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  1. I always need revenge
    I always need revenge
    I'm pretty sure this area of myself is in stage red and I want to ask how to get myself out of this rut. 
    Basically, the problem is whenever I'm insulted or disrespected I feel the need for revenge always. I don't need to kill them, but at least equivalent or more. The stress that is caused by these grudges is unbearable, I carry around lots of anger inside of me. I also place heavy emphasis on loyalty (also stage red), which is seldomly reciprocated because I grew up in a green city and now am at an orange college. I'm sick of feeling this way and don't know how to rid myself of these feelings.

  2. 🍄 Actualized.org on Psychedelics 🍄
    🍄 Actualized.org on Psychedelics 🍄
    🍄 Actualized.org on Psychedelics 🍄
    • Blog post on How To Research Psychedelics.
    • PsychonauntWiki is a good resource for research.
     
                Must Watch Episodes
    Ep 268. How To Use Psychedelics For Personal Development. (Summary)
    Ep 434. How Psychedelics Work - Making Sense Of Psychedelics.
    Ep 483. The Top Dangers Of Using Psychedelics. (Summary)
     
                Substance Reports 🧳
    Ep 267.  Magic Mushrooms:  The Amazing Power Of Psychedelics - Leo Does Magic Psilocybin Mushrooms!
    Ep 275.  5-MeO-DMT:  5-MeO-DMT - The Magic Pill To Enlightenment & God.  (Summary)
    Ep 298.  AL-LAD:  Trip Report - A Powerful Tool For Consciousness Work.  (Summary)
    Ep 312.  2C-B:  Experiencing Physical Death.
    Ep 492.  5-MeO-MALT:  Introducing The Other God Molecule.  (Summary)
    Ep 507.  Ketamine:  Lessons From Ketamine - Is Ketamine Useful For Spirituality?
    Blog Video. DPT:  The Other God Molecule.  (Summary)
    Blog Video. Salvia:  What it’s Like to Smoke Salvia Divinorum.
                (Leo says Salvia is very dangerous and does not recommend doing it)
     
                Blog Posts: Safety and Psychedelics  🧷 🍄
    • The Top Dangers Of Using Psychedelics - Oct 2017
    • How To Plug Psychedelics (19 mins) - Nov 2018 - (Summary)
    • The Antidote For Pre-Trip Anxiety - Aug 2017
    • 5-MeO-Always On An Empty Stomach - May 2017
    • No Trip Sitters - May 2017
    • Why You Should Never Do Salvia (6 mins) - Aug 2017
     
                Forum Threads
    • The Trip Reports Mega-Thread
    • The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    • The N,N-DMT Mega-Thread
    • The 5-MeO-MALT Mega-Thread
    • The DPT Mega-Thread
     
    • Psychedelics Safety and Protocols Mega Thread
    • Psychedelics Informational Resources
    • Psychedelic Research Mega-Thread
    • Best Psychedelic Trip Music Mega-Thread
    • Psychedelic Memes Mega-Thread
     
                Enlightenment & Psychedelics Episodes 🤯
          • Almost every episode in the Enlightenment section of Leo’s Blog Videos.
    Ep 283. Interview With Martin Ball - Using 5-MeO-DMT To Become Enlightened
    Ep 347. Enlightenment Experience Explanation & Key Lessons.  (Summary) (a response to ep 346)
    Ep 437. Outrageous Experiments In Consciousness - 30 Awakenings In 30 Days.  (Summary)
    Ep 495. Leo's Worst Bad Trips - Psychedelics Gone Wrong
    Viewer Compilation 🥳: Incredible, Powerful Concepts on Life & 5-MeO-DMT
    Blog Post and Video on Mapping Consciousness With High Dose LSD
     
                Tripping in Real Time Episodes
    Ep 346. Enlightenment Experience Happening In Real Time - LIVE! 🛋️
    Ep 431. Total Awakening Live In Real Time - Part 1. 📦
    Ep 432. Total Awakening Live In Real Time - Part 2. 🛋️
     
                Misc Episodes
    Ep 329. Correcting The Stigma Of Psychedelics - Part 1.
    Ep 331. Correcting The Stigma Of Psychedelics - Part 2.
     
    More Blog Posts on Psychedelics
                Trip Report 🧳
    Jun 2017:    Psychedelic Visions
    Jul 2017:    More Serious Than You Ever Imagined (note) 🤯
    Sep 2018:  Salvia Trip Report
    Jun 2019:   Dissecting The Psychedelic Experience 👽
    Jun 2019:   Who Are The Machine Elves? 👽
     
                Research 🔬
    Feb 2017:    Alexander Shulgin Documentary - Psychedelics Chemist (note)
    Oct 2018:    Psychedelic Receptors 📄 🧷
    Mar 2018:   Breaking Convention YT Channel 📄 🤯
    Mar 2018:   The Origins Of Mind—Thomas Ray 🤯
    Aug 2019:   Psilocybin & Personality Change (note) ⁉️
    Aug 2019:   Microdosing Research ⁉️
    Jul 2020:     Legal MDMA Therapy Almost Here! (note)
    Jan 2021:    Hyperbolic Geometry of DMT Experiences 🤯
    Jul 2021:     Ketamine Klinic (note)
     
                Miscellaneous
    Jan 2017:    Drunk On Mushrooms
    Feb 2017:   The Despicable War On Drugs
    Mar 2018:   Dark Room Retreats & 5-MeO-DMT
    Mar 2018:   A Society Built On Psychedelics—Bwiti Tribe
    Sep 2018:   Your Brain On LSD
    May 2019:  Denver Decriminalizes Mushrooms
    Apr 2020:   Timothy Leary (note)