Jowblob

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  1. How long are you gonna keep playing the game with yourself that you have to "master" survival. Hilarious. Most people never question the game itself, chase endlessly for better outcomes,status/money/ etc. and never question what's actually real beyond all that. If you want to function well inside the system it's up to you, i'm trying to see through the system and transcend it altogether.
  2. Is that all yo have to say? Stop trolling me with this limitedness bullshit, it's time for everybody to be a master of their own earthly plane. No more working! No more doing shady stuff to earn your living. And lots of Fun!!!
  3. Humans don't have any free will, the free will is the thought itself that believes in seperation. There is only one will. Have you ever met an ascended being/master? I did... They can rearrange your atoms while you're awake and make your ego squeal from pain, that is free will.
  4. And i don't even want to start about the corruptness of this world, everything is based on survival even if you want to follow your true passion full time and be of benefit to humanity, you still have to ask them for money to pay you. Most of the jobs that you see are corrupt as hell, and the money that they got aren't coming from clean ways.
  5. Alignment isn't the same as doing "nothing". For in the material world being "aligned" is still taking action in the world and be driven to act/create/engage/work etc. and earn your living. Which is all a pointless game just wasting your time in the eternal. All the true infinity/abundance/manifestation is within you, but until your body and the consciousness within your body doesn't awake you're just playing a pointless monkey game watching dumb videos like "you don't have to work" or believing you're manifesting something. All these desires are from your higher self, you literally can't do nothing but be a limited monkey within this world believing "you're doing something" when all the big events are predestined.
  6. Stopped watching after first minute, this is not how it works and is an illussion in itself. You can't just manifest anything out of thin air even if you believe you're not "lacking" , God is responsible for your awakening and abundance that you experience by progressing the body (machine) and your consciousness within it by unlocking its capacity. You will hear endless stories on youtube and from people , "you don't have to work" you can just manifest abundance, you might hear it for year but with all the effort you put in nothing happends. Why? Because ego can't do nothing without God, who is it that created this world, who is it that is watching these dumb youtube videos for entertainment? All these desires are from your higher self playing with itself, tricking you into believing you're actually doing "something" while you're being completely limited.
  7. When my kundalini awakened, i really got a beating by this energy for watchin gay porn when i wasn't gay. It showed me so much, and it was traumatizing for me dealing with the consequences of my actions. GOD created WOMAN and MAN , simple as that. The more you indentify or deviate from Man/Woman relationship the further you're away from God, or atleast in the illusory seperation. What happends if the "ego's" engage in man/man or female/female relationship? Is further lowering in consciousness or "confusion" , because you're deviating further away from gods creation and how "he" designed it to be. It doesn't ofcourse mean that transgenders/gays will be punished by God, they will simply punish themselves because the higher consciousness only carries truth and purity. Most of them ofcourse will never experience kundalini in their life but will simply be reborn again and cleansed of their actions.
  8. I've watched this first episode so far called: War Between Truth and Survival - Leo Gura, DemystifySci . Funny when you started to get into very important topic "awakening" in the early stages they decided to interrupt you with their silly questions, and before that you implied in different words that they won't comprehend it anyway. And this is exactly how it played out, gods self deception in the action caught. And it is almost always the case, ones you start talking about very deep stuff you get interrupted/denied/ or they will start feeling sick. In one of my awakenings in 2022 during an LSD session with me and my friend, i was consciously aware that my "friend" was answering my questions to the thoughts that popped up in my mind when i didn't even spoke them out through my mouth. So the question is 1. Is this a simulation that plays out? or 2. Is god playing with itself at higher levels and also self decepting it self. Or 3. It's just the magic of god and his imagination. The problem ofcourse as you've said that God or reality is so all encompassing that's it is basically pointless to talk about it or explain it, as it will be just an experience in consciousness to waste time in the eternal. I've had experiences that happend in time and then replayed exactly as they played out before 3 months later in non linear time like an event that got downloaded again. I've had experiences where i'm literally feeling that i'm consciousness that constructed a human vr pov that i was looking from, just from consciousness or imagination itself playing with myself. I think to be honest Leo should be more strict and not focus on human ideas or constructs that are here, as it's essentially pointless pointing and just "talking" for the fun of it. The sole focus should be on awakening only , as human talks and the concepts and the constructs will always be "just talks" for fun. But can he really control that? As he probably have no choice then to flow with reality.
