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My God, just listen to yourself man! I hope you don't have children. I would hate for your daughter to run up to you, hand you a flower while telling you, "Daddy, look how beautiful it is!", and you respond by giving her a lecture about how deluded she is because flowers are not beautiful, only beauty is beautiful. You are just trolling me at this point with spiritual douchebaggery. OF-fucking-COURSE the mouse was beautiful TO ME! That's my subjective projection. This is so obvious it needn't be said. I never claimed that you would like this mouse. Have you ever read a poem? My God you are dense. At the very begining I said that I am giving a poetic description of my experience of an alien consciousness that is impossible to put into words. And of everything I said the thing you're gonna fight with me on is that I claimed it was exceptionally beautiful? And you claim I am the insane one here? Lolz

There is nothing beyond Infinity. And you are It. At the Absolute level you are the only thing that exists. Leo is your imagination. He didn't become a mouse last night. You woke up this morning and read a post online that he became a mouse. This was you imagining all of it. This forum is also part of your imagination. Leo, who is your imagination, imagined he became an alien intelligence. But this mouse, nor Leo, nor me, have any existence outside of what is being held in your awareness right now. Don't let your imagination run away with the mouse wake up from your dream

I'm gonna keep it a secret for now for safety purposes. I already told you guys a bunch of psychedelics to play around with. Go master those first. Also, you should not expect that by taking this chemical that you will become this alien mouse. That's not how this works.

It's all the same exact thing. There is much you haven't become conscious of yet. That is all. Not so hard for you to understand that. I have no interest in undermining your authority. If you want to tell yourself that I am a deluded fool, so it will be for you. Notice that. And if you think I am deluded fool then you shouldn't even bother talking to me. Why are you wasting your time here? You're the only one who can, silly. But you haven't done it yet. - - - - - Notice how I simply shared my experience of an alien consciousness with you, and you are losing your shit over it. Ask yourself why.

Whatever you imagine is your reality. Your attitude is way too arrogant and closedminded to understand these advanced and subtle things I teach, because you have convinced yourself that you know what true spirituality entails. Do I expect you to access alien consciousness? No, because you're so fucking closedminded.

Right, but others have experienced Truths that noone else has ever experienced and that are so alien to you that you will never experience them. That's the Nature of Infinity. You still do not understand Infinity, and what we are witnessing here is a unravelling of the limitations you have put upon Infinity, and the way your ego structures react to those new forces. The irony is that you are talking to yourself here, you are doing nothing but making fun of your own ignorance, you just are no realizing it yet. You still have far too many limitations blocking Infinity.

I already did that. I was feeling like an advanced alien mind. How the hell would you know?

@Leo Gura can you please describe more about this alien hyper intelligence mouse? What were its powers apart from intelligence and interconnected mind? Like how were you feeling physically? Give us some more description so that we can imagine it.

I discovered an alien consciousness. That's all.

This alien consciousness does not operate on beliefs and it doesn't have any problems to solve.

@Leo Gura Has your opinion shifted at all on psychosis and schizophrenia? Or is it mostly the same? I know I experienced insanity around the same time I experienced awakening. Awakening, alien consciousness and insanity went hand in hand.

There isn't an enormous separation in my experience. Insanity came with the territory of deep spiritual awakening. I remember insanity and foreign, alien territory went hand in hand. And you either decided to take the leap into the foreign territory of consciousness and awakening and oneness and love or you stayed where it was safe and sane.

My Question is so even that Alien is limited? Like human? But it is more way developed than us.? How that became conscious of that? Is that rat been born?

REPOST (EDIT) : You need a combination of Man (Life energy - masculine) and God (Breath - feminine). God can heal and blossom that which is Man. And Man can inspire that which is God. I don't entirely understand this channeling. It came from an alien state of consciousness and I am not versed in this stuff. God wants both God and Man, higher consciousness and lower consciousness, wisdom and localized intellect. They are equal in God's eyes. Improvement/growth and no growth are also equal in God's eyes. Masculine and feminine. God created both to be equal. The ultimate qualities of Man and God are Life energy and Breath. Life energy in balance means health, beauty, and well-being. Life energy out of balance means narcissism and self-worship. Breath in balance is love. Breath out of balance is pandora's box. Too much God can be negative and too much Man can be negative. Adam and Eve: Eve gave Adam the forbidden fruit. Eve actually symbolizes God and Adam symbolizes Man (Life energy). Eve persuaded Adam to eat of the apple of Good and Evil (Breath) so that they might become Gods. Adam then sees himself as a God and simultaneously Evil is unleashed upon the world. Eve has been struck down and subjugated as Adam is now God and no longer seems in need of Breath, which is also threatening to him. The masculine and patriarchal Man has been refashioned as God.

It may be true that not a single Buddhist has had the experiences you've had, but it's also true that you haven't had the realizations that people on the Buddhist path have. That's why you're still seeking and chasing cooler and deeper experiences. Unsatisfied with being human and wanting to become something else. Hence your new obsession with being an alien mouse.

1. Rather than becoming an alien, do you believe this experience will alienate you from the rest of humanity? 2. Do you recognize the inverse correlation between faith and understanding? For example, the more you understand God, the less faith you have to have in Him. Would you lose all faith for ultimate understanding? 3. If you alredy see perfection in reality, why do you even want to become a mouse? What is wrong with being Leo?

Leo, we all know this is what you've been doing all the time Good for you for finnaly realizing it /// God alien kengeruu moose

At the rate I am growing it's impossible to tell where I'll be in 5-10 years. Stay tuned and see. Just to show people that the things I'm talking about are real. A lot Because I am really passionate, curious, and openminded, whereas most people just follow spiritual group-think. Most people wouldn't even push a button to become an alien mouse if one was handed to them. I've always taken care of myself.

