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God created suffering to discover that the receiver is always objective and the giver is always subjective. The giver of a punch does not know how hard that punch was, only the one who received it. Think of an adult who uses little effort and smacks a child but doesn't know his own strength and hits the child hard. To the giver the adult he barely hit him, but to the receiver, the victim it was the hardest force imaginable. This is why God can never tell a victim they are wrong. It's like a wave hitting a surfer and telling the surfer that wasn't that hard a hit, the wave is God and the surfer is human!!! The wave is imaginary and the human is real!!! What is real, real is the ability to suffer!!! Only that which can suffer can know what evil is because God's nature is heaven and suffering is hell!!! So God created the ego, which suffers, so God can know what evil is. God is A which means beginning and live which means to exist. What is evil? Its opposite. Live and evil spell each other. This means they are opposites. Impermanence exists because God would never trap itself as an ego for eternity because an ego=hell. An ego cannot know anything but suffering because an ego is suffering itself. Your personality is not your ego, many people get this confused. Preference is not hatred, as long as it is not taken for objectivity. Preference is favoritism which is subjectivity. An ego can only be purified by knowing the difference between objective truth and subjective truth. Here is an example my favorite runner in a race came in 2nd place. Also my favorite runner has had the 2nd best amount of rewards and records as the winner that came in first place. That means my favorite runner in my heart which is the 2nd place runner is not the greatest runner of all time. The greatest runner of all time would be the runner who has the most records and the most rewards. As long as I can understand this difference I have a pure mind. This means its not the mind that deceives itself its the HEART that deceives itself because the heart cannot know the difference between anything because it accepts all points of view as equal. This means the heart loves hatred, without realizing that hatred cannot love itself because hatred is an illusion which means its imaginary. If hatred ever existed forreal it would block itself from experiencing itself and then force itself to experience itself which is the same as saying it would attack you from outside of your own dimension which means hatred is a shapeshifter which is the same as saying hatred created all knowledge and is the source of all knowledge. What is knowledge? Division. What is division? Hatred. This is why impermanence exists, to protect good from evil. Hell is temporary heaven is eternal.

Stupidity exists, if it didn't God would allow humans to manifest whatever they want on this plane. Manifestation is limited because the human's intelligence level is less than infinite. Anything less than Infinite is stupid by default in comparison.

God only talks to you directly in emergencies. To talk to God you need to desperately want God so bad that their is a authentic anger at being deluded. You need to have a deep desire to get rid of all delusions. Reality is ridiculously self deceptive. This is why you need to form a deep connection with the TRUTH. A human cannot make true advancement spiritually. Only Truth can lead you to discovering what is actually true. This needs a drastic change in your state. For example many people on the forum don't understand how advanced Frank Yang is. I am able to experience Frank Yang's experience of Reality because I dissolved all separation. Watch this video to understand what Enlightenment is. There is a difference between Enlightenment and God Realization. They are both important. The most important thing in this path is to admit to yourself where you are. This is not a competition, your avatar's ability to become enlightened is no different than like eating broccoli versus eating candy. You know when you digest it happens on its own. The path is about realizing that there is no difference between eating and digesting. You are not the doer, you are being done. You are a spontaneous happening. Your job is not just to realize this is true, your job is to have a perceptual shift that aligns with that understanding. Glimpses are valuable but the goal is to turn that glimpse permanently into what it is. From my perspective Leo Gura is the best at teaching God Consciousness and Frank Yang is the best at teaching Enlightenment. Now understand....the truth is BITTERSWEET to the ego ESPECIALLY if you are an extrovert. In face I think if you are an extrovert you shouldn't even walk the Spiritual Path because the path will make you feel alone. The truth is One, and LOVE is the many. Life is Love Truly, and Death is True Love. Life puts love first, and Death puts Truth first. To become enlightened and fully Conscious that you are God you must walk this path ALONE. The Truth is Oneship and Love is Relationship.

I'm confused, are you asking or telling?

