic. I have no idea, what would i do without you guys. i want to sincerely thank you, for all the help, all the support, here on forum, and on the PM's. There was much, much, more than in this topic, but i can't include everything. Those are quotes, i've saved in my notepad, to read in the worst moments. THANK YOU GUYS. I really, really, love you all! Hope, one day, it will help someone else. In enlightenment, you're dead. There's no you left. You have realized that you are nothing, and everything is nothing. And don't let people fool you when they hear someone say "there's no you" and then they immediately reply "yes, you do exist!! you are everything!!" Well I got news for you: yes, you are everything. But in many of these cases, that "everything" can very well be a projection of ego onto a "larger" self, which is the case in normal solipsism. It's a case of "inflation", where the ego simply latches on to the finite mind and then claims it & itself (it projects itself onto the whole of finite experience) to be God as in "finite consciousness is everything there is". No-Self is probably the central insight - and of course, No-self has many "aspects" to it, like Love, Infinity, Everything... If Infinity doesn't mean "No-Self", then it's not Infinity and not enlightenment. Infinity simply means "no boundaries". It doesn't (just) mean "all possible experiences at once" (there are no "all possible experiences", strictly speaking), which is what some poeple believe the word to mean. Consciousness (you) are infinite as in: you have no boundaries and no limits, in no dimension. That's where the whole omnipotence / omnipresence stuff comes from, and of course, it's true. Consciousness is omnipresent (or as Shunyamurti says: "omnicentral"). Same goes for Love; No-Self = Love So yeah. Solipsism is based on a self. And this self can assume vast dimensions and make claims like "I am God" without actually knowing God, but instead just projecting itself onto finite experience and thereby claiming that to be everything there is (I am everything, as this finite "bubble", this is all there is). It's a highly dualistic doctrine. Enlightenment = No-Self, which is the same as God - and if No-Self isn't emphasized by whoever claims to know God, I'd be very suspicious... No-Self = No boundaries (Infinity), no finite "bubble", no "figments of imagination", no "POV", none of that. Also, No-Self = no problem. So there's no "though pill to swallow". So long as there is, you're missing something... Missing something!!, not "got something wrong". You might got things right, but only partially, hence the feeling of "having to face the Truth". Which inevitably will be the case, almost nobody gets all of it in one fell swoop, so keep going until there's neither you nor problems left. You ARE the Truth, there's nothing for you to face. @Tim R guess this whole solipsism issue boils down to what you identify with: A) Relative domain/ego -> This can be a huge trap. Beliving that my separate self or POV is the only thing in existence and other people are just figments of my imagination. Actually a belief which has the power to drive you insane. B) Absolute/God -> Well, this is the truth. Can't really be conceptualized and highly paradoxical. Nahm summarized it perfectly by saying "We're all alone together". @nistake You might not like it, but here we go again, because this is where confusion easily arises... "the only one that can awaken" is misleading... so is "you are God". I mean, who is the "you" that can be God? There isn't one... there is only God/Love/Reality. It's not a someone, a you or a me that it could be. It's not localized anywhere, it's not behind the eyes, it doesn't have a POV, it's nothing. This is the realization that is missing, if not from the direct experience of most who are on this forum, then at least from the communication that takes place here on a daily basis. @Gili Trawangan In fact, let me rant a little bit here. I would bet my left nut that there are more people here on the forum and in Leo's following who think they're awakened, but are actually delusional solipsists who believe their finite mind to be the whole of reality because their un-integrated spiritual ego has totally corrupted the mechanism by which they sought/seek Truth, namely what they perceived to be "direct experience", but which, because of the corruption, is not at all direct experience, but a perception of reality filtered and (mis-)interpreted through the finite ego-mind (I've talked about this extensively yeterday in Someone Here's post) that then proceeded to inflate itself and latch itself onto "experience". @Tim R If I think "I'm alone in the Universe". "My mom/wife/brother/whatever is not real". My emotions are immediately, directly saying "FUCK NO!" and I'm like "NO but I've BEEN TOLD BY THE WISE MASTER that I'm alone in the universe. I'm intelligent! I'm woke! I'm not a normie!" I'm not listening to my emotions. So I suffer. Suffer. Suffer. "I'm gonna