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Express yourself however you want

Perhaps the reason you're finding these things is because you're not valuing and loving yourself enough, sounds like you're doing Spiritual bypassing "looking for volunteer work" and seeing some volunteer work examples where you even have to pay to work there.

Do you mean you started noticing and seeing conscious movements in the black screen when you close your eyes?

Yes who smiled?

If there are no others, to whom are you speaking? And to whom does this sense of superiority arise?

Yup, each individual shares a different framework. If i would put a single word that would carry a different energy, they would respond differently (and i'm aware of that beforehand). At some point you will understand that everyone is an actor, and nobody is actually being attacked. Sometimes you pretend, sometimes you express how you feel, sometimes you respond to make yourself look better, sometimes you respond to troll, sometimes you respond to make a joke. As you an see it's all an act. From my state where i'm currently at, the words of others don't attack me at all it is the ego that feels attacked, it's a roleplaying game and all attacks will eventually not be personal. And i also don't blame Cardozzo for responding to me like that, because beforehand i was fully aware that he would respond like this because of the words that i used. And i don't blame him, when i was fully in my ego i was like that too mostly, and i just see my old self in them. You're not living to pleasure everyone, just express yourself how you feel yourself in the moment this prevents blockages in your consciousness, be a conscious actor.

Yes ofcourse i know this, and that my words create seperation and attack peoples ego sometimes. I can also make my posts in ramana maharshi style, and then the reality will be different. It doesn't matter. I'm fully aware of ego mechanisms. I was recently thinking about you in my mind, and found you to be intelligent and beautiful conscious being because you asked me what my intention was previously, which is a very intelligent way to combine both reality frameworks and create unity.

This is exactly what i was talking about in my abundance thread, and this is why i'm not aligned sharing more details about higher states or how to get there. This forum doesn't vibrate at the knowledge that is out there, all i can do is give you some pointers. I understand ofcourse where your anger comes from and that is fine, god decides where you're supossed to be right now and i'm just sharing you higher knowledge from higher vibrations so you can experience your reality and look forward to higher vibration and things, but because you do not understand this and feel left out you get angry. Nobody is in fact left out, you're just experiencing your reality of lack temporary and i'm just sharing some information from a reality of fullness and abundance, No need to get angry, it's just an experience.

I told you the truth why this is not abundance and why sex for you lacks in sensation and feeling and why you might feel empty sensations or not feeling much during the act . Has nothing to do with you liking the girls. You do not understand what i'm saying because you do not know what unity is yet and what feeling or sensations come from it. That's why i'm telling and explaining you personally why you feel this way. When personal consciousness is in lack or ego based you will only feel a fraction of the sensations during the act and won't be connected to the girl or her body or her movements, this seperation creates lack of feeling and sensations and pleasure and creates void or emptiness. So the sex becomes essentially useless.

This is not abundance. Having abundance in a material consciousness like yours is meaningless and has nothing to do with abundance, why? Because when you're having sex with different girls your ego is engaged, and you're lacking in feeling and pleasure and unity. Which means everytime you're having sex with a girl, you're not feeling much and the sensations and pleasure are tiny, that it's not even worth having sex, this is why it will feel empty or even emotionless.

Mods Mods , he's using fully generated AI text to express that readers are feeling this energetic emptiness in words ftom a.i that he himself is using now. And even he's picture is A.I generated , he's making me scared because i don't even know if he's even human or that he merged with A.I. He's picture is making me very scared, as the pupils of his eyes have no soul or expression behind them. I'm very scared and i need a beautiful lady to save me from this madness and nurture me to sleep.

I've realized something that all these stories, seeking, god talks don't even matter, because ones you reach a bit of a higher state you're still gonna be an even bigger conscious actor no matter where you are, you're gonna be aware of ego dynamics and still wont be able to express yourself fully to most people, because you will have to take their ego into consideration when you're expressing yourself and be a clown actor. None of these god seeking talks, or garbage god research talks matter, if it doesnt bring you any abundance into your life or god given gifts that improve your life. Seperation and suffering has its own benefits ofcourse and i don't deny it, but in the end even the benefits of that are temporary, and these short term benefit that come from suffering and seperstion can be equal to hundreds of years of abundance in the physical. So now you know how everything will go.

Even though you have been told and banned to not generate your thoughts with A.I you're still doing it, you will never learn, don't you? Your text is garbage to read, even if you had a tiny fraction of a.i intelligence, you would generate your thought in a.i and edit it to make it look more human and more of an expression that is coming from you instead of an ai, but evdn that is too much, so you keep fully generating it and pasting it like a moron, and then complain that mods hate you with that recently made thread of yours.

intention wasn’t to imply that i have higher truths others aren’t ready for, or to rank myself above anyone else. It was simply to point out an energetic mismatch and how this forum generally operates. This space clearly serves a transitional role for many, and that has value ofcourse. My point was only to explain why I don’t feel aligned sharing certain practices or insights here and some other members too. That’s all that was meant, i'm sure Leo already knows this or maybe not. But it is up to him to advance this forum further or to keep the old energtic stories alive.

A lot of genuinely deep spiritual knowledge around abundance will likely never be shared on this forum, and there’s a simple reason for that, the overall vibration here sits somewhere between materialistic ego structures and a form of spirituality designed to gently guide the ego toward awakening Sections like society, politics, government, environment, current events, finance, career, dating, sexuality, relationships, science, and technology are ultimately engaging and entertaining for the ego, but they also keep consciousness anchored to form and identity. I’ve considered sharing more direct, practical insights into accessing abundance and expanding consciousness in a natural way and i'm sure some of very powerfull and advanced forum members that are here too have considered it too, but it doesn’t feel aligned to do so here, given where this forum operates energetically. I fully understand and respect that the purpose of this space is to transition people from materialism into some level of spirituality/God. Still, this is also the honest reason why most people here will never experience true abundance or significant development in natural consciousness: the ego remains subtly entertained, refined, and spiritualized you can specially see it in politics section, people in there are entertained and taking different realities as their own with extreme emotional range from hate to entertainment to protesting etc, which is a big no-no. like @Inliytened1 has also said recently, advancement or god realization comes from suffering. Or ofcourse putting a true intention to God and doing sadhana. Natural consciousness advancement is nothing like using drugs.