Danioover9000

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  1. Posted

     @Adrian Gonzales

    4 hours ago, Adrian Gonzales said:

    I was diagnosed schizophrenic and has spent the past 3 months in and out of Psych hospitals and it was all through my journey and Awakening that this happened. After my Awakening and God realization multiple times I began to use psychedelics so often that I became homeless and was on a path that I thought was God's path and seeing things and hearing things all of the time outside of my skull hearing voices and getting their whole personalities not just voices. I took them as my heavenly brothers and sisters guiding me to Freedom and to where I should be because I was lost in a maze I was seeing so many things that it was like I was visiting other dimensions of reality. Now that this is subsided for a time and I am no longer homeless I look back at the whole thing is either I'm crazy or I really experience what I experienced and it was God's doing and it was God's guidance to get to me and to reach me on a level that would put me where I needed to be even though I felt I've had some PTSD from the journey because some of the dimensions that I was in or so terrifying,I  call one of them Beetlejuice world,  and that one was top two scariest ones. I've experienced my death multiple times and have experienced being brought back to the land of the living slowly. My heart was stopped and I was still conscious. My breathing had to restart and so did my heart. I've met Leo Gura and a bunch of other people I admire through this shared connection we have, via the field of Consciousness itself. Just really need someone to talk to about this and see if anyone deals with the same. I see it as a spiritual gift like when I place my awareness on a car I can feel it moving or when I place it on someone walking, I can feel each step they take. I thought this was just evolution like when I Astral projected the first time and it was scary at first but then it was normal after awhile. Someone please help me understand. Can anyone else channel God and move around and speak unconscious to the next word or motion?

       No, there's a big difference between spirituality, and minor to catatonic schizophrenia and struggling to manage basic life. What it sounds like to me, is that you've had a stronger form of schizophrenia, and was struggling the basic aspects of life like job, finance and career, had access to psychedelics and abused them to the point it made it much harder to live a basic, functional lifestyle.

       I wouldn't be quick to label it awakening or God realization, what psychedelics did you use, how often, and did you combine them with contemplation and meditation? Also, make sure the basics of your life are handled, 80% of your work should be on work, employment, managing taxes and bills, home environment, hobbies and interests, leisure, fitness and health, basic relationships with your family, friends, maybe dating life, and 20% on spiritual theory learning and practicing. Basics always comes first before spirituality, because any problems with basics will later be a huge distraction doing serious spiritual work. If you are diagnosed with a moderate or serious form of Schizophrenia, be especially careful, and ideally continue to seek professional help and continue your medication until you actually have a handle on yourself.

       

  5. Posted

    @Matt23

    22 minutes ago, Matt23 said:

    Saw a video of Huberman who cited studies where they actually tested; results = yes, it does.

    From what I remember, no fapping and no ejaculation during sex for I think 1 week/10 days resulted in an increase in testosterone levels of like 400% or something.  

    The bigger picture lesson from the video was "The worst thing for animals is the ability to get that dopamine hit without doing any effort to get there.  Drugs being a great example, or jerking off without having to socialize, date, and have sex with a woman."  I don't remember it all completely, but I also don't think he was advocating "Don't fap at all", cuz... well, he seems like a reasonable guy and absolutely no-fap all the time seems unreasonable as a hard rule.  But ya, you can search it on YT ("Huberman and masturbation", etc.).  

    Personally, I just did 7-8 days of it and felt my desire and drive to just create stuff rose.  Whereas before I am usually quite unmotivated and lazy in doing work on projects and stuff.

       Yes, this is the more important takeaway of NoFap.

  7. Posted · Edited by Danioover9000

       I'm reminded of the art of war by Sun Tsu. In his descriptions of the many types of grounds in warfare, he talked about the entangled ground, in which, for example, when both armies are facing each other, and in the middle there's a river of water a person high or more, and strong, that it's advisable not to attack and advance first, because if you do choose to move through the body of water, the enemy force just has to march and stop you at the edge, preventing the second and remaining lines of your army from clearing the body of water. So, you make the enemy move first, and this becomes a war of which side eventually has to find the right ways around the river, and make the enemy cross the terrain that's disadvantageous.

       @Carl-Richard and @Tyler Robinson, you both are at war with each other, neither of you really want to cross the river, so one of you were really trying to get the other to cross and make the mistake. But by debating and arguing with each other, both of you just derailed my thread a bit and talking about the pedophilia is I can see too triggering for you both, so instead, let me offer you both an alternative, a ground where both of you can contest with roughly evenly:

       Should a public speaker, because he's the leader of his community, have the right to silence constructive criticism, when questioned of trying to enable, in a very subtle way, Neo Nazi ideology, and be seen being friendly with another guy that has Neo Nazi leanings?

  8. Posted

    @Carl-Richard

    11 minutes ago, Carl-Richard said:

    Wot. Max is probably the most coherent speaker in the debatosphere.

