Kuba Powiertowski

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  1. I'm sorry to disappoint you. This is what I wrote about in the post You are not God Himself. Ego or the identification process uses the intellect. It is an extremely advanced tool in evolution, especially for a human being. Intellect, Sadhguru says, is like a knife. The sharper the better. And with this knife, you cut physical reality into smaller and smaller pieces trying to understand it. In the case of the physical dimension (you have to be very careful here because you can go astray in the absence of attention by defining the reality you see as physical), let's say okay. Thus, the process of identification, endowed with intellect, considers itself to be all of you. It's just that the combination with which you identify yourself, which you are currently experiencing, is not able to understand through language, thoughts (and you think in a given language, right?) the phenomenon of merging because it only knows and uses the dividing tool. Therefore, any explaining to a person who is in an ego - intellect state what God, Love, Suffering is - is simply pointless. Recently, I noticed that trying to explain it to myself, I go nowhere. The only, I repeat, the only way to say that "understanding" is through direct experience. Not second-hand. Your direct experience. If you experience it even for a fraction of a second, the answer to your fourth question is: definitely YES.
  2. I will add something else. The only way to evolve is through direct experience, not by trying to understand it with your intellect. This is nonsense, it will never work. Not only that, the only reason we are all here, I fully agree with Leo and beyond, is just that - liberation, ego death through direct experience. All physical survival, if led by the ego, is the stupidest thing we do. This is not the case at all.
  3. Except that the nondual cannot be conceptualized with language. And this is the only tool the ego has, the language intellect. It's not even scratching the surface. Likewise with love. Love is unconditional, period. The ego is incapable of any unconditional action because the whole essence of the ego is founded on the permanent conditioning of everything. The ego very well pretends to know what love is, ergo it pretends to know what or who God is. No, the ego has no way of knowing, for it is not a direct experience but a thought - a product of the intellect which, as Krishnamurti used to say, is always old. I'm just starting to see it. Many times when, attention, I thought I was watching the ego, it was the ego that pretended to be the observer. The ego is indeed a powerful adaptation program. God, Love, and Oneness can only be experienced at different levels of consciousness evolution. The further you are in this evolution, the more striking is the indescribability of the experience.
  4. Some time had passed since the first glimmer of grace. One thing is for sure. There is no longer a permanent return to what has been, although the ego - the mind does not give up. Fighting is pointless, and the one who fiercely wants to fight the ego is the ego itself. The narratives he creates, the logical structures he builds are amazing. Incredibly sophisticated on the one hand, and incredibly stupid in essence. Nevertheless, I am sitting here watching this process. I'm learning patience. Nothing else remains but to watch this incredibly intelligent program burn out to the end. One thing I noticed is that the ego completely gives a shit about your health. The body is extremely intelligent and is in constant contact with the environment, with the Source. The ego doesn't like it. The ego wants to be in control of literally everything. Even now, the ego writes what it writes. Another trick. The only and true "I" is the Silence. What a time ... Yes, the only reason we exist together in this dimension is precisely to let the ego burn out to the end. All the ego's dreams and desires that it does to our bodies, this whole version of reality that it serves us exists only to make us, through painful experiences of different types, become aware of the total illusion we are stuck in. Exactly, not in which we live, but in which we are stuck. Life is outside this cage that we have created ourselves, we entered it ourselves, we fell asleep in it in order to wake up at some point and leave it once and for all. This process is not a piece of cake. This is the most difficult challenge a human being can face. This is extremely serious. I am aware that there is still a lot of suffering ahead of me, many excuses, many tests, and trials in which the ego will give me a ride on the gang. But it's okay, that's exactly what it's supposed to be. The Universe experiences what it is like to forget that it is the Universe The endless process of experiencing. There is no chance of boredom I have a dream that repeats itself from time to time and in a way, I share it with my dad. I stand by the shore, the sea is rough and dangerous. The water appears black. More and more powerful waves crash with a roar, taking away the last pieces of land on which I stand. I am scared and I wake up. Sometimes it's not the waves, but the black rocky mountains shrouded in thick fog rising above me as if they are about to collapse on me. The feeling of fear is suffocating. I have thought many times about what it all means. I have a good friend with whom we share our ego observations. Recently, he suggested that I watch the Fight Club movie again, which I did. I remember that the first time I was most impressed by the final scene, from today's perspective, the artistic vision of deconstructing the ego through one great letting go. Now the penguin cave scene hit me like a hammer - the main message - SLIDE! And I stand back on eroding land carried away by black waves. I'm trying not to panic. I'm figuring out what's going on here, what to do. Suddenly I have an epiphany: surf on them. Do not run away because there is nowhere to go, do not throw yourself in hopelessness or you will drown. Just learn to surf on them, that's what they are for. Was that what this was about? Surf the waves of reality? "I" smiles The lightness of being, endless joy, unity with the ocean. If God is a surfer the best what we can do is to surf with Him:)
  5. Realizing bliss and joy during hard times of suffering of whatever kind is the key I would say.
  6. @Space Totally agree. Materialists dream is deep. There's no point to argue with them. There are few scientists nowadays who have truly realized implications of the greatest discoveries in math, physics, biology and chemistry not as some intepretations but as obvious facts. Patience and compassion are all we can do.