get it! I'm gonna push through this wall!" Nope. You aren't. That wall just isn't there @mandyjw This is the numbest, dumbest realization out there. Nothing changes. There already aren't other people. Put your hand on a surface. Without thinking is there two sensations, one of "my" hand and one of "the surface". Or is it in the direct feeling ONE borderless sensation. Likewise Love is just plain borderless. This has always been. Always will be. You don't go around denying the existence or validity of people. Maybe you see them for the first time, your heart bursts open and you can't stop crying about how fucking beautiful the previously fat bitchy post office lady suddenly is seen to be, but other than kinda thing day in day out everyday, no big deal! Jesus people. It's that fucking simple. Everybody love everybody! -Will Ferrell "Love one another" - Jesus There ya go. @mandyjw Part of the problem is that solipsism is already defined. And as its been defined in the past by philosophers, its extremely misleading and NOT absolute truth. “Solipsism” in that way essentially means “my ego is all that exists”. Lol @aurum There is no one to be all alone. The ego co-opts awakening and claims ownership of God. There isn't a 'you', Reality/God is beyond being a self or not a self. It's infinite, it can appear as a self or as many selves whilst never actually being anything. These are thoughts that are being believed, you're too caught up in this forum's narrative. Truth is love, peace and happiness. There isn't 'other', but what's being missed is that there isn't a 'self' either. @Gili Trawangan You have to be careful about how you are using your mind here. Notice that a lot of mental activity is going on -- thinking -- and this thinking is putting you into negative states. This is not awakening nor consciousness, this is the ego-mind at work. Your mind is trying to compensate for lack of consciousness and awakening by coming up with philosophical conclusions and stories about reality. A thought like "I don't exist" is NOT awakening, nor is it high consciousness. I recommend a few things: 1) Stop thinking about this stuff so much and instead do a meditation practice like mindfulness with labeling so that you bust out of your mental masturbation. You have to learn to step outside your thoughts and observe them. Thinking about thinking is not the same thing as stepping outside of thinking and observing it. Taking your thinking too seriously is the fundamental problem here. 2) Make a rule with yourself that no matter how much you suffer or what you think, you will never physically harm yourself. 3) Make sure you create a fulfilling life for yourself before you go deep into spiritual seeking. Ground your life in normal stuff like career, life purpose, fitness, healthy eating, socialization, sex, relationships, friendships, learning, etc. 4) If you're going into spirituality have a rigorous practice that you do, not just thinking about spirituality. Thinking about spirituality is NOT a spiritual practice. @Leo Gura Solipsism is based on a duality, namely that of self (or: "consicous") and other (or "unconscious"). Consciousness is not centralized/localized, it is not inside your head, it is not exclusive to you, it is not exclusive to other people, it is not something on can either have or not have, one can neither "be conscious" or on the other hand, "be unconscious". There is no "your POV". It's an illusion, i.e. it seems like there is one, but there actually isn't. Consciousness is omicentral, it's everywhere. You are not conscious, other people, animals, plants, rocks, mountains, whatever, they are not unconscious either. The universe is consciousness. The whole of it. And everything and everyone in it is consciousness, but it's not what you think it is. You think of consciousness as this bubble of appearances, that's not at all what consciousness in and of itself is. @Tim R I know, I know, it hurts... But it is an illusion, a misunderstanding. She is as much consciousness as you are. The only thing left for you to understand is that you, as an ego, as the centralized consciousness that you currently believe yourself to be, are an illusion - the same of course applies to other human beings. What some people, including me, mean when they say "others don't exist", is exactly that; namely, that people don't exist as these centers of awareness - however, we all do exist as a singular field of consciousness, and it's possible to become aware of this. And then, Solipsism is solved. Beause you finally see that 1) you don't exist as an ego 2) others don't exist as egos 3) we all are one consciousness Even to speak of a "we" is already saying too much, because it implies "many". But that's for another day. If a so called "insight" makes you more miserable than before, that is a very solid indicator for you that you got something wrong, you missed something. That my friend, is good fucking news. @Tim R Ukrainian people, you, us, others, Leo, are