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But yes, living with mental health issues today can be incredibly difficult. In many ways, you’re trapped in a very narrow space between your own struggles and the people or systems that are supposed to help you. And sometimes, it’s hard to tell which poses the greater risk.

Yes, the outside world has always been dangerous antway, and psychedelics shouldn’t make you lose sight of that reality.

He was running from the police because he believed they wouldn’t try to understand him and would just take him straight to a psychiatric hospital against his will. If you’ve ever been forcibly admitted to a psychiatric hospital, you know how hard it can be to convince people that you’re okay. No matter what you say, it can feel like no one is listening, and you may end up being held there and forced to take antipsychotic medication. That kind of experience can be very traumatic, so I can understand why he reacted the way he did. In any case, that’s what I think happened.

Fuck… he drowned. So his last trip turned into a living hell before he died. RIP, Connor. After everything you went through, you deserved so much better.

Leo, you are the greatest conduit of truth on this Earth. God bless you. I just spent four hours of insomnia going through your blog, reading the Actualized quotes and everything you share. This is pure art. For me, the peak of your work is your blog. It’s insane that you’ve managed to spread so much truth and still survive so well at the same time. I’m jealous. I’ve sacrificed so much for truth since I was a child, and still my body and mind feel too limited for it. But I’m genuinely glad someone like you exists. It makes me fall asleep with a smile.

@Leo Gura So, was I right or not?

Thank you for your Reply, When I was forced by psychiatrists to take Abilify, I developed severe akathisia. What’s even more shocking is that despite my complaints, they continued to administer it to me by force. It’s disturbing when you think about it, because even in psychiatry, treatment is supposed to be stopped when a patient develops akathisia. I’m naturally very, very mentally strong. This isn’t arrogance I can endure levels of pain without complaining that 99% of people couldn’t. So I went through two months of torture. At the time, I still believed that once I got out of the hospital, things would be okay. But the worst part came after I stopped all the treatments: my body had become a machine of constant pain, as if it had lost all vital drive as if the energy was no longer flowing through it and I realized it was still happening even without the medication. And to clarify, the fact that I have hyperhomocysteinemia probably also played a role I was already starting from a very fragile baseline health-wise. (I agree I could not even have imagined one worst drug than abilify)

Thank you again, You know what? Even though, to be honest, I don’t really believe in it, I’m going to give it a try. I’ve got nothing to lose anyway, so I’ll go ahead and try this out. I’m a man of my word.

@integral thanks for your Reply When I think back to high school, the students who already knew they wanted to become doctors often seemed driven less by a deep passion for medicine than by what the profession represents socially. They were aiming for recognition, prestige, a certain idea of success and in a way, that’s understandable. At 16 or 18, committing to such a demanding path rarely comes from a fully formed vocation; it’s more often shaped by the strong social value attached to the role. In France especially, being a doctor is widely seen as a clear marker of achievement and status, and that perception can naturally influence early ambitions.

Another victim of this here. What’s crazy is I know the truth about this and I can’t stop the devil from fucking up lifes this way. There Will be other victims who would potentially just need one warning from me not to fall into that trap yet, they’ll fall into that trap and have their whole lifes detroyed. Some might say, “Yes, but you should have taken responsibility so you wouldn’t have ended up being forced into psychiatric care in the first place.” And yes, that’s true all of us who ended up in that situation made a mistake beforehand. I admit it, maybe we were a bit irresponsible in our use of psychedelics. But let’s be honest: that doesn’t deserve to have our lives destroyed over it especially when all we really needed was two weeks, maybe a month of calm without psychedelics. Once you are considered mental, whether they explicitemy say it or no, your life is considered less important, you are like an animal to them and they can do anything they want to you. This psychiatric environment is to the devil what a warm, humid climate is to mold.

@Ramasta9 I do, of course, more or less take really care of my body. I do my best I take supplements, I eat as well as I can, and I exercise as much as possible. But the reality is that all of this only slows down the deterioration of my body. There’s no magic formula; Superman is just a dream for me. But thank you, and yes, of course, I’ll take this advice, keep going, I’ll try the one week fruits then fasting eventhough it might be dangerous for me cause my cortisol is already always too high due to constant cellular stress but yeah maybe even refine my lifestyle to make it even healthier. Thanks again for your response.

I really hope. Would give me so much hope in this universe.

Men and women are interconnected, so reducing societal problems to one group oversimplifies a complex reality.

She is more truthful than I am. I’ve just been feeding fantasys of karma for the past 5years cause I can’t accept the truth of what happened. water fasting for 3 days won’t heal my body. Thanks for replying, I appreciate.

It’s been now 5 years that I live with that and I consider my Life to be wasted*