thierry

Just sharing a story this reminded me of. No idea why it made me think of that, though.

I once tried to explain to a girl that the only reason she was so attached to me was because I fucked her really well. And she replied that no, she was already attached to me and already really liked me long before we slept together for the first time. To which I replied: ‘Yeah, you’re saying that now, in the present moment, because you like me now. And because you like me now, it changes the whole story in your head. You convince yourself that you liked me from the very beginning. And I don’t doubt that you genuinely liked me from the start. But here’s the thing: back when you first liked me, if I hadn’t made a move and fucked you, some other guy would have come along at a party and fucked you before I did. And then you probably would have sent me a message saying something like, “Look, I had a good time, but I don’t think this is going to work out. I think it’s better if we leave it here.” And I would have never heard from you again. So what I’m telling you is that the reason you’re attached to me is because I fuck you really well.’ Anyway, I hadn’t seen this girl for a year. Then last summer, I saw her again, and after we had sex, during which she apparently thought I’d done a pretty damn good job, she looked me straight in the eyes and said: ‘I think you were right.’ And I was like, ‘Right about what?’ I genuinely had no idea what she was talking about. And she said: ‘Maybe it’s the mind-blowing sex that makes me so attached to you.’ And at that moment, I thought to myself: I was happy, because I’d managed to prove something to a girl and make her understand something that most women never understand in their entire lives. Something they spend their whole lives lying to themselves about

Just be honest and keep your words.

I don’t know why, but I really feel like I can have my cake and eat it too.

In my experience, truth seems untouched by human manipulation. That doesn’t mean you can’t work hard toward something or pursue what you want, but I don’t believe there are any real shortcuts unless you cheat. And even then, cheating doesn’t truly work, because reality eventually reveals what is real.

This incredibly simple object, entirely governed by classical mechanics, is nevertheless, in practice, completely chaotic given the level of precision available to us, after only a very short period of time. Human limitations are pathetic. I think our distinction between ‘complicated’ and ‘complex’ is simply evidence of our human limitations. And even then, we’re still only operating within the realm of logic.

And you ?

Not right now

But Maybe an infinité mind can actually. If you can fully become infinity maybe you can fully understand infinity. I wrote « becoming=understanding » cause I was contemplating how I could fully understand myself And I wondered whether the only way might be to become the infinite. Maybe to understand the infinite, you simply have to be the infinite, and that alone is enough for complete understanding. (it’s just thinking, I really don’t know)

Becoming=Understanding

« If God was able to understand itself fully , it would mean God is not infinity . » Wouldn’t you be imposing finite logic onto the infinite? Why God being able to understand itself fully imply it would mean God is not infinity?

Where is the proof that God can fully understand or know Itself in Its entirety? Maybe it is in Its very nature that this is impossible. Wouldn’t it be truly beautiful if that were the case? Or maybe It can and it will.

Love is the most direct to describe what it is. The word Love is magical, because you know what it means before you even understand language. The word love comes before the very language that says ‘love.’ How is that possible? I don’t know. But it’s just magical, and I know it.

Of course it had to be you. Who else?

The only reason you’re so weak and embody evil so much is that God had the audacity to incarnate Himself in a creature as limited as you. If you’d been given God’s job, you would’ve chosen to incarnate yourself as a god. But God has way bigger balls than you, and that’s why He chose to incarnate Himself as you.