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I feel your pain brother, as i have experienced this myself when my nervous system started upgrading. I wanted to hang myself, jump from rooftop apartment etc. The pain was unbearable and extreme. I remember my nervous system started getting so sensitive that even the sound waves of a meditation music on youtube was sending me into a bad trip because of new sensitivity to the enviroment. I think i lost weight from like 90kg to 65-70kg really fast also. Now i'm in a position that i can handle more heavy foods like eggs/flower etc. but i combine them with sattvic foods. And my diet still consists mainly of sattvic/alive ingredients. I guess i'm progressing towards where you are, but i'm not really doing anything as i trust in god and feel the presence of god near me a lot helping me out.

Ok thanks, this confirms it for me that you're on a different stage. Because usually ones your kundalini starts to activate at the base or your consciousness is close to activation, problems with solar plexus will arise. And you won't be able to handle eating certain foods as it will cause extreme pain at solar plexus because of nervous system upgrade. So what it means is, you're close or near enlightenment or already enlightened because then you can eat whatever you want.

Did you find that some types of food limited you somehow energetically or perhaps your prana? Perhaps it made you feel heavy or you had pain near solar plexus chakra? Or you never had these problems?

@TheSelf Whats your diet like? Do you follow vegan , or sattvic diet for prana. Or just carnivorous diet? Also im not sure if you're fully in non duality or not but can you taste the food ftom a video or manifest the dish infront of you?

You belong exactly where you belong, and i knew exactly that if i would say this stuff it would bring out your "ego" so you can see for yourself. My lady you know nothing.

Let's not forget and give praise to Leo Gura for how many people he also saved, only true consciousness raise can save people from themselves, including wars, other people, bad descisions, bad influence, people/goverment trying to control you and send you to war etc. @emil1234 My first psychedelic experience was also ayahuasca, the thing i like about ayahuasca is that it's so conscious and just works on you and brings things up that are deep within you and you need to consider. Everything is love and can be loved, but what about the ups and downs that foreverness or eternity brings can you love your "lows/downs" or "pain" forever? Don't think so, because you're stuck with yourself forever.

Playing the game well means fooling yourself to the "agreed" rules of society to the agreed ways of being, meaning playing the game of seperation. When you become enlightened there is no game, it's all you. If you play the game "well" like you said, you're gonna be stuck in it. If you dissociate and focus on God and breaking the limits that's how you come further. The choice is yours. I already made these choices, that's why i can feel you and your body or clothes you wear right now if i wanted to.

@TheSelf can you send me a video you have watched to gain mastery over orgasm and being able to hold ot prevent the orgasm? I really have trouble with this, like i still want to enjoy feeling others and stuff but then i orgasm and get again to point 0. I contract the pelvic floor muscles but it doesnt really do much, you were talking about the thousand point technique to prevent orgasm. But i think perhaps i'm not aware of this thousand spot yet, maybe this is the problem

Being above is not how you think happends for me, i have my human needs but it all happends within because i'm all. Relationships are part of the illussion of you chasing something for happiness because you live in seperation. The only true love relationship you will ever have is with yourself or God. And ofcourse keep in mind that i'm not saying that it is bad or wrong to have a relationship, as it is part of your temporary human experience. I'm just making you aware of the negative side-effects, specially when it will be time to let go to progress further. Also keep in mind that the relationship with others that you have is illusory and they're part of the enviroment or your own progression in consciousness, so they will just play the game along, you will never have a real connection with them, but you will think that because you're part of the system.

Only in your own mind because you can't handle the truth. I am at a level of consciousness/unity where i literally feel others skin/body/clothes etc. You're all chasing relationships because you're hopeless for happiness when it is within

I've been single all my life basically, realized there's no true love here. And human love is based on survival, if i was born in this world and have to survive and care about my resources and time, i rather stay single. That's why i'm retired at 31. There's no point wasting your life working till your 68 taking care of of others. The human love is based on survival. Ones you go more within, you realize everyone is you and get these energies automatically. This world is pointless and was probably made by god to forget itself in the working mode and survival. Also realized that you're "it" or you're "love" yourself and there's basically only being. Everyone is an actor in the survival game, chasing hopeless dreams and happiness in the eternal, you exist forever. You also have to keep in mind that the more you get attached to things the more harder it is for your consciousness to develop or grow, you have to remember that eventually everyone has to let go of their loved ones to progress further, and the grief will be insane because you realize it was just a game and you didn't love your loved ones enough, they were just part of the enviroment/game.

you still didnt answer the question, just that you're doing it to gain mastery over your mind. But you don't even know what it is

Some of the best songs i was listening a lot

@TheSelf Do you even know what semen actually is? If god is infinity then why do we have to gather semen or prana every time to increase spiritual energy? Gathering prana to semen just shows its finite nature? Don't you think it is just a concept that belongs to the created human body?

So vivec @Cubbage had an interview long time ago, and he said this was his most favorite trip report of all times and he had to reupload it again. I'm not gonna lie i've also watched it like 5-10 times, and it became also my most favorite trip report of all times. i think this is what @Leo Gura is basically teaching you all summarized in 1 trip report, correct me if i'm wrong. Here it is, because i feel like everyone has to watch it once.