       I wouldn't exaggerate that he comes across as the most consistent speaker in the debate sphere, he's easily gets interrupted by others, and sometimes he interrupts himself, with a 'I guess that' all the time. I understand what he's saying already at a deeper level, but I also understand how he still needs to articulate much better, he's sometimes too slow and gets distracted and easily gets emotional.

  9. Posted

    @Tyler Robinson 

       Another way to think about it, is in this hypothetical. Imagine a world that zombies exist and that there are things out there turning and spreading this zombie virus. Mankind suffered greatly earlier on, but over time persisted, evolved a bit and designed technologies, that pockets of humanity erected fortresses of concentric walls. Over time, many stories and theories of the Zombie apocalypse were created and distributed over time to various groups inside the fortress, yet almost none of them have encountered zombies at all, so they made a Boogeyman out of actual Zombies. Zombie hunters, on the other hand, are very few to few groups of people that go beyond the walls and hunt Zombies down and help with the outermost walls. They've seen it all, have experienced death and loses, have seen a few of their own get infected, sometimes they turn, sometimes they survive the infection but made them a quarter or less zombie while they retained most of their humanity. However, every time they would report what they experienced about Zombies and life beyond the walls, time passed by so quickly that new theories and stories were already circulating inside the fortress, sometimes they differ, contradict and conflict with stories told, and sometimes the majority of the population, due to confusion and stigma, dogmatize the Zombie hunters themselves.

       I kind of see that Mr. Girl is like these Zombie Hunters that he spent so much time hunting, out in the wilds killing Zombies, and survived so far despite carrying tiny parts of the Zombies in him, that he's a potential walking danger in the eyes of the fortress Denizens, and the elite that still want to manage and control the majority of the Denizens. He's misunderstood, wants to talk about these stigmatized topics, and people like him out there want to too, but are getting demonized and shot down, sometimes literally. 

     

  10. Posted

    @Tyler Robinson

    2 hours ago, Tyler Robinson said:

    At least it was for a good cause. More like vigilantees. That dude shouldn't have existed on YouTube in the first place. His thoughts are disturbing and should not find any coverage or acknowledgement. He can ramble in his own bedroom. 

       Yeah, I get the sense Max's psyche is like that of a minor case of personality disorder, part trolling, part edgy speaking, part documentarian and philosopher. He's just sometimes all over the place, sometimes cuts himself mid-sentence. With the pedophile attraction, at best I think it's benign for him. His relationship with his GF is also another odd thing, similar to the Joker and Harley Quinn.

       Vigilantes in question that mass reported him are alt right people, with fascist leanings, so not exactly angels. Actually, they knew of Mr. Girl before, but because he was buddies with Destiny, they didn't bat an eye, until Mr. Girl called out Nick Fuentes for trying to peddle Neo Nazi ideas, while fighting a bit with Destiny. That was when they decided to mass report him.

       Also doesn't help that he doesn't care for tailoring and making his rhetoric more understandable and clearer, making it much easier for others to distort what he's trying to say at the deeper and bigger picture level.

  11. Posted · Edited by Danioover9000

    @Tyler Robinson

    18 minutes ago, Tyler Robinson said:

    And you don't find his views on minors depraved and pedophilic? 

    That guy is a ticking time bomb, legit creep and speaks like a psychopath. That's why he was banned. His content is objectionable. 

     

     

       I thought he was banned mainly from the alt right groupies from Nick Fuente's camp mass reporting one of his rap songs? I watched Destiny before going to those groups and basically pressuring them to admit it was a organized mass reporting of Mr. Girl, mainly from his emotional attacks against Nick Fuentes.

  12. Posted

    @something_else

    1 minute ago, something_else said:

    @Danioover9000 To be clear I think there are emotional reasons for nofap being good and beneficial for an individual, for some it’s the right choice.

    I only chimed in here because the argument of losing energy/nutrients/testosterone through masturbation is silly and quite easily debunked with a little bit of science and biology. 

       Agreed, although I can see how silly it is to make masturbation as the main cause of energy lose, it's not so clear with testosterone and nutrients. Also, that bit of science and biology is likely to have western biases, with secular and materialistic notions of what semen is. Compared to, for example, from the eastern hemisphere, Taoism/Daoism's sexual transmutation practices and theory, semen and masturbation is treated more with care and careful consideration, from how to masturbate properly, and how often as well, as the ancients then, because of primitive and simplistic standards of living, and higher demand for labor and physical fitness for every part of livelihood then, were keenly aware of and are sensitive enough to what effects their bodies. Yes, there's also limits to these biases as well.

       Some male bodies have less active and underperforming sex gonads, other male bodies have an excess of it.

  13. Posted

       So, after reading through this thread, there seems to be a common pattern of thinking for the following, and due note these are my intuitive readings into most posts here so far:

    An anecdote vs factual duality.

    A reductionistic vs holistic duality.

    A Quantitative, scientific/logic bias vs a qualitative, emotional/intuitive and life experience bias.

    A joking/humor/making fun of/playfulness vs careful/serious/considering other perspectives/contemplation.