  9. Rules and honesty both matter more,imagine you and your friends are playing s game together. Some kids say:We should be able to say anything we want, no fucking rules!!!! Other kids say: We need rules so nobody gets hurt!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But here's the thing, both sides are kinda missing the point. Being honest is really important, if you're upset, it's okey to say so and keeping everything bottled up makes conversations fake, like when everyone just says:i'm fine, even when they're not. But there's a big difference between: Saying i'm really frustrated right now, and just yelling you're stupid CARL!!!!! The second one is how you feel in the moment, but it doesn't actually help anyone understand anything. It just hurts people and makes everything wilder and more chaotic. If everyone just shouted whatever they wanted all the time in the classroom, nobody could learn anything. The shouting would kill all the good ideas.Growing up isn't about saying everything you feel, it's about noticing what you're feeling and thinking about how to share it in a way that actually helps.Most of us humans still need some rules to help us do that. It's not bad it's just being human.The sweet spot is somewhere in the middle:1.be real and honest. 2. try not to just dump your feelings like a bucket of mud on everyone because freedom without any self control doesn't make things better,it usually just makes things really chaotic And that's why we need mods even if they don't always get it right and make mistakes often like (1 particular mod) (can't have only good mods) - Duality
  10. Not really, it's you that decides this and what it does to you. The only problem that can be truely there (for a man) and is hard to get by is releasing your semen and not holding it for your wife or partner. Because semen itself is as potent as Leo Gura's 5 meo dmt experience where he burned his fingers or palms , the semen energy is exactly of the same potency. When you release it and not keep it for your wife or partner you will lower your own vibration and the sex won't be that good and it will reflect back to your wife/partner as they won't enjoy it either. When you hold your semen and get into strong meditation or willpower during the sex you can hold the female potency or her energy as it is much greater then males energy potential, but for a man it is very hard to not release (specially if you have been holding for a long time) but when you succeed and can hold the peak even more without releasing she will start riding you for example even more and harder as she will enjoy it even more and how you hold her energy potential so you can expand together even more. Anyway enough talking, just trying to say that your own consciousness is just being reflected into enviroment...
  11. This, as making vows before God and witnesses is a serious deal. It will break your willpower and inner harmony. And there is not much good of having a relationship in marriage or just a general relationship with someone, as eventually you will have no choice but to leave or break this relationship to grow further. A relationship will be a limit in your own mind and after it breaks and you will progress to a new state of consciousness you will add another limit to your own mind and think what could have been better or why you didn't love enough. But i'm writing this while i'm seeing it from the ego perspective and the total unitive perspective could be totally different ofcourse as there will be no doer. From what i see and from my own experience attachments are what creates disharmony. Do things and love everyone without any attachments or binding vows to god. Marriage is a human concept created out of ego to possess, why? Because inside of yourself you have access to everything. But i'm not against marriage ofcourse as it's simply a concept from this realm.
  12. I think the main reason is that i don't value money as much is because of the spiritual awakening, even though i have worked very hard for it and i know what money can do it only brings temporary joy after all . I knew there was a high chance i will lose everything, and i knew the risks of gambling but my mind was causing me trouble so it was either: winning money or losing it. The everlasting fulfillment and joy comes from within and won't go anywhere unlike money. I moved to another country and don't speak the language here, i'm already preparing some documents and papers again so i can get back to work. And thank you for including me in your meditation , love. I’m so sorry about your brother, sending you my condolences. Yeah he's right, money is temporary and so is the joy that money brings. I already feel better and my mind seems to be rested now.
  13. My posts and @StarStruck post from 2023 . I also want to mention that death is nothing you don't even feel it, you transition before it even happends. I have experienced death already, your outer dream combines with inner reality and becomes one. Meaning your outer eyes where you're looking from become your inner eyes, no sleep. And the thing is, god is so extremely powerfull that he can push you out of your body on command or at will. Even your astral body and soul is clueless to the mysteries of god, all you will know is that you're connected to him and everything through your crown. there will be new revolution, world war that will lead to new consciousness/spirituality , is what haidakhan babaji said.
  14. Thank you, i knew you were reading this. And was curious what you would say. It is indeed good to relieve suffering or misfortune, when you see it. I think this is a lesson for me too, to work harder on raising my consciousness to be not bound by money or survival aspects of life. I have achieved abundance in consciousness and unity in particular areas but i'm still not free from the survival aspect of life. I feel 2027 is gonna change that.
  15. I lost all my money gambling My mind started to act up everyday and it was unbearable, i had enough money but it was telling me that i just needed more money to buy or do certain things otherwise i shouldn't be doing certain things or buy certain things that i wanted when i could easily. So moral of the story, you will never have enough money no matter how much money you possess, because we're living in survival mode the ego will always crave more money for the betterment of your lifestyle without working or to do certain things, that's why you see people with hundreds of millions gambling it all away it is because when you're feeling abundant it becomes one of few way to feel any excitement from life. Gambling also lowers consciousness for some reason, i was living in my own peacefull consciousness bubble not hearing any loud noise or the sounds of quads driving in the distance or any noise from the neighbours. But when i lost all my money, suddenly i hear my neighbours playing loud bass music at 9:00 am etc... My outer world became a reflection of my inner state, that is what hell is, it's you inner state. But i think i'm feeling better now because the abundance is gone now. I still have abundance in other ways that isn't accessible to humans but this too loses it's value and excistement. So the middle way is the only way or from high to low and low to high. Now i will have to go back to working again