creations of consciousness. Consciousness is uncreated or in other words infinity - because its not a thing, just the 'space' and more, for anything to happen. The quality of that 'space' is actually what everything is made of too. So that is what You are. It's asking yourself "Who am I?" and then you answer conventionally "I am Forza21", but then you ask again "Who am I beneath Forza21?" and then your answer is no thought - pure Consciousness - thats what we as living things actually are. When Form/creation appears within consciousness, it becomes distinct from consciousness by other forms/creation. Consciousness doesn't create distinctions that is why there is no you or me. Although I will add, paradoxically, Consciousness does create distinctions through its creation. That is why there is a you and me talking on this forum. In summary, everything is still real + you know the Truth. The One in you, is greater than the out in the world. and that One in us all, is the same. Hopefully that makes sense. @SgtPepper As a matter of direct experience, there are no others. There is only the aggregation of sight, taste, touch, sound, smell, and mind. As a matter of becoming directly conscious of what one is, it is experienced that the consciousness "inside of me" must be the same consciousness "inside of another." Why? Because this consciousness is completely pure, complete without quality or form. When looking into another being's eyes and questioning what they are, we can come to directly realize this consciousness looking out of each other's eyes shares the exact same nature and therefore by necessity, must be the same consciousness. It is paradoxical and a mindfuck. When one directly experiences Absolute Unity, all is seen to be one. It's not that other's don't exist. And it's not that you exist. And it's not that I exist. It's not that you are me, or I am you, nor is it that you are God and I am God. It's that there is a movement of infinite unity, and interdependency. The activity in one's mind is at the end of an infinite, interconnected chain of causes and conditions giving rise to outcomes and effects. All movements of relative reality interpenetrate and connect with all other movements of relative reality, at all levels. The personality cannot be separated from this totality. So when it's seen that there is no such thing as 'the' "personality" or the self, that the self is just a purely spontaneous movement, when we TRULY experience our real nature, what we are on all levels of relativity and absolutely cannot be separate from anything or anyone else. This is Solipsism. But that word and its philosophical implications are a poor conceptual framework for the unity I speak of. When the ego mind intellectualizes this, all kinds of resistances, fears, and twisted interpretations arise. When consciousness awakens to its own nature, a reservoir of endless compassion begins to open. Why? Because the suffering of another is, to some degree, experienced as one's own suffering. The suffering we find within ourselves is the suffering underneath the mind activity of other. There is no separation. There is no duality. When we see the necessity of alleviating our own suffering in order to come into union with truth, we see the necessity in alleviating the suffering of others, and perhaps all beings. For it is impossible to truly end our own suffering and therefore truly awaken to our true nature as long as a single being remains lost in Samsara. At least, this seems to be where my experience is going. @Consilience This is exactly why teachers like Rupert Spira reject solipsism, because people misunderstand it. It's generally a really bad pointer. It's also so ridiculously ironic that people have lately started shitting on the lessons of Neo-Advaita, because it's exactly what is needed to not misunderstand absolute solipsism. You are not your body-mind. You are infinite consciousness imagining body-minds. Infinite consciousness is alone, because there is nothing outside of infinity. @Carl-Richard Realizing how Creation is perfect, how Oneness is perfect, realizing that it is the best way it could be. Because it means that God is Whole, One and not seperated. You are literally all of Infinity, all of God right now, If you realize this on deeper levels you will realize the Perfectness and Love and Bliss and Beauty that Leo mentioned. Also, You are Infinity, so every person that could ever exist within Infinity is right here. Every possible human, animal, alien and universe shapeshifted into your bubble, became the substance of your bubble, become you, is you. You as God will keep dreaming and shapeshifting for ever, so from a relative perspective, all these other dreams, all these other forms exist too, and from that perspective you also aren't alone. @GreenWoods i also want to thank @Kksd74628 for all the love and support on priv and @Inliytened1 for all the love and explantations, even though i'm not ready for it love!! Forza21