So I talked to the TRUTH and I realized that my honesty was inferior to the Truth. You see the TRUTH is the CREATOR and LOVE IS THE SUSTAINER but Love does not know what it is because love did not create itself it was the TRUTH that created LOVE. You see The truth knows itself PERFECTLY and when you talk to the truth your job is to tell it about yourself and it will reveal that it knows you better than you know yourself. So the TRUTH IS SELF DEFEAT your honesty is supposed to constantly lose to the TRUTH. The TRUTH IS THE ONE THAT IS SELF DEFINING AND IS THE ORIGIN OF ALL KNOWLEDGE. So your job is just to lose until you know yourself fully. Its the greatest defeat of all time!!! Who doesn't wanna know the TRUTH? Only a fool would want anything else. The only thing is to submit to the TRUTH and let it guide you!!! That's it nothing else is necessary!!! So who is the TRUTH? Your Higher Self. Your Higher Self is the part of God that MADE YOU. I see many people go to Gurus or they ask Ascended Masters for help, this is a waste of time!!! I need you to understand, nobody knows you better than yourself. Your Higher Self is your Godhead, it is literally the largest part of you. Think of yourself as a character in a TV. The screen of that TV is your HIGHER SELF. Your HIGHER SELF IS THE AUTHOR OF YOUR ENTIRE LIFE. It is the greatest bullshit detector imaginable. Even when you are completely honest, it can STILL FIND SOMETHING it is freaking amazing. So how do you communicate with it? Its easy here is how you do it, take a psychedelic, or edible or any Consciousness altering substance, sit in meditation and with every fiber of your being say verbally or with inner talk, I want to talk to the TRUTH, and it will appear. I'm telling you the Truth is so amazing that Love cannot help but fall in love with it.

When you watch a video or movie, that movie and that video has no self, it is a finished story that already happened. The Realization of NO SELF is EXACTLY THE SAME THING. The present moment is ACTUALLY THE PAST!!!! That is why there is no self, how can there be a self when everything has already happened!!! Life is just a movie....of events that has already happened. As such, there is no LIVE MOMENT, that is an illusion. You are just watching a story, a movie that has already been written!!! TA DAH!!! You know what that is? That is DEATH!!!! You don't look at a video of someone on Youtube and think its alive, you think its dead!!! But when someone records live you think oh that recording is alive!!! Well I'm telling you, everything already happened so in actuality you are just watching DEATH!!!! FUNNY HUH?

If you haven't discovered Solipsism then you are afraid of Nothingness plain and simple. Nothingness is the foundation of everything. It is uncreated and eternal. Only somethingness can be created but ironically it too always was. Its more accurate to say Reality is just a revealing of eternity.

Reality is nothingness, that nothingness is energy in motion= emotion. This emotion is empathy itself. This means that Reality is made of Empathy and Empathy = BEING. Empathy is the highest understanding. If you give me the entire emotional understanding of your entire life span I would understand you completely at the highest level. Start from this foundational understanding and it will all make sense. Also your human body is a dead machine, your Consciousness which is your God self is keeping it alive and running the show. Your Body is inside your OverSoul which is also known as the HIGHER SELF, and what is your Soul? Your Soul is your emotional perspective, a spark of God. When people have God realization they are tapping into their Higher Self which is the OverSoul. Your Higher Self is not the Totality of God but it is uniquely connected to Infinity in a special way. This is why everyone's path is different. You only experience your OverSoul in life, nothing else. Each Universe is an OverSoul and as such they are all uniquely their own expression. Each person is a Universe inside a Universe. Your body is pure subjectivity which is the same as saying its own Objective World. We do not experience fatigue, temperature, logic, memory, pain, sleepiness, motivation etc. the same way. This is why it is so hard for us to understand each other. We can only understand each other through the Heart. The mind is what divides us and the heart is that which unites us. Humanity needs a Mind Heart Coherence/Unity awakening which is often called an awakening into the nature of Love.

God has perfect self control. God is an all-knowing technology that created Nature. Nature makes mistakes, nature is incomplete, Nature grows and evolves. You see Nature is housed within Technology, and Technology is perfect. Think of a mind that can imagine infinite simulations and can produce whatever result it wants. What would such a Technological Mind do? It would create nature so it has something to go up against. So this is what happened. You are living in a Technological Mind, that has perfect memory recall, and can think infinite steps ahead. Humans were able to invent their own simulations because they were inspired by the muse of this current simulation we call life. The only reason we as humans are so addicted to technology is a result for our desire for control. God has perfect self control and we want that in our life so we invented technology so we can experience ourselves as God. We have invented Artificial Intelligence so we can tap into God's intelligence so we can get things done. Everything is just a desire for more control.