@Leo Gura Sorry for the spam questions, but Ive been very curiously wondering this for many days now, before your alien intelligence awakening, why you of all people? you mentioned you're the only one on the planet conscious of god .. and now this? You used to not take care of yourself at all, you're mostly involved in human life, pretty ordinary in many ways, how did you end up being the 1 in 7+ billion people conscious of god, and beyond?

@Leo Gura You mentioned, you would try communicating this alien language. But what's the significance of the alien language? Why would we want to learn this or hear it? What could alien-intelligence do for the future teachings of actualized.org?

@Leo Gura Amazing Leo! I'm constantly amazed by what's possible within spirituality. I read all these posts, and it seems like you don't know how this will play out as this is so new to you. But given this new awakening to an alien hyper intelligence, and your previous plans for your future ... how do you see the next 5, 10 years playing out in your life? will you still continue actualized.org? will you change the activities that you do? wondering what this means for your daily human life, and your inner experience changes.

All I mean to say is, respect the mouse's potential, man! This is some kind of serious groundbreaking novel experience you're describing here. I wouldn't be the least bit surprised if after making 100 people become this being for an infinity of eternities, that there would still be things about the alien that even these 100 can't conceive of.

I don't know who what when where and why, that's how my mind likes to rhyme, deep inside, rhythmic beats, rhyming beeds, on a mic with big mac in one hand, mac in cheese the other, also wear my hearts out in my sleeves, as tell tale as my heart can be. I know, now, back then, when a UFO hover craft, shaped like a flying saucer egg, drips a sauce, yellow-orange light inside my Mo's wine, above her dormitory, during a storm, alien genetics tac toes into my mind, fitting it like denin jeans inside my witty baby skull bean. I can still see it, where I was, like the sounds still here, between my round ears, hearing my Ma's dorimafasola. fueling my soul as Ma and Da and Sa and Ra rears me, slightly abnormal story compared to norms, back then, also a toodler boy, close to void, wisdom old yet golden, somehow know deities shower me with their delight in me, till father time slices them magical memories, chiseled me with space time limits till I was meshed in flesh, leashed in pleasures and pains, passions and hates, deep in dualities, ties livid till devine memories fade. "Quirkle Squirkle Lurkle" says the what mouse, "Where Squirrels lurks, turns turtles, Quirk perks: quickie murders, squirts the ugly duck girl, quack-quack." Says the Myrtle CAT, who? GOD, who and what says this quackery? Quick, phone and ask Dr. Seuss for that blue steroid for my throat chakra, to reign in my insanity...what? He's busy eating Swiss cheese burgers, on an asteroid, getting massages from a masseuse? Ok, don't mention my exploring into my in-sanity. How do I know, and did all that above? Pre written, or off the dome? Yes and no, Rome wasn't built in one day, guilty free slaves, hey, how did I leave my haven here, to end up in another dimension? What a dilemma, don't mention this to the drones, or the Reptilian and Greys, also the CIA, or else policia will come, and I have to seem polite and nice and tell them why the Black Cats are at it again, playing rats and mice in alleyways, and explain why, in plain English, half a mouse lies on my carpet, and how my adopted kitten's innocent despite the red smears on her lips, nose and whiskers. Thank god my garping on and on about my day drove them away, phew! Not now, but a second later, my best friends gonna drill me into giving her griled cheese sandwich, driving me into those manic episodes, featuring a Pepsi soda, with a fillet fish burger, added tarter sauce with a bunch of starters, side of griiled cheese and homemade chilli sauce, Netflix and chill with aliens and predators, subconsciously recording everything and somehow getting feedback, while my bestie listens to Drillmatic and Black Slim Shady while downing some Bailey's. Hey, cute lady, night time, dim the lights, let sleep limp your framing, and sheep counting daze your day away. @Leo Gura

I just began exploring this thing, so we'll see. I don't know. Well, it's sorta just in love endlessly with itself. It's all alone too, so it doesn't really have anyone else to love. At least that's what I experienced up to this point. INFINITY is LOVE. That's the highest, most fullest God state. Just pure undifferentiated LOVE. This alien consciousness is very loving of itself, but it's a very specific, differentiated kind of experience of Love. Both kinds of Love are amazing. It's sort of like the difference between enjoying vanilla ice cream vs a very exotic form of ice cream like tea green or pistachio. The vanilla is more balanced but the exotic one can be extremely satisfying despite being very narrow.

Why guess as human Leo? Can you not ask these questions as that mouseGod? After all, that being is certain to be vastly superior in wisdom and understanding than any human could ever hope to be. Of course, I was using a different definition of Omnipresence though. Omnipresence refers to the infinitude of God's experience. But there can be many different meanings to the concept of experiencing absolutely everything. For instance, does this Alien have direct access to the entirety of all mankind's personal experiences? If so, then that's amazing, isn't it? If not so, then why? Why is this being limited in that area and how? Another thing, how loving is this being? Can you imagine something it wouldn't love? Also, how does it's infinite love compare to say, the infinite love you've expressed in past states of God consciousness? Of course, the human mind by default is very limited and struggles substantially with these things usually. Of course not! Only I am so crazy as to hold myself to those kinds of seemingly impossible standards and maintain such incredible ambition. At the same time however, I'd like to point out that this whole concept of Man vs God is kinda nonsensical since man is just God hallucinating that it's man. As a side note, I've as a human taken somewhat of a hiatus from psychedelics in recent time, but am likely to come out of it as there's substances that are just far too useful in aiding me in my work not to do them. Nonetheless, my human only experience is invaluable as manipulating reality from various levels of capability permits me to learn in a way I couldn't if I stuck only to God consciousness all the time. As I wouldn't have the reference of success/failure in doing so from lower levels of mind to compare against the same in higher states.