Michal__

I just got lazy. I am low key addicted to modafinil and only put in enough time reading, meditating and working when I am on it. I was out of it for a long time.

I didn't finish "The experience of No-Self".

Great books. I read "What is Self?" too.

Magick works by intent. Great book on why astrology would work for some is Advanced magick for beginners by Alan Chapman. In short, you actually have to be sort of a magician for it to work unless you believe it 100%.

"Nippster "

You wrote 3 books? Great job.

Happy holidays to you guys too

I once went to a different world during holotrophic breathing while holding my breath. While in a psych ward haha. Salvia-esque but for only 10 seconds or so.

In our country the laws to commit someone are a bit weird. Out of mallice - we got into a fight.

I didnt. My brother called the ambulance . He also stole 1500$ from me (which is a months wage in my country).

I'd probably call it temporary weed induced psychosis. Or not even that, just getting too high and not botheting anyone. One of the effects I am enjoying to this day is the ground moving like on LSD while sober.

How long were you hospitalized for? And btw how did you get profile bio to display?

None, they just eyed it. Tested my concentration and memory. I did have hallucinations during the rorsach test though. I dont know whether they could tell though . I wanted to go home asap. Also, I told a psychiatrist I had hallucinations for a week after consuming 8 weed brownies. (A different one, later)

I have done two paid love spells for people. Good idea.

Besides trying to get coaching clients and creating a thematic t shirt, I have also begun editing a book but fucked up by using chatgtp when I ran out of idea, so only the first 15 pages are written by me.