  7. I wish You all my Friends ressurection of Your inner SELF. That's what is ALL about🙏🌅😉.
  8. @Leo Gura Hmm... Are You sure about this? To live with such vast disability, to cope with that, You have to transcendent Your body condition in some way. There's a polish world class theoretical physycist Krzysztof (Christopher) Meissner who is a very close friend and co-worker with Sir Roger Penrose. Prof. K. Meissner is very open-minded scientist who talks about laws of physics, consciousness and in a very conscious way and defend God as a source of all things. You can listen to his lecturers and debates with him on Youtube (unfortunately most in polish). Another one is Prof. Michał Heller - a theoretical physycist and a brilliant priest - a true jewell on a catholic wasteland. To the point. Despite western academias are much more realism-based than these on the east side, I don't belive that none of these world class scientists search for the True. The more they dig, more doubts they find. Sometimes they are just too afraid to speak about what they really feel in public because it can threaten to their careers. But as time goes by it will very slowly, gradually change. You'll see😉. Let Stephen Hawking rest in peace. Don't judge him. His karma in this life is over.
  9. @tatsumaru Ground YourSELF in the present moment. Ego constantly swings like a pendulum between past and future and is not able to run its processing in present moment as it's a constant change which ego hates. Therefore it uses any excuses to drag You off present awarness. Observe it, and let it be. It's hard and take as much time as You individually need to figure it out. Don't give up. Be calm, quiet and observe. You'll make it someday my Friend.
  10. Leo, you're here. You are sincere and kind. Most of us are still asleep. Sometimes I still fall asleep and take a nap. I see it. But it is ok. Everyone will wake up in their own time. From our perspective, of course, the ego has evolved over an extremely long period of time. Not everyone will wake up in this life, and maybe the next. I don't know when I stop wanting to sleep. You have to let everything be as it is and let everyone be as they are. Everything happens in its time. Take care of yourself, about the health of your biological avatar. This is the temporary holy house of your Self. The ego uses it as a car in corporate leasing. Years of this treatment led my avatar to serious spine problems. For several weeks I have been learning to live with severe pain. This pain is a catalyst for further development in further learning. It teaches humility and patience. It's okay, Leo. Don't worry about the sleepers. They are part of You. Just like You are part of them. Patience. Everything is fine. Truth is one, paths are many. Surrender to all, never gives up my Friend.
  11. Look at it this way. Great artists, great audiences merge into one. A self-experiencing universe sings. Sings about joy, about being selfless, about nothing to be afraid of. Sings about giving yourself to others. A beautiful, lively moment where you can truly feel the power of unity in diversity. The world today badly needs it. It doesn't matter that now there is no Christmas. In a metaphysical sense, they are there every day. Let this power stays with you forever.
  12. @seeking_brilliance I really don't know how to answer your question... I just don't know. Everything and nothing has changed. I run my business, I have a great family, I eat, sleep, etc. I do not levitate in meditation for hours I have my emotions, I feel physical pain, I suffer when I see brutality and violence against people, animals, and nature. Only that it is all like, I don't know how to describe it, momentary. Everything is constantly changing, it is in constant motion in the present moment. The moment you think you have grasped something, that has already changed. And it is absolutely natural. And beautiful, more and more beautiful. How long will I stay in this state, where will it take me? I honestly don't know, I don't worry about that. Thinking about everyday matters is ok, it's kind of faster, more efficient. On the other hand, thinking about existential matters, about God, Awakening, and Love is like a distraction. These are just concepts, and trying to grasp them with your mind is pointless. Jiddu Krishnamurti's words about the Truth resonate in me. Truth is something alive is not static, and therefore any attempt to set out a path to it is doomed to failure, just as closing it in some definitions. This Truth is everywhere, it is in us, loved in each of you, and in everything that surrounds us. I can feel it with all of myself now. With all my heart, I wish this to each of you, my beautiful friends:)
  13. Yes, I may be wrong again. I have not meditated. I didn't take psychedelics. Spontaneously, I suddenly let go of absolutely everything. And it clicked. But what clicked? And what do I feel? Yes, everything and everyone is made of infinite love. I am not infinite love. I am part of it. And it's ok:) I am also not God. How could I be? I do not need to be God at all, for I have no needs at all. Everything is fine. Nothing and no one are more or less important because everyone and everything is equally important. Everything and everyone is just as perfect. As it is. There is no need to know, no need to name or define anything. Dualism, non-dualism, awakening, God - what does it even mean? All attempts to describe reality in one way or another, to frame it in some way are pointless. Everything is fine:) Maybe I'm developing a glioblastoma or some other brain tumor? Honestly, I don't care No tension, no resistance. Everything is really fine I go back to work and then go for a walk with my dog. I greet everyone with all my heart And thank You all, especially You, Leo:) It is a beautiful world:)