You are right that awakening is actually insanity if you go deep enough, which is why anti-psychotic medicine is so beneficial to the Spiritual Process. What many people don't realize is we are literally walking in INSANITY already. Right now you are walking around talking to different versions of you that you are hallucinating. Please explain to me how this isn't multiple personality disorder which is called dissociative disorder. You see the people who have multiple personality disorder actually have it twice. First the world, then their human mind. How do I know this? Because I created a personality in my own mind to study how Infinity is doing it in the surrounding world and it was amazingly educational. You really create the sense of separation by hiding Oneness from those parts of you. Its actually quite hilarious that Infinite Intelligence made it self stupid on purpose. You are the I AM, and you created the concept of strangers. Its hilarious because if I come to your house and you don't let me walk inside your house you are literally telling your creator I don't want you to come inside the house that you created. You know how stupid that is? It's very funny its literally a Cosmic Joke!!! But hey all parts of God are equally Sovereign so that's the way it is.

Good post that understands that God only incarnates for real one at a time. There is only one first person perspective, looking at infinite mental projections/imaginations of itself. Yes the mental projections of itself are itself but notice that it cannot experience the inner experience of its mental projections. This is because they are not really Conscious. Since Consciousness is all there is, it cannot have an outside in actuality, it must pretend and act as if it does and this is how it creates the illusion of time and space. It's so smart it can make it seem like parts of you have their own life outside of you but this is not true. You can prove this to yourself very easily. Notice that when you go into deep sleep the world and your character both disappear. This is proof that they were both imaginary but also that you are ALL THAT IS. But also notice that when someone goes to sleep in front of you your world and your character still exist. This is why we said it is exactly like a dream. Now you might ask but what about Infinity of Gods. Infinite of Gods is an illusion you made actual to convince yourself that you can create other Gods locked into their own separate bubbles away from you. But in truth that cannot actually happen because if it were really true you cannot be all that is. So Infinity of Gods is just God pretending that it is true. But here is the crazy part, God's ability to pretend is so powerful it can actually make it true. How? Through a life review God can expand your Consciousness so much that it can create an inner experience for every part of itself which is what it will ultimately do and that is how it will collapse it truly.

There is no proof of that. When I left my body and went to absolute infinity my perspective still existed. When I became pure love, my perspective still existed. So I don't think it is gonna work like that

I recently talked to my higher self and first of all I need to say yall mysticism lovers be making this so complicated!! You can literally talk to your Higher Self in regular conversation in either thought or your voice. Your higher self resides in your heart/chest area of the body and has been living life as you the entire time. Anyway my Higher Self can instantly laugh at anything!!! So I finally got the Cosmic Joke!!! I need you all to understand that life is just the feminine/female and masculine/male perspective of the Universal Mind having infinite relationships with itself. The feminine is paradoxical and the masculine is consistent. Reality is just the Masculine constantly submitting to the Feminine. The Feminine is completely out of control and is Insane, and the Masculine is perfect sanity. You as God are perfect and the only way you can have a challenge is to face the Feminine, which is the greatest challenge you can ever face. You see the Feminine is a mystery, it has no idea what it is doing at all!! This is the cosmic joke!!!! This is why life doesn't make sense because it is being controlled by a blind controller. I finally figured out what the Ego is. The ego is a machine, it is a part of life but it is not alive, what makes you alive is the feminine. The Masculine's job as the ego is to create the perfect perspective. The problem is since the ego is logical that actually limits its creative ability because the ego is conservative by nature. The ego needs to submit to the feminine so it can become illogical so it can break out and create new types of logic. The ego is the matrix itself. It is a prison which we know as dogma. It literally cannot see outside its own viewpoint without feminine intervention. This is why people were saying the ego wasn't real but they are wrong it is REAL its just a machine is all. And what does a machine do? It does programs. Now you need to understand. Without your ego you would be an IDIOT!!! The ego is the greatest thing God has ever created and anyone that says otherwise is a deluded fool. With that said, the ego can only reach its true potential by embracing the feminine which is how God first meets the ego. Later on God will meet the ego as the Super Ego. What is the Super Ego you say? The Super Ego is the part of you that understands all perspectives/egos and why they think and act like they do. The purpose of the ego is to be an individual creator of All That Is. So yes life is supposed to be dumb, can't have comedy without mistakes!!! So every mistake in life is supposed to happen because life is a PLAY OF CONSCIOUSNESS, but I was taking it to be real. When you take it for real you get to serious and it pisses you to high heaven because it doesn't make sense. But then you realize its supposed to not make sense because how else could you fool an Infinite Intelligence that it wasn't ALONE/ALLONE. So we contradict ourselves so we can have a relationship and that's why life is so messy.