       Most posts and users here are unbalanced, and lobsided for both making fun of NoFap, and being more evidence and scientific based against NoFap vs for NoFap, and less humanistic, openminded learning and serious consideration of the opposing bias and not too open minded enough, not willing enough or either too threatened of and afraid of tackling the issue directly about NoFap anecdotal claims of benefits. I sense those that are quick to dismiss NoFap and quick to ask for evidence and proof are distancing themselves from genuinely finding out if NoFap is or isn't effective. It's like an immediate curtain is drawn down on the self when it's quick to ask for proof and being dismissive. Maybe because the Coomer mentality is too indoctrinated into a person's psyche that it doesn't want to uproot 10+ years of dogma, and face the possibility that you, as a male, actually have a serious addiction to pornography and masturbation? Is there fear in facing the possibility that there was self-rape involved for many years, and to face that is terrifying and shameful? Again, intuitive reading here.

      There's just a lack of dialectical exchange here, of those who are anti porn/anti fap vs pro porn/pro fap vs moderate and well-balanced sexual ways of fulfillment. There're of course extremes and centrist like positions here, and every bias in between, so I'd like for us to be more bias correct than bias cancelling.

  14. Posted

    @Space

    1 hour ago, Space said:

    Destiny and Lex Fridman podcast incoming this week. 90% sure its not a meme this time as lex posted in the subreddit. 

    Now Lex is interviewing people within the streaming/youtube space, there's definitely a higher chance he might consider doing one with Leo. Would be a great match imo.

       That's interesting, because I think it's likely he's doing it partly to spite Mr. Girl:

     

  15. Posted

    @Egodeathrow

    18 hours ago, Egodeathrow said:

    @Danioover9000 That is unreal to me now that you pointed that out, Astute observation his behavior would warrant a diss track if it was another rapper acting like Kanye

       I'm already done several rough drafts going at Kanye West, at this point I'm beating Eminem if he doesn't make his mind up, I just need to get the productions and choose the music beats to match the lyrics.

  16. Posted

    @Tyler Robinson

    17 hours ago, Tyler Robinson said:

    Eminem can only make diss tracks on girls. :P

     

       Actually, half true. Either he's too afraid, or still wants the possibility to network with him in the future or is getting old. Eminem is 50 so it kind of makes sense he's mellowing a bit. He still owes a nasty come back at the Game. I'm also surprised as he hates Trump, yet Kanye is alright with him, and that alone didn't trigger a subtle shot against Kanye, but whatever, if that's the maximum limit of his integrity, that's it.

  21. Posted

    @Epikur

    3 minutes ago, Epikur said:

    Yes these talks work as a blueprint for the next generations. People do not have to start at zero. They can build up on these discussions and study the failures so they do not have to do it. In the future maybe the AI will learn from these discussions and we do not even have to study it at all.

       Yes, that's partially true, and hopefully we get to a state where these topics are genuinely considered and seriously fixed

       In the meantime, @Epikur is a sexist, misogynistic pig like Andrew Tate, and should not be taken seriously or you and others are apologists enabling toxic masculinity and sexual objectification of women.

  23. Posted

    @Breakingthewall

    6 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:

    I think that masturbating little (sometimes is necessary imo), keeps testosterone levels higher. I don't think it's because of semen retention but because masturbating a lot lowers testosterone due to the vibe of masturbation. It is not the same as having quality sex. masturbating, usually with porn, lowers you, it is an addictive and self-humiliating practice, it takes away your virility, confidence, self-esteem. All of this affect the testosterone levels. Everything affect. a study measured the testosterone levels of soccer fans after their team was defeated or emerged victorious. they varied significantly.

       I agree, I've heard that the time right after ejaculation to a few hours later, if you went outside and it's cold, you would feel far worse compared to a guy that is in a NoFap state of mind and being, the cold doesn't seem to affect them as much as the other person in a post orgasmic ejaculation sickness state.

  24. Posted

    @sleep

    13 hours ago, sleep said:

    I recall reading a study in which the testosterone levels of the participants were measured. It raised bit by bit until the seventh day in which the participants' testosterone raised to something like 400%, then slowly decended over time. 

       That's a crazy spike in testosterone in just one week, no wonder most of those doing NoFap felt amazing in 1 week and in 3-4 weeks later.

  25. Posted

    @Epikur

    1 hour ago, Epikur said:

    I think it is just a part of a dialectic process that takes thousands of year. Expecting immediate results maybe too much.

       That, and the deep thought terminating cliche of a Pedophile, Rapist, mass shooter, mass sexual assaulter, kidnapper, bestiality, necrophilia, cannibalism and so on. No mainstream normie wants to even think about such fringe people with strange attractions that are abnormal. It's like a guaranteed thought terminating cliche that is easy to slander and smear another with, so here we are, trying to encourage talking and dialectical process of discussions around heavily stigmatized topics, while corrupting others with said stigmatized topics. Entangled hell is where we are in.