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Jowblob replied to Bulgarianspirit's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Based on your answer, you're totally clueless what balance is as expected. I'm gonna leave screenshots with my answers. -
Jowblob replied to Bulgarianspirit's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The reason being conscious is suffering, is because when i achieved the highest possible consciousness level with full wakefullness and awareness. I saw that God/consciousness is just an "awareness" stuck in infinite nothingness. God ponders how its awareness came from infinite nothingness, when you're there and viewing this infinite nothingness all alone you want to escape it as fast as possible. So you can't escape your own awareness and will always will be aware, the distractions of life and balance of life is basically how it needs to be to distract yourself from more suffering. And god isn't infinite like all claim here, it's because they didn't reach the highest level and are just speculating. The questions of God/Life become the "limit" of God itself. Meaning, God can't answer some questions about himself and eventually all life will lead to these questions. -
If one is in the state of infinity or stuck in an avatars body that can give you any physical shape, then how is one reborn?
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Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Gonna speak based from the experience being on the highest level that i've ever reached in consciousness/being a while ago. When i was on that level, my pov/being was vibration itself.(use your imagination how it might look like). The vibration of myself sounded/felt like very slow extreme powerfull vibrating beats resembling the sound of "OHM", it felt like extreme overprocessing heat/energy resembling what we call here "love" and also felt like i've been here before many times. It also felt that i was everything and that i was extreme conscious. The state also felt like "AI" , meaning everything was automated. I felt i was automated like an "AI" because i gave up everything to not be there. This vibration of myself was in infinite nothingness, meaning my awareness/vibration was just a tiny point in nothingness that went to all direction for infinity. It felt like this "nothingness" wasn't really part of me, my mind questioned how this tiny point of awareness was in this infinite nothingness. And why this tiny point of awareness (god) was in this infinite nothingness. ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ So essentially if this "nothingness" is apart from you/god , then it is essentially possible for infinite other minds to exist like your own. But because this "nothingness" is infinite , essentially only your own mind will be forever valid and you won't have contact with "other" minds/gods. Here i've asked someone to make a video representation what i've seen. 1. There are no stars like in the video. 2. It's more of like an infinite sandbox, the more you look in the void/nothingness the more you see that it has this grayish infinite texture in the middle that goes forever. So your vision is a square : upper part - black/nothingnesss - middle grayish infinite nothingness that stretches for infinity, downward part - black/nothingness. 3. There is no movement/flying like in the video, you're stuck at 1 place. The stars are there to give vision/representation. 4. Your own vibration is something like this, but much much slower and tremendously more powerfull https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8l1Z_VHEaQU
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Psychward tries to bring you back to the consciousness and stability of the materialistic dream. And usually drug users that go to these places want it themselves. In psychward they will teach you and tell you that it was all ' hallucinations ' from the drugs. But deep down you know better, that's how they try to lower your consciousness to stability and your waking dream. I also wanted to admit myself to psychward at one point because i regretted going to such a high state where i was witnessing that my waking dream is just my imagination/mind or atleast my mind had some control over it , i was like god. Don't mess with psychedelics if you aren't in any danger and if you aren't ready to die. For people that are in jail or other forms of limitation that they put themselves into, high dose of lsd/5 meo dmt and your true will, will make you escape any jail or other limited situation like it's nothing. But don't think that your new form of existence would imstantly be better then you being in the jail, it takes work to control/stabillize your mind
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No such thing as short or long in very high states. Be careful with your advice. Clocks stop tikking , no time
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Jowblob replied to Reciprocality's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I have even experienced a state where i could imagine/unimagine people walking on the street. People/animals are nothing more then appearances in consciousness, when you lower your frequency your reality and theirs become stable. The people or the dream world is a product of a witnessing consciousness and your desire to be others. They however do have consciousness as everything exists of the same matter as you do. How come at certain times they appear as not having consciousness? Because when you turn the knob and go to higher consciousness you change your own frequency and not theirs. So essentially solipsism and togetherness is contained in all. You have to remember that you're nothingness and potential , you can't stick or ascribe 1 term to yourself. At the highest level , you're a witness of your nothingnese/potential/infinity and that you're a lone awareness desiring for there to be something. But it's just a frequency/direct experience and nothing more. I don't think it's possible to be aware of all there is because you're nothingness so everything contained within and out is equally valid. -
Was it the first time you saw these 5 woman?
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Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You're playing a word game around enlightment. And i hate to use the word "enlightment" since it can be used to literally describe everything. And you're not there because if you were there, you would know that your "lacking" is even greater then being in an ego body. So you would be out of there in an instant, that's why reality is just "is" since you're never there to take control. Just as ananda Ma has said, "quote" ego is just a remedy that god/you is using against the eternal. You can have different levels of enlightment,understanding, exploration even while being in the dream, but clearly you don't understand that. -
Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You have no idea what enlightment is, there is no such things as enlightment. You will always explore yourself forever at different levels. Enlightment is another word for consciousness, the highest level of consciousness that you can reach is when you realize that you're an awareness in nothingness/potential and you will see it with your own eyes. Even at the highest level you won't know anything how you came to be. And why you're repeating what i'm saying, "you're imagining that". An imaginary world can only exist in imagination? This just confirms you're just talking with no actual experience. -
Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Your post simply confirms that you're not awake. The more you know thyself the more access/freedom you will have, that is enlightenment. You're in an imaginary dream world!!!!! It's simply to know thyself, it's like you grow from a beby to infinity and you experience different versions from yourself from small to big to infinity. Your post is simply ego driven, but you're not conscious of that. -
Jowblob replied to Bazooka Jesus's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Biggest problem with psychedelics is that when you do it first time it will usually be a good experience, because you have an empty mind about consciousness/god/higher consciousness etc. And you learn about it from empty/pure mind. But the deeper you go and the more things start opening up for you, including everything that you read you're gonna have a harder time. Because 1. Your ego is questioning everything, and attaching to stuff. 2. Your ego deconstructs reality, the deeper you go the more grip your ego start losing = fear response. 3. In higher consciousness, your feelings/thoughts/imagination can construct reality, if you're not aware of this you can be in big danger. Best way to do everything is in a natural responsible manner, like meditation and so on. Even though i never meditate but this is the actual way to actually improve in a healthy manner -
Jowblob replied to Jannes's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You cant really minimize it, your consciousness is responsible for making up your dream which includes your memory , your being , your will to be here. So all your actions and doing will be according to your enviroment and the narrative to fit the dream.