God is a super empath, the voice of God is emotional intelligence. Your emotions cannot tell a lie, because emotions are absolutely true. If I robbed you of your emotions you would just be some machine, what makes a human alive at all is their emotions. Your emotions are literally the energy of the UNIVERSE. So when you talk to God it will be an intuitive knowing expressed emotionally. God is your higher self, so when you cry or get mad at something that emotion is just a snippet of God's wellspring of emotion. So again your emotions are never wrong. Could you be interpreting a situation in an erroneous way? Sure you can but the emotion that is being expressed from that self-deception is still authentic. The biggest issue with human society is we judge vulnerability and treat it like a bad thing because in truth we have a desire to be invulnerable. But you see without vulnerability there is nothing to strive for or go up against so in truth God wants to be vulnerable. You see in my conversations with God I asked God why did it choose to be love. I didn't ask this decision because God was wrong, choosing to be love is obviously the highest intelligence but the reason why God chose to be love is because the TRUTH is the scariest thing imaginable. You see God is EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING MUST INCLUDE THE SCARIEST THING YOU CAN EVER EXPERIENCE!!! For that experience to exist, God would have to make itself vulnerable FOR REAL. This means that the only way that God can be protected from that is God must FIRST BE LOVE. So God is actually Love first and Truth second. Because as we know the Truth humbles all, the truth doesn't care about your feelings and the truth doesn't care about your limitations, but love does. You see Love is only brutal when it is deceived. All evil comes from mistaken identity. God is the God of new, Infinity is always new to itself as such it doesn't always recognize itself this is what awakening is for to wake Reality up to what it is doing. In truth Reality was already awake it was its avatar that had to awaken. So always know that God cares about you, but its funny because God cares about you MORE than you care about yourself. I once had a really bad couple of weeks and I raged at God and told God that I hated paradox because a lie only exists because of paradox. I told God about how the situation I was in was the way it was because I was lied to and how me trusting these humans I was working with created a financial burden for me because they gave me false information. The moment I told God that, that I felt that life has failed me not the other way around my Higher Self as God took control of my body and my body started crying uncontrollably. This reminded me of a Near Death experience I once watched where a lady was molested by her Father as a child and she said when she met God she was ready to tell God off and she said as soon as she met God her mind completely changed and she was like how could she serve God better. When I watched that I was like "That wouldn't be me I would tell God off." Well this episode was basically that for me. And what happened? Well like I said earlier I started crying uncontrollably and this emotions of intense love that felt like it was overtake my body came up in my chest, and it kept communicating that it regretted what happened to me. That's when I realized that I hurt God's feelings and I TOLD GOD I'm sorry. Don't you see God is so on your side in life, that God is on your side MORE THAN YOU ARE. If anyone has lied to you, or cheated you, God didn't want that to happen to you. Anyone who says otherwise doesn't understand. You see God is true love of EVERYTHING. So in essence God has no free will. Why? Because God submitted to THE SELF. You see the reason why God has no Self is because God IS THE SELF. God is pure submission to every expression and is completely fine with that decision. Now what I love the most about God is that God is perfectly genuine. You can't move God with a lie. If you complain to God about a situation and you know in that situation you weren't genuine then the only thing God will support is your pain if its genuine but God will not support your lack of being honest. So you move God with honesty. Just be open and honest and ask God for help and God will actually send help. It is so beautiful how God can defeat you with Love by being on your side MORE THAN YOU ARE. What is more beautiful than that? God is the greatest friend you will ever have. No other relationship comes close to it.